Hello Guys,
I am back with a new <font size="4">OS: I HATE TO HATE YOU</font></b>
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Basically I was very
disappointed with the precap shown to us on Thursday night. All that negativity
and hatred towards one another and those useless taunts were too disappointing
and I don't want to see them in pain anymore.
I just don't want
their characters to be ruined and I so wish something like this could happen in
IKNMP.
Neira reunion and
love is all I want and I want Aman to marry Nivedita.
Fingers crossed. Do
enjoy and ignore the flaws, grammar mistakes and all... please
A BIG HUGG to you
guys.
<b>OS: I HATE TO HATE YOU
Ragini
and Nachiket are heartbroken seeing the condition of all
their children. For Nishii they try to mend the situation by talking to
Jignesh, but realize he has given up all hopes of being with Nishii ever again.
Realization hits the estranged couple as they see history repeating itself.
Nishii and Jignesh are going through the exact same pain of separation that
Neil and Ragini once did, Ranvir and Aarav believes that being in relationship
is stupidity, Suhani fears marriage as she feels there maybe problems between
her and karthik even if they love each other truly.
Nachiket and Ragini realized how their
divorce has such negative impact on their children that they fear relationships.
Ragini was too hurt to handle herself, she needed his support.
They wanted to speak to each other, share all
their suppressed thoughts and feelings, they wanted each other to fight it this
pain, but their ego won. They were standing together and were discussing about
Nishii and just then Aman and Nivedita came in between.
Ragini went along with Aman in ICU too see
Jignesh and Nachiket went along with Nivedita to the canteen to have coffee. Looking
back at each other and wanting to talk but no one was ready to take the
initiative.
In
canteen:
Nivedita: Tum pareshan mat ho Neil mai hu tumahre
saath hamesha.
Nachiket: Please Nivedita mujhe kisi ki
zaroorat nahi hai
Nivedita: I know tum tension mai ho Nishi ko
leke mai samajhti hu (she keeps her hand on his shoulder), ek tum ho jo apni
bacchi ko leke itne tension mai ho aur ek woh Ragini hai jiska bas nai chal
raha ki aur kuch bhi karle
Nachiket: (sliding her hand down from his
shoulder) Ragini ne kya kia?
Nivedita: Kuch nai Neil, mujhe nai lagta is
waqt tumhe kuch batana sahi hoga. Tum already itne...
Nachiket: Speak up Nivedita, batao mujhe kya
kia Ragini ne
Nivedita: Thik hai tum keh rahe ho toh bata
deti hu, woh Ragini aur Dr. Aman ne apni
shaadi do din baad rakhi hai.. aaj he Dr. Aman mujhse discuss kar rahe the ki
bass ab shaadi karni he hai aur zyada wait nai karne waale hai and saari
tayyari bhi hogayi hai..
Nachiket was soo furious at that point of
time. He couldn't believe that ragini was doing all this. Nishii her own
daughter was in trauma and was going through a bad phase in her life and Ragini
was busy planning her marriage... she was being so selfish and heartless and a
strange strong feeling of hatred crossed Nachiket's mind.
He had that feeling of jealousy and anger to
an extent where he was unable to control himself. He threw the coffee mug and
it broke into pieces...
He asked himself, "How can she do that? How
heartless can she be?"
Nivedita: Neil tum thik hona, dekha islye mai
tumhe nai bata rahi thi neil. Are you ok?
Nachiket: I am fine Nivedita.
Nachiket(himself): Ragini tum asie kaise kar
sakti ho, tum toh apne baccho se bhi pyaar nai karti, tum jaisi aurat k paas
dil naam ki chiz he nai hai. Mujhe laga hamare baccho ko hamari zaroorat hai
toh hum sab bhula kar unke liye kuch accha soch sakte the
Aaj tumne saabit kar dia Ragini ki tumhare
liye Dr. Aman k alawa koi maayne nai rakhta, tumahri who beti bhi nai jisse
tumne paal poos k bada kia. Aaj tumhara ego jeet gaya aur pyaar haar gya Ragini.
