Blast from the Past Thread #25 ** Abducted Dreams ** p 129, ep 257 - Page 106

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

EPISODE 251

Atoot Bandhan

[Knotted relation]

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. "Unknown...

The beautiful opening of this Maha, Rising Sun which illuminates both of them with it's heat and light to remove all the darkness within.A sleepless night was written all over their faces, a dejection from one side was compelling the other to unveil the curtains of expectation layered with hopes and optimism." Unka hum pe bharosa karna bohat zaroori hai..."[ it is imperative that he trust me] ...Usually Sun shines the visage of the moon but moon returns the serenity of Light and peace over the tired ,Hot ,burning all day one .This is what will change over the course.The ASR can't return to his shell and is struggling to be away from one and only one person who he claims "he hates the most..."

The revelation has indeed increased the longing and the need of each each other especially in Khushi who can't see rejection in his eyes and he ca't bear the dejection of smile on her face.

This scene reminded me this song...

Tu chanda mai chandani
Tu taruwar mai shakh re
Tu badal mai bijuri
Tu pachhi mai pat re

Khushi opens the curtain to connect the Sun [ a star , parents's connection] to her Sun [ Arnavji] who is keeping his eyes closed from her "aapki anhon par waise hi jhoot ka parda hai..." [ your eyes are closed under lies].. but his heart and it's connection is disturbed seeing her withdrawing from all the connections, she has built with him so far.The connections of bathroom fights to her Dabba service to her cherish smiles just by giving him troubles has reached to an end ..."ek khamoshi"[Silence] from her side..."Humari taraf se sirf Khamoshi milegi.." [ u will get just silence from me ] ...The conflict of his thoughts in between these connections and understanding that she is changing him the way he was before "Khushi! kya kia tum ne room ko"[What did u do to the room?]...and her painful disconnection..."ise phir se apka bana diya" [I changed it again yours] and all he could do was get affected and yet pretend indifferent !!!.."kyun main uske baare mein itna soch raha hun...uska hona nahon kyuon itna pareshan karta hai...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta..."[Why am I thinking about her ...why everything about her is bothering me...No it doesn't matter to me]

Dhaga,thread which he broke and spread the pearls of her dreams is impossible for him to break as he is the one who made it everlasting by knotting it around them with his PEARL of OCEAN, his LOVE...The LOVE which is way too strong than hate ...This is the LOVE which halts him in his track and makes him turn to her which he couldn't do it yesterday while climbing up and made him realize later in his changed room that he can lose her...a FEAR of distance from his loved one makes him TURN around to grasp her beautiful shiny face but seeing her dejecting herself from her LIFE brings him down ...they both share a gaze of longing before changing directions...yes she won't come to AR to find any excuse tbe near him as she has no RIGHT to be there..."huamin aaj pata chala..."[I found it today]...

She who served him food always , leaves him alone ,halted after seeing no difference in his eyes...His rejection for her which she can't bear...She leaves him settling his own battles within his heart and tormented mind..."bar bar ussi ka khiyal..." [ all thoughts of her] ...

The righteous Khushi is a wounded soul right now and justifying her side by taking his signature to save this connection but her connection with her mind is getting stronger in case of Shyam and his filthiness but she will have to disconnect the ink from these papers after paying a heavy price.That price will make Arnav wake up as Sun did reach to his eyes but took a little time to convey the message to his brain to see a real divine connection in between him and his Khushi where no Zahri [ apparent] connection is needed as their soul has this divine connections already.

Today he can't break this dori of pearls which they share by Fate...He can't pull him off that "mehsoos" feel of air which tingles his feelings for her as fresh as the day one...right next to the poolside when he held her while stumbling with her...since then she has left a mark in him.He is frustrated and way heavy as it's his mother's Bday but all he can think is just "Khushi"..."main kyuon uss keh bare main soch raha hoon"[Why am I thinking of her?] what a nice point you caught Faiqa. I hadn't thought of it. its his ma's bday and only Khushi is on his mind. Like last year he had to say sorry to her. Only one year they have known each other and yet how the relationship has grown.

Her silence is killing her playfulness , Her silence is shattering the togetherness...Her silence is disturbing the ocean...collecting the clouds ...indeed Storm is on the way...but all he could show indifference..."yeh mat samjho ki mujhe nahi pata tum kya karne ki koshish kar rahi ho...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta "[Don't think that I don't know what are you doing..but it doesn't matter to me..]She who can't stand any rift in this connection, any knot in this Dhaaga...Tar but declaring that " "hum ne Dhaga jan bhooj kar nahin bandha par ab jab baandh liya hai tou..."[ I didn't make this knot but if we are connected through it then].. wonderfully sweetly written

Symbolism and connections:She gets panicked over his disconnecting her calls" yeh humra phone kyuon kaat rahe hai" [Why is he disconnecting me?] As he is leaving for London...on her mother's 56^th Birthday Where 5 is divine Grace [sun ...a star ...his mother has showered shine on him today] where 6 is the scarification and poisonous number ...interesting He is meeting both in one day...But his mother will be there to protect him...to awake him...to bring him back to this connection.

Khushi's pain and wound is getting deeper knowing he is in pain she is again the reason increasing it... For Khushi "hum unko jaane nahi denge...aise to kabhi nahi jab hamaare karan unka dard aur badh raha hai..." - time was running out and she had to see him... the entire background and foreground to Anjali-Khushi conversation and how it connected to Arnav who just want to be alone without Khushi..."Stop calling me Khushi..." he knew how she was being impatient and running around to show him the truth - he just wanted to go away without making it more difficult - but when he entered the airport he was still lost in her...only her regardless it is her mother's bday but Khushi is taking over unintentionally..life towards future leaving past behind ....tumhare saath bitaye huwe pal...yaad rehne lag gaye

Today she won't disconnect this communication the way she did in Guest house by leaving her phone down there for him look for her.She will find him...that is her determination..."hum aapko jane nahin daingey" [I won't let you go.

She reaches Airpot, rushes to the door but guards don't let her in, she has forgotten taking change from the cab driver...looking here and there ...a fear lingers and she calls only one person in her need...and the wind delivers her message to his carrier...

"Arnavji"...and Then This Mehsoos ...the connection of wind ... he feels her presence [Finally in years ...mehsoos is back 😊]- and turns around,hey hey singswith them ...when both the lovers smile and get connected through their tears to see each other in the first instant...a few days back he returns his smile in hers while showering flowers...He feels home seeing her smile , and happiness touches her visage.

But ASR has to be rigid... he won't stop and listen...the mention of Shyaam is stabbing the wounded heart...walking away is the only answer for him and disconnecting her is the solution but is it???...No !!!Arnav , who couldn't walk away with the knowledge that she is waiting out for him , her tears are falling on his heart , that connection has crossed the barrier already ...he has hope that the truth will redeem the pain...

