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Posted: 11 years ago
#11

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha






I simply adore this pictureee...muahhh

ther side The cicles of relationhips are getting stronger too.Optimistic Akash ad his auto love is racing through her front door to patio and then her kitchen window,He tries her best to convince her to think about him and not about his status and family.The only wise thing he says today,"Just tell me do you like me or not?" Payal's tears rolls down in the answer which brings a hope on his face ,"if she didn't say yes ,but didn't say No either."


Atleast these two dont have a mountain of egos..both are simple and outspoken about their feelings and fears and thats the beauty of their relation at this point

Anjali intercedes and wants Khushi to come down to share her big news'.

Khushi turns around aberrantly to assimilate and understand his pain and he turns around for giving her gesture he doesn't care by swallowing the pain but he can't hide this from her.

Her heart knows but she is helpless here in these egocentric walls which he is guarding around him .She leaves him in unfathomable pain by hugging her gobs as both of them are walking parallel at the bank of the same river but she wants to move on.

the unspoken words ...painful stream of mixed emotions and his rawness in handlingly them aptly...all were making the scene tough for him and as you said it was better to leave the place that was the only escape for him


i loved the matt (canvas) effect you have given to this picture..

Pause here:Khushi is a fighter and her belief on DM "she is with me all the time" gives her strength all the time .Its Arnav who never let her move on.Even after contract marriage fight ,she tried and she did but he brought her back always by hook or by crook.


yes Faiqa Khushi always has the core of strength within her and she has the ability to survive all hurt and sorrow. for me he needed her even before marriage as i always believe that ASR could handle Shyam by some other ways also..as marrying Khushi was not the only option but somewhere deep in his core he desperately needed her...even needed her from Shyam...and as you said hook or crook ..she was his girl...

Standing there looking his life walking away felt same but circumstances are not same ,he can twist the game back at his terms as Arnav Singh Raizada khabi haar nahi manta"'..[ASR never loses]There was the moment when he was helpless,couldn't do much for his parents but not today.

all that venom coming out of his mouth was nothing but his defeated EGo and he is not the kind to sit and wait/watch...

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:FROM now on every time when Khushi will go away from him or fear of losing her is settling in his mind as he makes ways to get her back,forced marriage or blackmailing whatever works for him to keep Khushi around him.That fear was at the edge when he almost loses her after kidnapping and he will take a promise from her for not leaving him on Bachelor's night."mujh se wada karo mujhe khabi chor keh nahin jao gi"[Promise me you will never leave me..]

but i sometimes nooo.always pity the poor girl when she had to stay under his command and order...he somehow was never gentle with his verbal conveyance of feelings towards her where his dependency on her mattered..he always hide his weakness behind harsh words and thats what always puzzled Khushi ..but yes he was scared to loose her at any point

He is not at peace until he gets her back at any terms'..He can't let her out of his sight as today the very first time he felt strongly losing her.His jealousy seeing her worrying about other person over him is intoxicating his blood with the venom of possessiveness. He can't handle it as he does not know how?What to do ?How do make things work again?But he has to and he will at his own terms.Yes now you know how does it feel ,right ..when you put her go through like hell announcing your engagement ,and at the top you declared your intensions by telling her "koi matlab nahin hai "[You don't matter to me]then why now?His clenching jaw and glaring eyes delineates his state of mind at her while holding the phone while she gazes up and then steps back sensing his intensions but still concerned about him.

Shock treatment for ASR...much needed 😉

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: Khushi felt strongly jealousy at the bachelor's night when she wants to pull the witch hair'.all the way down to Sheetal track. On the other hand Arnav always feels jealousy,from NK to Shyam and all the way up to reporter during Mrs India contest'

hmm..i wanted them to reach a level above possesiveness..but never got the chance to see that..that would have been the highest level of their love...possesiveness is insecurity and a little bit jealousy...and when you love someone truely you cross these barriers also...

my 2 cents 😛...