How can you? Kya maa aise hoti hai? Kyu kiya aise Ragini? Kyu? With those
millons of questions in his head he wanted to confront her.
With tears in his eyes... I hate you ragini,
I hate you.
Nivedita: Kya soch
rahe ho Neil?
Nachiket: Kuch nai,
mujhe please thode time ko akele chor do.. I need sometime.
Nivedita: Thike Neil
jaise tum kaho.. bas yeh puchna tha ki hum US kab jaa rahe hai?
He gave a weird look
to Nivedita asking on what is she trying to say.
Nivedita: Mera matlab
hai jab Ragini aage badh rahi toh tumhe bhi aage badh jaana chahiye.. Right?
Nachiket: Nahi mai
tab tak waapis nai jaunga jab tak mai Nishii aur Jigneh ko mila nai deta.
Ragini ko baccho ki fikar nai par mujhe hai. Mai unhe akele nai chorr sakta Ragini
ki tarah. Ragini ko abb sirf Dr. Aman ki fikar hai par mujhe baccho ki fikar
hai. Mai unhe akele nai chorne wala. Maa nai toh kya Papa haina unke paas.
Nivedita is angry as
her plan fails, she wanted him to leave for US ASAP but Neil instead decided to
stay back for his kids.
Aman's office:
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Ragini: Sir, Nishii
medicines ko respond kar rahi haina? Woh...
She started crying
because her kids were sad and unhappy with life. Aarav left home and decided to
stay with Nachiket and now Nishii is hospatilized.
Aman: Ragini please
don't cry mai huna. Kuch nai hoga Nishii ko. Humne kuch new treatment socha hai
that can work better for Nishii.
Ragini: Hmmm... Sir bas aap Nachiket se ek baar
discuss kar lena please. Use bhi boht tension hai Nishii ki and mujhe Nachiket
se chupkar
koi decision nai lena
She knew that Nishii
was Nachiket's princess and he loved her sooo much
Aman: Ragini, I don't
know tumhe iss waqt yeh sab batana sahi rahega ya nahi but mai yeh nai chahta
hu ki tumhe achank se shock lage aur tum hurt hojao.
Ragini is worried
about what Aman wants to say to her, already she was stressed and worried about
Nishii and nothing made sense to her
Ragini: Sir please
jaldi bataye abb... kya hua? Nishii ki koi baat hai? Boliye na Sir mujhe dar lag
raha hai abb.
Aman: Nai Nishii se
related nai balki Dr. Neil se related hai
Ragini is confused, she
stands up from the chair and goes near Aman and asks him about the problem.
He gathers all the
courage as he knows after knowing the truth Ragini will fall weak and will hate
Nachiket more.
Aman: Ragini woh, aaj
Nivedita se meri baat hui who mujhse keh rahi thi ki
Ragini: kya Sir
boliye kya keh rahi thi woh?
Aman: (he drinks a
glass of water and continues) Yahi ki Dr. Neil parso US k liye nikal rahe hai,
aaj tickets bhi book Karli unhone aur
yeh he nai Nivedita bhi unke saath jaa rahi hai US. Who keh rahe the ki aab US
jaane k baad kabhi laut kar India wapas nai aayenge. I mean Nishii ko aise
halat mai jab unki zaroorat hai tab who use chorke jaa rahe. Nivedita ne yeh
bhi kaha ki unhone aise kaha ki uske paas use Aman Papa toh haina ab meri kya
zaroorat.
Hearing this Ragini's
first reaction was that Nachiket can never do this to her nor to her kids. She
was not ready to believe that Nachiket said all this and is leaving for US in a
day or two.
She was heartbroken,
the only person she needed around her during this bad time was Nachiket. The
feeling of him going away from her and Nishii broke her heart into million
pieces. Talking to Aman she tried hard not to lose it but the gulp in her
throat and that loneliness surrounded her all of sudden. She could feel how
lonely and incomplete she was without him. She was angry over the fact that he
is leaving Nishii his own child who loved him the most all alone in this
stressful situation and going back to US with Nivedita.
