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Originally posted by: Nia_doll
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Addicted. One word, Eight letters.
People all around me, constantly keep telling that I'm an addict. I am addicted. But what is the meaning of addicted? So, I opened up the dictionary and searched for its meaning - Being physically or psychologically dependent on something. Oh yes, I am dependent in fact my life depends on it. Just the difference is, it is someone rather than something. And to get that someone, I can do anything. Coz without her I am just an empty shell. So yeah, Maybe I'm Addicted.
But does the world understand my addiction? No. How can I expect the world to understand it when the someone' itself doesn't?
They show me my room and leave. Room no. 407. That is going to be my home for the next 4 weeks. Hopefully. I walk up to the bed and sit on the corner of it. My hands linger on the bed sheet to feel its softness. All I could feel was the roughness of the cloth from being washed a million times.
I keep my clothes on top of the bed and go towards the study table kept beside the door. I draw the chair and sit on it; blowing the dust off the table I place the crumbled note on it.
Suddenly I notice some letters carved on the desk, maybe one of the previous patients must have done it.
"Emptiness"
[ Emptiness - Rohan Rathore - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXaJLRCLjTk ]
I grin while shaking my head; that is what dwells in my heart since she left. That is the only feeling which I know off.
Oh, love of mine
With a song and a whine
You're harsh and divine
Like truths and a lie
He gets up and walks to the small window in his room; he could see the moon clearly from there. The bright light of the moon was shimmering on his face. He closes his eyes and takes a sharp intake of breath going back in time, remembering her words.
But the tale ends not here
I have nothing to fear
For my love is yell of giving and hold on
"Stop!! I said.. stop!! Please..." she laughed as he tickled her.
He doesn't stop and she continues, "I will die laughing...just stop.." hearing her words he stops immediately.
"I will never let that happen" he gazed in her eyes with affection as he pulled her chin up.
"Siddhar-"
"Shhh... you talk too much" he said in annoyance.
"I'm sor-" he puckers her lips in between his fingers.
She still speaks but all her could here was some gibberish. So she removes his hands and says with a genuine smile on her face,
"I love you"
And the bright emptiness
In a room full of it
Is a cruel mistress
Whoa oh!
He snaps back to reality, hearing the roars of the thunder. Just a minute ago, the moonlight was comforting his inner turmoil and now the thunders had arrived to create more turbulence inside his heart. He shuts the window close and gets in the bed. Covering himself in the duvet, hiding from this cruel world.
I feel the sunrise
That nest all hollowness
For I have nowhere to go and I'm cold.
Bright light made its way through the window pane and pierced through the blanket to reach his eyes. It was another one of his sleepless night, and just in a glance it went by. Finally, he comes out of his hiding and sits up on the bed getting accustomed to his new room.
And I feel so lonely yeah...
There's a better place than this
Emptiness
A nurse comes in and asks him to change his clothes. She hands him his routine and informs him that breakfast would be served in half an hour. He just stares at the paper, as she leaves. He goes to the washroom to freshen up.
Tune mere jaana
Kabhi nahi jaana
Ishq mera, dard mera, haaye!
He opens the shower and closes his eyes to feel in the drops of water falling on his face. Just at that moment, her laughter echoes in his mind.
"What are you doing here? Tum pagal ho kya!!" he screams seeing her inside the washroom when he was just standing there wrapped in a towel.
"Arre!! Main toh tumhe dhund rahi thi... tum room mein nahi the.. so I thought yaha hoge..." she said playfully.
"Who barges in like this? Knock karna nahi aata?" he shrieks in astonishment.
"Who takes a bath without locking their door??" she counters and comes near him.
"Jaoo yaha se.." he said holding his towel tighter than before.
"How am I supposed to leave, when you are looking this hot?" she says in a low voice and takes a small step towards him. He smirks seeing her getting all smitten by his looks and pulls her closer by her waist.
"Siddharth..." she murmurs in his ears and he closes his eyes taking in her scent,
"Tumhara..."
"Hmm??"
"Towel neeche gir gaya hai!!" she laughs.
Tune mere jaana
Kabhi nahi jaana
Ishq mera, dard mera
He opens his eyes in shock and looks down, but there was no towel. He looks up back again to ask her why she lied and he realizes that it was just his memory. He was all alone, standing under the shower inside a not so clean washroom in a Rehabilitation Centre.
