Blast from the Past Thread #25 ** Abducted Dreams ** p 129, ep 257 - Page 103

Originally posted by: indi52

she isn't on the main thread, kate?

how can we have such short memory... 😳 😕

she was key in many ways. i know many people had problems with sana's acting, but i used to like her slightly gauche and thoughtless but sweet girl portrayal. she was not a great actress perhaps, but she was la... the one who is teflon yet with a funny sensitive streak... there were things in her i could imagine appealing to a man like asr.

in the beginning there was a complex canvas where every colour mattered. then they got desperate for trp, decided only the chemistry was what kept viewers and upped the rabba ve but forgpt the story... so i guess la became immaterial... but she was essential... even for us to understand asr, to get even more aaa around him 😃.

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-250

Khushi gets frenzied to see Shyam in Arnav's cabin. She disgruntles, how dare he invaded her husband's office room surreptitiously! Shyam also gets mad at her for instigating Arnav against him. He already anticipated something, that's why he came to protect himself. When Khushi intends to go, he anticipates that she can go to Arnav to complain. So he inhibits her and admonishes her to come on his way. It's ok with him, if she doesn't want to help, but if she tries to come on his way, he will mess up her life. He tells her, he just needs Arnav's signature on the paper and after that he will tell him whatever Khushi wants him to say. He wants her to rely on him.

"bharosa aur apse!" khushi knows how covetous and atrocious he is. So she doesn't believe in his fallacy.

"You don't have any other option beside this."

In this scene he is pissing me off...really disgusting...but in red Khushi made a good decision but he love for Arnav wil push her back to this filthy man..

The devil now blackmails her, that he will garble her wrongly to Arnav, will tell him that she trapped him in her love. And he knows very well that Arnav will trust him blindly. The creep knows both Arnav and Khushi are vulnerable right now. So he can use it to implement his filthy wish.. Khushi dithers to hear his threat, she also knows Arnav will trust shyam. She just leaves in embroilment.

Khushi thinks to talk to Arnav immediately, she just can't procrastinate this matter. She asks an employee, where is he? Arnav is in the meeting. She waits for him to finish his meeting. Like old Khushi she can't pry his meeting any more. The relationship between them became too bitter. After a long wait when Arnav comes out from his meeting, khushi gets delectable to see him. Her face glints with a smile, but Arnav looks reticent and extremely supercilious. After sharing so much memorable, bittersweet moments with him, his indifference seems almost sacrilegious in her eyes. He ascends up towards his cabin. But how can he be so nonchalant or can't look at her when she is near him. She always makes his head turn towards her. And so he does, he turns on the midway to see her. He also dithers to see her crestfallen face. He comes to his room and still embroiling to think of khushi.

My heart sinks here, He is detaching himself from her , her only family, true one..how hard it is for a girl who is an orphan and is being refused by many times...

Time is passing; a wretched Khushi is waiting for Arnav. The sorrow in her visage is so conspicuous. She looks so derelict in her husband's office that she has to wait in the common area to meet her husband. khushi who is a big foodie, even refuses to drink water. Her life has come to a crux of such situation that she can't even breathe. She later admitted her disquietude in the airport while he was leaving for London. "aap aise chale jayegi to hum saanse nahi le paoongi."

Arnav was also in pain. But today my heart is aching for Khushi more. How can he be so inexorable to the girl he loves so much! Where his cognition gone that he can't differentiate between true or false, judge between right or wrong! Couldn't he see the truth in her eyes; couldn't he sense the desperation in her action, couldn't he think that Khushi can't stoop so low to have an affair with her brother in law. Couldn't he see Khushi can't say such blunt lie!

Soha in between couples...this is the most dangerous thing ever...shaq, doubt as this relationship stands on a thin wire of trust...way too thin and that's why you have to be very careful in this matter in the beginning...then after sometimes, some years understanding develops and you know each other well enough that nothing bothers much...but in this case ARnav's pain is way too much , his BIL and HIs love...and as a boy ...oh boy that is some thing to be anguished.

Time is passing; all the staffs almost left the office. Arnav looks down to see her. Khushi is still waiting. Seeing him looking at her, Khushi's heart pounds in hope that he will talk to her, listen to her. The sad rabba vey ascends in the BG. the most significant events of their life encompass his thought: their wedding night, his revelation on the terrace, their hot talk on the bridge.