Her heart skipped a beat and she surrendered
herself. Warm tears flowing down her eyes and the first thing she said to
herself," How can you Nachiket?', "how can you leave your little girl all
alone?", "how can u move on?", "why you doing all this?"
How can you leave us
all alone, how can you go back to US Nachiket?
Aman: Ragini, mujhse
share karo, mai yahi hu hamesha, are you alright?
Ragini: I am fine
sir, who kahi bhi jaye mujhe koi matlab nai.. I am happy ki who jaa raha hai
hamesha k liye, bhagwan kare hum phir kabhi na mile.
Aman: Ragini ?
Ragini: sir mai apni
beti k paas jaa rahi hu. Use meri zaroorat hai. Mai baad mai milti hu aapse.
With eyes filled with
warm tears she left his cabin and went back to Nishii. She acted strong in
front of everyone but she was slowly giving up everything.
She sat besides
Nishii for an hour thinking about Nachiket, the only person who was the sole
owner of her heart and then doctor asked her to get the required medicines for Nishii from the medical shop outside the
hospital
It was 11pm -
She left from
hospital to take medicines and meanwhile Nachiket returned back to hospital
after dropping kids to home.
They met and with the
inbuilt anger they looked at each other. That hatred could be clearly seen I their
eyes. With that burning eyes and those feelings for each other, they were just
standing there looking at each other.
The misunderstanding between
them had no bounds, only with those deadly looks passed on to each other they
spoke nothing. Standing on the middle of the road and thinking about how
unpredictable life is.
She just wanted to
pull his collar and ask him how can he leave her all alone and go back to US.
He wanted to ask her
why the hell is she getting married to Dr. Aman, why is she not worried about
her own daughter who is in ICU and that her ex husband is still alive.
With tears filled in
her eyes she wanted to hold him any cry out aloud but instead She ignored him
and moved ahead. She never wanted him to figure out how lonely and sad she was.
Nachiket(angry):
Lagta hai sab kuch chodd k aage badhna boht pasand hai tumhe?
Ragini(confused and
irritated): haaan? Kehna kya chahte ho tum?
Nachiket: meri itni
himmat ki tumhe kuch keh du? Mai bas tumhe aur Dr. Aman ko congrats kar raha
tha.
Ragini: Kis baat k
liye?
Nachiket: Shaadi kar
rahe hona tum dono 2 din baad, bhul gayi tum, tumhari yaadasht kitni kamzoor
hai Ragini.
Ragini: You know what
Nachiket tumhare faltu jokes k liye mere paas time nahi hai, mujhe Nishii ki
medicines lene jaana hai
Nachiket: Nishi ki
medicines lene? wahh tumhe kabse fikar hone lagi meri bacchi ki?
Ragini: Tumhari
bacchi huhh? tumse zyaada he fikar karti hu mai uski
Nachiket: Haan who
toh dikh raha hai, use yuhi ICU mai chorkar tum shaadi karne jaa rahi ho 2 din
baad
Ragini: Apni faltu baatein band karo Nachiket, aise
kuch nai hai,
tum bhaag rahe ho
balki US sabko chorke. Wahi toh karna aata hai tumhe.
Nachiket: Mai Nishii
ko chorke kahi nai jaa raha, mai yehi hu uske paas...
She was shocked to
hear that he is not going back to US. She just wanted to trust him on this, his
eyes spoke everything. She never wanted to let him go.
She was confused
about Dr.Aman's part of story. She just wanted to confirm it once again.
With her heart
beating way too fast she asked
Ragini: Tum US wapis
nai jaa rahe? Ticket bhi book nahi ki?
Nachiket: Nahi mai
nai jaa raha, kaise jaa sakta hu meri beti ko meri zaroorat hai.. usse mai
akele nai chorr sakta
Ragini(with relief):
Woh Aman sir keh...
