Blast from the Past Thread #16 Extn: The Picture Album: - Page 49

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

Episode 170: teri meri

When a moment leaves you so breathless and speechless, can even a picture's thousand words to do it justice?

just loved your introductory line. this is so damn true.

Each turn felt like an ode to the moments that had dared to define them... their oneness, even the ones filled with hatred were fueled by their effect on eachother...In perfect harmony, how he twirls her and she twirls for him, willingly, freely as her open hair and saai dupatta join in...

uff!!!! what a lovely sight for those of us who fell in love with their love...how far they've come

He had seen her cry by the poolside, unaware of Shyaams monsterous behavior, he accused her to manipulation, using his weakness...her tears. And when he didn't get much of the fight out of her, he knew something was wrong...and now on stage Khushi was without her partner but she was also shaken by Shyaam's behavior...Did ASR sense that? me thinks so, he had to make it right for her...he knew losing the competition would upset her even more or how happy winning would make her. So before NK could think, he seized the opportunity. Anyone else have butterflies when NK turned to his right and found Nanav Bhai missing? I remember how badly i wished i knew how to wistle the first time!

he sure sensed her agony, her turbulence. obviously he didn't know the reason. he became oblivious of the their bet and went there to help her.

Khushi is about to leave the stage disappointingly, she stops and turns around, beam of

light rides on him, his eyes, with gentleness tell her he was here for her, and how does one describe the feeling his walk towards her brings? she was surprised but then she looks away, perhaps thinking the "have to have to win" man is here to do a little "told you so" dance as he had been taunting her all night, no matter where she went he seemed to follow with his taunting...so can't blame the girl but then again has he ever let her down when she needed him most? maybe he never had a choice ever since the he sprinted into the guest house, something within took control hasn't it? and the taunting? hope a part of her knew it was only because he couldn't stay away from her.

good thought Ami. Khushi was in quandary, cause he always was an enigma to her.

She seemed to look down waiting for his "i win, you lose" but what she got instead was "Tumhara aakhri performance hai Khushi, pura nahi karogi?"

she looks up in shock to find the ever soft sideway smile of a man whose sideway smile somehow carried in his eyes too. how do you do it Sobti? Kaisen, how?

the spot light comes on as they stare into eachothers eyes and from this moment, its just the two of them in the room or rather in the universe. they have so much to say to each other, "do lufzon"(two words) is not enough for these 3-4 minutes let alone their ineed mushkil prem kahaani (complicated love story).

"I'm here for you" "I care for you" "Trust me" "i trust you" "I'm yours" "I want you...ALL of you" "I need you" "I can't live without you"...only tip of the iceberg..so what ever expression than dance to reveal it all?

If music feeds the soul, IMO Dancing frees the soul :)👏 in this case it freed two , two souls freed to be with eachother like never before by their physical bodies that always placed boundries...today they are free to move as one from the second his hand reached for her hand

"teri meri meri teri prem kahani hai muskil do lufzon mein ye bayaan na ho paaye"

just asking err making her lean on him which she does with all her heart...they hold eachother while going in a circle but their eyes remain only with eachother. Barun and Sanaya's magical chemistry perhaps at its best.

"Ek ladka aur ek ladi ki..."

She puts her hand around his left shoulder and pulls him down towards her, giving in to whatever this was in the disguise of a dance...confessions...love making or both. when you have the two together, isn't that what make such an act so special? such an high they are on and its amazing to be witnessing it.

The physical attraction has always been unbelieval and we've seen it during Diwali but this is a whole new level of their relationship beautifullyl intertwined in the the story line.

you are right. their relationship transcended to a new level through this dance.

"Saara din beet jaaye"...

How he sings into her ear, confessing his downfall at the same time how badly he wants her, needs her...if the way he burries his face in her flowing hair and the way he he rubs her slim tummy...he wants her bad and surly has done this in his head at nights, by the poolside with a blank look on his face...

you are making me aphrodisiac.

she recouperates/cooperates...by placing her hand on his almost guiding him...HOT! (for the lack of better word)...this is what i love about Khushi here, the woman he brings out in her "you want me? i'm all yours"...too bad later they had to show that she wouldn't even kiss her sexy hubby with the lights on...what the!

very good point you said. I also didn't get her agitation, when his beloved husband wanted to kiss her. they probably didn't want to show her bold. cause they thought the sentiment of the traditional Indian society. you know a soap opera's heroine has to be always demur in coy.

THen comes the lift, when he tells her to keep no more distance...behind closed eyes, its as if they make an even deeper connection just before she briefly becomes aware of others watching and walks away...which he can't seem to bare, not even for one second.

I remember someone asking Barun who loves who more? Khushi or Arnav and he said Arnav. Feel like they depict that so nicely here, he would simply shatter if she ever left and only Sobti can show us that with his expression and body language in a fraction of a second! sheer talent..

oh yeah, I'm sure if ASR wouldn't be Sobti, it wouldn't be epic.

...but she comes back and once again its just the two of them again, looking into eachother's eyes, noses touching slightly... they could stay in this moment forever...