He gazes down at her and feels an inexplicable twinge of compassion for her. Even as his tumultuous mind struggles to accept the unimaginable enormity of her grief but he turns around, can't see her face, his heart is fighting with his mind. He leaves the office ignoring her. Khushi runs after him imploring to listen to her,
suniye, suniye. Humari baat to suniye...please listen to me. It's not true, what are you thinking."

But Arnav is implacable, his abhorrence is invincible. He doesn't want her to even atone. He rides his car and lifts the glass of the window. Khushi pleads him incessantly to listen to her, she knocks on the window. But no avail! He is so exasperated that drives away without offering her a ride. He never did this before with Khushi. But he sure looks back at her through the rear view mirror. His heart is also paining to hurt her like this. But his ego is not letting him surrender to his heart. I guess he wants isolation from everybody to assuage his tempestuous mind.

yes especially from Khushi AS HE KNOWS HE IS PAINING HER way too much and in the next epi he said that...Stop calling me Khushi while going to Airport...

He wants to be isolated yes...to figure things out...

khushi mutters a frantic supplication that, he has to believe her. She can't see so much loathe for her in his eyes. She has to make him believe that she never did such despicable act.

"I'll win your trust by hook or by crook."

Sanaya's constrict voice, the pain in her eyes, made my eyes teary again.

Shyam comes there right then to rub salt in her wound. He offers her his hanky and tries to manipulate her again; Arnav will not listen to anybody except him. Khushi also seems impressed by his idea. She just needs him to know the truth.. So she decides to take Shyam's offer. But she wants to read the paper before taking his signature. Shyam also assents and offers her ride! It's good that Khushi didn't accept his offer.

Mami is preparing nimboo-mirchi to allay the bad eye from Babli. She thinks Payal is giving her bad eye. Nani gets frantic to see her immaturity.

Payal comes there with tea and seeing her walking backward, mami thinks her way is working. She wishes to stay away from Payal and wants to keep the lemon-pepper in Babli's room.

While leaving, Payal finds Babli's bandage on the ground. She asks Babli to put it on her hand. But Babli hides her hand fearing to get caught, because she pretended to get hurt. Actually she is not hurt. When Payal insists, Babli behaves very rudely with her. Payal gets disheartens at her behavior.

Khushi is holding the files what Shyam gave to her. She is repugnant, what to do.

shyam comes in her room and provoke her to take Arnav's signature as soon as possible. Khushi enrages to see him in their room. She tells him to behave properly; she needs some time to read the papers. Shyam leaves and khushi consternates, she is really in tizzy.

Shyam's demeanor is really getting into my nerve. How disgusting it is, that he comes to Arnav and Khushi's bedroom every now and then!

😡 when he will be taking shower ...the most hated scene by me

Arnav is working on his laptop. Anjali comes there with coffee. He didn't eat and still working. She asks him, why he works so much?

Let me answer you woman, he works so hard so that you can buy more diaphanous sarees, wear more jewelries and he can leave you with lots of, lots of property so that you and your creep husband can usurp those for your whole life.

I always wonder why she never became a part of AR as a working person

Anjali gives him an envelope and asks him is it necessary to do it?
"di I do it every year."

Anjali cares his face lovingly; she knows how incorrigible he is!

Khushi is in quandary, what she is doing is right or wrong; whether she should do it or not. She keeps the file in her bag. Her eyes go to the stars what are laying on the table. She picks it. She removes all her stuffs from the room.

Arnav enters the room. He roils, not to hear the wind chime, what used to welcome him everyday. He sees there are no stars beside the bed and no Salman khan poster as well. He recollects the scene when Khushi embellished the room with her favorite stuffs. Her clothes are also gone from the closet. Now he is extremely livid, she hollers "Khushi" when Khushi gets in, he charges her in hostile accusatory tone,, what did she do with the room. Khushi replies,

"Yeh se phirse apka bana dia."

"What was the need of that?" he strides towards her angrily,
"you just can't change the thing whenever you want." He holds her hand vehemently and throws the stars from her hand. Khushi winces in pain.

Oh no, he hurts her again by throwing away her stars. He knows well what those stars mean to her! For her these stars are the symbol of her parent's existence. Later he will compensate his misdemeanor by making a room with animated stars and sky.

Arnav berates Khushi scathingly,

"Or who gave you the permission to change the room."

