FF *Ishqzaade* Chapter 27 updated on page150*THREAD CLOSED* - Page 91

Ruqqiaya:-(smirking) waise ek mashwara(advice) de aapko jalal...dikhne me itni bhi buri nahi hai wo raajwanshi ...aage bhi apni raaten rangin karne ke liye istemaal kar sakte hai aap use... aur yakin maaniye...hume koi etraaz(objection) nahi hoga...agar wo jyada girgidaye(beg) na...to aap use apni rakhail(wh**e) bana lijiyega...phir wo bhi khush aur aap bhi khus...hai na...boliye na jalal banayege na use apni...(but before she could utter that dirty word again...*slap*...jalal slapped her so hard that left her with a thundering sensatition in her whole body...she looked at jalal completely shocked...It was the first time ever that jalal raised his hand on her ...but jalal had completely lost it...his temper was at mountain...beyond limits...his mind stopped working for that moment as her disgruntled words rang again and again in his ears...how dare she call his jodha a who**...how dare she talk like this to him...Ruqqaiya looked at him with tears of jealousy in her eyes..."jal..."...but before she could utter his name ...A thundering slap landed on her cheek again...and it was so powerful that made her fell down on the floor...)

(Jalal with his eyes almost red hot in rage ...looked at Ruqqaiya with utmost disgust...on the other hand...Ruqqaiya was still finding it hard to believe what just happened few moments ago...as she landed on the floor...her knees too got injured a bit...her whole body started shaking vigorously ... not in fear but in anger...she was so much engrossed in the feeling of being his closest wife that even after those thundering slaps...she was looking directly in his eyes...and again tried to comprehend the scenario..."aapne hum per haath uthaya jalal...apni ruqqaiya per...wo bhi kiske liye...us mamuli..." ...but before she could complete her sentence...her words got interrupted with jalal's roaringly enraged voice)

Jalal: - (cutting her short...gritting his teeth) mamuli nahi hai wo... ...Mohabbat hai wo humari... Junoon ki had tak ishq karte hai hum usse...samjhi aap Ruqqaiya sultan begum... (Ruqqaiya's eyes widened in immense shock listening to the words...she never wanted to ever...her tears began to flow down her cheeks involuntarily...with his mouth wide open...Jalal sat down in front of her to match her eye level...) himmat kaise hui aapki unke bare me itni giri hui baat karne ki...aapki soch ne to hume lajwab hi kar diya Ruqqaiya begum...aap kya mamuli kehti hai unhe...asliyat to ye hai ke aap agar chahe bhi to unke pairo ki dhul ke barabar bhi nahi ban sakti...are sone ke dil wali hai humari jodha...aapki tarah begairat aur khudgarz(disgusted and selfish) nahi hai wo...ek wo hai jisne khud humse ilteja ki... aapko manane ke liye...aapko samjhane ke liye taaki aapke dil ko chot na pahuche...aur ek aap hai...ghin aati hai hume aapki soch per...jalan me aap is kadar andhi ho gayi ke humare bachpan ki dosti tak ka lihaz nahi kiya aapne...kya aapko hum itne gire hue malum hote hai...ke apne badle ki aag ko thanda karne ke liye...ek aurat ki izzat ko jala dege hum...uske bister per jagah banana ke liye mohabbat ka jhuta natak khelege hum uske saath...kya itna hi janti hai aap hume...kya yehi khayalat hai aapke apne bachpan ke dost ke bare me ...boliye Ruqqaiya begum...ab chup kyu hai aap...jawab dijiye hume...

(Jalal's words full of resentment and bitterness...sliced Ruqqaiya's heart into pieces...her anger vanished in no time as she realized that how low she stooped in her jealousy and felling of revenge...she lowered her eyes in immense shame...not being able to match jalal's questioning gaze...Jalal's temper had crossed all its limits...he was not going to stop at this moment at all...he wanted to show rukkaiya the actual women inside her...that she tried to hide from him...all her life...he cupped her face with his one hand...thus making her look in his eyes...which were literally ogling fire this time...)