Nachiket(irritated):
Woh jo bhi kahe mujhe use koi matlab nahi, hamare beech mai unki baatein lana
zaroori hai?
Ragini wanted to
clear out the misunderstanding she had in her mind about him leaving to US but
hearing Aman's name Nachiket was disgusted and he was angry over the fact that
she is getting married to him
Nachiket: Tumhari
tarah nai hu mai jo apne baccho ko aise takleef mai akele chordu
Ragini- (confused)
Mai Nishii ko kahi chorke nai jaa rahi, beti hai woh meri
Nachiket- kitna saaf
jhoot bol leti hona tum... 2 din baad shaadi kar rahi ho aur keh rahi ho ki mai
Nishi ko chroke nai jaa ri.. waah waah (clapping his hands)
Ragini had no idea
about what nachiket was talking
Ragini- nachiket
please saaf saaf kahoge? mujhe samaj nahi aa raha
Nachiket- samaj nai
aa raha ya samajhna nahi chahti ho? Waise accha decision hai, I am happy for
you and Dr Aman, waise even I am planning to move on with Nivedita
Though he never
wanted to say that nor he planned anything as such but that jealousy and fear
of losing ragini made him do so...
Ragini's anger was
out of control, she had asked Dr Aman to postpone the date of marriage as she
wanted to be around Nishii and her kids and on the other hand Nachiket was
planning to marry Nivedita, she never wanted him to move on with anyone.
She was lost in deep
thoughts and anger. His voice broke all the thoughts running in her mind.
Nachiket: Soo mujhe
bata dena ki tum honeymoon k liye kaha jaa rahi ho apne pati dev k saath, taaki
mai aur nivedita waha naa jaye
And this was the
limit ... Ragini was over boiling in anger and felt disrespected by his
statement, she couldn't control herself anymore and blast
Ragini: You know what
nachiket tum jaisa cheap insaan maine apni puri life mai nai dekha...
Pachtati hu koosti hu
uss din ko jiss din mai tumse pheli baar mili,
Woh milna, dadaji se
wadaa karna ki mai tumhara khyaal rakhungi, tumhara propose karna, meri haan
kehna, hamari shaadi... sab sab bojh hai mujpe... aaj tak pachtati hu mai
Nachiket's eyes
turned red and he was very angry and hurt too, the only thing that came to his
mind was, she hates me so much'.
Nachiket: Itna he
nafrat karti ho toh mujhe yaha kyu bulaya Ragini? Kyuu?
Ragini: Nishii ko
apne papa ki zaroorat thi isliye bulaya tha tumhe Nachiket, who chahti thi ki
tum uske paas raho.
Nachiket: Haan kyunki
usse pata tha ki uski maa ko uske dukh se koi matlab nahi hai, tumhe bass robb
jhagdna aata hai... sirf isliye tumahre bacche tumse itni nafrat karte hai, sab
tumhe chodd k chale jaynge dekh lena...
aur phir tum akeli reh jaoge ekdum akeli
That fear of being
alone and lonely hit her very hard and she was not able to control herself, she
wanted him to understand her, she wanted him to be around her.
But she was speaking
totally the opposite of what she felt about him, she was angry at him and those
words triggered her-
Ragini: Sharap banke
aaye ho meri zindagi mai, (she started sobbing hard) chaale jao hamesha hamesha
k liye, kaash Nachiket kaash ki maine saare bacche tumhe saaup diye hote
Nachiket ,kaash mai mar gayi hoti toh yeh sab sunna ur jhelna nai parta mujhe Nachiket
Galti thi ki tumse
pyaar kar liyaa maine... Uss din ko aaj bhi koosti hu mai...
Hearing all that
Nachiket lost his temper too, he wanted to her hold tight like she was only his
property and she belonged to him and not Aamn.. but everything was different
now.
Nachiket: Chala jaunga
boht dur, kabhi nai aaunga laut k
Rehnaa hasi khushi apne
aman sir k saath aur unke baccho k saath..