In their Eternal Heaven,he is on the mission to destroy every toy to take out his frustrations on her mother as he is angry again at her,why is she taking away something precious from her if she just gave him back under the stars.It seems he is angry at her parents too as Khushi hurt him but why its ok for you to hurt their child but in return she can't do that to you ,may be that's what these twinkling hearts of yours making you understand..Stop hurting her but you are not listening'..still doing the same and thinking the very same'

rose and the thorn theory again...he will learn with time...but its good that he is feeling pain now to understand how it feels


In his contortion after her declaration of engagement,"yeh humari sagai ki anghooti hai"[this is my engagement ring] and La's burning teasing words,"dekhona chamkilli kitni impatient ho rahi hai apne honewale husband se baat karne keh liye"[look how Khushi wants to talk to her fianc impatiently] his agonizing pain was taking life of these plants.Khushi sees his impudence and

He hurt his hand badly and Khushi tries to stop him but his speed gets faster and so is the fear around Khushi."Why are you talking like this'and you are not even paying attention?"

Arnav furiously,"mein kya karoon .. tumhain kya fadak padta hai"[why it matters to you] just like she did 'Ok so now you want her to realize "it does matter isn't it?"He is deeply hurt by her engagement and at this point he wants her to acknowledge it.

He hurts his hand and Khushi's heart with staggering pain "Dekh na chot lag gaye ap ko[you got hurt]as he doesn't let her touch him'but gives her romm to see his inside scorching pain which is written all over'.

funny part was that he is hurt and to relieve himself he is trying to hurt her more as if drawing comfort from her wounds...he knows the damage is irrepairable and he is also in the sinking ship but somewhere he wanted her to lead him out of this mess


this is one scene where my heart churns for her and his inner pain for hurting her

Khushi jerks up along with him when La puts meds on him'and that isn't gone unnoticed by him either' La asks Khushi to help but he declares his intensions in a negative answer to make Khushi feel guilty and bad'..but La forces her.Khushi takes his hand and wrist in her two hands 'such a beautiful assurance from her side as if she is saying if you let me I will hold you '.He is at peace with her touch as "meelon ki thakan door ho gye eik lamas bhare haath se"

kya scene yaar...totally bombastic


As he excogitates at her each move' with his side corner eyes and assured nonchalant La he is happy with her and their marriage.He declares and repudiates to Khushi while telling La,"Aakhon mein dekh kar sab kuch nahin jana jata'.Jo nazar nahin aa raha iss ka matlab yeh nahin who hai nahi"'[u can't find everything by looking into eyes,if there is nothing it means it does not exist]

Atleast he is giving words to his true feelings...lovers usually talk like that...telling someone but means for someone else

Bingo so taunting has big meaning ,He wanted her to understand through his eyes which she did understand but wanted him to say it but he wants his ego chin up.He is bleeding her heart with his words and knows it.He lies to La clearly in his war with Khushi,"I am happy..may be you can't see it but I am"When La gives him a peck,he gets a relief seeing Khushi's uneasiness with jealousy "Fadak padta hai" '.Both are yearning and bleeding internally for each others' proximity and love in this desert of ego'.

for me he was already calm in that frame after conveying his feelings through that msg" Aakhon mein dekh kar " ... but also gathered himself and pacified La about their future together,,as he wanted to show her that he has his own life ahead and she doesnt effect him...

He congratulates her in a taunting tone ,"ajeeb baat hai na, jis din meri engagement announce hui tum mujhe wish karna bhool gayen, aur aab tumhari engagement hui to..[its strange you forgot to congratulate me for my engagement and now your engaement']

"Congratulation Khushi Kumari Gupta, tumhe tumhari..and Khushi's phone rings'

and then he sees her unhappy and uncomfortable talking to her fiance but her talking and paying attention to someone else is unbearable for him '"sab tou tumhari shaadi ki baat se bohat khush hain par tum"..lagta hai tumhain abhi abhi pata laga hai keh larka ameer name hai"''.[everyone is happy you're your egagement but you'it seems you just found out that the guy isn't rich]


Khushi stares at him in confounding way as she can't get him how come a person be so brutal and so gentle [during bandage..Nainital'etc] at the same time.Shaitan and Rajkumar'.She is unable to understand him..Why is he doing that? ..to punish but to who''me or himself..If he is angry so is she ,he throws daggers in anger and she delivers silence in anger.

