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Originally posted by: charminggenie

Just who is Nandini Moorthy?

She is no damsel in distress, she is definitely not a crusader , Nandini is just a regular girl who wants to laugh, live. She is the one who will be there to hold you from a fall, she is that girl who just wants to survive . The one who held to her fireflies because she cherished the love they promised especially when she has already lost so much .

The night she cried away her hopes, she let go of her fireflies and what they meant to her. She gave up on the true love her mother promised and she took to his words and resigned herself from his love.

Here the new dawn beckoned, the Nandini Moorthy saw herself in the mirror, the dreams and memories he has given which has marked her for life. His touch , his gaze and the promise they gave to her. She cannot see herself without remembering his gaze.He haunts her, her touch is lingering on her skin-her soul and her everything. How will she erase his essence from her? He has marked her, she is not herself - a part of him lives , within her, reminding of him and what they shared.

The earrings, bangles .. all belonged to him, he has taken them all like her fireflies , he has stolen them from her long ago ..she resisted , she never wanted to part but he has taken over her soul. Broken , yet living. Sad but so alone.

He was the one who she never had to hide her feelings from, he evoked a surge of emotions which were unexplained , yet now as she stares at the new her, there is nothing left of her, the face, the stained tears all speak of the pain he has given, all mock of the hurt she has received.

When you love someone, truly love them, like she shared with him, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt-you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it's crippling-like having your heart carved out. This has happened to her .

The listless, grieving Nandini walked aimlessly, holding on to the hope of sharing her pain, crying it out yet she sought a friend , saving her from a heartache , she best knew will break another poor girl. She marched on, braving his face, his memories even when he told her to ignore it all- Easy for him, but does he not realize that he has forced his way into her life, he lives on in her just as she is stored in the dark corners of his heart.

The broken Nandini was everything, she is so special.

He be going through a bad case of philophobia. He stands stronger than words and bigger than the paradox box , and then he see her in the crowd and falls apart.

Love so vulnerable, so fragile , yet it's all love.

When Manik broke Nandini with his words, "Mission Nandini Murthy - Accomplished' so many of us said how hard it's going to be for Nandini. The girl put his in her prayers, associated him with her fireflies; we were all so worried that how will she find peace now that her biggest sources of peace have been smeared by his ugliness. But today the CVs took it one step further and god, they did it so brilliantly. He isn't just there in the big things, he has marked himself on every small thing of hers. You know I never said it but I always loved the way Nandini's earrings were given focus in any shot of her. My heart had jumped and danced when in that scene he took off her earring. Whenever he was close to her, he made sure to play with her earring. He loved that..those tiny moving pieces of accessories were such a big part of her. Whenever she stood still, her earrings dangled left and right, wrecking havoc in his heart. And today..they were the first things to go. How could he not notice their absence? His eyes seek for those everytime he sees her face..his hands itch to touch and play with them..

The ones that hurt you are the ones who matter.

Only Manik has hurt her like that. When Dhruv broke his friendship with her, we didn't see her cry or be devastated as if a part of her was being taken away from her. But one night away from Manik and the next day she walks as a living picture of a person mourning the loss of something so precious. I said this above..it's different for Manik but Nandini has been the subject of all that he gave her, hurt and beauty both. It's not easy for her to get it all together. Any other person would've shut themselves up in their room and refused to face the world. But look at this girl, putting everyone else above her and marching on. She's breaking piece by piece as she walks and no one is there to notice it and help her gather the pieces..she needs a friend, so desperately. Some time away to be a little free...the weight of the world is on her, someone needs to share it with her..

Originally posted by: medha16

Mais 🤗

What a lovely post...u wrote that so beautifully!

Nandini has lost her self to Manik slowly and gradually without her even realizing the extent of it...she has invaded his thoughts, his dreams, his personal space and in turn he has left a lasting impression on her heart, soul and every little thing she owns...from her bedroom, to her fireflies to her earrings!

She can't forget him and neither can he let her go...they belong together in ways that they are yet unable to understand!

She might try to curse him, hate him, smack him but she can't erase the memories the same way she erased all those messages of his...he is too deeply entrenched in her life now and to remove him from her life would be her trying to get rid of a part of herself.

Their lives, their fate is entwined now...for better or for worse. They are still bound together even in separation and heartbreak...the longing, the hope, the shared memories, the love will always remain.

It will be hard but they will eventually find their way back to each other because they can't exist without the other.

Precisely, the reason why she can never be anybody else's...she has lost herself to Manik...only he has that right over her...to touch, to care, to show concern and to love...she knows that it will always be him that her heart will seek out irrespective of their situation.

She is marked for forever by Manik in the ways that matter the most.

