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A week later...
At A Venue
It was the success party for the deal, Khurana and Khana's were working for... the start of is a huge success and later on it can achieve much more...
Siddharth was there in the party. With a smile plastered on his face he was meeting with peoples who came there to be the part of there success... but his smile was wiped off from his lips as soon she entered into the party along with sumit...someone with whom she will be spending all her life... someone who cared for her and her feelings but seeing them together, it pinned her...straight at his heart... as if she herself stabbed him with nothing but the memories of their cruel past...
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Drinking alcohol one after other he was starring at them...how they were looking happy together, she was happy and that's what he want after whatever he did with her... it was his only wish and may be her's too...to finally finish the last string they share in between.. may be she saw him behind them as he heard her inviting someone for her wedding the day after tomorrow...that was the end of his patience, having no right to stop her from sharing her happiness he decided to stop himself from being a part of it in anyway and left from the venue ...
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Stumbling again and again he kept on walking on the isolated road... 'why God why? Why only us.. ask my mom... wasn't I her son? Did I ever hurt her...why she made my life so miserable...why mom?' he screamed as he finally sat on his knees defeated with his hand clutching his hairs... he didn't realized when someone came to him but he looked up feeling a hand on his shoulder... and to his bad luck there stood sumit with her behind him... he eyed sumit and then her... and then looked straight into her eyes which were looking everywhere but him and he chuckled painfully
Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
'Let me go' he said pushing sumit away as he made him stand up and tried to take him to his car 'sid, you are not In your senses... I can't leave you alone' sumit argued and he giggled sillyly 'I am alone only sumit...forever... don't worry about me...you can go...' he replied but sumit stubbornly held his arm again which he pushed again 'leave sumit' and sumit sighed 'I said lea...' Siddharth again opened his mouth to hush away the stubborn guy but stopped mid way feeling her touch...it was roshni holding his arm... he calmed down suddenly and followed her as she made him sit at the back seat of there car
Hmm.. tere jism ki woh khushbuein
Ab bhi inn saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghutan
Mere gale ka ye phanda hai
Aaa..
With his hands around both of them and his head on her shoulder he walked in his house with a smile on his lips and his eyes close taking in the feeling of being close to her... he heard his dad, his beeji who were calling out for him... he felt empty as she let go of him and he again died, once again...he eyed her unconsciously as she walked away without looking at him once and with the same pain he closed his eyes
Ho.. tere choodiyon ki woh khanak
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hai
Sunkar isey aata hai yaad
Haathon mein mere zanjeerin hain
Tuhi aake inko nikaal zaraa
Kar mujhe yahaan se rihaa
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Ye sadaayein de rahaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Next Morning he was in his senses but still last blurry night was fresh in his mind, ..he remembered it all and took a decision to go...to leave it all... to relief her from the feeling of him being around her...from hurting her anymore and taking out his suitcase he started packing his luggage...something which held her belongings...he eyed each and every thing of her...all her belongings and smiled painfully ... taking her bangales in his hand he hugged them close 'good bye roshni...good bye'
'But sid...isn't it so soon...I mean we still have to discuss about the future of our partnership' sumit asked on call
'Sumit...I have to go...I can't stay here anymore...it's important...and about our deal then I have faith in you...you will handle it all and we have internet... we can skype... it's not a big deal...' sid replied calmly
'Will you even listen what i am trying to tell you or will keep on giving excuses without any sense in them?' Sumit asked getting angry and he chuckled from the other side
'I will keep giving excuse... sumit listen man...I have nothing which can make me stay back...I am leaving by tomorrow's flight...it'd confirmed...I just wanted you to know because we are partners...'
'But sid...'
'Sumit... I have to complete my packing...will talk to you later...bye'
'But...' he stopped as the line got disconnected and take out a disapproval sigh...