always always always hurt her with his sharp tongue and then tells her "tumse kitni baar kaha hai mujh se iss tarah baat mat kiya karo "...kyun mr. Raizada...she also holds a heart as delicate as you




👏 lovely post Faiqa ..thank you for so much fun
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Posted: 11 years ago
#12
luved it😃
u both described their pain n helplessness so well hats off to u 👏
missing those days like hell
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Posted: 11 years ago
#13

Originally posted by: Ipoona

Episode 125

Aankho mein dekh kar ...

Chamkili ... ASR ka haat toh pakdho ... Lavanya urges frantically ... Koi zaroorat nahi hai, he instantly rejects the idea ... Mein aapna haath steady rakhoonga, tum bandho ... He will manage without her ... He will stabilize and pull through this ... He does not need her ...

Lavanya ignores him, Don't listen to him Chamkili, tum aao ...

She has Lavanya's permission ... On a day when he thought, all was lost, she was lost to him forever, she sits besides him and holds his hand. She will nurture him through his hurt .

She softly slides her ringed hand over his wrist, her hold not completely able to grasp his thick wrist fully. With her other hand, she gently cups his injured palm, softly closing her fingers over his, holding him steady, as Lavanya wraps the bandage. She is the one who caused him this choat ... She is the one who holds his hand and comforts him. It is not the astringent or bandage that Lavanya applies that takes away his pain. It is her soft touch that heals him more than she can know.

Poona your words are so much rythemic explaining the turmoil between these two...loveddd them so much...i swear you can leave nothing what their heart feels...nothing can escape from you...and you have done full justice to this beautiful moment...i see it as a promise from Khushi to Arnav ...she holds his wounded hand one from above and the other from below as if telling him no matter what i will be with you in happiness (upper hand) and sorrow (lower hand/low times) and the gentle way she advanced her hand reflected her love and the comfort he felt on her touch was an unsaid promise

She could not leave without seeing him. Thankful that the playful teasing in the living room was done and she had escaped to find him. She had been shocked to find him in his garden, hacking away at his plants, unmindfully destructive. Plants, she knows, he has nurtured from seedling, he had mutilated without a thought.

Budding flowers, new leaves, fresh shoots ... He had slaughtered them in a careless frenzy, determined to obliterate them as he had struggled to slash the budding hope that had taken root in his heart. His one palliative, his one emollient, he destroys with a vengeance. He will not allow any thing to grow ... Not allow one new bud to flower ... Not one new leaf to unfurl ... Not one tiny hope to take root ... He will slash them all ...
awesome 👏 👏 what all his heart felt or rather his attemp to get strong after a massive defeat...he hurt another life along with Khusi but his temper has no mercy or reasoning right now
Fearfully aghast at his thoughtless rampage, she had tried to stop him. Aap jantay bhi hai ki aap phool kaat rahay hay ? His mother too had coached him, Kanto ka gussa phoolon par mat nikalo. But he had remembered none of it. Tumhay kya Farak padta hai, he had gashed combatively, his hands working furiously. As she had feared, his hand had slipped and the shears had slashed across his palm, blooding it in an instant.

The pain had almost been a welcome relief for him. She had gasped and rushed to him, plaintively reprimanding him, Dekha, choat lag gai na aapko ... She had reached to grab his injured hand. He had jerked his hand out of her reach. He will not let her touch him. Choat ? His had looked at her, his eyes flashing his hostile disdain. She is worried about this choat ?!? How about the choat she inflicted not a hour ago ? What about that choat Khushi ? Where's your concern for that ?
was he trying to lessen the engagement choat with the hand choat...whatever he tried but he only made her...his source of pain...

Lavanya had walked in on them, startling them both. She had rushed to ASR, frantically instructing Hari Parkash to bring the first aid kit.

Khushi had stood at a distance, an intruder, watching Lavanya as she had cleaned his wound. She had cringed and gasped with him as he had hissed in pain. His pain had stabbed at her heart. He had watched from under his lids and seen her anguish.

who can say they are two..one is hurt other feels pain..one is weak and the other seeks strength...one thinks something and the other gives word...they both know the loss they have generated.