"Nobody and I realized this thing today." Khushi replies with despondence.

He leaves her hand and lower down his gaze in consternation.

"yeh kya naya drama, khushi. hur roz koi naya drama. First acting like a devoted wife, then acted to trouble me. Now you want to be bechari?'

Aww, he loves feisty Khushi, not a woebegone, upset Khushi.

"jab aapko humari shakal dekhna hi pasand nahi hai to humara samaan , humari cheeso se ghira rehna aapko kitni takleef deta hoga"

(I thought as it bothers you to see my face, how much painful it would be to see my stuffs around you.)

This whole scne pain me for so many reasons, stars , her words...I made it again the way it was ...he hates abandonment and that is what she is giving him now and that makes him angry...

With her heart filled with hurt and humiliation, her eyes get teary again and his eyes soften as he gazes at her innocent face. She lifts her pillow and walks towards the poolside. Arnav slams the door shut before she can go outside. He yelps,

"khushi stop it.'

She wants to sleep outside today.

"I don't want to hear any word, neither any explanation nor anything.' He turns her towards him and throws the pillow. Khushi still refutes and he tells her to do whatever he is saying. He admonishes her not to make him angrier. She drags her across the room and makes her sit on the bed. He tells her in stern voice to sleep on the bed.

"that's final, no argument."

He still cares for her...he always regretted make her sleep outside and now he won't...this shows he is mad but doesn't want any detachment...he will never let her go no matter what but he has right to be angry with her "why did she not tell him?"

On their wedding night he threw her out from the room, cuase he was feeling disgusted to share the room with the swindler girl. But today he compelled her to sleep in the room. Cause he really can't breathe without her. Her presence gives him sukoon, peace of mind. He wanted to go far from her. But he couldn't. "Why it's paining so much to leave Khushi? He himself asked him while he was leaving for london. So that he turned to come back to Khushi. But shyam's vicious ploy changed everything.

He turns off the light and goes to the chaise to sleep. He is also convulsing along with her. I thought why didn't he just kissed her and made love to her; his suppressed anger would've lessened a lot.

There is an eerie of silence in the room, but the air speaks volumes of emotions.👏 Both of their anxious face devoid of all traces of sleep.

Khushi is lying down on the bed; her look goes to the file. She is determined now to take Arnav's signature in the paper. Cause she has to fix her relationship with the man whom she loves most.

plz ignore typos.

This song is one of my most favorite and Khushi's thoughts are depicted in this song very well.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwZc9Tavu7s[/YOUTUBE]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwZc9Tavu7s

credit goes to the maker

Originally posted by: aarwen

Episode 251

What I see is a girl in love. Who wants nothing else. No one else but the man she loves dearly and deeply.👏

Murphy's law states that anything that can go wrong will go wrong. Your wallet is empty. Your cab arrives late. You get stuck in a traffic jam. You left your phone at home. And all you want to do is reach the airport on time to stop the person you love the most in the world from leaving. Happens in asli duniya, happened to Khushi as well. she can't enter inside. He isn't picking her calls. How helpless she must be!

Murphy's law is nice here but I don't believe in it...It's all fate and sometimes the things we see as a wrong ones , are actually for the good but we can't see that.

A whimsical gust of wind blew and the one trying to run away knew she was there. The same wind made her turn around so that her starving eyes could get a glimpse of the man she wanted to find. A minute movement of the left muscle near his lips and you know there was a smile. His heart had leapt in joy to see her come. To see her care. Their eyes met. The camera movements managed to give us an illusion of nearness and of distance. She stared. He was within reach yet so far.

He was so desperately wanted to see her face before leaving and that shows a soft ,content smile on his face when he sees her, she is purely his life.

He turned and continued to walk away. She called. He could not bring himself not to answer her call. She needed him to listen to her once. At least once. Just this once. But she uttered the unmentionable name and his fury returned in full force. He cut the call. And strode in the opposite direction from his wife. She stood lifeless. Her fingers reaching out, curled across the glass door. Something brittle yet strong about glass. A barrier between the star crossed lovers. The life slowly slipping away away from her with each step he took that made him more and more unreachable to her. Maybe it was because of this intense agony that her face seemed a little inert. Too much to feel inside. Numb on the outside. Comprehending, processing too complex at the moment. Pain constricting her every breadth...

