Blast from the Past Thread #25 Extn ** Khushi, I... ** P 119, Ep 274 - Page 59

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-258

Khushi is in consternation; she saw Arnav went inside the airport, then how he vanished! She is ambiguous, whether he boarded a different plane or not. She reprimands her, it's not a bus depot of Luchnow that he will take a wrong bus. She thinks to tell this to the family. Last time she did a big mistake by hiding Shyam's truth from the family. She can't do the faux pass any more. She also thinks about Anjali, whether she should tell her or not. really such a well known man of India and gone missing. I did wonder why she didnt tell other family members as soon as she got the call. Akaash and Payal specially.

Finally Arnav's beloved di is tensed for her brother. is that sarcasm i detect Sohara?Since he reached London, he didn't call her just for once. He never did this before. She is trying his number continuously, but his phone is also unreachable. Anjali is not taking her medicine also. She anticipates whether he is in trouble or not. Nani tries to mollify her and tells her not to worry in this condition. she was consoling Khushi and now she is panicking for him. She suggests her to call Aman, he must've known everything.

Khushi overhears them and falls in a predicament situation; Anjali is so tensed and not taking her medicine also. She can't take any risk with her health. After all she is her dearest husband's most beloved person. She pretends a phone conversation with Arnav in front of Anjali. Khushi is saying loudly that he is fine. Anjali strides fast to Khushi to talk to Arnav. khushi gets eerie, so she lies that Arnav is going to an important meeting. And he will talk to her later. Anjali gets a bit upset, but tells Khsuhi to remind his night medicine. Anjali sighs a relief.

When Khushi keeps talking on the phone enthusiastically, her phone rings. Nani who was standing right beside her, becomes stupefied. Khushi can't face her any more and runs to her room.

pause: Arnav is right, Khushi is a good actress and easily can hide the truth. Though she lied for the sake of Anjali's health, but I really didn't like her to hide such an important matter to the family. Arnav didn't board the plane and after that there is no trace of him, it's not a trivial matter. It's a very serious matter. why Khushi didn't talk to Akash or she could let this matter know to AR's official. 👍🏼khushi's biggest problem is she thinks she can do anything. after all she is KKGSR. I wrote the same thing above to you and you mention it here.

nani senses that something is not right. she asks khushi to know the matter. Khushi tells nani why she didn't go to London. She was pretending to talk to him to abarate Anjali's tension. She apologizes for lying. nani is aghast to hear that, Arnav even didn't reach London. When Khushi sees nani is convulsing, she tries to assuage her that, he must've boarded a different plane, cause she herself was there in the airport. And he also messaged him after reaching London, so she shouldn't worry that much. Nani tries to pacify her worried mind, what Khushi is saying must be true. Khushi tells, her heart says he is fine, he became busy with his work, that's why he couldn't call her. She lied to them because of Anjali, she doesn't want to give her tension.she requests nani not to tell her anything.

Masala mama eavesdrops nani and Khushi's convo. he tells mami everything, but he didn't remember who is worrying for her missing husband. mami can't get him and calls HP to bring juice for her. masala mama thinks, it's HP. when HP brings juice for mami, mami chides him for not telling her that he got married. HP is puzzled, what masala mama is saying. haha I felt HP was very confused and even irritated with masala mama. masala mama says it's not him , but the beautiful girl was talking with a senior citizen about her husband, that her husband didn't reach London. mami still can't get what he is saying, when masala mama tells her that the senior citizen was roaming around with a four feet animal Laxmi, mami gets whom he is talking about, it's nani and Khushi. She speaks out loudly that Arnav didn't reach London and phati saree was lying to them. Unfortunately Anjali overhears her. She becomes so tremulous in fear that the milk glass fells from her hand. mami holds her trembling body and calls everybody. All gathers there and tries to comfort her. Anjali is cowering and muttering that chottey didn't reach London. khushi and nani both get flabbergasted to hear this, how she came to know! When shyam asks her how does she know, Akash admonishes to discuss this matter further.

Pause: first time when I watched the episode, my suspicion went to Akash. why he averted such important thing! Whether he was the kidnapper or not! later I realized that he didn't want to increase Anjali's tension further. you really were worried for your ASR Sohara. everyone was under suspicion.

The whole family enceindre Anjali, trying to assuage her. shyam looks agitated in anticipation, whether they come to know about his kidnapping, he will be in big trouble.

"where is chottey!"..the thought daunts Anjali. She accuses khushi for lying. Akash is baffled also, how cum Aman didn't tell him anything. khushi tells them that the AR employees from London waited for him whole day, but he didn't show up. I got confused here. i thougth she was saying Aman called her from London. So then I thought that man who spoke to Khushi was Aman and we finally saw his face. But then I guess I realised I was just not paying too much attention to these episodes. With ASR gone my attention gets diverted.When they couldn't get any news of him from the office, they called her. Anjali gets ambiguous about the message. shyam also adds that he messaged after reaching London. He has to point out that ASR reached London, so that nobody searches him. khushi adds, that they said ASR didn't attend the conference and didn't board the flight also. She assumes he didn't board for some other work and took other flight later, that's why he couldn't attend the meeting and checked in the hotel. shyam assents her.

Akash is precarious now, cause bhai knows di would be tensed, then why he didn't call her. He tries his number, but can't reach him. Anjali is worrying more, it never happened before that she left message for him, but he didn't call her back. khushi again tries to pacify her, that everything is fine.

Anjali thinks to call the police, so as Akash. Shyam frightens to hear that and moves out from there. When Akash was about to call the police commissioner, the phone rings. nani is anxious who is calling so late at night! Anjali's trembling hand receives the phone, it was so apparent that I thought they were only misleading by showing Shyam behave suspiciously.

"chottey where are you? you know, we are so tensed for you!"

All their faces glint with joy and relief. Khushi's visage suffuses with delight and her lips tremble with emotions.

Anjali berates him how cum he didn't let them know about his arrival in London.

After 10/12 days the handsome visage glints my screen. He came for jsut a few minutse and look how everything changed. though sometiems when he was in that kidnapped state it was so sad to watch him so tired and sad. He is looking a bit disheveled without gelled hair, but his face looks so cute with boyishly guileless in repose. Arnav says sorry to Anjali. she chides him more, why he didn't let them know that he didn't reach London. He lies that his london meeting was postponed, so he came to Scotland for another business deal. Anjali again wants to know if he is fine or not. And he says he is fine. how can he says the truth in gunpoint what was revealed in the next episode.

nani also was waiting eagerly to talk to her dearest grandson. She chides him, she is forgiving him for the last time, next time she will not forgive his temerity. how much busy he remains he has to call the family and let them know about his whereabouts. Like a submissive child Arnav assents meekly. How much his family loves him and how much he adores his family. Though the bonding of his family with him was not shown that much, but it certainly proved in the time of crisis

mami also wants to make sure her Arnav bitua is well or not. And in her style she asks him, what he is bringing for her from scotland? She tells him to bring a skirt for masala mama, if his size is not available. mami's prattle brings a smile on his distraught face. prattle.. nice use of word..

Akash's turn comes next. He asks him, how cum he doesn't know about the deal in Scotland! Arnav replies nobody knows, not even Aman. It happened in the eleventh hour. He tells Aksh, that he won't be able to keep in touch with them, cause the reception in not good. He forbids him to tell to di, he doesn't want to give her tension.

"Take care of di and Khushi" ...he takes a long pause to utter Khushi. "khushi" the most precious possession of his life. He wants to make sure that the two most beloved person of him stay well during his absence. He really doesn't know whether he will come back to them or not.

my heart constricts painfully to think about that.

the most awaited moment for both Arnav and Khushi comes. Akash passes the phone to Khushi,

rabba ve takes over as khushi holds the phone. The gust of wind blows to pronounce the mehsoos. A spark of impulse quavers as their breath waft through the phone.

His eyes are somber, with the soft twilight reflecting in the flickering depth of it's caramel from them. you turned poetic for this scene Sohara

His adam's apple bulbs up and down as he swallows in an attempt to thwart a rising wave of emotions. nice phrase

khushi holds the phone gently as if she is touching him. She walks away from the family, shutting out the world outside to create a gentle cadence that beat in harmony with their thumping heart.

She has been longing to hear his voice. The catch in his muffled voice makes tears stream down her cheeks, unchecked.

He utters khushi with an aspirate, with tender love. How intimate her name sounds from his mouth. His voice makes her heart rate go haywire. A sudden deluge of feeling creates havoc in her heart.

He again takes a pause to speak, can't find the right word to articulate his feelings. His heart brims with immense love for her. She remains quiet and bits her lower lip to stop the barrage of tears that are straining at the reins. She is feeling so weak in her knees that she clutches the phone tightly with both of her hands, as if she is holding him tightly to gain the strength what is emanating from him. The mehsoos tells Arnav that she is crying. So to abate her tears he tells her that he is fine.

beautiful gifs. And gorgeous Sanaya

"mei thek hoon. ok, please maat ro."...hearing his tender admonishment, an intense protective tenderness rushes through her heart. khushi's tears continues unabated, she can't utter a single word. Their heart is connected so deeply that he can anticipates her turbulence. he now admonishes her in ASR tone,

"bas, stop."

rabba ve ascends.

