Bindup aaja, idhar aaja! 😃I can understand what you went through with NJAPA. See you were so much more invested there compared to me. I read at all at 1 go and so my emotional involvement was almost zero because I was not there during the entire process and yet in that infamous chapter I skipped all the gory details and simply scanned through them. We don't like violence or cruelty of any sort meted out to the protagonists, that is the human psyche! And I can understand what you must have felt or experienced knowing what Jalal there meant to you! 😉😃Here in HBAS, if this same scene would have been on the evil some foursome then I would not have been so emotionally affected. If it was Khalil I would have thought, 'finally justice served', with Piggy I would think, 'serves you right', with FS I would have felt, 'More lashes, the merrier' and with Shehzade I would gladly gloat, 'How does it feel to be on the receiving end? Is it more greener?' because it is natural to feel so to see the culprits and villains punished! Maybe I would not have read and relished per se but I would not be affected but here it was AMK, my KS, my CS...whom I love, adore, admire, respect, drool and dream about, and he was mercilessly punished and for what, for saving his love without harming the Prince...that was a bitter pill to digest! It shook me emotionally to tatters! All I saw was the bloody sight of AMK and I felt helpless, as if my hands are tied, as if I am receiving the flogging, as if I am bellowing those cries of pleas and beseech and yet to no fruitful result!! I don't want such a weekend ever!! It was full of turmoil!Thank you for the heartfelt call here Bindup! It is not that I kept away just like that, but it is my nature re!! I go in a cocoon in dire times and deal with myself trying not to upset others or spoil the mood! The forum would have been a mess if I was here! 😃 And I know I have my virtual family here whenever I need them! 🤗
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