Blast from the Past Thread #12, pg 63, epi 139 - Page 113

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 122!!!

Khushi is hiding behind the counter and Arnav catches her and she is scared. they stands up she is about to go but he blocks her way and he is about to say something then he remembers that he can't say anything to her and he hits his hand against the wall in disappointment (this shows his frustrations right there'this is the first time he is helpless and cannot show is anger'but he gets to see her everyday) and he goes away and Khushi smiles and he turns and looks at her

khushi is naughty, enjoying his helplessness.

In the GH, Shyam is making buaji start the preparation for his wedding and she agrees to it and tells him that soon she will go to the pandit for their marriage date will be fixed. (ugh she is suppose to be the dominating one but shyam's sweet words are weakening her)

shyam is a great manipulator.

Anjali goes to Arnav's room and says that she needs the keys to locker which is in his cupboard and he gives her the keys. She opens the locker and takes the box out of it (that box is super pretty).at least something is pretty in tycoon's house. most of the stuffs in that house are really cheap.😆 Then she says it's good that nani reminded her and she wants that she will give these bangles to La on the engagement. Then she says to him that in childhood they used to sleep with the sound of bangles and Arnav adds that he used to find all the peace in those bangle voices (awww his vunerable side is coming out, I am in tears, soon he might find peace in khushi).yup only Khushi can give him peace, but nobody else. Arnav is sitting and Anjali comes there and shows him that bangles which were of their mom's (those bangles are really pretty, no clue why they changed it to those ugly ones) and both of them shares emotional moment. Anjali tells him that there mom wanted her bahu to wear bangles and she cries on that and she also tells that mom also wrote the letter and then they did not knew that only letter will remain. Anjali starts reading the letter which its written that Arnav has lots of anger on his nose and there is lots of love in his heart (that is so true). His wife needs to have patience for anger and need to give love back with the interests. To which Anjali says that of mom would have been there and Arnav completes the line that she would not have recognized him (too emotional, arnav will get a wife just like his mom and she will follow this advice without ever getting that letter).

His mom wished for him, how God can't grant it.

Arnav leaves and Khushi is coming in that direction only and she see Arnav leaving and she sees Anjali crying and asks her she tells that she was seeing her mom's bangles and then she asks that is she had some work to which she tells that nani was saying there is wind outside and they need take the chilies that were to kept dry inside and where is HP to which anjali tells that HP is somewhere else and she tells that she will go and take them. Anjali asks her to take that bangles to nani. Khushi tells her that she will take chillies and she can give bangles to nani and Anjali denies because it is servants work but Khushi tells her that she will do that and finally Anjali agrees. Khushi goes to take chilies and sees Arnav standing and he has his back towards Khushi and he suddenly asks her is it true that everyone becomes stars after they die (he is talking to her!!!! And only she can provide him comfort no one else can because they understand each other's pain).

Moreover he knows, only Khushi can give him solace in his turbulent state.

In the next scene Payal open the door and finds a very small boy taking her to some place and she keeps asking him where he is taking her then she reaches a place that is decorated with lots of lights that turns on and she finds gifts kept there and she starts picking them and opening them and reading note attached with them.

For the first meeting in laxmi nagar= dupatta (love at first sight for akask

For the meeting at vegetable shop = potatoe because akash learned her favorite food (but from my memory she said khushi liked potatoes, chalo I will ignore this blunder)

I think he got potato, because it played a significant role in that meeting.

Janmashtmi day= thali (where he told her to look at her face because there was read on it)
on diwali= golden diya (she loved it but did not buy it)

During this time he was reading the notes behind her (I guess she was imagining him saying it, but I am still confused by it, anyways it was super cute)

Finally Akash comes out. Payal says all this and he says that with there every meeting everything is attached and which are very precious for him and he says that she needs to let him speak as it took so much courage to speak and he tells that he never did such things with anyone else so today he will try.Akash strts reading poem

Main dhoop toh aap chaom
Main samundar toh aap kinara
Aap phool toh main bhaonra

Akash is quite nervous and he is not able to speak up and again he gets courage.

Arnav is standing seeing the stars and he again asks is it true that they become stars after death to which Khushi says that it's not about true and false it's all about trusting. Then she tells that she believes that star is her mom and the star beside that of her babuji. Then he asks are they happy after seeing them and he repeats is his mom happy after watching him, khushi is quiet because she cannot answer. Then they look at each other in understanding way (it is like arnav knew her unspoken words) and after that Khushi is about to leave but she stays there and asks is he fine to which he nods that he is fine and Khushi leaves (what an amazing scene).

really beautiful and emotional. they unknowingly rely on each other.

credit goes to the maker

Akash is proposing Payal that he is in love with her and he cannot live without her and he confesses that he is in love with her. Will Payal accept the proposal????

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 123!!!!