"khushi rona bandh karo. khushi mai..." he is hesitating. His lips are getting more asymmetrical. he keeps trying to say, "khushi main tumko.." He becomes silent for a moment. khushi tightens the grip on the phone more with her both hand. Hearing her name from his mouth again and again, she wants to embrace him now and right now the phone is his proxy. Copious tears are streaming down her beauiful cheek.

"khushi I love you."...he utters the most precious words with quivering lips. Her eyes shut and open in a jolt. Her luminescent, gazelle eyes widen in bewilderment, she gasps inaudibly. a garrulous khushi is in complete impediment. She feels exhilarated with the cascade of emotions pumping through her heart to hear his guileless confession. lovely description of the beautiful khushi. Always talkative now stunned and incredibly touched hearing the words she least expected.

His eyes lit with a glimmer of a smile, after releasing the words what he suppressed in his heart since long. These three words, he never said to anybody. He is feeling so content after telling it to his first love, to his khushi. Finally his heart vanquished against his mind. He doesn't know he will be able to see her ever in his life or not, but without telling her his feelings he even can't die peacefully. yes he looked at peace for a moment and then completely devastated I felt once reality sunk in. Though I think when he told her he love it just happened since he knew she was so sad and he had been so angry before leaving her. And being in this dangerous situation must have given a sense of urgency. he had to make things alright for her.

What an unique confession, absolutely sublime and surreal, a love that promised to cross all the obstacles, a joy that rose high and refutes to be thwarted. ❤️

plz ignore typos and mistakes.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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Arshi's Index

Episode 259-260-261

"Deceptive Phantasm...of Life"

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"I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all in my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again." ~~Nicholas Sparks~~

Life is a teacher , a guru...and all our lives we learn different lessons. The most important lesson, life teaches us is to fight through the tests that life gives us .. not only physically but also with the experiences throughout the life. Among all the knowledge and the test one never forgets about LOVE... love that environs all these...and it is the biggest weapon or shield which guards us ,makes us feel secure ,feel ,and wanted..like Nani said "pyaar toh bade bade pahadon ko hila deta hai... yeh toh Chote hain."

very well said, and it is some kind of crazy cooky blessing that talking about a television soap takes us to thoughts such as these... we are supposed to understand such things from wise tales and classics... not serials. 😳

Since the time they have come into each other lives they have been fighting this emotion "Love" as their love is in direct conflict with the lessons they have learnt in their lives...though this love was born out of their mutual hatred ,they have realized that they are incomplete without each other...incomplete as two lonely souls calling to each other...through unspoken words that they understand ,the way they feel each other's pain ,tears...the way they try to shield each other from problems...This is the biggest weapon and shield they have for each other...LOVE... but would both of them express this openly?..no absolutely not..the lessons that life taught them will not allow them to...but life's lessons has no meaning in times of desperation...So Arnav sensing her tears ...her pain on the phone ...wanted to just hold her but unable to do so.He couldn't control his feelings in front of her and uttered those words "I love u" which Khushi had been longing to hear...and how the mighty fall and how the heart has won this battle.

Pause here:Just like she knows he can't say these words easily"itti aasani se nahin keh sakte..." ..he knew on the airport she can't accept easily"kyon fadak padta hai...kyuonle baat aapki hai..." ..."Ziddi jo ho" will come later but it seeps in here.,,,but she did just to make him relief from the pain he was going through as it was his mother's bday..a big loss of his life.Here comes "aap kya jane kisi keh cherey pe muskurahat lane ka sukh"...wish she knew that he was doing all along...to see her smile

Did Khushi only hear the three word spoken??...no not at all.she heard his emotional state behind it and also the hint he threw behind it.what love makes u do..what love makes u understand...For him,She is a cheater, a home breaker but she is the one who had a power to tear his shell and he never could take her out of his heart since the day she fell in his arms or from the circle of this "Fadak padta hai"...And for her ..he is the one who snapped her dori of her dreams but filled every path of her with dreamy desires which she couldn't run away or deny from this Dhak Dhak effect...and now nothing matters among them ...just one thing stands out which they both yearn for each other and that is "Love..."

Now on the other side ,Love also makes you forget some valuable life lessons learnt in one's life when there is a conflict of interest comes in between the lessons learnt with the perspective that love provides the fight in one's life becomes bigger.and that suits in Anjali's case who has refused to fight and believes her husband completely even after he has been caught at wrong places at wrong times...so her fairytale love for her husband and the love for her brother border on clinging.This is the difference between Khushi and Anjali...Khushi dreams about fantasy but Anjali lives in it. 👏 👏 👏 anjali so needs this fantasy... an intelligent woman who just drops all her powers of understanding and noting when she is with her husband... the illusions we create for ourselves...

Khushi walks towards her room engulfing into the memories reeling and rearing up in her mind as her heart begins to process the true meaning of Arnav's love which was there all .She gets the answers of all the recent brewing questions of her mind which is understanding the each step of his move and today that revelation is leading her up to him who stays in her heart .While crossing that corridor...She gathers the scattered pearls and strings em together and forms a chain ...a closed loop of their moments which were bringing her closer to the facts , that everything among them always mattered no matter what...

She finally opens the door, yes, finally... and doors always seemed to have meaning in ipk... i usually don't write about it, but certainly the doorways were used to tell the story too. the door that has been locked securely by the hatred , the door which had prevented her from glimpsing the truth, she opens the door and finds her Rajkumar within.and who informs her, the wind chime which she put to inform her about his arrival...yes he is here right in her heart...

Her Rajkumar lights up the candle of hope to eliminate the darkness of misunderstandings by spreading the light of trust with his gentle and loving touch... She moves closer to him in his favorite color... red, the symbol of a bride...in her pride to be his without any doubt or fear ...gives her integral and complete faith in his hand with her smiling visage by laying her hand out and he holds it tightly but with honor...The remorse reaches his eyes and the moment his lips slightly parts away ,she puts her finger on em...doesn't need to say or convey...He is her pride and his dignity and her ego...no regrets...She doesn't need any apology ever... A smiling Arnav with glint of pleasure and gratification nods towards the a darkened recess , Khushi follows his eyes with complete trust and faith ..

Song seeps in ...

aaoge jab tum ho sajna...angna phool khilainge...

flowers will bloom in my garden ,when you will come, my love

Barsega sawan jhoom jhoom keh ..do dil aise milainge

the rain will come down... dancing while two hearts will be united

Khushi picks up a pouch and discovers the chain ..chain of pearls..., She holds it in her hand with repletion... he was returning all of those scattered dreams of hers which he took away in their first meeting...Arnav comes closer and adorns her with the pearls by making her his as his equal ...She closes her eyes in the anticipation of his touch which always melts her...arouses her desires ...He starts coming closer to embrace her in him ...to make her his when she strides backward as their trademark... A blushing Khushi runs out to be chased by Arnav who manages to hunt his love near the poolside where the battle of heartbeats started...Where they set challenges to kiss to love to hate ...he captures her in the web of his passion ,in his arms right next to his remorseful heart feels pang of pain which he caused her all this time ...She feels abruptness in the rhythm of this beat and looks deeply in his eyes...He holds her face in his palm in his apology and hurt but she refrains him to feel that way...

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He hands her a SOS, the message in the bottle,A hint..."I love you Khushi..." when mirage meets the reality and she wakes up !!

..Symbolism and connection:We had fire [candle light], wind [ blowing curtains], water, [Pool], Sky [space with stars],...Also they were near the poolside where their love story saw many ups & downs ... in Indian Beliefs [which is Khushi] ...Pearls strung together meaning order and represents cosmic union , a spiritual unity between two individuals...So tonight these two are united spiritually although not yet physically ..,Do not forget that pearls also has stood for consummation ,love and marriage ...in greek methodology...

And here we go to "Khuch theek nahin hai"... that something is terribly wrong. Shows the beginning of kidnap...ASR in ropes with notes of kidnapping track... He shuts his phone by closing his eyes after delivering the message ...Yes he said it finally and her reciprocation was delivered by wind to him...a telepathical connection...but the light of HOPE is right in his vicinity that she might have understood his tension too as he was frozen in that moment of hope holding that phone in his hand right next to his ear...

The ASR turns his fearless head and icy glare at someone who just took his phone... With a gun pointing at his head... he sits in that dark and terrifying place with dim lights, ready for whatever was store in ...

His state of mind gets activated ,the moment she comes to reality, he opens his eyes and stretches his hand out to grab the phone which was lying before him .He ignores the surroundings as there is a determination in those tired eyes which makes him keeping moving forward but his tied hands don't let him...but his lips only shape up her name "Khu..."...

and she gets alert on the other side...she feels him ...calling her...the sadness seeped in her and she sits down ...wind carries the message to him and he tries one more time to reach her...to reach to the phone without giving hope...and that urge of him makes her to get up ...starts thinking...feeling ..."humey pata hai. humara man kah raha hai ki kuchh toh bura hua hai aapke saath.." i know, my mind says, something bad has happened to you.

His energy , his strength goes down..seems like he successfully delivered what he wanted to and now his eyes were shutting down with his head rolling back and he goes unconscious on that chair because of his low sugar level...but she got it ...a provocation...How come Aman doesn't know anything? ...Found out ,No airlines to Scotland that day either, yes she got it "iska matlab hai..."..and that makes her clutching her heart ..."aap kissi musibat main hain"... wife's instinct that something is wrong..and the wrong message on the phone about reaching London...

they seemed to be connected and moving in tandem throughout this intercutting period. love your connecting the dots.

