Hey Nits,
Jaan…words such an amazing, wonderful and all now sound pretty plain to your analysis. I will say, I admire and really respect your ideas for in your work…some part of an individual comes out with emotions to create provoking thoughts in others. With you're thoughts…I'll now add mine to highlight the one of the greatest episode's of this show!
Firstly, I wish Zaib actually heard what Angad was telling Mishty…he said "Duniya mein bahut sare log dusro ki khushi ke liye shaadi karte hai…par kya woh khush reh pate hai...mein tumse puchta hoon…kya tum khush ho." Like you said Nits, this was clearly aimed at Kripa's marriage. In other words, he is asking Mishty what he couldn't get an answer within himself or is he deceiving his own emotions?
Another thing that he conversed with Mishty about not ever leaving her was such a lie, for he is merely using her for his deep rage. He exclaimed "Kya yeh sahi hoga ki mein tumhare itne kareeb aake tumse dur chala jaoun…aur mein murke ek baar bhi na dekhoon." Why are you increasing Mishty's love and aiming it as an arrow from a bow of vengeance to rip Kripa's existence? Why? Aren't you giving her a reason to hate you later for crushing her heart into million pieces by providing a bed of thorns while creating a fake aroma of pleasure around her? You claim you were betrayed and left alone, but aren't you going to do the same in future to Mishty.
Next, Kripa very confidently pounces and fails one of Zaib's intentions…this time she indirectly slaps his conscience even though she used the wrong means to prove her point. The sad part is they think of life as a game, where they play to defeat one another at any cost.
Nits, sweetie…I usually agree with you mostly, but few things you said that are little different from what I believe. Even though it's futile to blame others, for that only becomes a primary reason for unhappiness—I still feel that Zaib is doing something wrong in the name of revenge. If he wishes to settle scores and make Kripa cry till she hits the ground and melts is one thing, but tarnishing another person's life (Mishty) is not a way out. Kripa knows he is simply using her and she wishes well for Mishty even though they never really get along.
Kripa with determination to puncture Angad's target was well hit for her coolness vented his spleen. Just like only Angad can stab Kripa's emotions, even simply Kripa can deflate his unexplained purpose. Sigh… are they rendering a stage of annoyance, fury, revenge—or stabbing their hearts which have each other's imprints etched. Strong, powerful, potent, compelling, intoxicating gaze between them…which soon forces a rain of deep sorrow, inflicted pain, utter anguish flow through their eyes.
As soon as Kripa reveals her plan, Zaib is taken aback for a second for he could not accept defeat from her so easily…ego issue! So, of course, he had to challenge and announce a battle of retaliation to vanish her fizzled imaginings of separating him from Mishty. Someone wise once said that no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises—but it seems as if Angad-Kripa's lost love in the midst of fury, retribution, so called "hatred" seems to be ignoring the brightness of the day and seeking into the realms of sun setting. Stop chasing shadows, when brightness is following somewhere in your soul.
You earlier made a comparison about Kripa being the poison in him…which doesn't let him live. Indeed, I would say his resentment that he is furnishing in the home of his heart is the poison for he is consuming bitterness every moment and waiting for the other person to collapse. Anger has warmed his intentions and overheats his crushed heart rather than soothing it with care. Undying love burning with flames of rage.
We know the trampled state of Angad's heart, yet his immediate attempt at assault went at first a little too far. In the game to win, one shouldn't cross boundaries—but I was glad that Zaib transformed to Angad when he struck at her. Zaib grasped his anger and threw a hot coal at Kripa, but Angad burnt in it and refrained. Zaib's momentary madness was controlled by Angad's deep passion which never left him. Anger gushed into Zaib's veins and blood and fused out the lamp of his heart until the flame of some distant love rekindled in Angad's heart.
Kripa-- who is shocked at Angad's shameful act, terrified at evaluating his deed, frightened at his craziness in anger, numb at his degrading thoughts, flattened at his intense fury…yet astonished at his sudden change in unexplainable behavior. Broken vision…cracks in their hearts have power to overshadow the wholeness of themselves…but can they control?
Angad's love poured out as he not only gave her the dupatta back, but also wrapped her with his jacket of care. He unintentionally might have pounced at her, but couldn't attack her in a way to lose himself completely. As he threw her out, the door might have closed but suddenly is heart slightly opened…for was he destroying her or shattering himself. Both Angad and Kripa peeked into broken mirror of heart staring at the torn pieces of themselves.
Teardrops dance and secrets feast upon the hearts of innocence as they stand questioning their love's love. Angad asked, "Kitni nafrat karta hoon..phir bhi aaj bhi mera dil uske liye kyun dharkta hai" and Kripa sighed "Par bhi mujhe takleef kyun ho rahi hai..yeh asoo kiske liye"…heart can be broken by people you love, but those hearts can only be mended by your love as well. What a vain thing that they question their inner self, yet don't seek for an honest answer rather than cover it with words of deception.
"Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul." If tears could build a stairway on memories alone…they would have built a tower by now. Instead of looking with awareness, there spectacles are covered with frames or anger and distrust. What a battle…where both are traumatized, devastated, crushed, conquered at the end…yet continually fighting to degrade one another. They are trying to negate life's importance by wearing masks of hatred, but sinking in ocean of lake for resentment and anger is over powering their soul's unidentified goal. "Tears of regrets, remorse and despair waters the roots of love and life itself."
Nits hun, I totally agree that today's episode was simply brilliant…for every aspect was between Angad and Kripa were depicted in an excellent fashion. Love simply rules between them…absolutely no doubt!
-Love4ever!