Pata hai ragini mujhe
lagta hai ki tumne mujhse kabhi pyaar he nai kiya thaaa
Tum tab dikhawa karti
thi.. woh sab jhoot thaa naa... tumse shaadi karna meri sabse badi bhul thi aur
bacche...
Ragini: Bacche kyaa
nachiket..
Nachiket: Kuch nai
Ragini: Mujhe bhi
yehi lagta hai ki sab dikhawa tha, tumne mujhse kabhi pyaar he nai kia thaa..
Kia hota toh yeh sab nai hota, pyaar nai kar rahe hote nivedita se..
Yeh umeed nai thi mujhe
tumse...
Tears started flowing
down their eyes... they were so much in love but were too blind to notice that.
Nachiket: Tumse bhi
yeh umeed nahi thi mujhe, meri chorro tum toh apne Dr. Aman se itna pyaar karti
ho ki shaadi k liye zyaada wait he nai karna chahti ho bass jald se jald
shaadi... Itna pyaar karti ho unse?
Ragini(angry): Shaadi
karne ka yeh matlab nai ki hum uss insaan se pyaar karte hai samjhe tum
Nachiket: Par tum
karti ho unse pyaar... karti hona? (he said holding her shoulders tightly) nai karti
toh shaadi k liye haan nai karti tum
Ragini: Nahi karti
mai Sir se pyaar (she screamed loudly with tears filled in her eyes)
Nachiket wanted to
know the reason behind that, he just wanted to hear it once that she loves him
and no one else
Ragini: Bass nai kar
sakti mai, mere bass mai kuch nai hai Nachiket, kaash mai samaj paati aise kyu
hota ki... kyu apne ateet ko bhul k aage badhna inta mushkil hota hai. Kyu yeh
chota sa dil hamare bass mai nai rehta..
Ek he insaan k liye
dadhkata hai chota say yeh dil.. ek he insaan k naam se tadapta hai chota say
eh dil... Uski khushi mai khush hota hai yeh dil aur ussi k dukh se takleef hoti
hai iss dil ko.
Mai unse pyaar nai
karti hu Nachiket na kabhi kar sakti hu, unhe yeh baat pata hai...
Nachiket: Toh kiske
naam se dhadkta hai tumhara dil? (waiting to hear his name) batao mujhe? batao
Ragini(angry):
Tumhare naam se Nachiket, kitna sochti hu tumhe bhul jau, nafrat karne ki
koshish bhi karti hu par jab bhi aise sochti hu tum kuch aisa kar dete ho jisse
mai tumse nafrat nai kar paati.. I hate to hate you Nachiket..
Bass kitna bhi
koshish karlu tumse nafrat nai kar paati hu... 15 saal alag rehne k baad bhi aaj
hum jude hue hai...
(holding his collar)
aise kyu karte ho Nachiket, kyu aaj bhi iss dil pe sirf tumhara he raaj hai,
kyu sirf tumhari baato se mujhe farak parta hai, kyu sirf tum he mujhe dominate
kar sakte ho? Aise kyu hai?
She just had no
control over her heart and feelings... she spoke her heart out, about everything,
every feeling, every emotion... pouring her heart out to someone whom she loved
the most... she wanted to speak out everything that was buried deep inside her
heart for years and Nachiket stood silent listening to each word and every
emotion she uttered.
He was angry at her,
even though she loved him she was going to marry Dr. Aman soon. He was upset !
Nachiket: Toh kyu kar
rahi ho unse shaadi? Kyunki unhone tum pe ehsaan kia islye, tumne unhe
commitment di islye?
Ragini: Tum kyu kar
rahe ho Nivedita se shaadi? Hai koi jawaab
Nachiket: Mai nai kar
raha use shaadi, maine bas gussa mai kaha tha.. mujhe bura laga ki tumhe Nishii
ki nai balki apni shaadi ki padi hai.. isliye tum do din baad shaadi kar rahi
hona Dr. Aman se?