Now she sat, holding his palm in his hand, wishing to take away his pain.

Lavanya looks at him, amazed that he can be so stoic through all of this. ASR, tum kabhi kisi cheezay pay react hi nahin kartay ... Do the images of the last hour, his stunned paralysis, his uncontrolled passion, flare in their minds ?

Lavanya continues, She wants to know if is he happy ... Is he excited ? Happy with her ... Their love? The thought if their lives together ?

He struggles to pulls in air, Aankon mein dehk kar saab kuch nahi jana jata, Lavanya, agar koi cheeze dikh nahi rahi hai, is ka yeh matlab nahi ki voh hai hi nahi ...

He addresses it to Lavanya, but he says it to her ...

happy he finally did that..

How could you not see ? Did I need to say it ? Did I need to word
It? Did you too not see past the anger in my eyes ? I know what I saw in yours ... How could you not feel it ? I have been shouting it since I met you ... My eyes ... My soul .. Every pore of my body has been talking to you and you think it is not there because I did not utter the words ... Take a deeper look ... You will find it ... It is there ...

Without a moments remorse, he looks at Lavanya and lies to her as he had lied to his Di days earlier. Mein khush hoon. Shaid tum dehk nahi pa rahi, par bahut khush hoon. Lavanya kisses him tenderly on his cheek and leaves after a bit of teasing ... Khushi is going on a her first date with her fiance, she smilingly informs ASR. Khushi's heart dips at Lavanya's casual ease with him ... Her easy familiarity ... Her Haq.

dagger dagger game and she hurt herself too...wish they could ignore their pain and swallow their pride at that moment and let their hearts talk without any facade.

Ek minute Khushi, he addresses her, as she too is about to leave. He addresses her as he has never done so before, with a hint of calm everyday politeness ... He attempts to adjust to the cold reality of their new situation ... She is not his any more ... Isn't it strange how he too forgot to congratulate her, just like she had ? Congratulations ... Miss Khushi Kumari Gupta ... Tumhay tumhari ...

Her phone interrupts him. It is he. Ji Shayamji, she answers softly into the phone.

Until now, he had only viewed her as lost to him. He had fiercely battled every thought of the other man and obliterated it ... But now ... The other man, he is real ... He can call her and ask her ... What time are you coming home ? He can take her out on a date ... And there is nothing he can do about it ... His chest expands, as he drags in air.

Nothing escapes him ... She is not happy ... A single weapon left in his arsenal. He uses it skillfully, without compunction, without guilt, finding his mark easily. Kya hua ? He inquires insincerely, walking up to her, Sab toh tumhari sagai say bahut khush hai, par tum ? Looks like you just found out that he is not a rich man ...
no matter how much he hurts and humilates her...his wrongs cant become right by doing that..he is responsible for what he has done and the venom he is oozing will inflict pain on him as well...to a larger extend than what he has expected for her

Too bad Khushi ... His eyes flash remorselessly ...



👏 👏 Love reading your lovely post


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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: bidz


Lastly, I am still confused his statement about "aakhon me jo dikhta hai woh hamesha sahi nahin hota hai...". I thought his eyes always spoke volumes. Even when he proclaimed "tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin hai", his eyes proclaimed just the opposite. So what the hell does this statement mean? Poona, arshi, horizon, zombie??




Bids he said " ankhon main dekh kar sab kuch nahi jaana jata lavanya,,,
agar koi cheez nazar nahi aa rahi hai to
iska matlab yeh nahi ke woh hai hi nahi "

if she cant see love in his eyes that doesnt mean that he doesnt love her
this is literal meaning and was meant for khushi..indirect msg
as you said he proclaimed "tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin hai" that time also he didnt mean that...most of the times in anger he said what he doesnt meant...
and many times he has to clear by saying " mera woh matlab nahi tha "
even Khushi told him once "har baar aap ke kehne ka matlab kuch auur he hota hai... aap khud bhi jaante hai ke woh matlab kya hai "

but here he was saying it direct dil se for her to read between the lines




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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: bidz

Arshi and poona,

you have brought out the emotions so beautifully.

arshi - loved your lines on Khushi's silence when she is really really upset with people she loves the most - devi maiyya and arnav ji. you are probably correct. He wanted her to snap so he could say something. Silence doesn't give people much of a leeway. That is why he again said the same thing when he saw that "sasta bracelet" on her hand. The funny thing is that Arnav was so correct. "kahin woh aadmi is bracelet ke jaisa sasta na ho". Hit the target Arnav. He was all that and more...

