Originally posted by: indi52
i have often wondered why i continued to watch ipk.
i do not really watch shows and am not much into movies or anything in a big way. couldn't understand why i had to had to watch ipk even though i was troubled.
have mentioned it before, i came to the forum on 27 march somewhere after the marriage, when khushi is changing every day and i can't get a grip on what's happening.
most of my early posts were about khushi. wanting her to remain who she was... defending her right to not wear strange wig, asking for a reasonable wardrobe, liking her as she was...
gadzooks, would i go to a thing called an online forum for any other show? and knowing full well it's just a tv serial start engaging in hot and bothered conversations about such a clearly "unimportant" thing?
yet i could not stop myself.
and i kept watching the show even when my nerves screamed for mercy, my brain said "bas".
and if i ask myself why, a few things come to mine... actually 3.
1. three guesses he he... barun sobti as asr. i could not walk away.
2. that understanding of love. no matter how much they forgot to tell a good story, the writers seemed to have a keen sense of an emotion. it was somehow always exciting, thrilling... maybe an almost 26/7 year relationship had taught me stuff and i knew what i saw on the screen was delightful because that is the way it was... the mystery, the unfathomable depth, and yet the craziness, the unpredictability, the need that surmounts all, and that thing in it that scales ordinary mortal calibration... i loved that... i wanted to know what happened to khushi and asr. when he saved her on that cliff top and then said he doesn't need proof, when they spoke to each other through another plane... it all felt well worth it. and of course when they noked and jhoked...
3. the jodi. there's chemistry and there's chemistry. this was explosive, but not only that... it had light in it. i am no saint, thank g, i have all the shades of light and its absence in me... you can have a dark, thick chemistry that takes you to not the best places in you. oh that too is valid and potent... but it is tied to the earth. barun and sanaya can ignite me with one look at each other, but it feels pristine, there is a joy there. a beauty. it's erotic, not dirty. it's energetic, alive, and bright. that not a single hint of dirt amid a consuming erotic appeal... i love that. and they feel so young and vibrant together. i actually have never seen a jodi like this. and words are inadequate really.
and i have to confess as far as i am concerned... if barun left the show, i would too. if sanaya left, i would miss her very badly, but i would still watch to see if things worked out. and if not, i'd still come and look only at you know who...
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