Akdha FF - A spontaneous desire Chapter 20 TZR updated pg 159 June 24 - Page 85

Prema enough of the tests yr... how much would they suffer now!! Dnt hurt our love birds more... n what's wrong with hamida now... how can she be so self centred???? Plzzz dnt let anything happen to Jodha's baby agn n do not apart JOJA. ...

Chapter 18

Jo wakes up to a sudden splash of cold water, looks up and sees a circle of familiar anxious faces ... Jalal in tears yelling commands ...move, call the doctor and finally catches her gaze fixed on him "Jo, babes, what happened, are you ok?" a little flustered tries to sit up "I think it's the heat, I'll be ok, I feel fine now" a concerned Jalal "are you sure, we can leave now, we can go to the hospital" shaking her head "no Jalal, I feel perfectly fine, lets complete the formalities here for our twins and leave ... this is very important for me" ... Soon they were on their way home, " I am taking you to Dr Sneha for a check up later this evening" looks at a distraught Jo " are you sure you feel fine, we can stop at the hospital" Jo blew him away "I'm fine Jalal, you just worry too much ..." Once they reached home Jalal pulled her directly to their suite and straight to her pooja room ... "now tell me... did you follow up with Dr Sneha, take the morning after pill ?" Jo shakes her head pouting her lips almost in tears whispers "no Jalal ... I forgot the first day, when I came down I got tied up with ammijaan and Bakshi, they wanted to go shopping for the wedding jewelry and ammijaan insisted I go with them, and I completely forgot after that ...the day you came back I went to Dr Sneha and she told me it was too late ... she gave me birth control pills but asked me to wait and do a pregnancy test first ...I wanted the pregnancy, what if I was pregnant so I did not take it...and did not get checked" Jalal was beyond mad...he paced up and down the room like a wild tiger, crashing things on the floor, running his hand through his hair pulling it back says "this is what I hate about you Jo, you are selfish and self- centered, did you think about me, I might not want a baby in my life now ...I hate your stubbornness... I already feel guilty for not controlling my desires ...now this ... I am going crazy Jo...I wish you only listened to me" angrily walks out of the room slamming the door behind him, Jo begins to cry, he returns and see her sobbing bitterly which irritates him even more "now stop that stupid crying, you create problems for me first and then you cry to solve it with your tears... arrggghh ...Jo why are you doing this to me?" He puts his arms around her and pulls her into a tight hug ... "Jo, baby, stop crying, you know I can't see your tears, we'll see what sneha has to say in the evening"

The evening brought them good news and bad news ... "good news is your wife is pregnant and the bad news ... You both are in a very tricky position, have to make tough choices ... you could loose your wife ... if she chooses to keep the baby, she will never make it alive through this pregnancy and the chances of her carrying this pregnancy to term are very slim ...either way it is your choice to make" Jalal stood quietly staring into space...his life was just getting back to normal and now it is being thrown back into chaos ... "What choices are there to terminate this pregnancy Sneha, you know Jo is more important to me than any baby?" Jo protests ... "please Jalal ... I want the baby ... God is giving me another chance to become a mother ..." Jalal softens briefly but almost immediately changes his mind and insists the pregnancy be terminated as soon as possible...all the pleading and crying did not work this time ... "she cannot have a planned abortion as she just had a traumatic c-section ... I want you to understand the seriousness of the situation you guys are in ... she had a large tear and a cut was made on her uterus while birthing the twins ...it would be dangerous to do an D&C at this time, the only option would be to terminate it by giving a chemo drug, she is only 4 weeks pregnant ...it will kill newly forming cells, will destroy the fertilized ovum, and she will self abort" Jo runs away crying...Jalal stays back and goes over the instructions, all papers signed and ready he comes looking for Jo, finds her crawled into a ball on the bed crying ... "Jo, baby, you know we have to do this, I will never be able to live without you, I am incomplete without you, you heard the doctor, she said there is no way you will carry this pregnancy till the end" Jo continues crying ..soft sobs tugging at his heart ...he could not give in ...he did not want to loose Jo... "Jo today is my birthday ..please grant me this one wish ...the joy of having you in my life" placing kisses on top of her head.. reluctantly she gets up Jalal was unable to meet her accusing gaze, her red swollen puffy eyes made him almost change his mind but he had to be strong... "thank you Jo" taking a deep breath, wraps his arm around her waist pulling her against him ...together they walk towards Dr Sneha's office ...Jo was given a shot of "methotrexate" as agreed ... Jalal helps a sobbing Jo walk back to his car while hiding his own tears...within 24 hrs Jo had severe cramps, bleeding, she miscarried at home with Jalal by her side...finding comfort in his arms against her will...