"teri meri baaton ka har lamha sabse anjana"

I LOVE this line, the stars must've aligned for this song to have been madefor a Salman Khan movie, which seems to be the choice actor of Gul Khan from what i've heard/read...I truely feel it was made for this moment, and for this couple...DM played some tricks to get it for them...ok back to what i was saying..LOVE this line as one of the most intruiging things about their love story was this "secret" between the two, these sacred, unspoiled moments...sabse anjana lamhas...overall the lyrics fits them like a glove.

who are salman-Kareena? i don't know them. teri-meri's each and every single words is made and meant for arnav and Khushi, bas.

she turns away from him but there is no escaping his gaze, the one that has never left her the entire time, infact his eyes stay on her even when she is walking off the stage with her dizzy state of mind with her in front, him in back...

the next few steps, he matches her moves, holding her hand, suporting her as she slips to the floore with full trust in him as he seems to tell her "hamesha sambhaal loonga" despite what he told her when the bet to win first came to light (don't fall on the stage, i won't come to sambhaal this time tehe)

I don't count what he says to khushi. he always says the thing to her what he doesn't mean.

A prem "love dance" so spectacular, on display for everyone yet the intimacy knew no bounds...layers upon layers...beautiful! 👏

teri meri, truely the moment became only about them two "yours and mine"...such passion...their inner most desires surfaced ...and for the first time, no denial, no holding back not from him, not from her

If Arnav Singh Raizada had closed a blossoming chapter on Diwali night, he redeems himself by opening it anew tonight.very well said. He shows her he is ready for farq from this ladki , and the gorgeous moments on the way before a dark chapter, he proves it. So much had changed since diwali night, now he had a taste of what it would be like to lose her to another man, how would he ever survive her belonging to someone else again? he won't, he can't ...Sorry NK, your bhai could never take a chance, ASR just had to had to win this one. though the moment where he connects his tez dhadkanien with "Khushi" was yet to come, IMO another priceless brief moment had told me ASR will never let her go ever again...it was when pangs of jealousy/anger/irritation had consumed him but one joke by her on NK's "Badia" "Budia" mess up and a smile broke out on the stairs. she noticed, and between his transition from smile to anger, i saw it..."i can't live without you...and what did you do to me dammit!!!"

you are right, the day he made up his mind that he will not let her go. he has been keeping his promise.

And poor, naaive, inexperienced Khushi, gotta feel for her...this man taunts her, but make her dhak dhaks so totally wako...she wants to stay away as he had hurt her terribly but can't help but care..she wants nothing more than to win against him yet she gives her hand to the "Dushman party" (enemy party) even when she can't think and is utterly baffled by his need to help her finish her performance. IMO deep inside she always knew just how much he cares..."hum jaante hai, hamaara ek aanso aapko hazaar baar chot pahochaata hai" as she later let him know the night she physicaly becomes one with him but during the dance, felt like her "hum jaante hai"(I know) is there as the join spiritually

As a lover of dance and choregraphy all together, special mention to the choreographer who took simple elegant steps and made them meaningful for this couple, he/she must've been a fan of the show...really it was a mini scope of their mushkil relationship. Her complet trust in him and his complete submergance in her...take a bow chereographer!! also not sure which director directed this one, but i'd like to specailly thank them for keeping this exclusively Arnav Khushi moment as it so much needed to be...and for waiting till the end to show Shyaam's jealous face...no need to taint such a gorgeous embraces with that.

you are right, the choreography was so significant and meaningful. I guess the choreographer worked as per cvs' directions.

Barun and Sanaya, how did they manage to bring such heat where it feels different everytime? It's like everything their characters had been through just trailed within the two actors all the time! don't think i'll EVER see this type of chemistry again.

that's why I'm crazy for them and can't bear any other actors beside them. I'm sure no others actors won't be able to match their chemistry.

Arnav and Khushi had transported into another plane...flying, gliding, almost wightless...then came the "hey hey rabba ve" slowly taking steps towards eachother, the look on their faces give meaning to flashbacks from the time she fell into his arms to the one where he gave her the key to him...let the twirling/dip begin...was it a celebration of all that made them one with each twirl? felt that way to me...could she see all the things his eyes were saying to him? i almost feel like crying. without a blink, the way they try and tell her everything he just isn't designed to. beautiful! ok i'll try and stop using the word "Beautiful" now

niether was ready to leave when the aplause started...but the applause came. however, something a changed in the air, felt a subtle buzz, a halka nasha that only get stronger from here.

we all felt the magic, the complete connection of two beings with tan and man (body and mind). He with full rights as always took her and she, just as much to blame, let him...

My dear blasters...hope you enjoyed this long one, sorry its sooo long, can you tell i was deprived??? felt so good to really allow my mind to dive into these two after a long time...even if it was for 30 mins tops a day for like the past week. makes me realize just how much i'm missing it. Knowing doing this for every epi is just impossible right now, i can only hope/propose a Blast from the Past...ek baar phir se😉...whats say? haha i know we havea ways to go but my selfish self trying to plant a seed. love ya all miss you all!!!!

DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!! don't think i ever had so much trouble picking a fav so leaving it up to you all!😳☺️

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Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 177

Pain's Realization

The Guptas have forgotten the ghee. Khushi says she will go but aunt doesn't want her to go by herself and again Arnav is beaten to the punch line by NK. Nk says he will go and Arnav just stares. Khushi observes him though and I believe she knows this bothers him. So off they will go and leave a worried and angry Arnav behind.