Pondering connected dots: On Diwali he stopped communication by telling her to go away.."challi jao yahan se"[just go away from here] and left her there on the other side of the closed glass window...but here she is on the other side of the two way glass door which is opening and closing...that means he is fighting with his own heart and mind and his heart is not letting him close the communication and over rides his brain which is trying it's best to cut off this wire of communication as he turns around...brilliant CVs👏

She keeps calling him till he moves on leaving her shattering over the other side of this glass but he can't move on that easily...not any more...and he comes back to give her that peace..how much he wants to release her from this agony..."aap ruk gaye..." [you didn't go...]..."tum ne zabardasti roka ..."[you have stopped me]...Heart is screaming to accept that I can't move on without you...but mind is taking shape of the course...one side wants to believe her and the other is pulling her apart along with him..."kyun kar rahi ho yeh sab?" [why are you doing all this.] very nice metaphor of her shattering

"kyunki hum aapse baat karna chahte hain!" [because i want to talk to you.]..Her fighting nature with him emerges out with determination... by using her right on him and kets her...a lover in need in him can't let her down.. They both are incomplete without each other..."how can you think that Shyam and I..." and that ticks him again and he starts moving again away from her..."mujhe iss baare mein kuch nahi sunna..." [ Idon't want to hear anything about this.]...She snatches her ticket but he takes it back along with her "pom pom"...for which he once yelled at La...because he can't see any one like his Khushi...very possessive thing in him..

"Koi hai jo yeh prove kar sakta hai ki hum bekasoor hain " [There is someone who can prove that I am innocent] ...BUT does Arnav need anyone to prove her innocence ..NO!! He has crossed that barrier...Khushi is innocent and her herself saying that is more than enough for him at this point ... She has exposed her scars to him openly and his bruises are unveiled to her ..."itni badi saza dain.."[give me that big punishment]...and his 'Bardash ab main nahin kar sakta.."...this is a pure heart talk of two lovers...he comes back and gives her 10 min...He is agonized seeing her proving herself...he doesn't need that...he can'ttolerate that...she is not giving him what he wants to hear...The crowd starts bumping her and the protector provides the shield as always... they will accept each other as is.. that is the nice part.. that he won't have to say sorry and neither she have to prove her innocence

He wants to move away as he can't see her in pain , in tears and he knows the reason too but his state of mind will hurt her more which is asking him to leave...justto avoid the tension for words and the arguments just breaking them in pieces and his raw painful wounds starts bleeding again after her revelation...""Di ne bataaya aap kyun ja rahe hain...agar aap ruk jaate..."[Di has mentioned ,why are you going today?] " which he doesn't want to share but wants to share at this moment...he will do later in her embrace and she will be his healer...

but now at this moment- he gives her waiting time to prove herself... "3 minute hai tumhaare paas..."( number "3" signifies masculine number but always brings victory...attainment) - he sees her panicking -She pleads , commands, forces him to listen to her"aapko sach sunna hoga.."[U have to hear the truth]..."tumne aakhri baar mujhse kuch manga aur maine diya.[you asked me something last time and i gave it to you] now I got a go.. . I loved how she snatched away the ticket, then placed ehr hand on his shoulder, then held his hand.. indeed like you perfectly say.. pleads, commands, forces

And finally he gives in"kyun Khushi,...kyun fadak padta hai tumhe..."[Why it matters to you Khushi]...She embarks with her Right... "kyun...fadak padta hai kyunki baat aapki hai...issliye Fadak padta hai kissi aur ki hoti tou nahin padta...aur agar aap hi chale jaayenge to hum saans hi nahi" [Why it matters because It is you what matters me the most...not anyone else and if u leave like that then how will I breath]

Yes It matters to her to prove her innocence to him because she loves him, she can't live without him either and can't see any suspicious in his eyes. She would rather rise than fall , SHe would rather die than his refusal.

Now he doesn't need anything else but holds her in his embrace, he is speechless, he is stunned seeing raw truth in her eyes which he can't handle just like before when he couldn't see raw connection and tried to wash away..."mujhe koi Fadak nahin padta kissi larki se"... as this is a way of saying I care, it is a way of expression of their innermost feelings all along that shows a deep connection with which they are knotted together.But He has run away again just like before till this TAR brings him back to his Khushi and her innocence...as His heart is screaming that his Khishi is right but his mind still need time..."main ruka tha...kyunki kahi ek hope thi..." how irrational can this love be.. how brilliantly IPK captured it.

She holds on to his hands..."mat jaye"...just like he connected himself to her on that dreadful night...by transferring strength , today she is transferring strength in him ...just like she stopped him to move away from her on Holi and connected him with the strongest connection of all in between them.

Today she is strengthening this relationship and even he is forcefully removing himself but with other hand he is tightening the knot by himself...Just like he made a promise holding her hand in the night that he will never let this angel go away...and he will do whatever it takes to hold her close to him..

He walks away by his last call but for him - walking away from her is the most difficult act - "aisa kyun hota hai jab aap hamaare kareeb hote hain to hamaari dil ke dhadhkane tez ho jaati hai..." - they are connected by heartbeats - tearing apart is never the way forward... no words just their expressions conveyed so much

"Jab jo bura kaha uska koi matlab nahi...jab jo bura kiya uska koi matlab nahi...iss pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahi...bas ek cheez ka matlab hai...ki main hamesha... hamesha tumse.."

These words make him realize the connection which doesn't need explanation because no matter what, he's been always in Love with her and this connection is way above all as La's words..."pyar sab se bada hota hai....

Soon ..."I don't need anything Khushi "will come to make this connection stronger...The connection of pain is what made them realize and questioning their feelings as always.

Khushi's tears halt him..."Kyun aisa feel kar raha hoon...kyun Khushi se door jaane mein itni takleef ho rahi hai.."[Why am I feeling like that?...Whey is it so hard to go away from Khushi..? He finally has found the Tar...the connection...And he turned...to go back to her...But.. an unknown person..[TIME] asks for him..."I'll be gone...but our connection is strong and "jo tum mehsoos karti ho who main mehsoos karta hoon...kyuonke humari dhadkanain ek hain"[ I feel what you feel as our heartbeats become one].. as Khushi is right ..."in sab keh baad hum aapko jane nahin daingey"[after all of this I can't let you go] and indeed he can't break this connection...a connection of hearts...Tar dilon keh...

"Oh, why did people have to be separated before they understood how much they meant to each other?"

Linda Crew

Yes he turned towards his Khushi as he always does...and from now on he will never let her go away from him either...but still they have to cross the barriers of pains to reach to each other's SOULS...

Kyuon Khabon peh tere saiye Hai

Dil kyuon hai Tanha mera

Kyuon Khamoshi hai zuban meri

Ashkon se keh paoon na

Kyuon dard hai itna tere ishq mein

Rabba Ve ...Rabba Ve...Rabba ve

Evil is thinking in the back ground he made his goal...by setting fire n between them...without knowing that he is actually burning with it..

nice effect faiqa! Evil snakewa..

@ In di

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 251

Atoot Bandhan

[Knotted relation]

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. "Unknown...

The beautiful opening of this Maha, Rising Sun which illuminates both of them with it's heat and light to remove all the darkness within.A sleepless night was written all over their faces, a dejection from one side was compelling the other to unveil the curtains of expectation layered with hopes and optimism." Unka hum pe bharosa karna bohat zaroori hai..."[ it is imperative that he trust me] ...Usually Sun shines the visage of the moon but moon returns the serenity of Light and peace over the tired ,Hot ,burning all day one .This is what will change over the course.The ASR can't return to his shell and is struggling to be away from one and only one person who he claims "he hates the most..."

what a significant description of the morning scene.

The revelation has indeed increased the longing and the need of each each other especially in Khushi who can't see rejection in his eyes and he ca't bear the dejection of smile on her face.

This scene reminded me this song...

