INDI
oh i stopped at 17 alright... thaaank you, arshi for that look at a mysterious number.
so 8 is important in hindu thought too? crucial in chines numerology. 8/8/8 beijing olympics, many babies, many weddings. just saw wiki, the mathematical significance of 17, a powerful prime.
thanks also for liking my lines.
i enjoyed your deep, dark yet lit with the idea of justice and karma piece on the night. really why do terrible things happen?
they do.
we overcome them.
sometimes.
i have seen too many terrible things to believe in visible causality any more. there is a randomness... perhaps it gets resolved in other lives... if these lives exist. or in ways i don't see, being limited as i am.
i do believe in one's character being a driver of one's destiny though... and that something else outside us... the ever present eternal, in which everything begins and ends. together a life gets done... a combination of kkg's belief and asr's belief really he he.
the final take of that night for me was, love is beyond such things. a master stroke that he did not need proof of her innocence... he couldn't stop loving her even if she was an adulteress. and she didn't need his apology or what those who don't understand love screamed for... redemption. if he had to suffer, she would be the one to hurt the most. that is love... just too vast and giving to even begin to define by narrow ideas of right and wrong... to that extent, anjali's love also is valid and that's why maybe i can't make her jump into anybody else's arms right now. she did indeed love shyam.
and that perhaps is his real defeat, that he never understood its beauty nor keep it safe. he lost that.
khushi doesn't need apologies and retribution, just as he needs nothing but her. this to me is love. if there was a terrible night... there also was a telepathic chat. without that night... how would we have come to that, in this story.
there had to be some extreme challenge... and if this is it. chalega.
Thnx for your sweet and wise comments...underlined that;s exactly I just explained to Kat...you know what what my stupid brain got from all of this is that certain things you understand through experience of life...WORDS can't explain it and you know it by heart automatically..LIFE is a cruel ring of fight...teaches you a lot...They both have reached to the extreme point of their love and there is no turning point...SHE IS his NEED and He is hers...THEY both did it for their sisters ...that's what is one angle to look at but actually they did it for themselves...they burning within with this love to be with each other and that burning seems punishment...saza...but for whom...it seems he is cruel to her...young minds can see that...but go to the depth of this I see other way around...He is completely burned and he did burn all the boats of his desires and hopes before crossing this river of HATE of FIRE in which he is going down every nano seconds...He is not in peace at all...
When they are saying Because I hate you...and she is saying aap se koi pyar kare aap iske layeq nahin...GOD they are screaming their confession of their love...I was thinking it's Holi...no THIS is the point where they are accepting it ...The only difference is in rage...in pain...
Redemption again ...waste of time ...Sorry of that night ..forget it I take it only different way ...not the way majority is looking at it...
OK Anjali...hmmm...I see it slightly different than yours...yes indeed she is in love and we have these kinds of women around in majority too...BUT she is not uneducated INDi...Dekh keh Anjan ...yes..want to keep her Sand castle up straight...yes...but then after knowing all still doing the same without having a glimpse of doubt...no way quiet opposite of natural instinct...SHE wakes up after her child...after being a mother...But by losing her child...That is unacceptable for me...MAY be ppl agree or not but kind a strange...
Seeing her in other's arms...after kicking him out...Why not...but you know what I am in the same rank...and never wanted to get punished again so totally agreed with that style but she supposed to stand on her feet ...for sure...
I can't type and YEH haal hai pencil keh saath...
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