Nani and Anjali's ploy seems to be working. Arnav is not happy with the situation and Nani and Anjal and even Khushi notice but off she goes with NK. The ritual continues with a happy Akash and Payal and a grumpy Shyam, his plan foiled.

As the ritual is taking place a worried Arnav is pacing back and forth trying to reach Kushi via phone. Anjali goes to him and asks why he is calling Khushi over and over again. He asks she left her phone there? Why aren't they back he wants to know. Anjali says it has only been an hour. He tries NKs phone but gets no answer. Anjali says he must be driving. He asks her what was the need? Then he says the ritual will be late. He is going to look for them. Anjali says that he should do what he thinks is right. Anjali believes she is right something is definitely happening between Arnav and Khushi.

The priest blesses Payal and Akash and Nani tells Anjali that they can now sit in front. She asks where is Arnav and Anjali says to go find his happiness (khushi). He spills the oil on her sari and Nani insists she change. Strike 2 in your foiled plan. But Shyam says what about the auspiscious time? Priest says there is still time. 3 strikes your out, Shyamji! Plan foiled!

Arnav is tlking with Di. He has checked at Buaji's house they weren't there. He is really upset. He comes upon a road block of an accident. He asks what is going on and they say a girl met with an accident ten minutes ago. He sees broken red bangles and Arnav starts to panic.

Back at the house Payal is given a platter of flowers to put somewhere and she starts to cough terribly. Nani sits her down and she continues with her coughing fit. Nani asks Mami to get Payal water and she looks as if she has been asked to touch someone with leprosy. She reluctantly goes for water and mumbles to herself that next time it will be bringing her bed tea. Mami you are awful. She imagines Payal ordering her around. NOOO!!!! Payal could have choked to death by now.

He gets out of the car and picks up the bangles. He sees the blood and asks someone what happened who has met with an accident? The man said he already had told him it was a girl and a boy was with her. He said the girl is in the ambulance. The ambiulance starts to leave and Arnav starts running after it. He trips and rolls and sees a girl's shoe. He remembers Khushi slipping on her heals. He whispers,

"Khushi."

Payal is still choking and Mami comes and slams the water on the table and says this is the last time she will serve the bahu. Nani takes Mami away, hopefully to scold her or give her a whoopin'. She deserves it.

The ambulance leaves, sirens blaring. He screams her name and then he runs after the charging ambulance, charging to the hospital to save the person's life within its metal cocoon. He charges after it too, screaming her name and yelling at the top of his desperate lungs "STOP!"

"KHUSHIII!"

The ambulance disappears from his view, taking its charge with it.

Chest heaving, breathing rapid, his hand still above his head reaching out for her and in his tightly clenched hand a broken red glass bangle.

This is the moment.

The moment he really truly realizes what she means to him.

Akash asks Payal if she is okay. No Akash, she has been choking and your mother didn't even want to bring her water. She clears her throat and Akash is behavior is clearly opposite of his mother, he tells her to be careful. He tries to explain his mother's nature and asks Payal to give her time. She says she is okay now and even after she knows everything she still has accepted her. She may have a strict outside but is soft inside, Payal says. Buaji calls Payal away. Akash appears worried. He hasn't told his mother about Payal's past.

Akash is very worried and Anjali wants to know what is wrong. He says he hasn't told his mother something about Payal. Anjali asks him to tell her.

Mr. Mishra, the florist and his associates from Lucknow have come and are introduced to the Guptas. One of them recognizes Payal as Sashi's daughter. They said they decorated the dais at her marriage. Mama sends them back and says to come tomorrow to decorate since they already know what they are doing.

Now all hell will break loose.

Mami drops her thal. "Your marriage was broke?"

Akash has told Anjali and she feels for poor Payal. She says a broken marriage haunts a person the rest of their life. She knows. He says Payal will not be happy that he has hidden this from his mother; a relationship cannot start on a lie. He must inform her right away.

Too late, Akash.

How dare you are the words that Akash hears as he walks into the room. You hid your broken marriage? Payal is confused. She thought she knew.

He is beside himself; the realization too much. Where did they take her? Is she hurt? Why hasn't he told her? He squeezes the broken bangle in his hand drawing blood. Her pain is his pain. He can't even speak. Trying to say her name, stuttering, words can't come out; he can't even breathe. "K...K..." Like a caged animal, he paces within a two-foot area, back and forth, front and back. Looking back and then again to the place where the ambulance drove off. Only a matter of seconds, but it seems like an eternity that she is gone.

He remembers harsh words he has said to her; telling her she doesn't matter to him. She doesn't exist for him; he hears those words and grimaces, again hurting himself with her bangle.

The pain becoming realization...