Weeks went by, months went by ...Jo and Jalal never discussed it ever again...they went back to leading their lives like nothing happened ...Jo kept herself busy planning Bakshi's wedding ...once that was done went back to work fulltime. Begins travelling, sometimes with Jalal and sometimes by herself when travelling for UN ...Jalal joined her by the end of the day almost always ...They had a very healthy balance between work and home, maintained a very healthy sex life even when travelling made time for each other... Every time Jo saw Jalal playing with children, she felt a sharp pain deep down in her heart ...recalls Dr Ali's telling her "Jo beti ... Jalal is so afraid he will loose you because you are stubborn about having his child that he has scheduled himself for a vasectomy, you better talk him out of it, the best way to solve this problem would be for you to take birth control atleast for another 5 years" Confronting Jalal, he made her promise she would take birth control pills and would not stop taking it without Jalal's knowledge. Slowly a sadness creeps into Jo's mind ...she is unable to give Jalal what he loves most ...a child ...she would be past 30 when the doctors clear her ...she would be too old...she had discussed adoption many times and Jalal shot the thought down almost immediately ...she thought about a surrogate mother but gave up on it herself recalling Jalal's obsession with her pregnant body ..."you are so damn beautiful pregnant Jo" Jalal's hands slowly glided over her womb, "it seems like pregnancy has enhanced your figure to my liking" back hugging her while caressing her whispers "hmmm, your breasts have gotten heavier and fuller, you back, more sensual and curvy baby, your waist stretching with my babies ... my desire for you has increased a million fold Jo" pulling away from his embrace Jo pouts "stop it Jalal... why don't you tell me I am getting fat instead of beating around the bush and making fun of me" she huffed rolling her eyes, Jalal smiles "no Jo you are so uniquely pretty, my desire for you, for your body increases just watching you walk, carrying my children is the most selfless thing you can do for me, a sign of your love and commitment to me" sighing she looks up at him pouts kissing him "well you always have a way with words Jalal" pulling her closer against his chest says " you know what love, I crave to be back home so I can feel my babies move inside you every day, so I can talk to them... the joy and happiness you have given me watching them grow, I can never pay back to you Jo, I will always be indebted to you"... tears roll down her cheeks ... This trip down memory lane was too hard for her to bear, she can never again experience the same joys again ...but Jalal can and she was taking away that right from him ...after many days of contemplation, Jo decides she will make sure she does everything in her power to make it happen for him, make him enjoy the joys of being a father...without telling him she would have to break her promise and stop taking birth control ...

"Jo hurry...hurry if you want to come with me you are making me late" Jalal yelled...they just received news HB had another heart attack and was taken to the hospital from Bakshi's house...Jalal was busy texting when the corner of his eyes catches Jo running down the steps ...more like bouncing down the steps... dressed casually in ripped blue jeans, a shirt that hugged her curves and a broad belt hanging loosely around her waist...Jalal hated when she wore clothes that hugged her curves "you look amazing Jo but that look is only for me...I am not okay with everyone else seeing you like this ...after all the time you took to get dressed this is what you come up with?" he questioned an irritated Jo snaps back "seriously Jalal, you bought this shirt for me ... your sister Bakshi wears the same type clothes and I don't see you yell at her" Jalal walks picks her up carrying back to their room "Bakshi has her own husband and if he has no problem with what she wears then it is up to them, but I do have a problem" hitting him on his back "put me down Jalal ...weren't you just yelling I was making you late?" he tossed her on the bed, pulled the shirt off her..."if we did not have to rush to the hospital I would have found ways to take care of your rebellion" he smirked then with an evil smile, bends down begins kissing her ... ."your mother is in the hospital having a heart attack and your mind is on sex...Jalal smirks again ..."well where you are concerned there is no better way to punish you ...after a fight ...make up sex is best sex Jo she pulls away ... rolling off the bed walks towards the walk in closet to pick another shirt... ..