Khushi and her silence always bugs him , your fav scene before the bangle gets her wrist...he is a treat to watch over her silence huffing and puffing😆

I loved how he dared her to take the phone from his hands when Shyam was calling. If looks could kill



BTW, I loved Lavanya for being the messenger here. First she told him about Khushi's date, then told him about how eager Khushi was to speak to her fiance😆

Lastly, I am still confused his statement about "aakhon me jo dikhta hai woh hamesha sahi nahin hota hai...". I thought his eyes always spoke volumes. Even when he proclaimed "tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin hai", his eyes proclaimed just the opposite. So what the hell does this statement mean? Poona, arshi, horizon, zombie??




Thnx Bidz😊

Jumping to your post of question first.

From my perspective it has two meanings...

First he said it for himself for Khushi who is asking him "Aapko kya fadak pdta hai..." and not getting it.He was completely bared skin to her today and she saw him raw today too but again his confused nature makes her confuse more than ever.She just had one bad experience with him amd it will affect her a very long time since then.Her heart trusts him but Brain questions that credibility as always.She always wants things verbalized for her and he wants her to understand it as during Bangles scene he mentions"Zaroori nahin tumhare har sawal ka jawab diya jaye" as he wants her to grasp things on her own but she wants a confession always .

Diwali isn't the first time, later forced marriage, then after kidnapping Anjali's state of mand makes him explode at her.."Aap shaitan thay aur shaitan hi rahaingey"...

Her side turns towards her man 180 degrees after seeing him standing up for her in front of Dadi and all the way when he takes her to his mother's garden and declares her his mother's Bahu..and his ardhangini...

Second this is for Khushi's eyes which speak the truth as always and he is thinking may be he misjudges her on Diwali, may be there is not enough and that's what makes him asking her meri sagai ho na ho tumhain iss se kya Fadak padta hai...as he is hurt saying all because the fear losing her is way too much.She couldn't even say the word sagai makes it confirmation for him and then he forces her to accept it but she is mini of him with double of Ego...Zidi jo ho...

OK tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin hai...is just another thing to dissolve the things for him , to make him stand tall , no meaning at all...as jab jab bura kaha koi matlab nanih...

Thnx Bidz
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Posted: 11 years ago
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comment in blue zombie. I am having lot of fun with this discussion😊

Originally posted by: zzoombie


Bids he said " ankhon main dekh kar sab kuch nahi jaana jata lavanya,,,
agar koi cheez nazar nahi aa rahi hai to
iska matlab yeh nahi ke woh hai hi nahi "

if she cant see love in his eyes that doesnt mean that he doesnt love her

That is my point. I thought love was always visible in his eyes. so why is he saying that if it is not visible etc..etc..etc... the mouth is that says idiotic things. his eyes never lied. or are you saying that love was not visible in his eyes when he said tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin.

this is literal meaning and was meant for khushi..indirect msg
as you said he proclaimed "tumhari koi ehmiyat nahin hai" that time also he didnt mean that...most of the times in anger he said what he doesnt meant...
and many times he has to clear by saying " mera woh matlab nahi tha "
even Khushi told him once "har baar aap ke kehne ka matlab kuch auur he hota hai... aap khud bhi jaante hai ke woh matlab kya hai "

but here he was saying it direct dil se for her to read between the lines




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Posted: 11 years ago
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arshi,

I loved how he stood up for her during the dadi track. How he stepped out of dadi's room since Khushi wasn't allowed inside. How he told her that she is his wife and she can do what she wants when dadi accuses her of going through their family albums. ufff...this guy kills me everyday.