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Originally posted by: chalhov

ASR has always ben mesmerized with Khushi's open hair and red saree and many a times with her hair which should be open a small collage and a song for the mesmerized man ,This made Khushi when ever she dressed up for her Laad Governor keep her hair open

Movie: DO RAASTE (1969)

Lyrics: Anand Bakshi
Music: Laxmikant-Pyarelal


yeh reshmee zulfe.n,
THESE SILKEN TRESSES,


yeh sharbatee aa.nkhe.n,
THESE LIQUID EYES,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


yeh reshmee zulfe.n,
THESE SILKEN TRESSES,


yeh sharbatee aa.nkhe.n,
THESE LIQUID EYES,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee...
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING...


jo yeh, aa.nkhe.n sharam se, jhuk jaaye.ngee
AS THESE EYES LOOK DOWN WITH MODESTY,


jo yeh, aa.nkhe.n sharam se, jhuk jaaye.ngee
AS THESE EYES LOOK DOWN WITH MODESTY


saaree, baate.n yahee.n bas, ruk jaaye.ngee,
ALL THE GOSSIPS WILL JUST STOP HERE,


chup rehnaa yeh afsaanaa, koee in-ko naa batlaanaa
BE SILENT AND DON'T TELL THEM THIS TALE,


ke inhe.n, dekh kar, pee rahe hai.n sabhee,
FOR BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE DRINKING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, pee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE DRINKING,


yeh reshmee zulfe.n,
THESE SILKEN TRESSES,


yeh sharbatee aa.nkhe.n,
THESE LIQUID EYES,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee...
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING...


zulfe.n, maGhroor itnee, ho jaaye.ngee
THE TRESSES WILL BECOME SO MUCH ARROGANT,


zulfe.n, maGhroor itnee, ho jaaye.ngee
THE TRESSES WILL BECOMES SO MUCH ARROGANT,


dil ko, ta.D paaye.ngee jee ko, tarsaaye.ngee,
THE HEART THEY WILL RENDER UNEASY, AND TANTALISE THE MIND,


yeh kar de.ngee deewaanaa, koee in-ko naa batlaanaa
THEY'LL DRIVE ONE CRAZY, NO ONE SHOULD REVEAL TO THEM,


ke inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
FOR BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISING,


yeh reshmee zulfe.n,
THESE SILKEN TRESSES,


yeh sharbatee aa.nkhe.n,
THESE LIQUID EYES,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee,
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING,


inhe.n, dekh kar, jee rahe hai.n sabhee.
BY EYEING THEM, ALL OF EM ARE SUBSISTING.

Yes NK Shyam and all whom she called Bhaiyaji😆😉

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Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-177

Amma says pure ghee is necessary for the havan. So khushi wishes to go to get the ghee from their house. As it's late, bua forbids her to go. NK wants to accompany her. So all agrees. But Mr. sexy Raizada gets sullen to see it. Remnant of his earlier anger is still simmering in his eyes, Khushi even can't ignore it. After all he sure does faraq to her. He even can't admonish her in front of the family members. But he got disgruntled for sure. Anjali and nani provoke his jealousy by saying that it's good that they went together.

The pooja is going on and Shyam is conflagrating that his sham didn't work. Where Arnav is perturbing for Khushi; he is calling at her cell incessantly. But Khushi forgot her phone and it was laid beside Anjali. So Anjali got the phone and comes to Arnav and asks him why he is calling Khushi's number again and again? He is agitated, why NK and Khushi didn't come yet. Anjali tells him they just gone for an hour, it will take time. Arnav tries NK's number now, but he is not answering too. He gets frantic. He murmurs in a voice laden with contempt, why they had to go? But he controls his anger and twists his words that they will delay the havan. He can't wait but wants to go and check in person. Anjali is sure that there is something going on between them.

The pooja is completed and Payal and Akash take the blessings of the elders and the pandit. Nani tells Anjali to sit for havan now. Shyam gets happy to hear that. He is thinking that there is still chance to get Anjali in fire. But he doesn't know that no human can do anything if God doesn't wish it. the older i get the more i tend to believe that something is at work out there, your action has impact, your intention has impact, and that something else, still trying to feel it right, but yes i think the writers in their plot requirement to save anjali at this point did end up indicating very strongly and rather interestingly, man proposes god disposes, in this case for the best of reasons. When he goes in front of Anjali to make her sit for the havan the oil spills on her saree from the bowl. Nani tells her it's fine the oil didn't drop on the ground, so it's not portentous. Shyam also assents it. Nani tells her to change her saree. But shyam says then the auspicious time will be over. nani refutes vehemently, cause Anjali can catch fire with the oil. The pandit also says that there is still time, so she should change her cloth. They should be careful. Shyam's anger is pulsating more. Again God saved Anjali from his malevolence.

Arnav is fluttering in the street with his car, rummaging Khushi all over the place. He calls RM to know whether Khushi came back or not. But she didn't reach yet. He sees a barricade on the road. A guy tells him that a girl met an accident 10 minutes ago. A frisson of anxiety runs towards his mind. Then his look goes on the broken bangles on the street. He remembers that Khushi was wearing the same bangle. Hmm so Raizada watches Khushi so keenly! He gets down from the car and picks the broken pieces of bangles. He also sees blood on the road. He gets scared in anticipation. His spirit is sinking now. He again asks the guy, who met the accident. The guy says that a girl and he was accompanied by a guy. The police towed the car and took the girl to the hospital. Arnav sees the ambulance right then. He runs after the ambulane, but trips on a sandal, which is Khushi's. He utters "khushi" he runs after the ambulance screaming Khushi. but poor guy can't race with the machine. The crescendo of his holler doesn't reach the ear of the ambulance driver. He stands back, aghast, starts to convulse holding her broken bangles. It seems to him that the whole world has riven asunder. He gets forlorn as if something very special has been bereaved from him.