Tu chanda mai chandani
Tu taruwar mai shakh re
Tu badal mai bijuri
Tu pachhi mai pat re

Khushi opens the curtain to connect the Sun [ a star , parents's connection] to her Sun [ Arnavji] who is keeping his eyes closed from her "aapki anhon par waise hi jhoot ka parda hai..." [ your eyes are closed under lies].. but his heart and it's connection is disturbed seeing her withdrawing from all the connections, she has built with him so far.The connections of bathroom fights to her Dabba service to her cherish smiles just by giving him troubles has reached to an end ..."ek khamoshi"[Silence] from her side..."Humari taraf se sirf Khamoshi milegi.." [ u will get just silence from me ] ...The conflict of his thoughts in between these connections and understanding that she is changing him the way he was before "Khushi! kya kia tum ne room ko"[What did u do to the room?]...and her painful disconnection..."ise phir se apka bana diya" [I changed it again yours] and all he could do was get affected and yet pretend indifferent !!!.."kyun main uske baare mein itna soch raha hun...uska hona nahon kyuon itna pareshan karta hai...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta..."[Why am I thinking about her ...why everything about her is bothering me...No it doesn't matter to me]

Dhaga,thread which he broke and spread the pearls of her dreams is impossible for him to break as he is the one who made it everlasting by knotting it around them with his PEARL of OCEAN, his LOVE...The LOVE which is way too strong than hate ...This is the LOVE which halts him in his track and makes him turn to her which he couldn't do it yesterday while climbing up and made him realize later in his changed room that he can lose her...a FEAR of distance from his loved one makes him TURN around to grasp her beautiful shiny face but seeing her dejecting herself from her LIFE brings him down ...they both share a gaze of longing before changing directions...yes she won't come to AR to find any excuse tbe near him as she has no RIGHT to be there..."huamin aaj pata chala..."[I found it today]...

She who served him food always , leaves him alone ,halted after seeing no difference in his eyes...His rejection for her which she can't bear...She leaves him settling his own battles within his heart and tormented mind..."bar bar ussi ka khiyal..." [ all thoughts of her] ...

The righteous Khushi is a wounded soul right now and justifying her side by taking his signature to save this connection but her connection with her mind is getting stronger in case of Shyam and his filthiness but she will have to disconnect the ink from these papers after paying a heavy price.That price will make Arnav wake up as Sun did reach to his eyes but took a little time to convey the message to his brain to see a real divine connection in between him and his Khushi where no Zahri [ apparent] connection is needed as their soul has this divine connections already.

Today he can't break this dori of pearls which they share by Fate...He can't pull him off that "mehsoos" feel of air which tingles his feelings for her as fresh as the day one...right next to the poolside when he held her while stumbling with her...since then she has left a mark in him.He is frustrated and way heavy as it's his mother's Bday but all he can think is just "Khushi"..."main kyuon uss keh bare main soch raha hoon"[Why am I thinking of her?]

Her silence is killing her playfulness , Her silence is shattering the togetherness...Her silence is disturbing the ocean...collecting the clouds ...indeed Storm is on the way...but all he could show indifference..."yeh mat samjho ki mujhe nahi pata tum kya karne ki koshish kar rahi ho...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta "[Don't think that I don't know what are you doing..but it doesn't matter to me..]She who can't stand any rift in this connection, any knot in this Dhaaga...Tar but declaring that " "hum ne Dhaga jan bhooj kar nahin bandha par ab jab baandh liya hai tou..."[ I didn't make this knot but if we are connected through it then]..

very well said. Her khamoshi was like the silence before the hurricane.

Symbolism and connections:She gets panicked over his disconnecting her calls" yeh humra phone kyuon kaat rahe hai" [Why is he disconnecting me?] As he is leaving for London...on her mother's 56^th Birthday Where 5 is divine Grace [sun ...a star ...his mother has showered shine on him today] where 6 is the scarification and poisonous number ...interesting He is meeting both in one day...But his mother will be there to protect him...to awake him...to bring him back to this connection.

Khushi's pain and wound is getting deeper knowing he is in pain she is again the reason increasing it... For Khushi "hum unko jaane nahi denge...aise to kabhi nahi jab hamaare karan unka dard aur badh raha hai..." - time was running out and she had to see him... the entire background and foreground to Anjali-Khushi conversation and how it connected to Arnav who just want to be alone without Khushi..."Stop calling me Khushi..." he knew how she was being impatient and running around to show him the truth - he just wanted to go away without making it more difficult - but when he entered the airport he was still lost in her...only her regardless it is her mother's bday but Khushi is taking over unintentionally..life towards future leaving past behind ...tumhare saath bitaye huwe pal...yaad rehne lag gaye

Today she won't disconnect this communication the way she did in Guest house by leaving her phone down there for him look for her.She will find him...that is her determination..."hum aapko jane nahin daingey" [I won't let you go.

She reaches Airpot, rushes to the door but guards don't let her in, she has forgotten taking change from the cab driver...looking here and there ...a fear lingers and she calls only one person in her need...and the wind delivers her message to his carrier...

"Arnavji"...and Then This Mehsoos ...the connection of wind ... he feels her presence [Finally in years ...mehsoos is back]- and turns around,hey hey singswith them ...when both the lovers smile and get connected through their tears to see each other in the first instant...a few days back he returns his smile in hers while showering flowers...He feels home seeing her smile , and happiness touches her visage.

it felt so good to see the mehsoos back.

But ASR has to be rigid... he won't stop and listen...the mention of Shyaam is stabbing the wounded heart...walking away is the only answer for him and disconnecting her is the solution but is it???...No !!!Arnav , who couldn't walk away with the knowledge that she is waiting out for him , her tears are falling on his heart , that connection has crossed the barrier already ...he has hope that the truth will redeem the pain...

he wouldn't leave her like that if Barun wouldn't had to go.

Pondering connected dots: On Diwali he stopped communication by telling her to go away.."challi jao yahan se"[just go away from here] and left her there on the other side of the closed glass window...but here she is on the other side of the two way glass door which is opening and closing...that means he is fighting with his own heart and mind and his heart is not letting him close the communication and over rides his brain which is trying it's best to cut off this wire of communication as he turns around...brilliant CVs👏

good thought. His heart indeed was fighting with his mind and the door of hope for Khushi was opening and closing.

She keeps calling him till he moves on leaving her shattering over the other side of this glass but he can't move on that easily...not any more...and he comes back to give her that peace..how much he wants to release her from this agony..."aap ruk gaye..." [you didn't go...]..."tum ne zabardasti roka ..."[you have stopped me]...Heart is screaming to accept that I can't move on without you...but mind is taking shape of the course...one side wants to believe her and the other is pulling her apart along with him..."kyun kar rahi ho yeh sab?" [why are you doing all this.]

"kyunki hum aapse baat karna chahte hain!" [because i want to talk to you.]..Her fighting nature with him emerges out with determination... by using her right on him and kets her...a lover in need in him can't let her down.. They both are incomplete without each other..."how can you think that Shyam and I..." and that ticks him again and he starts moving again away from her..."mujhe iss baare mein kuch nahi sunna..." [ Idon't want to hear anything about this.]...She snatches her ticket but he takes it back along with her "pom pom"...for which he once yelled at La...because he can't see any one like his Khushi...very possessive thing in him..

This pom pom snatching thing revealed later. And when it was shown I completely became dumbfounded thinking how a person can love someone so madly!

"Koi hai jo yeh prove kar sakta hai ki hum bekasoor hain " [There is someone who can prove that I am innocent] ...BUT does Arnav need anyone to prove her innocence ..NO!! He has crossed that barrier...Khushi is innocent and her herself saying that is more than enough for him at this point ... She has exposed her scars to him openly and his bruises are unveiled to her ..."itni badi saza dain.."[give me that big punishment]...and his 'Bardash ab main nahin kar sakta.."...this is a pure heart talk of two lovers...he comes back and gives her 10 min...He is agonized seeing her proving herself...he doesn't need that...he can'ttolerate that...she is not giving him what he wants to hear...The crowd starts bumping her and the protector provides the shield as always...