Aashiq tera
Bhid me khoya rehta hai,
Jaane jahaan
Poocho to itna kehta hai
He stood at the entrance of the refectory and looked at the people sitting in groups having their breakfast. He walks pass them, ignoring the various glares from them, to the counter and picks up his plate. The server dumps food on it and he makes a sickened face looking at it.
"New here? Don't worry aadat par jaegi, it tastes better than its look!" said the patient standing behind in the line trying to make him feel better.
That I feel so lonely yeah...
There's a better place than this
Emptiness
"Aadat?" he whispers to himself.
"Siddharth... main tumse itna pyaar karungi ki tumhe meri aadat par jaegi!" he imagines her whispering them in his ears. This line of hers always brought a big smile on his face. But today, instead of a smile it brought sudden pain inside his heart. Just at that time he notices the girl, whose eyes he had seen the night before, sitting at the corner of the room with a few other patients, chatting away.
And I'm so lonely yeah
There's a better place than this
Emptiness, yeah!
"Aadat par chuki hai, but then you left me!!" he screams aloud towards the end and his voice echoes in the entire dining hall. The chatters of the people stop and everyone turn around to look at him. He throws the plate on the floor and kicks the empty chair in front of him. The nurses who were monitoring the area call in the ward boys and they hold his arms restraining his violence.
"Leave me! Give me...Give me my pills!! I...I want it right now!!" I scream at them but they pay no heed to my pleading.
I need it right now. If I take it, she will be with me. I want her. I need her to be with me and love me back. It's been more than a day since I have taken it. Why can't these people understand that it helps me to ease this burning feel that is bursting my heart into flames? I try to get out of their tight grip, but they inject me with something. I can feel it inside my body, travelling through my veins. My vision becomes blurry as the medicine starts working its deed and I drift off to slumber.
After - I have no freaking clue how long - I open my eyes while rubbing them with my right hand. I see that I was sleeping in my room. I open my eyes a bit wider when I realize that someone was sitting beside my bed on the chair.
"Hello." he said.
"Hi."
"I am Dr. Saxena. Are you feeling better now?"
I get up to sit, and take in fresh gulp of air before answering him, "Yes. I am better."
"What happened during breakfast?" he asked.
"I...I just recalled some bad memories and.. I.. I just want to go home. I can't do this."
"You do realize that it was your own choice to get admitted in our facility?" he asks.
"Yes, I do. I know.. but I didn't realize that this would be difficult on me too."
"Too?" he raised his eyebrow.
"I mean me." I fumbled.
"Well you have already signed an agreement with us. You cannot leave the facility before 1 month. However much you would want to." he says with determination and gets up.
"But-"
"I'm sorry. You should skip your group activities for today. Food will be served here in your room." he said with finality, ending the conversation and leaves.
"This is going to be much more difficult than I thought it would be." I thought.
Not sure whether you enjoyed reading it or it made you feel sleepy 😕 So honest feedbacks please! 😊
[ Another Important Note : I do not have much idea about the specific functionality of a rehab centre, whatever i may write or have written is purely my imagination and a work of fiction ]
ressy raco am first😛
skinno i loved it and enjoyed reading it too nt at all boring so sid is in a rehab centre cos he lost smeone he loves dearly nw am sure ros will chnge him in the process bt i more thn that am excited hw u move the storyvery gud start and it interestng and u have build up the curiosity lvl at first chapp only👏which is very tough will be waitng fr u r updates as always😳🤗
Originally posted by: Abinaya12
Awww...it was such an emotional update...I mean this sid s mad in rosh love..in each nd evry thing hr remembers rosh...his frustration in d dining Hall..oh god..poor poor sid..when I was reading d update..I was like y roshni y u left him? He s in rehabilitation centre na? Oh god...sid s one monthn wil be torture for him..I liked this POV..do not change it..one person sgud...aww...y rosh left sid...hope sidni reunite again..waiitn for d next update... I m gng to becum addict to this story too..👏 beautifully written emotional sid
Originally posted by: skinnypal
Congrats on being first 😉 Again 😛Thanks Prathe ji..i was not sure.. coz it has very less of sidni n more of sid.. so i thought people may find it boring!! 😆 Wow.. i have two comments n one think the girl in memory is rosh n u think the present one is rosh! 😆😆 m glad u have become curious 😉 thank you again pratheee... 🤗