Mami shows her asperity to Payal once again. When Payal was coughing badly, nani asks mami to get water for her. mami reluctantly goes to the kitchen to get water. She is imagining that Payal is rebuking her and ordering her to get cold water, hot tea etc. and she is cowering in fear like a servant. Payal is dictating her in hello hi bye bye tone and she is tremulous in fear. Mami gets frightened in premonition. She thinks if she serves her from now, one day she will dominate her. mami's thinking is ridiculous.

Mami got water for Payal for sure, but doesn't forget to pierce her heart with afflictive words. She is annoyed that she had to serve her DIL, where usually a DIL serves a MIL. She says,

Kalyug hi hi, sattyayug bye bye.

Nani chides her and takes her with her. Nani is such a sensible woman. I wonder being with her for so long how Mami couldn't learn anything from her. But payal feels scorching pain in her heart. She cringes inwardly.

Akash comes to Payal and tries to assuage her. He requests her to give his mom some times. Though Payal was terribly hurt, but she tries to hide her anguish behind her smile.

It's not a matter. I'm alright now. She didn't try to break the marriage after knowing the truth from you. She accepted me after knowing my broken alliance. What can be greater than this! It means she looks strict from outside, but she actually is very good from inside. So why to worry for trivial matter.

Akash embroils to hear this. Cause he didn't tell anybody about Payal's past.

how Payal is enduring her Mil's haughtiness is really plausible

Akash is cogitating, pacing back in forth in anxiety. Anjali wants to know what is the matter.

Three guys comes to RM for the flower decoration of the marriage. They are the famous flower decorator from Lucknow. Nani is very pernickety about her grandson's wedding, she wants everything the best. She introduces Payal, amma and bua with them. One of the guy recognizes Payal and tells that she is Shashi Gupta's daughter and they decorated her wedding venue. The other guy retorts him that the wedding didn't take place and the barat backed off. Mami who just got down from upstairs gets flummoxed to hear this, and so as the rest of the family. Mama anticipates the upcoming storm. So he deftly handles the situation. He tells them that they rely on them and they can come tomorrow afternoon to do the decoration. The plate of flowers falls down from mami's hand in bafflement.

Tumhara rishta was broke!!!!!

Akash finally tells Anjali the truth. She is dumbfounded to hear the news. Akash is repenting now that he should tell it to his mother earlier, now Payal is upset. Anjali can understand Payal's cogitation very well. Cause she also had to go through the same phase.

Aur kisiki barat agar darwajesei wapas laut jai, to woh ghao zindegai bhar itni asani se nahi bharta.

( If any girl's groom just goes away from the door, then the wound doesn't heal so easily.)

She can understand why Akash didn't tell mami the truth. She is already very upset with the alliance. anjali knows how impervious mami is. If she would know about Payal's broken alliance she wouldn't agree for the marriage and Payal and Akash's hearts would be broken for sure. But Akash is repenting that he should tell it to mami. He is now realizing that no relationship can build in the basis of lie. He decides to tell this to his mom right now. But he is not aware that his mom is already having a fracas downstairs.

How dare you khoon bhari tang, your marriage was broken, your barat backed off!

Mami barges at Payal like a spurt. Bua tries to tell her that they already let them know. But mami is not listening to anybody; she blasphemes them to hide the truth. Her rancor makes the gupta family despondent. She is so frantic that she got to know it accidentally before the day of the wedding. No wonder why Akash was repugnant to tell the truth to his immature mom.

In the dark street Arnav is panting, gasping and convulsing for Khushi. he is in a impasse.. The repercussion takes him to the events when he humiliated Khushi, told her loud and clear that, she doesn't even exist for him. his contrition is now gnawing at his heart. He closes his eyes momentarily as a sharp dart of pain runs through his heart he clutches his fist so vehemently that the piece of Khushi's bangle pierces his palm, makes him bleed. And his tumultuous heart bleeds inwardly.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 176-Part 177

Fire Within...

"Fire is really the only one to which there can be so definitely attributed the opposing values of good and evil. It shines in Paradise. It burns in hell. It is gentleness and torture. It is cookery and it is apocalypse."...by Gaston Bachelard

Fir is always moving, consuming ,masculine , desirous and always associated with the Sun.It represents change and rebirth of life.Volcanoes throws out all the fire with anger from which new and pure life emerges after cooling down.

Remember :Turmeric also represents Fire... Fire of emotions and desires is covering these epis. These two factors are going to bring drastic changes around these souls...especially Arnav,Khushi and Anjali as Fire symbol among others is upward triangle facing the Sun and in this case Arnav is the Sun...and Khushi and Anjali both are important to him...

Fire is coming in the picture from all across as every one also wearing yellow color which brings happiness yet testing limits also.From Havan till the night he is going to be making his ill and hasty decision ,Fire within him is going to explore and test Arnav Singh Raizada and his Khushi along with the entire family during the process of reincarnation of Arnav...