Finally at the hospital ...Jalal consults with the cardiologist and cardiovascular surgeon... HB had major coronary artery disease and needed open heart surgery... her other medical problems, diabetes and hypertension added to the problems ... after all was discussed and decided ...HB held back ...she refused and put forward her demands to Jalal and Jo...Jalal angrily walked out of her room...Jo stayed with her and listened to her point of view...the day flew by fast ...Jo stayed at the hospital with her MIL Sitting alone in the dark reflecting on her conversation with ammijaan, Jo had to agree with her ...Jalal needed a heir, he loved children he was almost 30 years old, he had longed to be a father when she was pregnant with twins and enjoyed every moment of her pregnancy, and she was 26 now and because of the complications post her traumatic accident doctors advised her not to get pregnant as her pregnancy might cost her her life, and she promised Jalal she would take birth control and would never get pregnant without his permission as he threatened to have a vasectomy done... but, It would be a shame to deprive him of a child ... HB was right ... it could happen, if she was out of the picture, Jalal would find someone he likes better, recalls their interaction ... " Jo beti, promise me before you judge me" Jo was a little taken back, this was the first time her MIL wanted a promise of sorts ... "OK ammi I promise" she assures her ...HB looks away initially then turns and looks at Jo and says "beti, you know because of your health problems, the doctor advised you not to have any children ...I heard Dr Ali taking to Jalal ... now I know my son very well, he will not listen to me, your life is the most important thing for him ... he will do everything he can to stop you from getting pregnant ... he even wanted to have surgery done after your last pregnancy ...Dr Ali told me all about it... I know you cannot have any children, but my son needs a heir, he loves children ... my son is handsome, wealthy and incredibly sweet in his own ways ...there are a million girls that would be ready to bare his children ...he will listen to anything you say, if it hurts you to see him with someone else, then you leave him and go, he will find someone he likes better ...and if you really loved him, you will do it for his sake, please, if not for his sake, please do it for my sake, I am a heart patient, I don't have much longer to live, I will die soon ... that's what the doctors say...before I die I want to hold my Jalal's baby in my arms...please beti, grant me this one wish, promise me you will talk to Jalal about marrying again, please consider this as your dying mother's wish" Jo was unable to hold back her tears ... She could not bear to see her MIL hurting and begging ...she hugs her MIL, holds on to her and tearfully says "OK ammijaan, I will talk to Jalal ...I will make him agree to marrying again ...you will carry Jalal's baby in your arms, don't worry, leave It to me" through her tears she sees HB smiling ... "I do know of someone that is interested in marrying my son ... her name is Asiya, my brother's daughter ...she is only 21 years old ...

Jalal's eyes scanned the crowd like a predator searching for its prey ... zeros in the most exquisite nymph like object, the love of his life...Jo, she stood and moved with such grace while talking with HB, Bakshi, and Mirza, he had not seen her all day ...she flew in and came directly to the engagement reception...wearing a magenta and gold anarkali suit Jalal was completely mesmerized , unable to take his eyes off her, sensing his eyes on her she turns in his direction catching his gaze, a bright smile spreads across her face ...ignoring the people around him, leaving his newly engaged fiance and her parents glaring at him...begins walking towards Jo, wraps his arms around her waist pulls her against him giving her a tight side hug. "You're looking hot Mrs Mohammed, I'm burning with desire" Jo giggles "you are looking hot in your tux too Mr Mohammed" oblivious to everyone around them Jalal kisses her forehead "I missed you baby" she looks up at him her eyes glazed, shiny seemed lost and broken hidden behind a veil of happiness ... "Jalal beta, what are you doing her, you should be standing next to Asiya beta, what will people think" HB anxiously reminded him, Jalal looks at her angrily ... "I really don't care what other people think, they all know I already have a wife that I love very much" he hissed... "Jalal you could say it a little nicer beta" nudging his arm, HB said looking apologetically at her newly engaged niece, her future DIL who had walked down to meet Jo and Jalal ... "what can I do, I can only speak my mind" Jalal protested ... grabbing Jo by her hand and pulling her away from Jalal ...Mirza yelled "OK people, let's get this party started ...I'll take the first dance with my sexy bhabi while my brother takes the his first dance with his new to be bride" causing Jalal to walk out angrily ...in the middle of the dance Jo catches Jalal's eyes tracking her while sipping wine...she pulls away from Mirza and follows his gaze, he walks ahead, throws the wine goblet against the wall, lights up a cigarette "why are you standing out alone Jalal? It is your engagement ...why so antisocial?" wrapping her arms around his waist back hugging him she whispers against his shoulders ...placing mini kisses along his shoulders. "I hate what you are making me do... I hate the power my mother has over you ...I hate the power you have over me...I am beginning to hate life... I don't care for any of the people here but you..." Standing in the dark together they sway to the music tighten her arms around his waist whispers "but we have an agreement Jalal...for ammijaan sake ...you have to accept ...you are engaged ... She is young, her feelings will be hurt ...you just can't leave her and walk away...you can't embarrass her family...please Jalal ...go back in ...ask her to dance with you" Jalal pulls away turns around, takes a deep breath and looks at Jo ..."you don't cease to amaze me Jo, you are the only wife that I know of who insists I leave and go with another woman knowing I love you more than anything in this world and I am having a hard time dealing with the promise I made to you and ammijaan ..." Jo hushes him by placing a finger on his lips "Jalal ...please ...today is her day...be kind to her for my sake" Jalal turns and walks away hissing "I hate you Jo" under his breath...