Ragini(with tears in
her eyes): Tum aise soch bhi kaise sakte ho Nachiket, mai nai kar rahi hu Sir
se shaadi.. Nishii ko hamari zaroorat hai, apne MAA-PAPA ki naa ki Sir ki...
isilye maine dates postpone kar di thi.. mai use dukh nai dena chahti thi.
Mujhe laga hum milke
Nishii ko sambhalenge.. aur tumne aise socha mere bare mai?(angry)
Nachiket: Mujhe laga
tumhe unse jald se jald shaadi karni hai, aur unhe bhi kitni jaldi hai shaadi
ki, waise sabko lagta hai sirf mujhe nai
Ragini: Sabse mujhe
farak nai parta hai! Par tum
She started sobbing,
from the anger, the sadness, the numbness
Nachiket tum...
This time with all
rights on her he pulled her closer and hugged her tightly not wanting to let
her go, she hugged him tightly too... Nachiket also started crying like a small
kid.
He was acting like a
4 year old kid who dances in joy when he gets his favorite chocolate in his
hands... Ragini was everything to him, his joy, love, bestfriend, smile, baby...
EVERYTHING
After sometime they
realized that they are standing on the middle of the road.. they laughed at
their stupidity and how nothing else matters to them when they are together.
Nachiket wanted to
irritate her so he started pulling her leg.
Nachiket(giggling):
Ragini! Tumse kuch kahu?
She thought he wanted
to confess his feelings for her...
Ragini: hmmm kaho kya
hua ?
Nachiket: Sirf tumse
yehi kehna chahta tha ki mai nai chahta ki tum mere baccho ko force karo k woh
Dr. Aman ko dad kahe.. please yeh hak mujhse mat chino please (he winked)
He knew that she
would never marry Aman, he was confident because he knew he will never let her
do so... after all she was his personal property...
Nachiket(to himself):
Tere hoke rahenge, dil zidd pe aada hai
Tere hoke rahenge,
tera shokk Chadha hai...
Ragini ab jabki mai
jaanta hu ki tum sirf mujhse pyaar karti ho toh mai kaise kisi aur ka hone du?...
aur isme toh bacche bhi mera saath denge. (happily)
So Ms. Ragini Patel
and soon to be Mrs. Ragini Khanna be ready...
Ragini was frustrated
at him..even though she poured out her feelings for him he still didn't care
about it...
Ragini(angry): NACHIKETTT
Nachiket(coming close
to her): Shaant Shaant, mai Mazak kar raha thaa babaa..
Ragini(pushed him
away): huhhh... waise mere baccho k pita hona ka hakk maine tumhare alawa kisi ko
nai diya hai,... kya kare abb woh tumhare alawaa kisi ko papa nai kahenge, my bad
(she winked)
Nachiket: Tumhara
matlab kyaa hai? Zyaada smart mat bano
Ragini: Mujhe banne
ki zaroorat nai, I know m smart... (she giggled)
Nachiket: Accha
bacchu...
He tried to tickle
her as he knew she was a very ticklish person...laughing out aloud she asked him
to stop and hugged him tightly... she wanted to stay in his arms forever...
The inbuilt anger and
hatred for one another was actually LOVE...
All this fights,
anger stupid conversation, that hug was being noticed by one and only Chanda
Mama.
They decided to take
a big step that will make them and everyone else happy. They knew that their
kids needed the most at and this was the right time to show to kids how much
they loved them and that they were their priorities...
With mutual consent
they decided to stay together under one roof with their kids, sorting out all
differences between them. They were excited as well as nervous to disclose this
news to everyone, but this time they decided to do that..
They actually always
wanted to live with each other and finally they were...
Sahi kaha hai kisi
ne, "PATI PATNI ALAG HO SAKTE HAI...MAA
BAAP NAHI"
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A fresh new start
with millions of nokh jhoks and fights and and
and
some nanhe mehman
coming soon...
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