Havan Kund has been arranged for the new couple to get blessings for their future but the person who took charge to arrange all of this is no other than Spidey Shyam with his crawling moves.He was investigating Ether...which feels cold in your hand yet highly flammable...just like his own character 👏👏...cold yet highly unpredictable and dangerous .He is using Ghee for Havan kind which is also flammable and made from milk mixed with curd...as it's not pure milk just like him...impure soul .He did not use fire yet just prepared the goodies for it and that is the beauty of it .He couldn't pure himself from his dark deeds .He kept the room dark when calls Anjali up .Darkess within him, darkness around Anjali who is unable to recognize him ,darkness within family who can't see or separate good from evil . Mamaji mentions glow in her Anjali's eyes...as too much glow also won't be able to see anything...Love these contrasting combination of words and situations in this epi.

Shyam's half baked lies really have dark and dangerous impact in RM and time is ticking ,sitting at this dormant volcano to erupt in no time.Why ?Go back to epi 109...Chakarvyue...Deepa wali night...When Khushi entered in it and Arnav brought her out because she has all lit Diyas around her.She is pure yet in a mess.Arnav offered his hand and without breaking his eye lock to Khushi he brought her back ...or she brought him back...by making him free from all the mess around him...freeing him from his past...

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:REMEMBER...On Diwali night Shyam forcefully shoved the sweets into Babuji's mouth by creating a stigmatic act around that family to divert the attention from his Dark acts and got engaged with Khushi.Tonight there is no difference...He is diverting the whole family's attention ,including the Guptas to sting this family by planning a hasty move to kill Rani Sahiba but "jisse Allah rakhe use kaun chakhe..."

His manipulative character does try to bring a shadow of insecure thoughts of losing position in Anjali's head while being so hurt that newly couple is taking her place.This insecurity does play a big role in future with Khushi though being important in Arnav's life for a while...

He fabricates a nice web around Anjali's weak beliefs when he gets second chance to sit in the havan yet he loses that in his desperate moves.I must say today's epi ,after a long time I didn't find him disgusting as he was playing his intriguing games which makes it more compelling to see...yes...you can say loudly.. I am a psycho too..🤣🤣🤣.at least I didn't have to see his twitchy ,filthy,lusty eyes on Khushi's attire because that makes me a volcano to errupt...

Kiss orientated and restless Arnav is trying to find solace in plants as these innocent living things bear his emotional roller coaster ride from anger to charm.Remember...He always waters when he thinks deeply.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Remember water is not over flowing that happens when he can't control his desires and longing like when she left for Lakhnow,or seeing her changing saree... Water is sprinkling and that soothes your senses.It represents rebirth and change.Water sign is represented by triangle too but pointing downward and it surely puts off the fire.Water represents by Moon and Khushi is Moon here.Both siblings are connected with her.

His intelligent and witty mind is busy to find a way to tame his Khushi,but his ears perk up along with his flashing eyes after hearing the name of his object of desire, Khushi associated with marriage.Two teamed up ladies are ready to find his heartfelt desires about love and marriage in this matter.He wanted to walk away yet Naniji stops him for consultation.Arnav with hesitation, "Kiss bare main"... Naniji"khushi bitya keh bare maa...".Love the glimmer with confusion in his eyes when Nani says ' "baat aage kaise bada sakath hain" ', Arnav with his soft , gentle and gliding voice'" Kaisi baat "'and he starts thinking when Naniji says"Shaadi ki baat"....no rejection but thinking !!.He gulps down when Naniji continues"We have a wonderful girl in house then who do we have to look around' , Arnav is very hesitant and unsure here,He does not want to say No but does not want to appear eager either at the same time. He said Khushi and me... aww!! How cute. He gets embarrassed and a bit depressed hearing Nk's name in this matter.

He becomes grumpy,jealous,and atrocious while conceding two words, I don't know"..."What ever" and walks out.. confirming Naniji and Anjali's suspicions which make them jump with joy. I must say Naniji with her expressive and keen eyes was so good "Akhir aise tou humka sab Nani nahin bulawat hain..."and Barun nailed this part completely.He gives in ,in front of master planner..No wonder why he is smart...His Nani indeed outsmarted him...

GH,Siblings moment...Babuji was able to lift his hand today to give blessings.Unlike Passive Payal who was calm and happy ,Khushi was jumping with great pleasure with tearful eyes who could move millions hearts.Contrasting nature of two...as one is his own flesh and bone and the other is an orphan yet love is unconditional.It seems Story indeed has changed as Babuji was getting better for Shyam's revelation...

RM,Other side a very emotional sibling moment.Anjali tries to convince him about marriage by throwing facts of life yet he doesn't want to hear after the word of DEATH...Contrasting nature of these two...as Anjali can talk about life's matters easily as she has moved on while Arnav is still a fourteen years old child and couldn't move on after that dreadful night.He rushes to her when she says she will not be there forever.He rages out with gritted teeth by shoving his principles of fate ,"he will never let that happen"My grabber is he totally diffuse the matter of marriage here which he was willing to consider in the presence of Nani in the Eternal heaven.This is a hint as Anjali is a break point in his life towards marriage.Anjali is her focal point and he can sacrifice anything for her...even Khushi...

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Mamiji once said on Teej,"main aapki Khushi keh liye apni Khushi bhi kurban kar sakta hoon"[I can sacrifice my happiness for you]...He said on terrace to Khushi,"Main apni di keh liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon...tum jaisi larki se shaadi bhi .."[I can do anything for di , even may a gal like you] and many more...and he will make her through hell along with him

Raizadas welcomes Guptas and Payal receives blessings of all graciously yet her MIL puts her in the queue of thoughts.Thank God Akash noticed something yet oblivious...