'what happened?' Roshni asked as he reurned back to anaya who was busy doing her drawing with roshni 'he is leaving ...by tomorrow's 11 p.m flight...' he replied and she froze for a moment...she didn't realized what got into her as she was hurt by this news...a tear rolled down her cheeks which she wiped instantly... even though he left her long before but today hearing it that he is walking away from her life this time for eternity to not to cross her path ever made her suffocated...her inner self craved for proper inhale as her heart skipped a beat every time she tried to forget it
Sumit was noticing her each and every expression and felt bad for her and herself...he always have loved this woman but he also knows that her heart beats only for Siddharth...and he can't let them move away from each other and he is determined to bring them back together...Roshni stood up from the bed and sumit held her hand 'where are you going? ' 'wo... I need to fresh up...will be back' he nodded as she replied without even looking at him and went to the washroom
She sat by the door with her hand around her knees... today without any barrier she went into the memory lane... of there beautiful life... how they met, how love blossomed in between them, there marriage, those lovely days and nights, the truth, the separation, there divorce and then his wedding... tears rolled down her cheeks freely as she kept on crying 'go away Siddhartha...Just go...you are making me week...just go' she whispered as she hugged her knees weeping silently
Next Day
Yesterday's remaining day and then today roshni kept her busy with all kind of work she got, whether it was of office or of the wedding... sumit who had his eyes on her knew that she is once again taking help from the anger within her and if once she will be completely succeeded then it will be a little easy for her to let Siddharth go away from her life and he couldn't let her do that...
Roshni came to her room and sumit followed her inside 'ruhi...I have something to tell you' he said 'yeah say' she said as she opened her cupboard to go through few files 'roshni Siddharth Khurana' he whispered and she stopped...this name always felt good to hear, until they were in that relationship...until they were life partners 'ex Mrs.Khurana it is sumit' she said calmly 'roshni look at me' sumit said as he made her look at her 'roshni please...let go of your anger once...please and talk to him...you love him, even the anger inside you can't over power your love for him... you love him and if you tried to hide it now I wonder you will regret later... you are trying to be strong now but what about your future...roshni you have a long life ahead...at least for the sake of anaya just think...sid is her father... ' sumit tried to convince and she stood still listening him without any emotions 'talk to him? ' she asked and he nodded
She chuckled painfully 'he won't come to me ever again...he wants to punish himself for his deeds and I won't stop him' she said 'don't you know ruhi Singhania that the person who forgives is bigger then the one who punishes' sumit said 'but I didn't punished him' 'but you are letting him punish himself...and about him coming to meet you...that's my promise to roshni patel that I will bring him here today...' 'but how can you do that...you love me right...you have to marry me right' 'right but I can't ignore the fact that you two love each other and I am not blind to ignore how you both are feeling now...you two are in pain' he said...roshni just gave him a look and freeing herself from his hold went from there
Siddharth reached at the garden where sumit had called him urgently... Siddharth sat by a bench trying to think the reason behind this urgent meeting and waited for him... just then he heard someone, someone who is close to him, who is a part of his existence...his daughter anaya
Unknown to him he sat on the grass as he saw anaya coming to him and as she came he took her in a hug...tears rolled down his cheeks as he took his daughter in his arms one last time... he cried silently as if someone has stabbed direct in his heart... 'why are you crying? ' she asked as he broke the hug 'papa' she added and his eyes widened 'papa?' He repeated and she smiled and kissed his cheek wounding her little arms around him...
'I love you princess' he whispered hugging her back 'lier...you are lying na papa' 'no...I do love you' 'then why are you leaving your princess Siddharth?' They heard someone and found sumit who stood beside them watching them 'sumit...you brought her here?' 'Yes' 'But why? and how she knows that I am..her dad...' 'I told her Siddharth...she has all the right to know especially when her dad is leaving her forever...' 'you shouldn't have done that sumit...ros...ruhi may don't like this act of your's' 'whom you are fooling Siddharth...' 'I am fooling no one sumit...I don't know how did you got to know about our past and what are you trying to do...even though you claim to love ruhi but please don't count me in all this...I have taken a decision to go away from her life and no one can stop me from that' saying so he sat on his knees facing anaya 'papa loves his princess a lot bacha but papa can't be with you...sorry' he kissed her cheeks and after one last hug he stood up to go
'Siddharth wait you can't go...please don't for anaya...for roshni...' sumit shouted but he kept walking 'Siddharth she is waiting for you..I have promised her that I will bring you ...please stop...for her' and that was it 'she is waiting...for me?' Siddharth asked and sumit towards him 'yes she is waiting for you Siddharth...' sumit said... tears formed in his eyes as sumit went on to tell him her condition 'she Is trying to hide her pain behind her anger Siddharth but may be you forgot that she is also a human being and how much she is good at hiding her pain at some point of life she will break...and now this is the point.. come on Siddharth, this is the last chance...go and get her back' sumit told him and he hugged him not knowing what else to say