And I thought I had moved on. I seriously had...until you and poona got me right back into this.


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Posted: 11 years ago
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see he has no idea what all damage he had given her.
he is only concerned about his heartbreak right now
her engagement...why she said yes to Shyam..why she didnt tell him
and if she is engaged then why..
hasnt she seen love in his eyes for her...like you said love was always visible in his eyes
but for Khushi his eyes and words were always conflicting,
he always killed the real meaning of what eyes conveyed with his words
and khushi was never dependent on non verbal language as far as the question of surrendering in love is concerned.
she gave her last 100% to their marriage only when he said "i love you dammit"
and confessed next day...never before that..



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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: Ipoona

Episode 125

Aankho mein dekh kar ...

Chamkili ... ASR ka haat toh pakdho ... Lavanya urges frantically ... Koi zaroorat nahi hai, he instantly rejects the idea ... Mein aapna haath steady rakhoonga, tum bandho ... He will manage without her ... He will stabilize and pull through this ... He does not need her ...

Lavanya ignores him, Don't listen to him Chamkili, tum aao ...

She has Lavanya's permission ... On a day when he thought, all was lost, she was lost to him forever, she sits besides him and holds his hand. She will nurture him through his hurt .

She softly slides her ringed hand over his wrist, her hold not completely able to grasp his thick wrist fully. With her other hand, she gently cups his injured palm, softly closing her fingers over his, holding him steady, as Lavanya wraps the bandage. She is the one who caused him this choat ... She is the one who holds his hand and comforts him. It is not the astringent or bandage that Lavanya applies that takes away his pain. It is her soft touch that heals him more than she can know.

Loved this scene for so many reasons.The right hand is yang and left is ying and represent friendship and allegiance along with alliance.She is promising herself to him she will always be his protector and will be besides him.Left Hand is for Justice, passivity, emotional and represents moon while Right hand represents Sun,giving,conscious,logic and mercy.I didn't put all of these in mine as difficult to grasp the idea yet simple words , she is his if he lets her understand him and let her in of his all the complexed walls which he has on around him

She could not leave without seeing him. Thankful that the playful teasing in the living room was done and she had escaped to find him. She had been shocked to find him in his garden, hacking away at his plants, unmindfully destructive. Plants, she knows, he has nurtured from seedling, he had mutilated without a thought.

Budding flowers, new leaves, fresh shoots ... He had slaughtered them in a careless frenzy, determined to obliterate them as he had struggled to slash the budding hope that had taken root in his heart. His one palliative, his one emollient, he destroys with a vengeance. He will not allow any thing to grow ... Not allow one new bud to flower ... Not one new leaf to unfurl ... Not one tiny hope to take root ... He will slash them all ...
Today he knows the meaning of hurt yet he is still adamant to hurt these innocent plants as he is angry with his mother.



Fearfully aghast at his thoughtless rampage, she had tried to stop him. Aap jantay bhi hai ki aap phool kaat rahay hay ? His mother too had coached him, Kanto ka gussa phoolon par mat nikalo. But he had remembered none of it. Tumhay kya Farak padta hai, he had gashed combatively, his hands working furiously. As she had feared, his hand had slipped and the shears had slashed across his palm, blooding it in an instant.

The pain had almost been a welcome relief for him. She had gasped and rushed to him, plaintively reprimanding him, Dekha, choat lag gai na aapko ... She had reached to grab his injured hand. He had jerked his hand out of her reach. He will not let her touch him. Choat ? His had looked at her, his eyes flashing his hostile disdain. She is worried about this choat ?!? How about the choat she inflicted not a hour ago ? What about that choat Khushi ? Where's your concern for that ?

Because his ego doesn't want her to see his vulnerability for her.Damn ego...

Lavanya had walked in on them, startling them both. She had rushed to ASR, frantically instructing Hari Parkash to bring the first aid kit.

Khushi had stood at a distance, an intruder, watching Lavanya as she had cleaned his wound. She had cringed and gasped with him as he had hissed in pain. His pain had stabbed at her heart. He had watched from under his lids and seen her anguish.