Khushi tries diverting her eyes from her LG and his gazes while tackling with pile of gifts.She trips and both NK and Arnav moves forward to help yet NK scores his goal.Arnav glares back at both of them.That glare changes into lavish and witty look back at her Lady Love when Naniji and Anjali make a remark about Khushi and NK looking good together. It was hilarious when Arnav deliberately said that half wit/ clumsy things just go together . Khushi gives him back a fulminating glare after listening his remark . He appeared to be quiet satisfied seeing her irritable reaction because his intelligent brain can twist things in his direction from which Naniji and Anjali are far from ..

He got his answer too along with Naniji and Anjali who become very happy finding the flicker of Fire on both sides.

NK and his closeness to Khushi couldn't help him concealing his anguish while Khushi was avoiding him.She is a young chirpy impulsive girl but lives by golden principles . She discourages NK and his claim over his selective bangles.You Go girl!!!

The Havan is about to start when Gupta Ladies find out the absence of Ghee. Khushi jumps in to finish the job in no time by going home. Buaji feels a little worried on sending her alone late night.Again Arnav and NK both look ready to help Khushi while NK again beats the race and offers his help. Arnav who was thinking through it just got a simply glaring stare. Khushi's immediate reaction on hearing NK's offer is to look at Arnav to see his reaction either he is upset or angry but she ends up with just an irritating glare.She keeps her eyes on her man,at this point she wants him to take charge and use his right on her, say something but after an intense gaze ,she walks away on her tippy toes..with an anguish look...

PAUSE HERE :There is no question that one act of ASR loosening her tresses surely had improved the Love equation in between em. She will never bring NK into the frame just for irking Arnav. That Dori scene did soften her antagonism and she did realize that even Laad Gavarnar is getting affected and that's why a look to him was her way to show her concerns to him and acknowledging him when NK offers the help. Khushi does have a trust on him yet she is always confused with his unpredictable and volatile temperament and still does."aap aise kyuon hain"... She has started to understand that the Kiss of Arnav was not a challenge... but understanding his intentions to assure her that he's there for her to clear her doubts and fear towards him which she was feeling by the Eternal Heaven is far from here...

Where one side Arnav was fighting with his unstoppable riled emotions,other side Anjali and Nani was adding fuel to Fire.They were happy seeing their plan in place.Anjali questions the reason of his restlessness for calling Khushi.His worries go double after finding Khushi's phone in di's hand and NK's unreachable.He antagonizes,"Kya Zaroorat thi..."[What was the need...]He couldn't finish his sentence sensing tension in his voice.He offers his help going after em so Havan could be done in no time.Indeed Arnav is no match for an impenetrable brain of Naniji.He goes out for searching his Khushi...

Just like Fire, # 6 is coming in the pic too.Again Chakarvyue,6 circles,today...6 glasses infront of table when Payal was coughing and Akash was soothing her from his Mother's pain...this all leading to 6 months contract.

Symbolism and connection: a 6 is a motherly #,means scarification till the point where ppl treat you as a doormat but as a giving nature of mother never changes.Payal will remain under Mamiji's Radar view and Khushi under family for short span yet she will be tested enough.

Akash took risk not telling her mother who created a whole mess and shattered the trust but he was standing in the spectator line just like Anjali and Mamaji.But Naniji practiced her authoritative actions to put the leash around this cat and never let her out of her radar eyes during pooja.I must say she proved this saying"Khandani akhir Khandani hota hai..."[Civil and righteous always remains Civil and righteous...]

Anjali patches up Payal and Akash where again a lie is being hidden by a soul who will pay a price for this later.Guptas didn't learn their lesson yet...Akash does get angry with Payal later for hiding all of this...

Arnav can't find his Khushi or NK's where abouts.On his way of search he finds an accident of a girl till his eyes land on red broken bangles and his fogy thoughts reel Khushi's face,...inquires again, "eik larki thi aur ukeh saath ek larka bhi tha...Ladki ko ambulance mein ley ja rahe hain" The moment freezes in his frozen and lifeless eyes and he runs after his life with hitched voice full of fears...yet trips over Khushi's shoes.He gets paralyzed in that moment yet the sound of life makes him runs as fast as he can after the AMBULANCE...

Rest will be continued with 178.

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Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 177

Pain's Realization

The Guptas have forgotten the ghee. Khushi says she will go but aunt doesn't want her to go by herself and again Arnav is beaten to the punch line by NK. Nk says he will go and Arnav just stares. Khushi observes him though and I believe she knows this bothers him. So off they will go and leave a worried and angry Arnav behind.

Nani and Anjali's ploy seems to be working. Arnav is not happy with the situation and Nani and Anjal and even Khushi notice but off she goes with NK. The ritual continues with a happy Akash and Payal and a grumpy Shyam, his plan foiled.