Abhi humari baat khatam nahi hui hai Ruqqaiya...humari taraf dekhiye....(Ruqqaiya lifted up her eyelids with much difficulty...now jalal's voice turned a bit low...he asked her with his eyes flooded with tears)...kis cheez ki kami thi aapko...aapke kehne se pehle hi aapki har zaroorat ko pura kiya humne...aapko apni sabse achi dost samjha...aap per bharosa kiya humne Ruqqaiya...yaha tak ki aapko apni begum e khaas ka audha bhi diya humne...kyuki hum sachmuch aapko apni sabse khaas begum mante the...hume lagta tha ke aap hume samajhti hai...humari kadar karti hai...aap humesha se ye janti thi ke hum aapse mohabbat nahi karte the...are jab aapne kabhi humare dil ke wajood per etbaar hi nahi kiya...to phir aap is mohabbat ki hakdaar ho bhi kaise sakti thi(when you never believed on the existence of my heart...then how could u be able to deserve my love)...Jodha ko kabhi bhi aapke audhe ka lalach nahi tha...kabhi aapki kisi bhi kadvi baat per palat kar jawab tak nahi diya usne...balki humesha aapko samjhne ki koshish ki...humesha humare rishte ko bachane ki koshish ki...agar aaj hum yaha hai to sirf uski wajah se...kyuki wo chahti thi ke uski wajah se aap humse door na ho jaaye...magar aapne...aapne ek jhatke me sab kuch tabah kar diya Rukkaiya...khud ko humari nazro me itna gira diya aapne ke...(he stopped for a moment then asked with an amazed tone)...aur kya kaha aapne...ke aapko is baat ka gum hai ke aap MARIUM UZ ZAMANI nahi ban saki...humari ajanmi aulad ke marne se zyada apne audhe ke khone ka gum tha aapko Ruqqaiya begum...(his throat chocked a bit as he remembered about those disgraceful and demeaning words of her again...he pushed Rukkaiya with a startle and stood up in rage...looked at her with utmost hatred in his eyes...and spoke out in very loud voice almost shouting...)

Thik hai Rukkaiya sultan begum...bahut mohabbat hai na aapko apne audhe se...apni hukumat se...apne rutbe(status) se...to thik hai...zindagi bhar aapki ye Mohabbat aapke saath hi rahegi...puri duniya ke samne to aap humari MALLIKA E BEGUM hogi...magar aaj se balki abhi se hum dono ke bich maujud har rishte ko hum todte hai...aapne jo gustakhi ki hai uski saza aapko milker rahegi...aur aapki saza ye hai ke... (He stopped for a moment...Then spoke out in a finalizing voice...) "IS PAL KE BAAD HUM AAPKA DIDAR NAHI KAREGE...TAKAT TO BESHUMAR HOGI AAPKE PAAS MAGAR APNE BACHPAN KE DOST AUR SHAUHAR KO HUMESHA HUMESHA KE LIYE KHO DEGI AAP...AAPKO APKA AUDHA MUBARAK HO BEGUM E KHAAS' RUQQAIYA BEGUM...KHUDA HAFIZ..."

{I won't see your face ever after this moment...you will have everything in your life...power...position...status...but you will lost your childhood friend and husband forever...be happy with your BEGUM E KHAAS title ruqqaiya...GOOD BYE}

(and with it he turned to leave from there...as soon as the last words of jalal reached upon Ruqqaiya's ears...she ran towards jalal...and held his feet tightly...preventing him from taking this much hard decision...)

Ruqqaiya:-(crying profusely with terrible sobs) nahi jalal...khuda ke liye esi saza mat dijiye hume jalal...apne lafz wapas le lijiye jalal...humse bahut badi galti ho gayi...hume muaff kar dijiye...chahiye to humara sab kuch humse chin lijiye...nahi chahiye hume koi audha...hume sirf aapka saath chahiye jalal...hume muaff kar dijiye jalal...(but jalal had no mercy left for this selfish women...she had crossed all the limits of disgruntlement...he had nothing to give her apart from his hatred...he jerked of his feet thus causing her to fall down again and left from there without looking back...leaving a completely devastated Ruqqaiya...screaming like insane..."JALAL...JALAL...RUK JAYIYE JALAL...APNA FAISLA BADAL DIJIYE...JALAL..." )

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(On the other hand...Jodha's condition was not very much different from that of Ruqqaiya...the only difference was that...she was devastated and shattered not because of jalal's words but because of his silence...that he pertained all the while during Ruqqaiya's allegations...she completed all her way from Rukkaiya's chamber to her room...almost running like mad...with tears flowing down her cheeks continuously...she couldn't bear the thought that jalal played with her emotions...he used her as a who** just to satisfy his ego...just to fulfill his revenge... )

(Jodha reached her room all shattered within...and as soon as she entered her hojra...she started throwing things from here to there...destroying everything that obstruct her way...she ripped apart the curtains...demolished the show pieces...tore away the pillows and bed sheets in extreme anguish...screaming helplessly all the while...she picked up her most favorite flower vase and threw it towards the mirror...smashing it down into pieces...the huge sound alerted her maids...they came in running and tried to hold her...but she jerked them off..."jao yaha se...humne kaha na jao yaha se...ekanth...aur jab tak hum na chahe koi humare KAKSH me nahi aayega...ekanth..." ...she shouted out loud in rage...all of them were way too afraid seeing this side of their soft spoken and humble natured queen...they followed her orders and went out leaving her alone...)

(Moti had gone outside to collect flowers for kanha ji's evening prayer...as soon as she returned...she was stunned to hear about Jodha's state from other maids...the basket of flowers slipped off her hands listening to the news...she ran inside to check Jodha's condition...but what she saw shocked her completely...she found jodha knocking down the diya stands...and in the process her hand got burned slightly...Moti rushed towards her and held her by shoulders tightly..."samhalo apne aapko jodha...ye kya pagalpan hai...ho kya gaya hai tumhe...abhi kuch der pehle to hum tumhe muskurata hua chorker gaye the...phir ye sab"...Jodha first tried to rift moti apart but she was adamant...she held her more tightly...and shook her really hard..."jodha...hosh me aao...pagal ho gayi ho kya tum?...kyu sab kuch vidhwans*distroy* karne per tuli hui ho...")