That I also thought. Why Arnav needed her to prove innocent? He sure could see the truth already in her eyes. so that without any prove he could confess his love to her.

He wants to move away as he can't see her in pain , in tears and he knows the reason too but his state of mind will hurt her more which is asking him to leave...justto avoid the tension for words and the arguments just breaking them in pieces and his raw painful wounds starts bleeding again after her revelation...""Di ne bataaya aap kyun ja rahe hain...agar aap ruk jaate..."[Di has mentioned ,why are you going today?] " which he doesn't want to share but wants to share at this moment...he will do later in her embrace and she will be his healer...

she is always his healer. that's why she always makes him come to her like a magnet.

but now at this moment- he gives her waiting time to prove herself... "3 minute hai tumhaare paas..."( number "3" signifies masculine number but always brings victory...attainment) - he sees her panicking -She pleads , commands, forces him to listen to her"aapko sach sunna hoga.."[U have to hear the truth]..."tumne aakhri baar mujhse kuch manga aur maine diya.[you asked me something last time and i gave it to you] now I got a go...

And finally he gives in"kyun Khushi,...kyun fadak padta hai tumhe..."[Why it matters to you Khushi]...She embarks with her Right... "kyun...fadak padta hai kyunki baat aapki hai...issliye Fadak padta hai kissi aur ki hoti tou nahin padta...aur agar aap hi chale jaayenge to hum saans hi nahi" [Why it matters because It is you what matters me the most...not anyone else and if u leave like that then how will I breath]

Yes It matters to her to prove her innocence to him because she loves him, she can't live without him either and can't see any suspicious in his eyes. She would rather rise than fall , SHe would rather die than his refusal.

Now he doesn't need anything else but holds her in his embrace, he is speechless, he is stunned seeing raw truth in her eyes which he can't handle just like before when he couldn't see raw connection and tried to wash away..."mujhe koi Fadak nahin padta kissi larki se"... as this is a way of saying I care, it is a way of expression of their innermost feelings all along that shows a deep connection with which they are knotted together.But He has run away again just like before till this TAR brings him back to his Khushi and her innocence...as His heart is screaming that his Khishi is right but his mind still need time..."main ruka tha...kyunki kahi ek hope thi..."

She holds on to his hands..."mat jaye"...just like he connected himself to her on that dreadful night...by transferring strength , today she is transferring strength in him ...just like she stopped him to move away from her on Holi and connected him with the strongest connection of all in between them.

Today she is strengthening this relationship and even he is forcefully removing himself but with other hand he is tightening the knot by himself...Just like he made a promise holding her hand in the night that he will never let this angel go away...and he will do whatever it takes to hold her close to him..

He walks away by his last call but for him - walking away from her is the most difficult act - "aisa kyun hota hai jab aap hamaare kareeb hote hain to hamaari dil ke dhadhkane tez ho jaati hai..." - they are connected by heartbeats - tearing apart is never the way forward...

"Jab jo bura kaha uska koi matlab nahi...jab jo bura kiya uska koi matlab nahi...iss pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahi...bas ek cheez ka matlab hai...ki main hamesha... hamesha tumse.."

These words make him realize the connection which doesn't need explanation because no matter what, he's been always in Love with her and this connection is way above all as La's words..."pyar sab se bada hota hai....

Soon ..."I don't need anything Khushi "will come to make this connection stronger...The connection of pain is what made them realize and questioning their feelings as always.

Khushi's tears halt him..."Kyun aisa feel kar raha hoon...kyun Khushi se door jaane mein itni takleef ho rahi hai.."[Why am I feeling like that?...Whey is it so hard to go away from Khushi..? He finally has found the Tar...the connection...And he turned...to go back to her...But.. an unknown person..[TIME] asks for him..."I'll be gone...but our connection is strong and "jo tum mehsoos karti ho who main mehsoos karta hoon...kyuonke humari dhadkanain ek hain"[ I feel what you feel as our heartbeats become one].. as Khushi is right ..."in sab keh baad hum aapko jane nahin daingey"[after all of this I can't let you go] and indeed he can't break this connection...a connection of hearts...Tar dilon keh...

"Oh, why did people have to be separated before they understood how much they meant to each other?"

Linda Crew

Yes he turned towards his Khushi as he always does...and from now on he will never let her go away from him either...but still they have to cross the barriers of pains to reach to each other's SOULS...

Kyuon Khabon peh tere saiye Hai

Dil kyuon hai Tanha mera

Kyuon Khamoshi hai zuban meri

Ashkon se keh paoon na

Kyuon dard hai itna tere ishq mein

Rabba Ve ...Rabba Ve...Rabba ve

Evil is thinking in the back ground he made his goal...by setting fire n between them...without knowing that he is actually burning with it..

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

EPISODE 251

Atoot Bandhan

[Knotted relation]

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. "Unknown...

The beautiful opening of this Maha, Rising Sun which illuminates both of them with it's heat and light to remove all the darkness within.A sleepless night was written all over their faces, a dejection from one side was compelling the other to unveil the curtains of expectation layered with hopes and optimism." Unka hum pe bharosa karna bohat zaroori hai..."[ it is imperative that he trust me] ...Usually Sun shines the visage of the moon but moon returns the serenity of Light and peace over the tired ,Hot ,burning all day one .This is what will change over the course.The ASR can't return to his shell and is struggling to be away from one and only one person who he claims "he hates the most..."

The revelation has indeed increased the longing and the need of each each other especially in Khushi who can't see rejection in his eyes and he ca't bear the dejection of smile on her face.

This scene reminded me this song...

Tu chanda mai chandani
Tu taruwar mai shakh re
Tu badal mai bijuri
Tu pachhi mai pat re

Khushi opens the curtain to connect the Sun [ a star , parents's connection] to her Sun [ Arnavji] who is keeping his eyes closed from her "aapki anhon par waise hi jhoot ka parda hai..." [ your eyes are closed under lies].. but his heart and it's connection is disturbed seeing her withdrawing from all the connections, she has built with him so far.The connections of bathroom fights to her Dabba service to her cherish smiles just by giving him troubles has reached to an end ..."ek khamoshi"[Silence] from her side..."Humari taraf se sirf Khamoshi milegi.." [ u will get just silence from me ] ...The conflict of his thoughts in between these connections and understanding that she is changing him the way he was before "Khushi! kya kia tum ne room ko"[What did u do to the room?]...and her painful disconnection..."ise phir se apka bana diya" [I changed it again yours] and all he could do was get affected and yet pretend indifferent !!!.."kyun main uske baare mein itna soch raha hun...uska hona nahon kyuon itna pareshan karta hai...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta..."[Why am I thinking about her ...why everything about her is bothering me...No it doesn't matter to me]

Dhaga,thread which he broke and spread the pearls of her dreams is impossible for him to break as he is the one who made it everlasting by knotting it around them with his PEARL of OCEAN, his LOVE...The LOVE which is way too strong than hate ...This is the LOVE which halts him in his track and makes him turn to her which he couldn't do it yesterday while climbing up and made him realize later in his changed room that he can lose her...a FEAR of distance from his loved one makes him TURN around to grasp her beautiful shiny face but seeing her dejecting herself from her LIFE brings him down ...they both share a gaze of longing before changing directions...yes she won't come to AR to find any excuse tbe near him as she has no RIGHT to be there..."huamin aaj pata chala..."[I found it today]...