Really nice way of description of glass in between them.He is so harsh on her but he is actually saving her from his own wrath .He knows he is shattering her and can't see her like that either but he is mad and angry, and in rage he always hurt her, physically and that is what he is saving her from...during GH , he has faced it so many times , he was proved wrong in his views about her and now he wants to buy time to think and recollect his steps.

A slightly abrupt cut of scene. She stood with her eyes lowered and suddenly he was right there before her. "Tumne mujhe jane nai diya". The truth. He could not leave her in the broken state that she was in. A keen sixth sense of perhaps the impending doom which is why she stood tensed. Disoriented and cut off from the surrounding. She had laid her faith on a vicious man doing a right thing. There was gain in this for him so she hoped he would get there. Her last resort to get Arnavji to believe her.

Her distress condition always makes him halt in his steps and today she is way broken and shattered...in tears ...she can't take rejection from him either

Too distraught to care that she was getting pushed by the approaching crowd. But he did. She should not get harmed. Once he started he never could stop being protective of her. He moved closer and framed her with his strong arms on each side. No one else could cause her trouble except he himself. Was that not a tell tale sign of love?

They stood silently staring at each other. The world forgotten. Just two people in love and the certainty of time slipping by. Could he not see the sincerity in her despairing eyes? Tender piano notes chimed in. She tries to stop him. But he is harsh today. Has to be if he wants to remain detached. The last flight announcement has been made. Her time is up. A sense of urgency. He stopped . He wanted her to prove her innocence. Wished it badly. "Kahin ek hope thi ki shayad tum galat nai ho." . He longs for that. But is hurt too many times to take a leap of faith in love again.

Beseeching for him to believe her. Each second my heart clenches and shrinks further. Coiling biting pain like I am seeing someone dear leave. Like I am seeing someone equally dear powerless to hold on to her life. She lost her last chance. "Gotta go now".. When will we hear that accent again? His voice thick with anger. Yet his face seems immobile just like his heart. Everything held in control today. The eyes cant lie though. Windows to his soul they show the torment. She puts her hand on his shoulder. I like this display of right over him just like how moments before she had wretched out the ticket from his grasp.

He jerks her hand away. Why is it important for you to prove your innocence? "kyu tumhe itna farak parta hai"? If he could think clearly in this moment what would he have hoped to hear? "Kyu farak parta hai? Baat aapki hai isliye farak parta hai.. Kisi aur ki hoti toh nai parta.. Agar aap hi aise chale jayenge toh hum saans hi nai le payenge..." Beautiful confession of an everlasting emotion.. She served her heart and all that love on a silver platter to him. Isn't this what he longed to hear. That he was important. He was the center of her universe really. She could not live without him. His wretched eyes know this, his expressions melt and yet he moves away. She reached out and placed her hand in his. "mat jayiye", whimpered his wife. Another valiant effort washed away. He pries away his hand while two girls, one on screen and one off, sob their heart out. It really feels like the last embers of life were slowly leaving her body. It is getting increasingly difficult to watch now. Painful to breath. How will the girl bear this? He gave her a chance and now he really is leaving.

Well said Rhea, it does seem with the suspicion he will come back or not

in pink,his soul was waiting for these words..loop gets closed what he asked before why it matters to u and today she answered him with the honesty of her emotions.

Truthfully, as he strides away, it is not that much the acting today or the general cinematography which did not enhance the features of the actors, but the premise. The crossroad where they are parting ways today. The deluge of memories as they engulf him overwhelm me too. The tenderest unforgettable moments of love that they created for us and each other. One year and two characters who became indispensable to each other and us. I wish there was a magic spell I could cast to suck the sadness and shower them with everlasting happiness. But for now we have to watch them destroy themselves in acute wretched suffering.

He remembers an angelic voice saying "jab bhi aap humare paas aate hai humari dil ki dhakne tez ho jati hai". If only he knew how her heart beat when he came near.. dhak dhak dhak.. He remembers the girl fast asleep holding onto his tshirt. Trusting him enough to be herself around him. "jab jo bura kiya uska koi matlab nai, jab jo buara kaha uska koi matlab nai, is pyar mein sahi galat ka koi matlab ni bas ek chiz ka matlab hai..ki main ..hamesha..hamesha tumse.." . He remembers the impromptu lines he delivered as Ranjha. Where had the words come from since no one gave him what to say.. He has to realize today.. Why does he feel this way. Something exhulting in this love story. You feel it in the happy moments and you also live it in the sad ones. "kyu Khushi se dur jane mein itni takleef ho ri hai?" What his di had told him many many days ago has never been truer. Going away from Khushi is like moving away from life. Death is preferable to separation from her. Again that smile on his features. A split second of happiness. Alas he did turn, but an ominous hand stops him. She stares at the plane flying overhead, we are told he is not in it. It is going to be very lonely without him. But he had smiled slightly before leaving us.