They both are one soul two bodies and even they are not in each other's proximity, they feel each other's pain and convulsion.

Now she sat, holding his palm in his hand, wishing to take away his pain.

Lavanya looks at him, amazed that he can be so stoic through all of this. ASR, tum kabhi kisi cheezay pay react hi nahin kartay ... Do the images of the last hour, his stunned paralysis, his uncontrolled passion, flare in their minds ?

Lavanya continues, She wants to know if is he happy ... Is he excited ? Happy with her ... Their love? The thought if their lives together ?

He struggles to pulls in air, Aankon mein dehk kar saab kuch nahi jana jata, Lavanya, agar koi cheeze dikh nahi rahi hai, is ka yeh matlab nahi ki voh hai hi nahi ...

He addresses it to Lavanya, but he says it to her ... 👏👏



How could you not see ? Did I need to say it ? Did I need to word
It? Did you too not see past the anger in my eyes ? I know what I saw in yours ... How could you not feel it ? I have been shouting it since I met you ... My eyes ... My soul .. Every pore of my body has been talking to you and you think it is not there because I did not utter the words ... Take a deeper look ... You will find it ... It is there ...

Indeed he is yet his actions made her baffled as always that is the problem for her and she wil understand it later but at this stage it's hard for her.As a girl this is her own self respect too.She can't let him break agin as he did on Diwali.

Without a moments remorse, he looks at Lavanya and lies to her as he had lied to his Di days earlier. Mein khush hoon. Shaid tum dehk nahi pa rahi, par bahut khush hoon. Lavanya kisses him tenderly on his cheek and leaves after a bit of teasing ... Khushi is going on a her first date with her fiance, she smilingly informs ASR. Khushi's heart dips at Lavanya's casual ease with him ... Her easy familiarity ... Her Haq.

This period they both hurt each other immensely,but that's the way they understand each other too.

Ek minute Khushi, he addresses her, as she too is about to leave. He addresses her as he has never done so before, with a hint of calm everyday politeness ... He attempts to adjust to the cold reality of their new situation ... She is not his any more ... Isn't it strange how he too forgot to congratulate her, just like she had ? Congratulations ... Miss Khushi Kumari Gupta ... Tumhay tumhari ...

Her phone interrupts him. It is he. Ji Shayamji, she answers softly into the phone.

Until now, he had only viewed her as lost to him. He had fiercely battled every thought of the other man and obliterated it ... But now ... The other man, he is real ... He can call her and ask her ... What time are you coming home ? He can take her out on a date ... And there is nothing he can do about it ... His chest expands, as he drags in air.

Nothing escapes him ... She is not happy ... A single weapon left in his arsenal. He uses it skillfully, without compunction, without guilt, finding his mark easily. Kya hua ? He inquires insincerely, walking up to her, Sab toh tumhari sagai say bahut khush hai, par tum ? Looks like you just found out that he is not a rich man ...
He is tasting his own meds...Diwali's pain is here, next his shattered state on Terrace scene the way she shattered.

Too bad Khushi ... His eyes flash remorselessly ...



👏 Lovely Ipoona, you have descried their inner turmoil really good.Gosh their pain is unbearable for me.



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Posted: 11 years ago
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@ zombie,

About his possessiveness - I actually loved watching him like that.

Remember their fight after she got Shyam back into the house. He lashed out at her and asked her to go away. But the minute Shyam mentioned her name, he almost choked him to death warning him to refrain from even using her name from his filthy mouth.

I loved how he was possessive during mrs. India contest. How he told her that pati hone ke naate main chahunga ki tumhari kamar aadhi inch badhe. and the slight anger that she chooses to lose weight (chooses the contest over him). I somehow don't think he would have ever gotten over this kind of possessiveness. He was a very progressive guy and wanted his woman to be independent and all that. BUT he always wanted her to place him over anyone/anything else.

I do think he got over NK though with time. I think if it came to other men admiring her, he would want them to know that she is his and his alone😊 It is possessiveness for sure, but not sure if it really stems from insecurity.


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