She who served him food always , leaves him alone ,halted after seeing no difference in his eyes...His rejection for her which she can't bear...She leaves him settling his own battles within his heart and tormented mind..."bar bar ussi ka khiyal..." [ all thoughts of her] ...

The righteous Khushi is a wounded soul right now and justifying her side by taking his signature to save this connection but her connection with her mind is getting stronger in case of Shyam and his filthiness but she will have to disconnect the ink from these papers after paying a heavy price.That price will make Arnav wake up as Sun did reach to his eyes but took a little time to convey the message to his brain to see a real divine connection in between him and his Khushi where no Zahri [ apparent] connection is needed as their soul has this divine connections already.

Today he can't break this dori of pearls which they share by Fate...He can't pull him off that "mehsoos" feel of air which tingles his feelings for her as fresh as the day one...right next to the poolside when he held her while stumbling with her...since then she has left a mark in him.He is frustrated and way heavy as it's his mother's Bday but all he can think is just "Khushi"..."main kyuon uss keh bare main soch raha hoon"[Why am I thinking of her?]

Her silence is killing her playfulness , Her silence is shattering the togetherness...Her silence is disturbing the ocean...collecting the clouds ...indeed Storm is on the way...but all he could show indifference..."yeh mat samjho ki mujhe nahi pata tum kya karne ki koshish kar rahi ho...mujhe koi fadak nahi padta "[Don't think that I don't know what are you doing..but it doesn't matter to me..]She who can't stand any rift in this connection, any knot in this Dhaaga...Tar but declaring that " "hum ne Dhaga jan bhooj kar nahin bandha par ab jab baandh liya hai tou..."[ I didn't make this knot but if we are connected through it then]..

Symbolism and connections:She gets panicked over his disconnecting her calls" yeh humra phone kyuon kaat rahe hai" [Why is he disconnecting me?] As he is leaving for London...on her mother's 56^th Birthday Where 5 is divine Grace [sun ...a star ...his mother has showered shine on him today] where 6 is the scarification and poisonous number ...interesting He is meeting both in one day...But his mother will be there to protect him...to awake him...to bring him back to this connection.

Khushi's pain and wound is getting deeper knowing he is in pain she is again the reason increasing it... For Khushi "hum unko jaane nahi denge...aise to kabhi nahi jab hamaare karan unka dard aur badh raha hai..." - time was running out and she had to see him... the entire background and foreground to Anjali-Khushi conversation and how it connected to Arnav who just want to be alone without Khushi..."Stop calling me Khushi..." he knew how she was being impatient and running around to show him the truth - he just wanted to go away without making it more difficult - but when he entered the airport he was still lost in her...only her regardless it is her mother's bday but Khushi is taking over unintentionally..life towards future leaving past behind ....tumhare saath bitaye huwe pal...yaad rehne lag gaye

Today she won't disconnect this communication the way she did in Guest house by leaving her phone down there for him look for her.She will find him...that is her determination..."hum aapko jane nahin daingey" [I won't let you go.

She reaches Airpot, rushes to the door but guards don't let her in, she has forgotten taking change from the cab driver...looking here and there ...a fear lingers and she calls only one person in her need...and the wind delivers her message to his carrier...

"Arnavji"...and Then This Mehsoos ...the connection of wind ... he feels her presence [Finally in years ...mehsoos is back]- and turns around,hey hey singswith them ...when both the lovers smile and get connected through their tears to see each other in the first instant...a few days back he returns his smile in hers while showering flowers...He feels home seeing her smile , and happiness touches her visage.

But ASR has to be rigid... he won't stop and listen...the mention of Shyaam is stabbing the wounded heart...walking away is the only answer for him and disconnecting her is the solution but is it???...No !!!Arnav , who couldn't walk away with the knowledge that she is waiting out for him , her tears are falling on his heart , that connection has crossed the barrier already ...he has hope that the truth will redeem the pain...

Pondering connected dots: On Diwali he stopped communication by telling her to go away.."challi jao yahan se"[just go away from here] and left her there on the other side of the closed glass window...but here she is on the other side of the two way glass door which is opening and closing...that means he is fighting with his own heart and mind and his heart is not letting him close the communication and over rides his brain which is trying it's best to cut off this wire of communication as he turns around...brilliant CVs👏

She keeps calling him till he moves on leaving her shattering over the other side of this glass but he can't move on that easily...not any more...and he comes back to give her that peace..how much he wants to release her from this agony..."aap ruk gaye..." [you didn't go...]..."tum ne zabardasti roka ..."[you have stopped me]...Heart is screaming to accept that I can't move on without you...but mind is taking shape of the course...one side wants to believe her and the other is pulling her apart along with him..."kyun kar rahi ho yeh sab?" [why are you doing all this.]

"kyunki hum aapse baat karna chahte hain!" [because i want to talk to you.]..Her fighting nature with him emerges out with determination... by using her right on him and kets her...a lover in need in him can't let her down.. They both are incomplete without each other..."how can you think that Shyam and I..." and that ticks him again and he starts moving again away from her..."mujhe iss baare mein kuch nahi sunna..." [ Idon't want to hear anything about this.]...She snatches her ticket but he takes it back along with her "pom pom"...for which he once yelled at La...because he can't see any one like his Khushi...very possessive thing in him..

"Koi hai jo yeh prove kar sakta hai ki hum bekasoor hain " [There is someone who can prove that I am innocent] ...BUT does Arnav need anyone to prove her innocence ..NO!! He has crossed that barrier...Khushi is innocent and her herself saying that is more than enough for him at this point ... She has exposed her scars to him openly and his bruises are unveiled to her ..."itni badi saza dain.."[give me that big punishment]...and his 'Bardash ab main nahin kar sakta.."...this is a pure heart talk of two lovers...he comes back and gives her 10 min...He is agonized seeing her proving herself...he doesn't need that...he can'ttolerate that...she is not giving him what he wants to hear...The crowd starts bumping her and the protector provides the shield as always...

He wants to move away as he can't see her in pain , in tears and he knows the reason too but his state of mind will hurt her more which is asking him to leave...justto avoid the tension for words and the arguments just breaking them in pieces and his raw painful wounds starts bleeding again after her revelation...""Di ne bataaya aap kyun ja rahe hain...agar aap ruk jaate..."[Di has mentioned ,why are you going today?] " which he doesn't want to share but wants to share at this moment...he will do later in her embrace and she will be his healer...

but now at this moment- he gives her waiting time to prove herself... "3 minute hai tumhaare paas..."( number "3" signifies masculine number but always brings victory...attainment) - he sees her panicking -She pleads , commands, forces him to listen to her"aapko sach sunna hoga.."[U have to hear the truth]..."tumne aakhri baar mujhse kuch manga aur maine diya.[you asked me something last time and i gave it to you] now I got a go...

And finally he gives in"kyun Khushi,...kyun fadak padta hai tumhe..."[Why it matters to you Khushi]...She embarks with her Right... "kyun...fadak padta hai kyunki baat aapki hai...issliye Fadak padta hai kissi aur ki hoti tou nahin padta...aur agar aap hi chale jaayenge to hum saans hi nahi" [Why it matters because It is you what matters me the most...not anyone else and if u leave like that then how will I breath]

Yes It matters to her to prove her innocence to him because she loves him, she can't live without him either and can't see any suspicious in his eyes. She would rather rise than fall , SHe would rather die than his refusal.