Exactly. It's so easy for them to delete their messages and think it's all over. But Nandini kya kya delete karegi? She threw away her earrings, fine. What next? Will she burn off her skin, every where that his touch marked her? Throw away all the things he touched? Hypnotize herself to forget every moment they shared? She can't. The affect they have on each other runs so deep and so profound..

They have nowhere else to turn. Their ultimate destination is each other and that's where they'll end up. It won't be easy but that's what makes it all beautiful. Asaani se mila kuch kahan bhaata hai? Thoda tarso, thoda tadpo, phir paao..maza tou usmein aata hai..

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Originally posted by: RomComFan

Beautiful post! You said what we all were thinking so eloquently!👏

My heart broke for them both today- thank god Cabir @least knows. 😊

They are both in a weird denial about the depth of their feelings and i think that is the battle that we are going to see now, they are entangled and cannot scape, do not want to escape.

I am just waiting and hoping that all of Manik's sacrifice comes out soon, this is pure torture . This show is usually pretty good about speedy resolutions so I hope the same happens here.

This is torture for MANAN and their fans for sure, but it's the best kind of torture because all this track is doing is reinforcing that they are destiny and giving us the opportunity to relieve their best moments over and over again.😊

Saying all this- please let the truth come out sooon!

This "torture", thought I wouldnt' call it torture as for me it's beauty, was necessary. Course of true love never runs smooth. This angst, this separation, this basic effin' up was needed and necessary for them to realize what the other means to them. Distance makes the heart grow fonder, right? Except here the distance will take their hearts to a point where it'd stop beating if the other isn't with them. They are connected, they are a part of each other. They can't survive fully if they aren't together. Them uniting wouldn't be as precious if there isnt' any distance to cross..

such fab piece of writing Mais. I always enjoy reading your posts. it gives me more insight into the character..pls write daily.😛

Originally posted by: danceismyworld

Mais!!!Wow!!

After a long time, I read something worth reading. You explained her beautifully.

I don't feel like writing and adding anything about Nandini. Because you just wrote it all.

And I loved the title.

The marked Nandini won't allow anyone to come close. No!! She won't!

Awww! That's a big compliment! Nandini is someone who shouldn't be ignored..already I feel that sometimes CVs overlook her side of the story sometimes so when I get an episode like this where she's all beauty in her heartbreak, I just have to talk about her. She's precious, my most favourite in the show..why wouldn't I talk about her? This Nandini is gonna surprise everyone, she ain't gonna do what they (Manik) want her to do..

Originally posted by: punya25

aapne bohot khub likha hai...

thanks for putting into words all those things that we were feeling when we watched Nandini today...👏

glad you liked it..

Originally posted by: Noorie30

Wow Mais...whatever you wrote about Nandini is effing beautiful.👏

If her wish to trust and be trusted stems from her soul, the way she leans in to him and gets caught in the whirlwind which his touch causes in her is all her body reaching out to that one person who makes her feel at peace.

That's definitely some deep sh*T😉. I can relate how she can also find solace in the arms of the person that is causing her so much of misery. Life can be such a b*tch at times

Nandini Murthy is marked. She's known something which she can't get from anyone else. It's not an addiction, it's not a drug; it's like oxygen.

You nailed it> Bas! Kudos to you👏. your post really made me emotional🥺 and I really love it❤️

Awww! Itna emotional na ho 😆 She's going through what everyone goes through - being hurt by the ones who mean the most. When that happens tab hum kahan jaen? When the one person who you thought will always support you and help you becomes the one to break you and push you down..where does one go from there?

Originally posted by: ZAHARA.

I just love Nandu.

She's such an amazing character. Bas.

She truly is. No doubt.

Originally posted by: TheBlueAngel

yeh jo bhi hai..mast hai Mais..👏
am in love wid ur writing..❤️

thank you 😳

Originally posted by: nneeiill

such fab piece of writing Mais. I always enjoy reading your posts. it gives me more insight into the character..pls write daily.😛

thank you! Yeah..I used to write regularly and write so long but idk why aaj kal feel hi nahin aati..but will try to write at least something daily..I should take it as for my own sake than as something mandatory, that kills all the fun for me 😆

Brilliant 👏 Mais like always your words and understanding of the character mesmerizes me. Reading them makes me fall in love with the characters more. I have come across many analysis' of Manik on the forum these days but very few on Nandu that amazed me. Yet to watch today's episode but now I want to go watch as soon as possible. How do you do this every time, I wish I had at least 10% of your talent. Nandini Murthy will surprise everyone including us and that's what I love. Whatever Manik tries one thing he can't do is ignore her. She is his light guiding him throughout. He needs her more than anyone else. When she realizes what he is been up to he sure is in trouble. But this journey is worth it and I am looking forward. Nandini Murthy my angel you are indeed precious and it is time we make that idiot understands what he is missing. You go girl and we are always with you. Thank you once again Mais 🤗and please do this more often we miss your posts.