Khushi startles out from her dreams as her suspicions which were briefly soothing yet provoking every cell of her brain to take caution and so does ASR on the other side of the camera which shows how mentally they are connected...A hyper Khushi begins to take notes of the uncharacteristic events that were played out in the past hour and concludes that there is something fermenting under this stickiness...She finds the clue..The Clue !! ...her brain lights up...It was his tone..!! "unnki Baat Karne ka Taarika "and then she confirms it by recollecting moments of terrace scene, bridge scene and Airport scene ,...and her minds perks up another hint,"Sab Kuch teek chalte hue, itni badi baat nahi kehsakte"... Kuch teek nahi hai, [Nothing is right and added monologue "Kya woh humse kuch kehna chah rahe they " , completely confirms it !!

Camera shifts , "kya hua iseey"...but HOPE lights up...in the form of BOSS...yes he said provide him meds and food ...

For filmy Khushi it is obvious that he can't say these words that easily...This is not his trait...no matter how she reciprocated to her feelings hearing these words which two of them just delivered enough to survive through wind..."Sab Khuch theek chalet wo itti badi baat aasani se nahin keh sakte..wo zaroor kissi mushkil main hain...humara di keh raha hai"..."Khushi I love you echoed one more time.."and that gives her signal.."Kahin unhain koi Khatra tou nahin ..."

Pause here:Their communication device was off in guest house but she knew he was here and he knew she was in danger ...and today again that device is off but she knows he is in danger...

lovely observation.

She is in the search within as she can't disclose the news to family, tired the police but door is closed because she needs PROOF...

Pause here:The proof ...which takes her to the man who has snatched away her happiness once...on Diwali ..the chakarvyue is back..as she started those circles of Diyas and today she encircled that address on that newspaper...which encircle Shyam in it ..meaning conection ...,That day Arnav brought Khushi out of that chakarvyue and today she is trying to take him out.But don't forget Arnav went in the circle because of Khushi .

The communication device again is in the picture...which is circling around...to which Arnav couldn't reach to convey her but it is coming to her by the very same person who has tied Arnav from Khushi..

very very intersting, faiqa. love these little details and ploys of ipk.

But Shyam also got a straight slap in return of his victory.. He tricks with him over this phone...and holds her hand when she forbids him for touching her...He can't take this and increases his tease..."Konsa aapko Arnavji Phone karne wale hai"...another hint but she couldn't register it because of her pain...and tears flow on its accord...

"Khushi's suspicion arises...as "Will's papers " which Shyam has suddenly stopped asking for."Aapki un main jaan atki hue thi and aura ab unke jane keh baad aapko acahnak unki koi zaroorat nahi.."...Go girl get him...

Which delivers Shyam a message of her heart and he gets irritated with hurt and wants to know why?..."aapke aansoo sirf usske liye bahte hain jo aapko sabse zyada dard diya hai,"[Why do your tears flow only for the one who has given you the most amount of hurt]

"aapko sach mein nahin pata..."[ you really don't know, do you???]... she keeps a victory smile as she says that. Yes she will declare this again..."hum ne sab Arnavji keh liye kiya jinse hum bohat pyar karte hain..."but she is reminding him the day of Diwali too"Dhakanain eik ho gayein" though she didn't remember but He did and that makes his fall down droopy...He never learned anything from his life..did he???Any communication can't make his phantasm disappear no matter what..Love her here though My Slither is out of shape...

Lighter but important Note...Khushi nahin dukhi lagti hai...yes Mamiji has found the reason to be with this sanka in the search of Arnav...

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 265

the breath was always key, at the core of story. saansey ruk jaygi, hamari dhadkane ek ho jaati hai, acidity, dhakdhak. there were many ways the breath came and gave life to story.

and then there was gust of wind, smoothly breezing in, wrapping around two strangers who would be lovers one day, sometimes it lifted a veil and stroked against a man's face leaving a touch behind, at others it came and left in a quick swirl, or it came and stayed and breathed as if waiting for them to see something, to realise something. that day in berserai, way back in episode thirty something, they spoke not a word to each other, he tried, she rushed away, but for long moments, gust of wind stayed and murmured, a bated urgency in it.

i wonder was the wind as if a symbol of breath too? that of the skies, the heavens, the universe itself? i am letting myself go a bit into this ornament that decorated the love story... a simple sound handled with finesse and complete imagination... something that might have become utterly corny like many other things in the tale, but somehow didn't.

it's always been in the air... and it has been different, given a sign when they have sensed and felt each other, been attracted, taken note of the other, longed. in that first rabba vey, it was the wind that rushed in first, later when he thought she had left for lucknow but she hadn't, it was again there the moment she walked in with the sweets for anjali's anniversary... and later still on a day the electricity went, he walked into the house and felt her presence thanks to that susarrating sound of a breeze.

and today after many days of not seeing one another, of constantly wanting to see the other, of fearing yet loving fearlessly, of suffering yet loving with pure joy, they are on either side of a wall...

we could all see it was a cardboard structure... it shook every time barun or sanaya touched it. sometimes it just moved on its own, perhaps even the gust of wind too much to bear. the otherwise realistic set was suddenly reduced to what it was... a tacky tv serial set... where possibly the funds were already on the wane.👏👏👏

and yet, it really didn't matter.

what i saw was so beautiful, that's what counted.

the writing of this meeting was done with great care and empathy with very specific asr khushi notes in it; the direction was intricate; lighting, editing, sound... everywhere there was the creative person's interest and effort showing. and oh the acting. without a word, with minimum gestures, how two actors made me believe yes, it is possible to feel the other even through a thick impenetrable wall. made of paper lol😆

two people deeply involved do probably sense each other... i at least think so. and there is a coming together of prana, breath maybe in them too. khushi and asr have spent many months together, seeing, hearing, feeling things, over time perhaps a sixth sense about each other has grown. no, not perhaps, it has... and kidnap was the ideal time to explore it.

in the godown, she awakens, "yeh kaisi jagah hai, hum yahan kaise pahunche?" what sort of a place is this, how did i get here? then she seems to recall that rocky hit her. she looks around flustered, disoriented... tense.

rocky with his scorpion tattoo was reminiscent, for me, of shakaal with his odd shoe size in yaadon ki baraat... an obvious little giveaway that leads the protagonist to some major find/truth. filmi, hindi filmi, but it brought her here to this wall.

beautiful first shot of him, mysterious, fleeting, he sits on the other side... then a closing up and a good look at the captive.

he was flopped against the wall, perhaps a wave of hopelessness washing over him when he heard it... the gust came from nowhere and halted him in his tracks, eyes registered it... something, what was that... out there.

and an instant or less later, her head stopped moving jaggedly, her thoughts changed track , she had heard it too... it touched her...

piano notes trilled in...a feeling you have felt looking into each other's eyes, facing each other, it perhaps finds ways to imprint itself in you and you begin to sense the other even when that one is not right before you.

there was energy and movement in the frame at once, his eyes darted, no lack of focus, worry, fear, nothing in it anymore; only a search... perhaps a lick of hope.

hey hey.

she turned her head... focus coming into her eyes too... behind her maybe there was something?

his head turned toward the same wall between them... sensing. yes a cardboard wall that shook, but the density and of expression...

she looked at the wall in wonder... what was behind it, why did it call her...

he turned further, his ears straining it seemed to catch a clue, something... what was there...

and the next level of longing... of sensing, a hand came up. touch. her fingers traced a path up the wall, searching.

the sense of sound is the last to go i hear, is it the first to be alerted?... do we "hear" our instinct?

he moved in to touch the wall too...

and as she felt him through that wall, her memories unshackled... a cascade released that they both felt and touch and immersed in. a moment of pure connection between two people who were connected in ways even they had no idea of... 😃

is this love? is this the ideal we seek ? is there something biological here? or is it just plain fantasy that has no basis in what really happens? would we be fools to believe in such things...? yet haven't we felt things about those we connect to without there being a rational basis for it? and love, is it not inherently extra-logical... extra-rational? my favourite logical vulcan, spock, never quite understood it. in a way, my dear handsome asr was vulcanish... till it was time to be human and perfectly, headily utterly illogical.👏👏👏

the first memory: it's the first rabba ve...he looks stunned at her. is that when the absolute anchoring happened and that thread that started with a snap picked its first real perfect pearl?⭐️

back in the present: he brought his other hand up, wanting to feel her, touch her with all of him... always this need in him... where is she? is she here? there's only one person who makes him feel this way... no other. is she here? his fingers felt the wall almost full of wonder... hope, yes... only hope... and longing maybe. for many days he has sat in a dark room, bound... he has summoned his will, his courage to free his hands, he has worked his mind to think. but in his heart a yearning he has spoken of, khushi, i love you, and then has had to leave alone. but now perhaps that longing erupts... completely taking him away from every rational thought and flinging him into a torrent of hope. there was a sense of inevitability perhaps seeping into the darkness and now it seems shaken..

the next memory: colour. touch. feelings. on a rangoli they lie... what happens to our emotions when they fly around and settle here and there leaving colour, marking their place?

she stares at the wall in wonder. it seems to say something. she has not seen him for days, she has worried, fretted, dreamed, feared the worst... arnav ji is all her heart has focused on. nothing else. maybe that's why there was the sensitivity in her that was needed to feel the call...