Standing under the spray of the shower head Jalal lets the hot water calm his tensed muscles ...calm his nerves ... He hated the evening...hated being forced into getting engaged ... Hated his mother for refusing the open heart surgery she needed badly "till you agree to get married again ...I need to carry your baby in my arms before I die ...Jodha cannot give me that happiness, even if she can you will not allow her to because you are scared she will die" Things were happening beyond his control...Jo had shown him her picture wearing a bikini, Jalal recalls seeing her picture "Jo what kind of girl will want her future husband see her in a bikini" throws the picture away, Jo picks it ups and curls on his lap "come on Jalal ...there were days you enjoyed ..." "yeah that was long before you, lets see ...her boobs are plastic, she has botox lips ...and how old did you say she was?" "21" Jo says "and at 21 she looks fake" ...he hated it but was forced into it by the two important women in his life, his mother and his wife...back to reality...Jo left the reception early...he guessed possibly because he could not keep his eyes off her...he had not seen her in 3 days ... Turns off the shower, wraps a towel around his waist and heads back to the bedroom to Jo...throws his towel off and crawls into bed ...reaches out and finds Jo lying stark naked in bed waiting for him "hmmm, my love wants to be a wild cat today" he whispers gently placing kisses on her back, while his hands fondled her softness...he turns her around and replaces his hand with his lips..."do you have any idea what your body does to me" he whispered against her breast as she moaned running her fingers through his hair, holding his head down ... "Jalal, I missed you...I missed our lusty lovemaking" Jalal moaned as her hands caressed down his back to his inner thighs touching him, teasing him intimately, then replacing her hands with mouth teasing him with her tongue, she knew it turned him on ...moaning in pleasure "you'll be the death of me Jo" he whispered ...pushing her back in bed and in quick motion was back on her trailing kisses along her chest...kissing her as he rocked into her...taking her to a heightened level of ecstasy ...her nails scraping into his back once again, wrapping her legs around his waist, arching her body towards him he groans against her neck finding release and collapses on her... Still trying to catch his breath whispers "I would never want or need another woman for as long as I lived, as long as I have you Jo" "well then you will have to change the way you think Jalal... remember ...ammijaan ...baby...Asiya..." he was lying quietly in bed trying to catch his breath. "Jalal, I'm serious" Jalal rolls back on her pinning her down to the bed "I am not ok with that Jo" looking deep into her eyes ...they look at each other without saying a word, and finally Jo whispers "but you promised me Jalal..." Jalal smirks ... "I'll break my promise" Jo places her hand on his cheek and whisper "then I'll break my promise too"

sorry for the mumbled up jumbled up chapter...

what the hell is this. after reading the teaser I hated hamidaa ..but now m hating Jo more..seriously..
is baby more important than her love. she is spoiling three life in this..her Jalal and ashiyaa's too..
will she be happy in loveless marriage.
yess there is still an Islamic law which gives permission husband to marry again if his wife can't give birth ..anyways ..here Jo can be pregnant .or they can go for abortion too..
gawwwd I already hate this ashiyaa ..send her pic in bikini and hamidaa thinks she is perfect to be his DIL and perfect mom to her SIL..or heir whatever..
but here neither hamida nor Jo think about jalal what he wants ??
selfish women 😡
I have so many things to say. but kal mera exam haii . baki main next chapter mein likhungii..continue soon

premaa sorry dear..mujhe bohot gussa aagaya after reading the chapter ..update was awesome as usual..
Jalal has changed so much from the first chapter..for Jo ..her love. I hope she understands this too. I hope she doesn't leave him .or she ll be broken again..and no marriage plzzz
thanks for the pm. continue soon

oh no jodha got jalal engaged again

nice update
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nice update
hate that hamida
how can jalal marry someone else
continue soon
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awesome chapter hope jodha understands jalal

hamida..(screaming)
i hate u, i hate u, i hate u...every bad things happened because of u hamida..because of u jodha went dilhi(according to my memory) and faced to an accident..then she lost her babies and now this..if she really love jalal why she force him to do something what he don't like..hamida is a selfish women i hate u hate you hate u..

Update soon dr..nice chappter but this chappy made my blood boiled..tks for the pm..update soon..

prema di
awsm update
i hate HB now😡
poor joja😭
di plz naa no other marriage of jalal pretty plz
thnx 4 the pm di...
update soon