As the ritual is taking place a worried Arnav is pacing back and forth trying to reach Kushi via phone. Anjali goes to him and asks why he is calling Khushi over and over again. He asks she left her phone there? Why aren't they back he wants to know. Anjali says it has only been an hour. He tries NKs phone but gets no answer. Anjali says he must be driving. He asks her what was the need? Then he says the ritual will be late. He is going to look for them. Anjali says that he should do what he thinks is right. Anjali believes she is right something is definitely happening between Arnav and Khushi.

The priest blesses Payal and Akash and Nani tells Anjali that they can now sit in front. She asks where is Arnav and Anjali says to go find his happiness (khushi). He spills the oil on her sari and Nani insists she change. Strike 2 in your foiled plan. But Shyam says what about the auspiscious time? Priest says there is still time. 3 strikes your out, Shyamji! Plan foiled!

Arnav is tlking with Di. He has checked at Buaji's house they weren't there. He is really upset. He comes upon a road block of an accident. He asks what is going on and they say a girl met with an accident ten minutes ago. He sees broken red bangles and Arnav starts to panic.

Back at the house Payal is given a platter of flowers to put somewhere and she starts to cough terribly. Nani sits her down and she continues with her coughing fit. Nani asks Mami to get Payal water and she looks as if she has been asked to touch someone with leprosy. She reluctantly goes for water and mumbles to herself that next time it will be bringing her bed tea. Mami you are awful. She imagines Payal ordering her around. NOOO!!!! Payal could have choked to death by now.

He gets out of the car and picks up the bangles. He sees the blood and asks someone what happened who has met with an accident? The man said he already had told him it was a girl and a boy was with her. He said the girl is in the ambulance. The ambiulance starts to leave and Arnav starts running after it. He trips and rolls and sees a girl's shoe. He remembers Khushi slipping on her heals. He whispers,

"Khushi."

Payal is still choking and Mami comes and slams the water on the table and says this is the last time she will serve the bahu. Nani takes Mami away, hopefully to scold her or give her a whoopin'. She deserves it.

The ambulance leaves, sirens blaring. He screams her name and then he runs after the charging ambulance, charging to the hospital to save the person's life within its metal cocoon. He charges after it too, screaming her name and yelling at the top of his desperate lungs "STOP!"

"KHUSHIII!"

The ambulance disappears from his view, taking its charge with it.

Chest heaving, breathing rapid, his hand still above his head reaching out for her and in his tightly clenched hand a broken red glass bangle.

This is the moment.

The moment he really truly realizes what she means to him.

Akash asks Payal if she is okay. No Akash, she has been choking and your mother didn't even want to bring her water. She clears her throat and Akash is behavior is clearly opposite of his mother, he tells her to be careful. He tries to explain his mother's nature and asks Payal to give her time. She says she is okay now and even after she knows everything she still has accepted her. She may have a strict outside but is soft inside, Payal says. Buaji calls Payal away. Akash appears worried. He hasn't told his mother about Payal's past.

Akash is very worried and Anjali wants to know what is wrong. He says he hasn't told his mother something about Payal. Anjali asks him to tell her.

Mr. Mishra, the florist and his associates from Lucknow have come and are introduced to the Guptas. One of them recognizes Payal as Sashi's daughter. They said they decorated the dais at her marriage. Mama sends them back and says to come tomorrow to decorate since they already know what they are doing.

Now all hell will break loose.

Mami drops her thal. "Your marriage was broke?"

Akash has told Anjali and she feels for poor Payal. She says a broken marriage haunts a person the rest of their life. She knows. He says Payal will not be happy that he has hidden this from his mother; a relationship cannot start on a lie. He must inform her right away.

Too late, Akash.

How dare you are the words that Akash hears as he walks into the room. You hid your broken marriage? Payal is confused. She thought she knew.

He is beside himself; the realization too much. Where did they take her? Is she hurt? Why hasn't he told her? He squeezes the broken bangle in his hand drawing blood. Her pain is his pain. He can't even speak. Trying to say her name, stuttering, words can't come out; he can't even breathe. "K...K..." Like a caged animal, he paces within a two-foot area, back and forth, front and back. Looking back and then again to the place where the ambulance drove off. Only a matter of seconds, but it seems like an eternity that she is gone.

He remembers harsh words he has said to her; telling her she doesn't matter to him. She doesn't exist for him; he hears those words and grimaces, again hurting himself with her bangle.

The pain becoming realization...

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@cynthia @sohara
I scanned through your beautiful take on A's pain and realization along with indi's comments. These havan epis are so precious. The outdoor scenes with dramatic night background have a movie like feel, but all taken care with extreme subtlety by BS. These are lavish array of wide spectrum of emotions firing in rapid succession. One blink and you would disconnect with the flow, but blink you won't as someone would just not let you.
I adore the moment when he rattles, cups and yells at her totally disregarding the public situation. A man in complete focus, a character so life like no words. how he confesses half way, realizes at the same time and fails to wear a mask this time all leaving a lingering trail behind.

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

@Blasters

Happy Ganesh Chaturthi to all who are celebrating it!

Originally posted by: Katelyn

Soni, I don't know if this will work! Try this!

Use the rectangular marquee tool and select the watermark!

Then, right click the watermark and click Fill.

The Contents and Blending should be like this ^. Then click OK. You might have to do it for all the layers! I hope that will work!

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Hey SONI

On right side where all layers are Did u try to click individually...and DEMO part I don't know but if I figured it out I'll let u know...

Good Night