a memory: and he touches her... she feels it on her ankle, a payal slipping on...

a funny sort of accepting in both that this is no coincidence or hallucination. she articulates it, "aise kyun lag raha hai jaise arnav ji yahin kahin hain?" why does it feel as though he is here somewhere?😕

his eyes say the same. a little lifting of lips as a memory overwhelms him... of picking her up and making her sit up on bed, taking care of her... ah nainital, so long ago, even before he had any idea this might be love, even when he was with another.

she seems to catch the drift of that same memory and recalls what came after. she had run to him in the hospital.😊

the feeling is to real, it seems to galvanize him, he gets up from the floor, and tries to reach up and look at the other side through the ventilator... a kiss by a poolside flashes through their minds...😳

hear, touch, want,... stages of connection.

her eyes grow keener, searching...

both are ready to move toward each other... here, right here.

from an inner space a leap is taken, a boundary scaled and a need lands on the hard harried floor of a warehouse.

both get up and look around for a way to reach something. a note of desperation. restless to find out if what they suspect is indeed true.

and it's time for the next sense. sound. to speak the word. on her lips, "arnav ji," with her eyes closed, as though it is a prayer... but then, isn't it? the lover's name in its purest most sacred call is a call to the eternal... to life itself, isn't it?

arnav ji.

we see him straight after that call. he has heard it... yes, he has... music takes note. an energy a racy urgency in it now, a dynamism, an excitement.. a sense of right here right now.

khushi?

one word... changes everything.

she is here.

his entire focus shifts... she is here. his head turns and this time unerringly it finds the ventilator that looks into the room abutting

he's at the wall again and a sotto voce, throbbing, "khushi!"

her eyes are still shut... then she hears it...eyes open wide.

she is here and in him a vigour fresh and ascendant... khushi!

he's trying to reach her, calling out, straining against the wall, possibly already thinking how to break it down...

khushi!

but she is almost hyperventilating... disbelieving... relief mixing with pent up emotions.

they stand on either side of a ridiculous cardboard wall calling out to each other as though an ocean separates them... just because of the power of acting, i am convinced it does.👏👏👏

"arnav ji, arnav ji!" a smile in her through the tears... "woh woh yahin hain!" he is here.

khushi!

khushi! he is beside himself with emotions of all sorts.. and oh the energy flowing rushing whirling into him... man taking command, taking charge. who cares who is the captive and who the captor... he is asr and his wife is on the other side of the wall and he is going to get her...

not for a second did i doubt he would. no matter what the needs of the narrative, he would get to her. defying the writers and directors, even channel if need be.⭐️

she cries clinging to the wall as he calls her, bangs the wall... like that phone is this wall to her, something that has her arnav ji... and he ready to scale it because it parts him from her.

"khushi, khsuhi, upar ki taraf dekho, ventilator hai..." look up, khushi, there's a ventilator above.

solutions he has looked for all his life, especially when emotions have overwhelmed him. now too. look for a way to solve this situation.

"haan hume dikhi... ek minute ek minute," yes, i have seen, one minute...

she feels the flow of life asserting instantly. there is a way to him... she will solve this problem too... khushi always took action as well, once she had focused on an issue.

he has found a chair and reached the ventilator looking down, "khushi" he calls.

and then the sweetest thing. "khushi dhyan.. dhyan se..." khsuhi, careful! tender urgent voice and like a blessing, ah a note of asr anger, clenched teeth too... "be care.. careful khushi...!"

where is dammit... when the dammit is here all is right with the world... such specific characterisation.

she looks up at the voice, then climbs up onto the box and her first sight of him in days... rabba vey had to burst forth, her heart... it's all her heart talking

and his.

brilliant use of rabba vey to say it all... it gushes forth... no soft trilling in...

a look, a smile, a tear... and a hand reaches the mesh in between, a need to touch, to feel assured, it is you, you are here.

his fingers rise to meet hers. there are doubles and fake walls, but there is a real feeling. and a song too.

as he touches her fingers, the girl to leave whom he only feels taqleef and who maybe for a short while he had feared he may not see, asr is simply moved to tears... this is khushi and he can touch her, see her, hear her.

the love of his life, someone he had never ever thought he would find, in fact how securely he had locked every door to that possibility, yet she had found her way. found her way to him... found him.

i can't believe it's you she wept, exhausted by the emotions of what seems like a lifetime.

"khushi, main..." his voice was tender... what did he want to say?

"akhir humne aapko dhoond hi liya..." i did find you finally, she said jubilant and maybe still a little disbelieving.

he nods with the sweetest smile and then, "dhoond liya tumne." the delivery was outstanding i thought... crisp, cool and dense, with wonder and love in it.

she did find him despite all. and he loved her because she found him... him that had receded so deep within that nothing could reach... she did reach it.

magic moments between two lovers in a darkened miserable place where danger lurked yet was somehow made irrelevant... because dhoond liya tumne, because khushi, i love you... because of a wind you can feel and a song in your being.

she leaned closer as he looked at her as if recording her every little nuance and storing it in him.

she peered at him and a gaze that said she worried.

he reassured her, "khushi, i'm fine!"

"nahin!" her voice was not tender. it was irritated and full of angry love...

with a right she had never shown before, she stormed, you are not well, i knew you were in trouble. why did you lie to me on the phone?

he tried to handle it. "khushi, stop..."

"nahin! hum nahin rukenge..." she is not stopping, she is the aap shut up girl, she is not going to listen to you just because you are asr.

beautiful. normal rhythms of asr khushi surging in...

she is angry, he is trying to stop her. but she rants, i know you aren't ok so why are you lying to me...

how much love is there in every word, every look.

these two actors are not shooting together, yet the matching of emotions the perfect rally of words... not for a second falters. Indi, I have no words to say above because everything was said so perfectly beautiful but I would like to say something here about the body doubles. When I first watched the scene I was blissfully happy, the way it was shot and everything about it. It was perfect but now that I have watched IPK a zillion and one times I now know the body doubles ear, hands, nails, hair etc etc. I get frustrated knowing the most important of scenes was shot not with them together but I also know that only these two actors could carry this scene off incredibly with their body double. Wow, great actors!

"khushi, shh!" he knows she is concerned.. otherwise how dare anyone talk to asr like that...

"ok.. hum sab kuch discuss kar lenge..." we'll discuss everything.

i feel like giggling... how much this man abhors melodrama and high emotion. all the time trying to pull it down to a reasonable "normal" level.

of course, he had to fall for jhalli drama queen. life's law that is.

"pehle mujhe yeh grill todni hogi..." first i have to break thsi grill.

she grabs his hand, you are going nowhere, mister.😉

"khushi, tum chahti ho main tumhare paas aaon..." khushi, you want me to come to you? gently, softly, he asks rhetorically... she was only eight when her loved ones were suddenly gone... maybe he knows how vulnerable she is... a child within still hurting... like him.

he reasons with her...

she won't let go still... he will not shout today, instead, a hand comes up to join their clasped fingers, and, "khushi, main tumhare paas hi hoon, yahin pe." khushi, i am near you... here.

he has never ever spoken to her with his feelings so bare, though he has longed to, now that he has said what he has, that she is before him, the tenderness of the most angry i don't care man sees no need not to flow...

i love you says his every look, every word...

all he wants is her... nothing else.

when she tries to help him with the grill.. "khushi, no, don't! main kar loonga, tumhe lag jaygi.." i'll do it, you'll get hurt... i want to weep. the writing of asr in this different moment is flawless.

"khushi, i said neeche utro..." khushi, i said get down.

"nahin, hum yahan..." no, i here...

imaptient move of head, "khushi, go now..." a peek of asr anger, so natural and a beautiful detail.

"dhyan se! khushi, you ok?" so caring!

no doubt now who is in charge.

"arnav ji!" she panics when she can't see him for an instant.

"khushi, main yahin hoon, i'm right here"... the voice is sure, the look is full of softness.

"main yeh grill todkar uss taraf aa rahan hoon, okay?" i'll break this grill and come to the other side, okay?

"relax."

i pass out quietly at that relax, so so asr.You know that "relax" was the beginning of the nervous Khushi, in my opinion. The cool, all together but zany, crazy girl became a worry wort as the series progressed and during the kidnap escape he said it to her a number of times.

and there's an an interruption by rocky. when asr realises his girl was touched by the cretin, a sharp, "usne mara tumhe?" he hit you? the anger is here...

"ek tarah se accha hi hua warna hum aap tak kaise pahunch paatey..." in a way it was good, she said, how'd i have reached you otherwise.

he strains in anger.

and suddenly his concern for her makes him furious... he says paradoxically, what was the need for you to come here! how did you get here! "khushi tumhe... tumhe kuch ho jata toh." khushi, if something happened to you...

and we are on a road... at night when he had felt he might have lost her...

arnav singh raizada can bear everything but not losing khushi.

"itna bada risk leni ki kya zaroorat thi..?" what was the need to take such a big risk?

she is smiling, he is raging.😡

"khushi, what's so funny! muskara kyun rahi ho!" he is rough and angry.