(With that sudden jerk...finally jodha broke down with irresistible sobs...and fell down on her knees...shouted more loudly than ever...)

Jodha: - haan pagal ho gaye hai hum...pagal ho gaye hai hum moti...hosh me aane ke liye ab bacha hi kya hai...sab khatam ho gaya moti...sab khatam... (Sobbing profusely...)

Moti: -(cupping her face in her hands...in a highly worried tone)...magar hua kya hai jodha...ishwar ke liye batao hume...kya baat hai? (now her attention shifted towards her hand that had a little burn on it...due to the candle wax fell on it...)...dekho...tumhara haath bhi jal gaya hai...hum abhi lep lekar aate hai...(she tend to get up but jodha held her hand...)

Jodha:- ye jalan to bahut choti hai us dard ke aage jo unhone hume diya hai...humara sab kuch chin liya humse moti...huamara...sab kuch...(and she covered her face with her hands due to beyond words pain...crying bitterly with sobs...Moti removed her hands from face rapidly and again cupped her face...)

Moti: -(sternly) kehna kya chahti ho tum jodha...saaf saaf kaho...kya shenshah se koi jhagda hua tumhara...baat kya hai...batao to sahi...??...kya unhone kuch kaha tumse...

Jodha:-(lamenting poorly) afsos to isi baat ka hai moti ke unhone kuch nahi kaha...chup chap humari izzat ko uchalata hua dekhte rahe...unhone humari bhavnao ka mazak udaya hai moti...humare shareer ko haasil karne ke liye...humse prem ka jhuta natak kiya hai unhone...unki baaten...unka pyaar...sab matra dikhava tha moti...sirf dikhava...

(Moti was shocked to the core listening to jodha's words...she tried to comprehend..."nahi jodha...esa nahi ho sakta hai...shenshah tumhare saath esa nahi kar sakte jodha...unki aankhon me dekha hai humne...wo tumse sachmuch bahut prem karte hai...tumhe zaroor koi galet fehmi hui hai jodha...tum...")

Jodha: -(interrupting her in b/w) swayam kanha bhi aaker humse kehte to bhi unke prem per sandeh(doubt) na hota hume moti...antim shan tak unke virodh ki pratiksha karte rahe hum(I waited for his protest till the last moment)...per unhone kuch bhi nahi kaha moti...kuch bhi nahi kaha...unki chuppi ne hume ander tak hilaker rakh diya moti...ek pal me humari saari khushiya...saare swapn...sab kuch chaknachur kar diya unhone...(she stopped at once and wiped off her tears...then looked at moti with a stern face)...ab hum is bare me aur koi baat karna nahi chahte...tum jao yaha se moti...akela chor do hume...

Moti: - kintu jodha...

Jodha:-(cutting her short) ye tumhari sakhi ki vinti nahi balki ek raani ka aadesh hai...hum ekanth chahte hai...hume akela chor do...

(Moti got up from her side...and left from there with a sad face...unable to disobey her queen's order...leaving a heartbroken jodha all alone in that huge chamber...)

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(scene shifts to jalal, who was going through an emotional breakdown after knowing the true colors of his so called best friend...he was very much satisfied with the punishment that he gave to her...but still he was blown away by her demeaning words and disgraceful thinking...he was feeling suffocated and extremely low...he definitely needed someone to heal this pain...a shoulder to lean on...a companion with whom he could feel relaxed...and there was only one name that echoed in his heart...i.e. JODHA...she was the only one who understood him the most...the only one whom he could share his distress with right now...he dint even realize but the next moment...he was almost near her chamber...his feet had lead him there unknowingly...but as soon as he reached there...he was even more surprised to see the atmosphere around...all her maids were looking extremely terrified...the fear and unease was so much evident on their faces...and finally his eyes caught moti...sitting in a corner silently...with tears flowing down her eyes...seeing all this his breath got struck in his throat...as he sensed something wrong...he approached moti frequently...and asked in a worried tone..."kya baat hai moti??...tum sab...is tarah...yaha bahar kyu baithi ho??...sab thik to hai na...kahin jodha ko kuch..."...Moti looked up at him with flooded eyes for a moment then again down casted them...now jalal was completely sure that there was something which was not right at all...he quickly made his way towards jodha's room and entered without any announcement...)

(As soon as he entered her chamber...his eyes widened in immense shock by seeing its condition...the curtains and pillow covers were torn away...the mirror pieces were scattered all over the floor...only few candles had left lighting giving a very dim light...the distasteful condition of the room caused his heart to skip a beat...his eyes rapidly searched for jodha...but she was nowhere to be found...finally he approached towards the balcony and found her sitting near the window leaning on the wall behind... )

Precap:- intense confrontation...and SR😳