Now he doesn't need anything else but holds her in his embrace, he is speechless, he is stunned seeing raw truth in her eyes which he can't handle just like before when he couldn't see raw connection and tried to wash away..."mujhe koi Fadak nahin padta kissi larki se"... as this is a way of saying I care, it is a way of expression of their innermost feelings all along that shows a deep connection with which they are knotted together.But He has run away again just like before till this TAR brings him back to his Khushi and her innocence...as His heart is screaming that his Khishi is right but his mind still need time..."main ruka tha...kyunki kahi ek hope thi..."

She holds on to his hands..."mat jaye"...just like he connected himself to her on that dreadful night...by transferring strength , today she is transferring strength in him ...just like she stopped him to move away from her on Holi and connected him with the strongest connection of all in between them.

Today she is strengthening this relationship and even he is forcefully removing himself but with other hand he is tightening the knot by himself...Just like he made a promise holding her hand in the night that he will never let this angel go away...and he will do whatever it takes to hold her close to him..

He walks away by his last call but for him - walking away from her is the most difficult act - "aisa kyun hota hai jab aap hamaare kareeb hote hain to hamaari dil ke dhadhkane tez ho jaati hai..." - they are connected by heartbeats - tearing apart is never the way forward...

"Jab jo bura kaha uska koi matlab nahi...jab jo bura kiya uska koi matlab nahi...iss pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahi...bas ek cheez ka matlab hai...ki main hamesha... hamesha tumse.."

These words make him realize the connection which doesn't need explanation because no matter what, he's been always in Love with her and this connection is way above all as La's words..."pyar sab se bada hota hai....

Soon ..."I don't need anything Khushi "will come to make this connection stronger...The connection of pain is what made them realize and questioning their feelings as always.

Khushi's tears halt him..."Kyun aisa feel kar raha hoon...kyun Khushi se door jaane mein itni takleef ho rahi hai.."[Why am I feeling like that?...Whey is it so hard to go away from Khushi..? He finally has found the Tar...the connection...And he turned...to go back to her...But.. an unknown person..[TIME] asks for him..."I'll be gone...but our connection is strong and "jo tum mehsoos karti ho who main mehsoos karta hoon...kyuonke humari dhadkanain ek hain"[ I feel what you feel as our heartbeats become one].. as Khushi is right ..."in sab keh baad hum aapko jane nahin daingey"[after all of this I can't let you go] and indeed he can't break this connection...a connection of hearts...Tar dilon keh...

"Oh, why did people have to be separated before they understood how much they meant to each other?"

Linda Crew

Yes he turned towards his Khushi as he always does...and from now on he will never let her go away from him either...but still they have to cross the barriers of pains to reach to each other's SOULS...

Kyuon Khabon peh tere saiye Hai

Dil kyuon hai Tanha mera

Kyuon Khamoshi hai zuban meri

Ashkon se keh paoon na

Kyuon dard hai itna tere ishq mein

Rabba Ve ...Rabba Ve...Rabba ve

Evil is thinking in the back ground he made his goal...by setting fire n between them...without knowing that he is actually burning with it..

Soulful writing Faiqa, emphasizing on that dil ka taar at every stage.. lovely connection to diwali and glass doors.. those sliding doors always seem to reflect his ambiguity, to be or not to be, the conflict between his head and heart.. you brought in all the symbolism beautifully..
Loved what you said for Khushi.. that underlined, she wanted to leave not before she removes that layer of suspicion from his eyes.. how this girl laid her heart and fed to him on a silver platter was heart wrenching.. "aap hi.. hum saans hi nahi le payenge".. she could withstand a compelled wedding, harassment from a married man, but not the tarnishing of her character in his view..
loved that song connecting all the way..and the quote in the end..
lovely edits esp the airport ones..

Originally posted by: aarwen

Episode 254 - 255

Few random thoughts about the episodes. Mostly am writing for the sake of the lovely flashback sequences that are shown..

As everyone waited sleepily without actually worrying that the son of the house had not called, Khushi's cell phone vibrates. The message read that Arnavji has reached safely. A normal person would be pacified after this, but the woman's instinct knows way better. And she is proven correct in worrying as we are shown the phone at the other end in unknown hands of a strange man.

Payal manages to complete one actual dialogue before Nani shoos her off to bed. The next scene was quite sweet. Khushi lay with her head resting on naniji. Naniji remembering chote as a kid was ok , but I prefer Aakash's memory of being glued during a summer vacation. The slightly startled rueful look and hidden smile from the elder cousin brother as he heard Aakash speak had my imagination go into overdrive. What kind of a kid would chote have been?

Khushi doesn't need another person's memories. She has her own recollection of the man who is now her husband. Who even in his absence is troubling her immensely. Causing her to miss him immensely. A familiar soft long drawn out.. hey hey.. I close my eyes and let those memories take over me as well..

She was hopelessly trapped in the crumbling ruins of the building. No one could hear her except devi maiya. As her tear filled eyes came into focus the very man who presumably had sent her to have this close call with death was frantically trying to save her. Grabbed her arm and pulled her along with him with every right. As everything around them collapsed a love story before my eyes continued to solidify.

She stood in the rain in tears again this time. All she wanted was to go home to celebrate jiji's bday. The man responsible for the tears had come in the nick of time and saved her. Had her safe in his arms as he held her close as raindrops fell in full force. She shivered and he roughly thrust his jacket to her. She stood drenched, her slender fingers clutching the piece of fabric that he had been wearing seconds before.

They were in an SUV this time like many other times. This time he was mad with worry about her. Moments ago he had been mad with jealousy, but as the glass of the bangle cut her wrist drawing out blood, Arnav Singh Raiza forgot everything else except the beautiful girl in pain sitting in in his car's front seat. Dammit use kuch ho jata toh!

They had declared they would not see each other's face again. Would stay away. So then why was he was there on the footsteps of the mandir? Concentrating with single threaded focus on wrapping a bandage on her bleeding ring finger.. Intent on the task..Not looking at her.. Still angry, most probably not even sure why he was there in the first place.

The same fingers desperately clinging on to the same hand. He forcibly wretched his hand away. Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada had been unable to stop him from leaving. Tear stricken she had followed him but his resolute steps took him further from her reach as he strode away.

She misses him. A lot. Sapne mein bhi rabba ve.. We have that all the time.. Welcome to the love struck club Khushi..

Which brings me to Shyam. Strange that he claims to love Khushi , but I think now he does not even like her. Can't stand her. Earlier it was definitely not a pure emotion, but there was some feeling that her presence evoked in him. Now he is quite rude to her, heartless to her plight. Not affected by her in any way. He concetrates on the money. Claiming her as his own plaything perhaps is the only reason she still holds value for him. Also he might want to teach saale saab a lesson. These are his only motivation from what I can see. When we started off there was a certain emotion he felt for this beautiful girl , but know he can only see himself. And nothing past his own self. A sick deranged man. And Abhaas looks also a bit different from how we first saw him.

There is a London conference which has all Indians. And Arnavji is not there.

Sugar Free jilebis. I promise when I was writing that in my first and only OS, till now, I had no idea Khushi had done this on the show. Must have been in memory subconsciously after that first watch. But I did skip a lot of these episodes so maybe I thought of that all by myself.

Another deluge of memories hits her as she rushes into her room. Not in control. Not aware of anything. Not sensible. Not responsible. Not strong. Just in love.

The laad governor lay vulnerable slumped across the kitchen wall asking for sweets. Sweet that were forbidden to him. Sweets that she loved to eat. She held a jilebi tentatively as he trustingly open his mouth to take a bite. Still to weak to open his eyes.