"itne din jo ho gaye aapke daant sunke," it's been so many days since i heard your scolding.👏

joyous writing... stupendous acting.⭐️

kyun dard hai itna plays... she smiles at him as he looks on at her touching her fingers, giving in to that love. no one, he perhaps feels, loves him as much as this pagal of his. the one who puts mango juice in shoes, and sugar in petrol tanks, and who wants him to shout at her.

all the sadness and longing of the days gone by seep into the frame, as two lovers meet and unite, no matter there is a wall in between...

was this not true uniting too, a consummation? with both hands they grab each other. a rope is passed between the mesh by both as he devises a way to take out the grill. 😳

"you told me tumhe pata hai main musibat mein hoon... kaise..."

khushi, you said you knew i was in trouble... how.

khushi, i love you... she remembers.

that string between them held taut by him, there was always a tie, a dori, a rishta. great touch.👏

the breath... the wind... khushi and asr to me were always about life. never death. to be immortalised they did not need to die like heer ranjha, romeo juliet, laila majnu... they were the lovers of our times who could rave rant fight scream misunderstand nahin understand and love deeply passionately imaginatively, emotionally, physically, with telepathy, and in a way be in the moment and yet transcendent.

this meeting between any two lovers would have been memorable. but this one was so truly khushi asr, including gussa and sanka.

asides
that setting up of a night away using mami ji and her sudden love... stay with your family to khushi... while a bit obvious, filled me with delight... the hugs are here and so is the hut.😳🥳

what was that whole payal in a restaurant with coffee drinker about? was something considered then canned? or was it truly time pass... maybe a screen test for the guy... strange to say the least.😕

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-258

Khushi is in consternation; she saw Arnav went inside the airport, then how he vanished! She is ambiguous, whether he boarded a different plane or not. She reprimands her, it's not a bus depot of Luchnow that he will take a wrong bus. She thinks to tell this to the family. Last time she did a big mistake by hiding Shyam's truth from the family. She can't do the faux pass any more. She also thinks about Anjali, whether she should tell her or not.

Finally Arnav's beloved di is tensed for her brother. 😆 😆 😆 beautiful note of irritation, sohara, i feel it too... for awhile i thought anjali will recover and start acting with the sort of attitude one would expect of an elder sister and one who is educated, intelligent, loving and of a fairly modern mindset despite the poojali effect... but alas. Since he reached London, he didn't call her just for once. He never did this before. She is trying his number continuously, but his phone is also unreachable. Anjali is not taking her medicine also. She anticipates whether he is in trouble or not. Nani tries to mollify her and tells her not to worry in this condition. she was consoling Khushi and now she is panicking for him. She suggests her to call Aman, he must've known everything.

Khushi overhears them and falls in a predicament situation; Anjali is so tensed and not taking her medicine also. She can't take any risk with her health. After all she is her dearest husband's most beloved person. She pretends a phone conversation with Arnav in front of Anjali. Khushi is saying loudly that he is fine. Anjali strides fast to Khushi to talk to Arnav. khushi gets eerie, so she lies that Arnav is going to an important meeting. And he will talk to her later. Anjali gets a bit upset, but tells Khsuhi to remind his night medicine. Anjali sighs a relief.

When Khushi keeps talking on the phone enthusiastically, her phone rings. Nani who was standing right beside her, becomes stupefied. Khushi can't face her any more and runs to her room.

pause: Arnav is right, Khushi is a good actress and easily can hide the truth. Though she lied for the sake of Anjali's health, but I really didn't like her to hide such an important matter to the family. glad you said this, the whole ease with which khushi was shown to be telling little lies, or hiding truths, or watching some idiot on tv and acting bizarrely based on that... tell me what good did it do this girl's character? if khushi was fearless in the opening scenes, how could she be lying all the time now... okay, she wants to allay di's fears... was there no other way? these are the things that were added to just show her to be a "good" girl... silly little damaging things... the writers should have thought harder, because the ultimate impression of this very interesting girl's character got impacted negatively by all this. someone of good conscience you may be but if you lie as if it is not a great matter and conveniently skim over it with a little sorry... says you are not a strong character. i did not appreciate this playing around with khushi and it showed a male writer's complete lack of understanding of the female mind or persona... sorry, ranting is this mami ji hello hi bye bye... Arnav didn't board the plane and after that there is no trace of him, it's not a trivial matter. It's a very serious matter. why Khushi didn't talk to Akash or she could let this matter know to AR's official. khushi's biggest problem is she thinks she can do anything. after all she is KKGSR. this is what i mean... no real thinking through as to what khushi really might do. she is not an idiot even if she thinks she can do everything on her own... this is not a trivial matter as you say. they started treating it as something just important to the telling of the love story, bas... and trivialised it... which was a huge gap in kidnap, for example the way mami says, go spend soem time at gh so that the hut scene could be arrived at without all at shantivan worrying... so your nephew is kidnapped, you guys have seen him being taken, you are not informing the cops, not even akash (and why not akash? why... what was the logic for that?) and rushing about looking at medical stores... and in the middle of that you casually tell someone to go spend time with family... which part of this whole thing sounds real? which is why i guess, i just opted out of the story and stayed focussed on the love story... also the way he is treated when he gets back, as though it is the most normal thing in the world to be kidnapped. no one wants to know how he is, nothing, in fact the whole time he is away, a curious disinterest almost in him... the man is missing, but life just goes on... huh?

i also think around february and the wedding a decision was taken to stop letting ipk feel fresh and normal and make it totally like other serials. try desperately to get the trp numbers in india with the meaningless stuff that only holds up a girl as the saviour of all... especially sasural and patidev. my views on this massacre of a woman's meaning, her role in life, her individuality, etc., i think everyone knows.

ipk as i had felt and known it, was shut down majorly post wedding. but sanaya and barun kept asr khushi incandescent and every once in a way the writers wrote sublime love... plot, minor characters, logic, all that just vanished.

nani senses that something is not right. she asks khushi to know the matter. Khushi tells nani why she didn't go to London. She was pretending to talk to him to abarate Anjali's tension. She apologizes for lying. nani is aghast to hear that, Arnav even didn't reach London. When Khushi sees nani is convulsing, she tries to assuage her that, he must've boarded a different plane, cause she herself was there in the airport. And he also messaged him after reaching London, so she shouldn't worry that much. Nani tries to pacify her worried mind, what Khushi is saying must be true. Khushi tells, her heart says he is fine, he became busy with his work, that's why he couldn't call her. She lied to them because of Anjali, she doesn't want to give her tension.she requests nani not to tell her anything.

Masala mama eavesdrops nani and Khushi's convo. he tells mami everything, but he didn't remember who is worrying for her missing husband. mami can't get him and calls HP to bring juice for her. masala mama thinks, it's HP. when HP brings juice for mami, mami chides him for not telling her that he got married. HP is puzzled, what masala mama is saying. masala mama says it's not him , but the beautiful girl was talking with a senior citizen about her husband, that her husband didn't reach London. mami still can't get what he is saying, when masala mama tells her that the senior citizen was roaming around with a four feet animal Laxmi, mami gets whom he is talking about, it's nani and Khushi. She speaks out loudly that Arnav didn't reach London and phati saree was lying to them. Unfortunately Anjali overhears her. She becomes so tremulous in fear that the milk glass fells from her hand. mami holds her trembling body and calls everybody. All gathers there and tries to comfort her. Anjali is cowering and muttering that chottey didn't reach London. khushi and nani both get flabbergasted to hear this, how she came to know! When shyam asks her how does she know, Akash admonishes to discuss this matter further.

Pause: first time when I watched the episode, my suspicion went to Akash. why he averted such important thing! Whether he was the kidnapper or not! later I realized that he didn't want to increase Anjali's tension further.

The whole family enceindre Anjali, trying to assuage her. shyam looks agitated in anticipation, whether they come to know about his kidnapping, he will be in big trouble.

"where is chottey!"..the thought daunts Anjali. She accuses khushi for lying. Akash is baffled also, how cum Aman didn't tell him anything. khushi tells them that the AR employees from London waited for him whole day, but he didn't show up. When they couldn't get any news of him from the office, they called her. Anjali gets ambiguous about the message. shyam also adds that he messaged after reaching London. He has to point out that ASR reached London, so that nobody searches him. khushi adds, that they said ASR didn't attend the conference and didn't board the flight also. She assumes he didn't board for some other work and took other flight later, that's why he couldn't attend the meeting and checked in the hotel. shyam assents her.

Akash is precarious now, cause bhai knows di would be tensed, then why he didn't call her. He tries his number, but can't reach him. Anjali is worrying more, it never happened before that she left message for him, but he didn't call her back. khushi again tries to pacify her, that everything is fine.

Anjali thinks to call the police, so as Akash. Shyam frightens to hear that and moves out from there. When Akash was about to call the police commissioner, the phone rings. nani is anxious who is calling so late at night! Anjali's trembling hand receives the phone,

"chottey where are you? you know, we are so tensed for you!"

All their faces glint with joy and relief. Khushi's visage suffuses with delight and her lips tremble with emotions.

Anjali berates him how cum he didn't let them know about his arrival in London.