Originally posted by: aarwen

Episode 252

She wandered into her room listless. Their room. But she was alone here tonight. All her pleas unheard by him. He had left her, refused to believe her and gone away. His absence is gnawing within her. An incessant fan noise of some terrible catastrophe about to happen. Her nerves on edge she needed the slightest excuse to panic. He has left behind his medicine strips. Reason readymade.

Instincts of a loving wife have taken over. Wasting no time she rushed to di. Di knows all about her chote's habit. And a little gentle teasing so that bhabhi can calm down. Her bhabhi who looks absolutely crestfallen. Defenseless in the growing overshadowing misery. It is his house. His essence everywhere. He is part of di who is lovingly talking to her right now. And it has been a truly awful day. They have had hateful fights since the day before and he has not spoken to her. Left to go to a distant land across the seas where even his phone won't work right now. Shyam added to her misery. In fact she will soon know he managed to find the papers she thought she had cleverly, carefully hidden safe. So wretched is she in Arnavji's absence that it is making her loose her mind really.

And in a most beautiful gesture of submission Khushi put her head on his di's lap. She can't be close to him, but all these people around her specially his di remind her of him. She loves them as her own. The same di for whose sake he claims he married Khushi. The same di whose marriage he is certain Khushi was out to destroy. In a way being close to di gives her the strength she seeks to survive being apart from him. She cannot mend the gaping hole in her heart alone. She is tired, scared and lonely. So here sitting next to the kindhearted well intentioned elder sister and wrapping her arms around her Khushi reached out to her Arnavji.

Lovely that there is no anger. A little guileless indignation that she repeatedly tried to stop him and he just wouldn't listen to her. Had to go do his own thing. Be an absolute laad governor about the whole thing. Decide what he thinks is right and then refuse to trust her. In her worst of days when she joined AR or started work at Shantivan she would confide in Payal bits and pieces about the laad governor and his rakshas ways. His di is as dear to her. Today she can no longer keep all the longing bottled up inside. She wants a friend and a shoulder to cry on. Words tumble out of her. She can't tell all of the truth but she has to confide something. Anything. Get some respite from the dull throbbing ache within her.

Even the halls and rooms of Shantivan have lost their brightness since he left. The man who talks less, taciturn in manner. Wrapped up in his work, glued to his laptop. Makes servants nervous and hates noise. Yet his presence bathed the house in light and without him there is just gloomy darkness, disturbing shadows and echoes of emptiness. He has gone away only a few hours ago, but it already feels like forever apart from him. Their time together plays before her eyes. I love this girl in love. Missing her sweetheart. Her uncanny premonition that all is not right. Maybe her sub conscience knew he would never walk away leaving her in such a distraught state. He had turned. If only she knew!

Originally posted by: Katelyn

This is our message and gift for Sana Khan's birthday!! Hope that's fine!! Thanks to Supriya for helping with the message!!

Dear Sana,

Happy Birthday!! Keep up the spirit! You are fun and adorable. We love you as Lavanya. We continue to cherish your work in IPKKND though it's been years. All the best for your future! Keep smiling!

Love,

IPKKND Blast from the Past members

(..Anita.., aarwen, AKAD, Arshidiehardfan, ArshiHamesha, BarunDiwani, ,PutijaChalhov, cinthiann1758, DurgaS, Preety_Nebula, Horizon, ipkkndfan30, ina211, indi52, IssK, Javeria3991, Katelyn, kizh72, MehreenB, salooni, Samin6, sigrid, sohara, supriya.arshi, wiwy, and co.)

p.s. Love your dimples!!

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Nice one Rhea👏

Loved this epi because of Khushi's confession and no doubt it seemed that he was leaving for good...but he did manage both of his avenues.

My comments are in between...

Thnx for reading and commenting mine , 250