A sadness transcending the frame.. As tears transcend those eyes.. rabba ve.. rabba ve.. She doesn't know why she is in this forlorn state.. Why she is making her favourite jilebis for the man who has left her crying.

A familiar long forgotten song plays as a clear soft earnest voice wonders out loud..

The first time she met this arrogant stranger he locked her up.. Crossed all boundaries of proprietary as he invaded her personal space.. Stood impossibly close.. Steely eyed unmoved by her tears and words.. Till the inertness gave way to scary anger.. Pulled her close and tore her dori.. Pristine pearls rocketed off the hard floor..

Placed money in the hands of the new girl in the big city. His derogatory remarks only succeeded in challenging her further. As Khushi lashed out at ASR the first time he actually tried to help her, he tried hard to control her. Instead lost all semblance of control himself. Saved her from a speeding car as he left her to soak in the rain. Repeatedly completely breaking boundaries. Hate with every fibre of their being. Resist and be unable to resist however hard they tried. Find herself in his arms. Find herself hating him yet unable to stay away.

Finally the memory of a ceremony that irreversibly altered their lives.. A marriage.. Another memory of being proclaimed his wife for the world to see as he carried her in his arms across the temple.. Twirled her, dipped her, touched her, danced with her.. Inflamed her with unbidden feelings..

Did not bother to accuse her. Instead carried out the sentence.. She was a characterless girl out to destroy his di's happiness.. And nothing she said or did would convince him otherwise.. He will not be stopped by her.. He will not listen to her..

What Khushi says from her heart I think I heard for the very first time. In our thread everyone often quotes this soliloquy. It is lovely. This discovery and acceptance of a strange new indescribable feeling. It started off with hatred. That was clear cut, defined. Then came all that could not be put into words. Could not be categorized and neatly classified. There was attraction, concern, excitement, longing, happiness, laughter, togetherness, belonging. And whatever sensible reason there might be to not have any hopes her heart still dared to hope. When there is a feeling with no name, nothing that can truly explain everything going inside you. When it could hurt you yet you want it. Yet you don't want it to leave you. When you miss someone so much that in his absence you talk to the winds.

And really if you could scientifically, logically give reasons for why one person falls in love with a another person I would like to believe that kind of love leaves something to want for. Love is when you have a million reasons and yet they are insufficient to capture all that you feel and sometimes you can't remember a single reason why you feel the way you feel and yet that is all that you feel.

Rhea, although we know the reasons obvious for Khushi's sudden FBs, it did sit well, it filled in the emptiness from her side..loved your beautiful capture of the moments goneby...
yes, shyam's motive seems changed now, he is no more that unharmful sweet PG, upgraded to abductor status.. :)
how did khushi know rabba ve? that was silly.. but the moment they showed the Teej FBs all galthis maaf

Naniji's chote tale had a morale, spoke of his possessiveness protective instincts... that convo with akash had a different flavor altogether.. his being mischievous ...
beautiful rhea

Originally posted by: aarwen

Episode 253

A beautiful word often used in Hindi poetry for Radha Krishna, Ram Sita.. "Virah".. Longing in separation from a lover.. In a soliloquy as Sita remained a captive of Ravana she sings.." She wished she could stop breathing now that she is away from Ram since it is so painful to draw in each breath. Yet the lingering hope of the eyes catching a glimpse of him again keeps her going. And she refuses to close those eyes." I was quite young when I read it and it was supposed to be a religious text. But something told me this is how separation is meant to feel.

Time passes in jolts. Sometimes chunks whizz by and sometimes each millisecond drags into an unending eternity.👏

It is all about love really. How with him lies her sanity, her strength. With him gone everything is dull, unreal, a shadow of what he left behind. He is her sun and the moon can only shine when the sun's life giving rays fall on it. Her center of gravity is no longer in front of her eyes. How meaningless and empty everything is! She is but hollow, incomplete without him.

Very well written. She was so void and mortified without him. Though there was too much animosity, misunderstanding between them. But their suppressed love surmounted everything.

She looks ethereal in white. Forlorn. Her hand curls around his shirt in a fleeting wisp of her memory.👏👏Tonight her lonely hand balls itself into a fist. Uneasy sleep. And a haunting beautiful dream, I confess, details of which I had forgotten from my first watch. Nice in a way. Like am seeing it with fresh eyes for the very first time. A splendid visual imagery that assaults your senses. Nothing grand in this low budget Indian show. The grandeur is when they catch the human emotions and display it for us to revel in. I am no Sigmund Freud. I cannot interpret the dream. But I do see the love. Pearls. Mannat ki chabhi. Her amma's payal. As women's instinct returned in full force. A lover transformed into a seer.

Just loved your thought. Without the grand set, IPK is grand with the presence of two grandest actors named Barun and Sanaya. They are not extremely good looking only, but they are tremendously brilliant in emoting their expressions.

Destiny threw her right in the arms of a steely eyes stranger. He threw the harshest of unthinkable insults at her. A terrible adventure she had landed herself in. A place she could not even imagine remotely. Dressed in her finest and made even more alluring, a dupatta trampled under his feet. His arms around her. A handsome magnetic face that had stared right back at her.. And then had been captivated by her.. lips? Why had it felt unreal, but possibly altered her forever. Irrevocably entangled two lives. He had dared to tear away her pristine pearl dori. Those innocent jewels lay scattered at their feet. Falling as if in slow motion . Magnified hypnotic as they bounced off the hard floor. But had she been more alive than at that moment under his unwavering unnerving stare, slipping away the restrains from her hair to regain back her pride. Alive that's what this dangerous dance with fire had felt like. Khushi Kumari Gupta perhaps always had needed Arnav Singh Raizada to reach her true potential. Or simply to fill in those hollow nooks and corners within her.

Lovely take on their first encounter.

There were so much intensity, so much yearning were there on there first meeting that it felt, they are soul mates and bound to be together.

What made her hold on to a key that belonged to the rude, arrogant, cynical man who made it clear he did not believe in anything nice. Why did his dreams feel precious? Worth guarding with her life. A secret just hers to treasure. An incomprehensible tie already forged with this devil incarnate. Something that safely silently remained in her bright gaudy jhola as a reminder of an inexplicable spark. She had not thrown it away but kept it close.

that mannat ki chabi was one more significant link for their unison.

Her amma's payal.. He had kept that close to him. Tenderly with utmost devotion in his eyes he had placed in on her feet the night she felt like a princess in a fairy tale. Glittering gleaming lights everywhere. People celebrating all around. But just one man before her. Gazing at her like no one had ever looked at her before. Her thoughts taking an unbidden direction. She could not control them that night. Her eyes kept returning to the man who was making her feel like a woman. The most beautiful woman. She had felt a strange sense of exhilaration. Did she understand the power that she held over him? That regular Khushi Kumari Gupta had been enough and more than enough to draw Arnav Singh Raizada in. New sensations flooding and illuminating her being. She knew deep within he wanted her that night and she had wanted him. She was in love. And desire a beautiful expression of that love. He had taken care of her, made her feel safe. Magically conjured her amma's payal and put it on her. His touch has seared her skin and she had craved for more. Not sure what, but there had to be more.

Sublime description of the diwali night.

Oh yeah, he made her feel like the most desirable woman that night.

The jadoo, the nesha, the madhoshiya and she just couldn't hide herself from his yearning look.