After 10/12 days the handsome visage glints my screen. He is looking a bit disheveled without gelled hair, but his face looks so cute with boyishly guileless in repose. Arnav says sorry to Anjali. she chides him more, why he didn't let them know that he didn't reach London. He lies that his london meeting was postponed, so he came to Scotland for another business deal. Anjali again wants to know if he is fine or not. And he says he is fine. how can he says the truth in gunpoint what was revealed in the next episode.

nani also was waiting eagerly to talk to her dearest grandson. She chides him, she is forgiving him for the last time, next time she will not forgive his temerity. how much busy he remains he has to call the family and let them know about his whereabouts. Like a submissive child Arnav assents meekly. How much his family loves him and how much he adores his family. Though the bonding of his family with him was not shown that much, but it certainly proved in the time of crisis

mami also wants to make sure her Arnav bitua is well or not. And in her style she asks him, what he is bringing for her from scotland? She tells him to bring a skirt for masala mama, if his size is not available. mami's prattle brings a smile on his distraught face.

Akash's turn comes next. He asks him, how cum he doesn't know about the deal in Scotland! Arnav replies nobody knows, not even Aman. It happened in the eleventh hour. He tells Aksh, that he won't be able to keep in touch with them, cause the reception in not good. He forbids him to tell to di, he doesn't want to give her tension.

"Take care of di and Khushi" ...he takes a long pause to utter Khushi. "khushi" the most precious possession of his life. He wants to make sure that the two most beloved person of him stay well during his absence. He really doesn't know whether he will come back to them or not. even to think of this is hard... and that is mainly because one actor has made one character almost a part of my life... asr must live.

my heart constricts painfully to think about that.

the most awaited moment for both Arnav and Khushi comes. Akash passes the phone to Khushi,

rabba ve takes over as khushi holds the phone. The gust of wind blows to pronounce the mehsoos. A spark of impulse quavers as their breath waft through the phone. 👏 👏 👏 👏

His eyes are somber, with the soft twilight reflecting in the flickering depth of it's caramel from them.

His adam's apple bulbs up and down as he swallows in an attempt to thwart a rising wave of emotions.

khushi holds the phone gently as if she is touching him. She walks away from the family, shutting out the world outside to create a gentle cadence that beat in harmony with their thumping heart. i love that shutting out the world thought... yes all that noise... no... just a little kahin aur ek duniya of their own.

She has been longing to hear his voice. The catch in his muffled voice makes tears stream down her cheeks, unchecked.

He utters khushi with an aspirate, always killed me this aspirate as you cal it.with tender love. How intimate her name sounds from his mouth. His voice makes her heart rate go haywire. A sudden deluge of feeling creates havoc in her heart.

He again takes a pause to speak, can't find the right word to articulate his feelings. His heart brims with immense love for her. She remains quiet and bits her lower lip to stop the barrage of tears that are straining at the reins. She is feeling so weak in her knees that she clutches the phone tightly with both of her hands, as if she is holding him tightly to gain the strength what is emanating from him. The mehsoos tells Arnav that she is crying. So to abate her tears he tells her that he is fine.

"mei thek hoon. ok, please maat ro."...hearing his tender admonishment, an intense protective tenderness rushes through her heart. love the "protective". khushi's tears continues unabated, she can't utter a single word. Their heart is connected so deeply that he can anticipates her turbulence. he now admonishes her in ASR tone,

"bas, stop."

rabba ve ascends.

"khushi rona bandh karo. khushi mai..." he is hesitating. His lips are getting more asymmetrical. he keeps trying to say, "khushi main tumko.." He becomes silent for a moment. khushi tightens the grip on the phone more with her both hand. Hearing her name from his mouth again and again, she wants to embrace him now and right now the phone is his proxy. Copious tears are streaming down her beauiful cheek.

"khushi I love you."...he utters the most precious words with quivering lips. Her eyes shut and open in a jolt. Her luminescent, gazelle eyes widen in bewilderment, she gasps inaudibly. a garrulous khushi is in complete impediment. She feels exhilarated with the cascade of emotions pumping through her heart to hear his guileless confession.

His eyes lit with a glimmer of a smile, after releasing the words what he suppressed in his heart since long. These three words, he never said to anybody. He is feeling so content after telling it to his first love, to his khushi. Finally his heart vanquished against his mind. He doesn't know he will be able to see her ever in his life or not, but without telling her his feelings he even can't die peacefully.

What an unique confession, absolutely sublime and surreal, a love that promised to cross all the obstacles, a joy that rose high and refutes to be thwarted.

plz ignore typos and mistakes.

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Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Indi brilliant as always. I have commented very little there are no more words to say and I probably won't write a review for you said it all. Thank you

Originally posted by: DurgaS

Saha na jaaye

Yun bigde halaat, sambhale na jaaye

Aapki berukhi, humse sahi na jaaye

Pehle bhi kahi thi kayi kadvi baatein

Begairat, bemuravvat humey kaha tha aapne

Taqleef thi tab, par chot aaj gehri hai khayi

Bewafai ka taana humse saha na jaaye

Betaab hain ke, ye maamla sulajh jaaye

Zabardasti ka dhaaga, humse na choda jaaye

Karen kya jo aapko, humpe yakeen ho

Yun dekha andekha karna, humse saha na jaaye

DurgaS's Index

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Episode 259-260-261

"Deceptive Phantasm...of Life"

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"I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all in my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again." ~~Nicholas Sparks~~

Life is a teacher , a guru...and all our lives we learn different lessons. The most important lesson, life teaches us is to fight through the tests that life gives us .. not only physically but also with the experiences throughout the life. Among all the knowledge and the test one never forgets about LOVE... love that environs all these...and it is the biggest weapon or shield which guards us ,makes us feel secure ,feel ,and wanted..like Nani said "pyaar toh bade bade pahadon ko hila deta hai... yeh toh Chote hain."

Since the time they have come into each other lives they have been fighting this emotion "Love" as their love is in direct conflict with the lessons they have learnt in their lives...though this love was born out of their mutual hatred ,they have realized that they are incomplete without each other...incomplete as two lonely souls calling to each other...through unspoken words that they understand ,the way they feel each other's pain ,tears...the way they try to shield each other from problems...This is the biggest weapon and shield they have for each other...LOVE... but would both of them express this openly?..no absolutely not..the lessons that life taught them will not allow them to...but life's lessons has no meaning in times of desperation...So Arnav sensing her tears ...her pain on the phone ...wanted to just hold her but unable to do so.He couldn't control his feelings in front of her and uttered those words "I love u" which Khushi had been longing to hear...and how the mighty fall and how the heart has won this battle.

Pause here:Just like she knows he can't say these words easily"itti aasani se nahin keh sakte..." ..he knew on the airport she can't accept easily"kyon fadak padta hai...kyuonle baat aapki hai..." ..."Ziddi jo ho" will come later but it seeps in here.,,,but she did just to make him relief from the pain he was going through as it was his mother's bday..a big loss of his life.Here comes "aap kya jane kisi keh cherey pe muskurahat lane ka sukh"...wish she knew that he was doing all along...to see her smile

Did Khushi only hear the three word spoken??...no not at all.she heard his emotional state behind it and also the hint he threw behind it.what love makes u do..what love makes u understand...For him,She is a cheater, a home breaker but she is the one who had a power to tear his shell and he never could take her out of his heart since the day she fell in his arms or from the circle of this "Fadak padta hai"...And for her ..he is the one who snapped her dori of her dreams but filled every path of her with dreamy desires which she couldn't run away or deny from this Dhak Dhak effect...and now nothing matters among them ...just one thing stands out which they both yearn for each other and that is "Love..."

Now on the other side ,Love also makes you forget some valuable life lessons learnt in one's life when there is a conflict of interest comes in between the lessons learnt with the perspective that love provides the fight in one's life becomes bigger.and that suits in Anjali's case who has refused to fight and believes her husband completely even after he has been caught at wrong places at wrong times...so her fairytale love for her husband and the love for her brother border on clinging.This is the difference between Khushi and Anjali...Khushi dreams about fantasy but Anjali lives in it.

Khushi walks towards her room engulfing into the memories reeling and rearing up in her mind as her heart begins to process the true meaning of Arnav's love which was there all .She gets the answers of all the recent brewing questions of her mind which is understanding the each step of his move and today that revelation is leading her up to him who stays in her heart .While crossing that corridor...She gathers the scattered pearls and strings em together and forms a chain ...a closed loop of their moments which were bringing her closer to the facts , that everything among them always mattered no matter what...

She finally opens the door, the door that has been locked securely by the hatred , the door which had prevented her from glising the truth, she opens the door and finds her Rajkumar within.and who informs her, the wind chime which she put to inform her about his arrival...yes he is here right in her heart...

Her Rajkumar lights up the candle of hope to eliminate the darkness of misunderstandings by spreading the light of trust with his gentle and loving touch... She moves closer to him in his favorite color... red, the symbol of a bride...in her pride to be his without any doubt or fear ...gives her integral and complete faith in his hand with her smiling visage by laying her hand out and he holds it tightly but with honor...The remorse reaches his eyes and the moment his lips slightly parts away ,she puts her finger on em...doesn't need to say or convey...He is her pride and his dignity and her ego...no regrets...She doesn't need any apology ever... A smiling Arnav with glint of pleasure and gratification nods towards the a darkened recess , Khushi follows his eyes with complete trust and faith ..

Song seeps in ...

aaoge jab tum ho sajna...angna phool khilainge...

flowers will bloom in my garden ,when you will come, my love

Barsega sawan jhoom jhoom keh ..do dil aise milainge

the rain will come down... dancing while two hearts will be united

Khushi picks up a pouch and discovers the chain ..chain of pearls..., She holds it in her hand with repletion... he was returning all of those scattered dreams of hers which he took away in their first meeting...Arnav comes closer and adorns her with the pearls by making her his as his equal ...She closes her eyes in the anticipation of his touch which always melts her...arouses her desires ...He starts coming closer to embrace her in him ...to make her his when she strides backward as their trademark... A blushing Khushi runs out to be chased by Arnav who manages to hunt his love near the poolside where the battle of heartbeats started...Where they set challenges to kiss to love to hate ...he captures her in the web of his passion ,in his arms right next to his remorseful heart feels pang of pain which he caused her all this time ...She feels abruptness in the rhythm of this beat and looks deeply in his eyes...He holds her face in his palm in his apology and hurt but she refrains him to feel that way...

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He hands her a SOS, the message in the bottle,A hint..."I love you Khushi..." when mirage meets the reality and she wakes up !!

..Symbolism and connection:We had fire [candle light], wind [ blowing curtains], water, [Pool], Sky [space with stars],...Also they were near the poolside where their love story saw many ups & downs ... in Indian Beliefs [which is Khushi] ...Pearls strung together meaning order and represents cosmic union , a spiritual unity between two individuals...So tonight these two are united spiritually although not yet physically ..,Do not forget that pearls also has stood for consummation ,love and marriage ...in greek methodology...

And here we go to "Khuch theek nahin hai"... that something is terribly wrong. Shows the beginning of kidnap...ASR in ropes with notes of kidnapping track... He shuts his phone by closing his eyes after delivering the message ...Yes he said it finally and her reciprocation was delivered by wind to him...a telepathical connection...but the light of HOPE is right in his vicinity that she might have understood his tension too as he was frozen in that moment of hope holding that phone in his hand right next to his ear...

The ASR turns his fearless head and icy glare at someone who just took his phone... With a gun pointing at his head... he sits in that dark and terrifying place with dim lights, ready for whatever was store in ...

His state of mind gets activated ,the moment she comes to reality, he opens his eyes and stretches his hand out to grab the phone which was lying before him .He ignores the surroundings as there is a determination in those tired eyes which makes him keeping moving forward but his tied hands don't let him...but his lips only shape up her name "Khu..."...

and she gets alert on the other side...she feels him ...calling her...the sadness seeped in her and she sits down ...wind carries the message to him and he tries one more time to reach her...to reach to the phone without giving hope...and that urge of him makes her to get up ...starts thinking...feeling ..."humey pata hai. humara man kah raha hai ki kuchh toh bura hua hai aapke saath.." i know, my mind says, something bad has happened to you.

His energy , his strength goes down..seems like he successfully delivered what he wanted to and now his eyes were shutting down with his head rolling back and he goes unconscious on that chair because of his low sugar level...but she got it ...a provocation...How come Aman doesn't know anything? ...Found out ,No airlines to Scotland that day either, yes she got it "iska matlab hai..."..and that makes her clutching her heart ..."aap kissi musibat main hain"... wife's instinct that something is wrong..and the wrong message on the phone about reaching London...

Khushi startles out from her dreams as her suspicions which were briefly soothing yet provoking every cell of her brain to take caution and so does ASR on the other side of the camera which shows how mentally they are connected...A hyper Khushi begins to take notes of the uncharacteristic events that were played out in the past hour and concludes that there is something fermenting under this stickiness...She finds the clue..The Clue !! ...her brain lights up...It was his tone..!! "unnki Baat Karne ka Taarika "and then she confirms it by recollecting moments of terrace scene, bridge scene and Airport scene ,...and her minds perks up another hint,"Sab Kuch teek chalte hue, itni badi baat nahi kehsakte"... Kuch teek nahi hai, [Nothing is right and added monologue "Kya woh humse kuch kehna chah rahe they " , completely confirms it !!

Camera shifts , "kya hua iseey"...but HOPE lights up...in the form of BOSS...yes he said provide him meds and food ...

For filmy Khushi it is obvious that he can't say these words that easily...This is not his trait...no matter how she reciprocated to her feelings hearing these words which two of them just delivered enough to survive through wind..."Sab Khuch theek chalet wo itti badi baat aasani se nahin keh sakte..wo zaroor kissi mushkil main hain...humara di keh raha hai"..."Khushi I love you echoed one more time.."and that gives her signal.."Kahin unhain koi Khatra tou nahin ..."

Pause here:Their communication device was off in guest house but she knew he was here and he knew she was in danger ...and today again that device is off but she knows he is in danger...

She is in the search within as she can't disclose the news to family, tired the police but door is closed because she needs PROOF...

Pause here:The proof ...which takes her to the man who has snatched away her happiness once...on Diwali ..the chakarvyue is back..as she started those circles of Diyas and today she encircled that address on that newspaper...which encircle Shyam in it ..meaning conection ...,That day Arnav brought Khushi out of that chakarvyue and today she is trying to take him out.But don't forget Arnav went in the circle because of Khushi .

The communication device again is in the picture...which is circling around...to which Arnav couldn't reach to convey her but it is coming to her by the very same person who has tied Arnav from Khushi...

But Shyam also got a straight slap in return of his victory.. He tricks with him over this phone...and holds her hand when she forbids him for touching her...He can't take this and increases his tease..."Konsa aapko Arnavji Phone karne wale hai"...another hint but she couldn't register it because of her pain...and tears flow on its accord...

"Khushi's suspicion arises...as "Will's papers " which Shyam has suddenly stopped asking for."Aapki un main jaan atki hue thi and aura ab unke jane keh baad aapko acahnak unki koi zaroorat nahi.."...Go girl get him...

Which delivers Shyam a message of her heart and he gets irritated with hurt and wants to know why?..."aapke aansoo sirf usske liye bahte hain jo aapko sabse zyada dard diya hai,"[Why do your tears flow only for the one who has given you the most amount of hurt]

"aapko sach mein nahin pata..."[ you really don't know, do you???]... she keeps a victory smile as she says that. Yes she will declare this again..."hum ne sab Arnavji keh liye kiya jinse hum bohat pyar karte hain..."but she is reminding him the day of Diwali too"Dhakanain eik ho gayein" though she didn't remember but He did and that makes his fall down droopy...He never learned anything from his life..did he???Any communication can't make his phantasm disappear no matter what..Love her here though My Slither is out of shape...

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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Episode 259-260-261

"Deceptive Phantasm...of Life"

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"I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all in my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again." ~~Nicholas Sparks~~

Life is a teacher , a guru...and all our lives we learn different lessons. The most important lesson, life teaches us is to fight through the tests that life gives us .. not only physically but also with the experiences throughout the life. Among all the knowledge and the test one never forgets about LOVE... love that environs all these...and it is the biggest weapon or shield which guards us ,makes us feel secure ,feel ,and wanted..like Nani said "pyaar toh bade bade pahadon ko hila deta hai... yeh toh Chote hain."

awesome thought. people really learns a lot and changes accordingly in the walk of life. in the case of arnav, his myriad love for khsuhi compelled him to bow down to her.

Since the time they have come into each other lives they have been fighting this emotion "Love" as their love is in direct conflict with the lessons they have learnt in their lives...though this love was born out of their mutual hatred ,they have realized that they are incomplete without each other...incomplete as two lonely souls calling to each other...through unspoken words that they understand ,the way they feel each other's pain ,tears...the way they try to shield each other from problems...This is the biggest weapon and shield they have for each other...LOVE... but would both of them express this openly?..no absolutely not..the lessons that life taught them will not allow them to...but life's lessons has no meaning in times of desperation...So Arnav sensing her tears ...her pain on the phone ...wanted to just hold her but unable to do so.He couldn't control his feelings in front of her and uttered those words "I love u" which Khushi had been longing to hear...and how the mighty fall and how the heart has won this battle.

Pause here:Just like she knows he can't say these words easily"itti aasani se nahin keh sakte..." ..he knew on the airport she can't accept easily"kyon fadak padta hai...kyuonle baat aapki hai..." ..."Ziddi jo ho" will come later but it seeps in here.,,,but she did just to make him relief from the pain he was going through as it was his mother's bday..a big loss of his life.Here comes "aap kya jane kisi keh cherey pe muskurahat lane ka sukh"...wish she knew that he was doing all along...to see her smile

Did Khushi only hear the three word spoken??...no not at all.she heard his emotional state behind it and also the hint he threw behind it.what love makes u do..what love makes u understand...For him,She is a cheater, a home breaker but she is the one who had a power to tear his shell and he never could take her out of his heart since the day she fell in his arms or from the circle of this "Fadak padta hai"...And for her ..he is the one who snapped her dori of her dreams but filled every path of her with dreamy desires which she couldn't run away or deny from this Dhak Dhak effect...and now nothing matters among them ...just one thing stands out which they both yearn for each other and that is "Love..."

Now on the other side ,Love also makes you forget some valuable life lessons learnt in one's life when there is a conflict of interest comes in between the lessons learnt with the perspective that love provides the fight in one's life becomes bigger.and that suits in Anjali's case who has refused to fight and believes her husband completely even after he has been caught at wrong places at wrong times...so her fairytale love for her husband and the love for her brother border on clinging.This is the difference between Khushi and Anjali...Khushi dreams about fantasy but Anjali lives in it.

well said. anjali didn't want to face reality, she wanted to be in delusional world.