But life had gotten complicated. It felt necessary to hate him when all her heart really wanted to do was shower him with affection..with love... Now he was gone and something was terribly undeniably wrong. He was calling out to her.."Khushi.." her name on his lips..his sould reaching out to his soulmate.. her.."Khushi".. A prayer.. A gentle caress.. A cry for help.. Just her.. He needed her.. Just like she needed him.. was nothing without him.. Oblivion.. She had to find him.. Reach him before it was too late.. Urgency.. Panic.. Oh where are you my love?!

Arnav's life was in danger. That's why he was calling her in her dream. It is the divine power of unconditional love.

Tonight she doesn't care if the whole family's sleep is disturbed. Single threaded focus on him. No ego that even after her tearful pleading he boarded the flight. He should be the one to call. No... She will call him. And if he isn't calling, some misfortune has surely befallen him. Not conscious of what everyone is thinking. No necessity to keep up appearances, behave normal, calm, collected. No... Tonight she will just be a loving wife waiting and worrying for husband. He always said we should do what feels right to us and give a damn about what is the expected norm. Tonight she unknowingly embraced it as she emerged a premika...his lover..his wife.. Her sole existence breathes of her love. It is just him. And no one else, nothing else matters but him.

Originally posted by: Horizon

Rhea, although we know the reasons obvious for Khushi's sudden FBs, it did sit well, it filled in the emptiness from her side..loved your beautiful capture of the moments goneby...
yes, shyam's motive seems changed now, he is no more that unharmful sweet PG, upgraded to abductor status.. :)
how did khushi know rabba ve? that was silly.. but the moment they showed the Teej FBs all galthis maaf

Naniji's chote tale had a morale, spoke of his possessiveness protective instincts... that convo with akash had a different flavor altogether.. his being mischievous ...
beautiful rhea

Originally posted by: sohara

What a spectacular take.👏

Yup it's like an OS, not a regular review.

How you depicted Khushis' emotions is awesome.

That dream sure signifies a lot. And your analysis made it more captivating.

It was difficult to high light lines. Cause the whole take is marvelous. Though some lines I marked blue what stood out.

My comments are in purple.

well, this man got introduced here, so it can't be all bad, can it.

was he asr's wicked uncle's ballistically wicked son?

was he a forgotten scion of the malik khandan come to assert his right?

was he a business rival who wanted to kaput asr before ar took over his whole empire... i mean look at the profile, the "stance" of head, and isn't that a brown suit he wears. oh h only one man has copyright in perpetuity over suits of that shade, doesn't he know? maybe it's a fierce battle for the right to own and master that very thing... the brown suit.

this man was too dashing to be just an anybody. maybe he was aman's cool dude younger bro taking revenge on his hapless and sleep deprived elder bro's inconsiderate boss so aman could take over ar.

i mean, who was he?

and who was masala mama, while we are at this? was he a secret messenger for some mega boss called mother? and babli, with that definite nick nack air, was she an infiltrator from the dark side too? she kept the evil eye twitching eviler music embellished enemy aware of her brusque not mushy cousin's cousin's whereabouts and shenanigans.

i mean who were all these people? must be the writers had understood the need for a deep dark fascinating conspiracy against asr and ar and these were the stalwarts of that twist, dhamakedaar twist, in the tail and tale...

surely that black scorpion in the sangeet sequence was a maha hint of this maha twist.
and look look now nani ji is telling the pining khushi that her chhotey hides in brass containers to punish himself if those he loves get chastised. huh? okay, i will not lie, when i heard this the first time, i was irritated but intrigued, was this a major lead, a hint hint, at something to come.

hmm... episode 254. very tired and uninspired day at the production house, maybe the going away of powerhouse actor had winded them and suddenly in the midst of highly notched up shyam melodrama and khushi to the rescue strategy, an honest and forlorn sigh from the show... where are you, arnav ji. how will 20 minutes sell without you. wardrobe, yes yes make that mistake and give that suit to that fellow, at least we'll get to see something that reminds of nasty arrogance...

sat through it hoping to see a dear face, and just because i do have a lot of regard and fondness for nani, khushi and the others... no, not nick nack and extremely nonmasala uncle. but yeah, that profile could have led the story to more exotic vistas... such a "washte". bhelcomes, rocky... how you kept us inventing dreaming believing.

for rocky and the real thriller, a song... and a dance. and if memory has not completely disappeared, in this particular gana a little mistaken identity too.

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 254

well, this man got introduced here, so it can't be all bad, can it.

was he asr's wicked uncle's ballistically wicked son?

was he a forgotten scion of the malik khandan come to assert his right?

was he a business rival who wanted to kaput asr before ar took over his whole empire... i mean look at the profile, the "stance" of head, and isn't that a brown suit he wears. oh h only one man has copyright in perpetuity over suits of that shade, doesn't he know? maybe it's a fierce battle for the right to own and master that very thing... the brown suit. Haha sure if I got it and sold it could make millions..but then if I got it, to sell or not to sell (and keep it close) is the question?

this man was too dashing to be just an anybody. maybe he was aman's cool dude younger bro taking revenge on his hapless and sleep deprived elder bro's inconsiderate boss so aman could take over ar.

i mean, who was he? You know in 257 there is this man from England conference calling Khushi about ASR. That man spoke passable English and had a concentrated AR employee look. And I was immediately thinking everyone misses Arnav. they needed someone to say some English dialogues because they writers miss writing that, the director misses directing someone standing talking on a phone, wardrobe guys wanting to use a suit and story writer may have felt everything is incomplete without a glimpse that reminds you of the kind of man who runs AR.

and who was masala mama, while we are at this? was he a secret messenger for some mega boss called mother? and babli, with that definite nick nack air, was she an infiltrator from the dark side too? she kept the evil eye twitching eviler music embellished enemy aware of her brusque not mushy cousin's cousin's whereabouts and shenanigans. I did think Masala mama has some higher purpose..umm lower purpose.. but Babli darkness of a different kind.. the writers block darkness..

i mean who were all these people? must be the writers had understood the need for a deep dark fascinating conspiracy against asr and ar and these were the stalwarts of that twist, dhamakedaar twist, in the tail and tale...

surely that black scorpion in the sangeet sequence was a maha hint of this maha twist.

and look look now nani ji is telling the pining khushi that her chhotey hides in brass containers to punish himself if those he loves get chastised. huh? okay, i will not lie, when i heard this the first time, i was irritated but intrigued, was this a major lead, a hint hint, at something to come. Ooh I didn't think of the hint.. I just thought there they go making him into some sort of selfless superhero again. why couldn't it be a simple cute memory?

hmm... episode 254. very tired and uninspired day at the production house, maybe the going away of powerhouse actor had winded them and suddenly in the midst of highly notched up shyam melodrama and khushi to the rescue strategy, an honest and forlorn sigh from the show... where are you, arnav ji. how will 20 minutes sell without you. wardrobe, yes yes make that mistake and give that suit to that fellow, at least we'll get to see something that reminds of nasty arrogance...

sat through it hoping to see a dear face, and just because i do have a lot of regard and fondness for nani, khushi and the others... no, not nick nack and extremely nonmasala uncle. but yeah, that profile could have led the story to more exotic vistas... such a "washte". bhelcomes, rocky... how you kept us inventing dreaming believing. sigh.. I sat throught it for BFTP this time.. first time I just frwded to confirm if that dear face showed up.

for rocky and the real thriller, a song... and a dance. and if memory has not completely disappeared, in this particular gana a little mistaken identity too. gumnaan hai koi..badnaam hai koi.. that thriller movie, seen?

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