Khushi walks towards her room engulfing into the memories reeling and rearing up in her mind as her heart begins to process the true meaning of Arnav's love which was there all .She gets the answers of all the recent brewing questions of her mind which is understanding the each step of his move and today that revelation is leading her up to him who stays in her heart .While crossing that corridor...She gathers the scattered pearls and strings em together and forms a chain 👏...a closed loop of their moments which were bringing her closer to the facts , that everything among them always mattered no matter what...

She finally opens the door, the door that has been locked securely by the hatred , the door which had prevented her from glimpsing the truth, she opens the door and finds her Rajkumar within.and who informs her, the wind chime which she put to inform her about his arrival...yes he is here right in her heart...

beautifully written. she opens the door what was locked by hatred...wonderful thought.

Her Rajkumar lights up the candle of hope to eliminate the darkness of misunderstandings by spreading the light of trust with his gentle and loving touch... She moves closer to him in his favorite color... red, the symbol of a bride...in her pride to be his without any doubt or fear ...gives her integral and complete faith in his hand with her smiling visage by laying her hand out and he holds it tightly but with honor...The remorse reaches his eyes and the moment his lips slightly parts away ,she puts her finger on em...doesn't need to say or convey...He is her pride and his dignity and her ego...no regrets...She doesn't need any apology ever... A smiling Arnav with glint of pleasure and gratification nods towards the a darkened recess , Khushi follows his eyes with complete trust and faith ..

Song seeps in ...

aaoge jab tum ho sajna...angna phool khilainge...

flowers will bloom in my garden ,when you will come, my love

Barsega sawan jhoom jhoom keh ..do dil aise milainge

the rain will come down... dancing while two hearts will be united

Khushi picks up a pouch and discovers the chain ..chain of pearls..., She holds it in her hand with repletion... he was returning all of those scattered dreams of hers which he took away in their first meeting...Arnav comes closer and adorns her with the pearls by making her his as his equal ...She closes her eyes in the anticipation of his touch which always melts her...arouses her desires ...He starts coming closer to embrace her in him ...to make her his when she strides backward as their trademark... A blushing Khushi runs out to be chased by Arnav who manages to hunt his love near the poolside where the battle of heartbeats started...Where they set challenges to kiss to love to hate ...he captures her in the web of his passion ,in his arms right next to his remorseful heart feels pang of pain which he caused her all this time ...She feels abruptness in the rhythm of this beat and looks deeply in his eyes...He holds her face in his palm in his apology and hurt but she refrains him to feel that way...

absolutely sublime description of khushi's dream. i was elated to see them in same frame after a long time. and it was genuinely their first romance in real.

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He hands her a SOS, the message in the bottle,A hint..."I love you Khushi..." when mirage meets the reality and she wakes up !!

..Symbolism and connection:We had fire [candle light], wind [ blowing curtains], water, [Pool], Sky [space with stars],...Also they were near the poolside where their love story saw many ups & downs ... in Indian Beliefs [which is Khushi] ...Pearls strung together meaning order and represents cosmic union , a spiritual unity between two individuals...So tonight these two are united spiritually although not yet physically ..,Do not forget that pearls also has stood for consummation ,love and marriage ...in greek methodology...👏👏👏

And here we go to "Khuch theek nahin hai"... that something is terribly wrong. Shows the beginning of kidnap...ASR in ropes with notes of kidnapping track... He shuts his phone by closing his eyes after delivering the message ...Yes he said it finally and her reciprocation was delivered by wind to him...a telepathical connection...but the light of HOPE is right in his vicinity that she might have understood his tension too as he was frozen in that moment of hope holding that phone in his hand right next to his ear...

it was torturous to see him in that helpless condition.

The ASR turns his fearless head and icy glare at someone who just took his phone... With a gun pointing at his head... he sits in that dark and terrifying place with dim lights, ready for whatever was store in ...

His state of mind gets activated ,the moment she comes to reality, he opens his eyes and stretches his hand out to grab the phone which was lying before him .He ignores the surroundings as there is a determination in those tired eyes which makes him keeping moving forward but his tied hands don't let him...but his lips only shape up her name "Khu..."...

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and she gets alert on the other side...she feels him ...calling her...the sadness seeped in her and she sits down ...wind carries the message to him and he tries one more time to reach her...to reach to the phone without giving hope...and that urge of him makes her to get up ...starts thinking...feeling ..."humey pata hai. humara man kah raha hai ki kuchh toh bura hua hai aapke saath.." i know, my mind says, something bad has happened to you.

His energy , his strength goes down..seems like he successfully delivered what he wanted to and now his eyes were shutting down with his head rolling back and he goes unconscious on that chair because of his low sugar level...but she got it ...a provocation...How come Aman doesn't know anything? ...Found out ,No airlines to Scotland that day either, yes she got it "iska matlab hai..."..and that makes her clutching her heart ..."aap kissi musibat main hain"... wife's instinct that something is wrong..and the wrong message on the phone about reaching London...

Khushi startles out from her dreams as her suspicions which were briefly soothing yet provoking every cell of her brain to take caution and so does ASR on the other side of the camera which shows how mentally they are connected...A hyper Khushi begins to take notes of the uncharacteristic events that were played out in the past hour and concludes that there is something fermenting under this stickiness...She finds the clue..The Clue !! ...her brain lights up...It was his tone..!! "unnki Baat Karne ka Taarika "and then she confirms it by recollecting moments of terrace scene, bridge scene and Airport scene ,...and her minds perks up another hint,"Sab Kuch teek chalte hue, itni badi baat nahi kehsakte"... Kuch teek nahi hai, [Nothing is right and added monologue "Kya woh humse kuch kehna chah rahe they " , completely confirms it !!

Camera shifts , "kya hua iseey"...but HOPE lights up...in the form of BOSS...yes he said provide him meds and food ...

For filmy Khushi it is obvious that he can't say these words that easily...This is not his trait...no matter how she reciprocated to her feelings hearing these words which two of them just delivered enough to survive through wind..."Sab Khuch theek chalet wo itti badi baat aasani se nahin keh sakte..wo zaroor kissi mushkil main hain...humara di keh raha hai"..."Khushi I love you echoed one more time.."and that gives her signal.."Kahin unhain koi Khatra tou nahin ..."

Pause here:Their communication device was off in guest house but she knew he was here and he knew she was in danger ...and today again that device is off but she knows he is in danger...

She is in the search within as she can't disclose the news to family, tired the police but door is closed because she needs PROOF...

Pause here:The proof ...which takes her to the man who has snatched away her happiness once...on Diwali ..the chakarvyue is back..as she started those circles of Diyas and today she encircled that address on that newspaper...which encircle Shyam in it ..meaning conection ...,That day Arnav brought Khushi out of that chakarvyue and today she is trying to take him out.But don't forget Arnav went in the circle because of Khushi .

The communication device again is in the picture...which is circling around...to which Arnav couldn't reach to convey her but it is coming to her by the very same person who has tied Arnav from Khushi...

But Shyam also got a straight slap in return of his victory.. He tricks with him over this phone...and holds her hand when she forbids him for touching her...He can't take this and increases his tease..."Konsa aapko Arnavji Phone karne wale hai"...another hint but she couldn't register it because of her pain...and tears flow on its accord...

"Khushi's suspicion arises...as "Will's papers " which Shyam has suddenly stopped asking for."Aapki un main jaan atki hue thi and aura ab unke jane keh baad aapko acahnak unki koi zaroorat nahi.."...Go girl get him...

Which delivers Shyam a message of her heart and he gets irritated with hurt and wants to know why?..."aapke aansoo sirf usske liye bahte hain jo aapko sabse zyada dard diya hai,"[Why do your tears flow only for the one who has given you the most amount of hurt]

"aapko sach mein nahin pata..."[ you really don't know, do you???]... she keeps a victory smile as she says that. Yes she will declare this again..."hum ne sab Arnavji keh liye kiya jinse hum bohat pyar karte hain..."but she is reminding him the day of Diwali too"Dhakanain eik ho gayein" though she didn't remember but He did and that makes his fall down droopy...He never learned anything from his life..did he???Any communication can't make his phantasm disappear no matter what..Love her here though My Slither is out of shape...

how he will learn where he is not a human, but a perverted beast!

Lighter but important Note...Khushi nahin dukhi lagti hai...yes Mamiji has found the reason to be with this sanka in the search of Arnav...

Originally posted by: DurgaS

Disclaimer: Please do not copy my work anywhere. If you do, please give credit.

Thanks for the help, Faiqa. 😳

Episode 249 - 250

Saha na jaaye

Yun bigde halaat, sambhale na jaaye

Aapki berukhi, humse sahi na jaaye

Pehle bhi kahi thi kayi kadvi baatein

Begairat, bemuravvat humey kaha tha aapne

Taqleef thi tab, par chot aaj gehri hai khayi

Bewafai ka taana humse saha na jaaye

Betaab hain ke, ye maamla sulajh jaaye

Zabardasti ka dhaaga, humse na choda jaaye

Karen kya jo aapko, humpe yakeen ho

Yun dekha andekha karna, humse saha na jaaye

Translation:

So worsened has the situation, not able to manage

Your indifference, I am not able to bear

Earlier too had uttered many bitter words

Irresponsible, disrespectful, you had called me

Had difficulty then, but today it hurt deep

The fraudster taunt, I am not able to bear

Eager I am, that this matter gets solved

The forced thread I cannot leave

What should I do, that would make you believe me

Your ignoring my presence, I am not able to bear

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