The episode begins with Akash confessing his love to Payal. Payal reaction was the opposite to what he was expecting thus shocking Akash (serious what does he expect, I know they had their sweet silent love moments but words are stronger than actions, and his mom said some nasty things which will take a while to forget).👏 He tries to reason with her but she says that their worlds and statuses are different (what is she a female arnav, that is his line). Their relationship will never be accepted by his family members(wrong it is only mami). true. Except mami the rest of the Raizads are really broad minded. Akash asks Payal if there is no place for him in her heart?( man I will bad for him) Payal said she and he can never be together and he must always remember that. Saying this she walks away leaving a heartbroken Akash. She is upset as well. Payal rushes into her room and cries on her bed. Akash outside, sees the gifts he brought for her lying there (I felt bad, he got all this courage to propose and he was denied, all because of his mom mainly, that is why she is saying no)

felt bad for both of them. Payal also loves him secretly.

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Anjali thanks Khushi. La comes and asks Anjali where Arnav is. Khushi says he is outside. Anjali looks a bit sad and Khushi assures her that he is fine. She is about to take a leave. La begs her to come the next day and she agrees. As she leaves, Anjali and La get happy.
Arnav steps on something and realizes it's a ring (OH NO, khushi lost her ring, it is a sign that she is not meant for that creep).you just said it. That bejubaan ring also denies it. Anjali says Khushi loves to help others. She is not surprised she agreed to come (I still think they manipulated her, she is easy to manipulate to say yes). Just then Arnav comes and asks who the ring belongs to.

when someone manipulates out of love, i don't mind.

Bua ji asks Khushi to see whether the pickle is ready. Just then she notices that Khushi's engagement ring is missing. Khushi also sees this and gets shocked. (khushi is gonna get an earful)

La asks Arnav if that's for her (really when has arnav given you a gift randomly, he gave her that over sized purse during the beginning because she was mad at him or something, other than that he has never given her a gift). Arnav says he found it at the poolside (he seemed annoyed) and doesn't know who it belongs to. Anjali says the design of that ring is very simple. Totally Shyam's taste (man she knows her husband, too bad she does not know his intentions),true what is more important to know. Arnav wonders why it was at the poolside. La thinks maybe Shyam is trying to surprise her. Anjali says there is no occasion but La says he needs no occasion to surprise her and loves her a lot. She requests Anjali not to tell Shyam as she spoiled his surprise. Arnav leaves(he seemed happy about the love his sister is getting from his jiju) and Anjali thinks La is right about the surprise. (wow the ring came to Anjali, it is like the thali coming to her, she will get what is rightfully hers, but I know it will end up like that, but that is what it seems like now).

bua jii scolds Khushi when she tells her she didn't remove the ring. Bua ji wonders what they'll tell Shyam about the lost ring and urges Khushi to find the ring. Both are panicking (as they should, shyam is a scary person).

Anjali says he wanted to surprise her but lost the ring. Now she'll pull his leg. She Is very happy.

Khushi and Bua ji are looking for the ring but cannot find it anywhere. Khushi wonders if it's left in the RM (her bati went off). Bua ji tells her to go and get it right away. Khushi says she can't go but Bua ji insists that she should call up so that they can look for it. Khushi says no one has the time to search for a ring in that big house (oh but they do).😆 Bua ji gets upset that she doesn't care about her ring and scolds her and leaves and even screams from outside (honestly people have to sleep at night, you cannot just go to someone's house unannounced to look for something, atleast khushi was considerate). Buaji is disgusting, she became unreasonable when her BF Shyam's issue comes. . Khushi prays to Devi Maiya to help her find the ring and even put Buaji to bed early because her snores are more bearable than her taunts (true that).
Payal looks lost. Khushi says she lost her ring so she's worried but why is Payal worried. Payal gets shocked that Khushi lost her ring. Khushi says she's been so lost that she didn't even realize all the commotion. Khushi says she'll get her ring back but what about Payal's smile? Payal smiles a bit for her sake and then they go to bed. However, Payal can't sleep as she keeps think of Akash (well duh you broke his little heart).

Anjali seems a little off at breakfast. Shyam asks her what happened, why she is upset. Anjali tells him to have breakfast and asks if he wants sugar in his tea. Shyam gets puzzled and takes a jewelry box out of the sugar bowl and asks Anjali what is this. Anjali asks him not to pretend but he remains confused. Anjali shows him the ring and he gets shocked because that is khushi's engagement ring that he put on her right ring finger (anyways that means it did not reach khushi's heart). Anjali says there is no point of pretending now.

Khushi tells Bua ji that she'll call her as soon as she finds the ring. Khushi sees her bruised finger and recalls how Arnav had band aided it. Bua ji hurries her out and tells her not to return till she finds the ring (you I think if khushi never found the ring, she might not go home, she takes things kind of seriously at times).

good point. She was scared of buaji's incessant taunt, she didn't even care the ring found or not.

Anjali says she loved his surprise but what if it got lost? It was lying by the poolside. Shyam is still confused. Anjali confirms that he got it for her. Shyam tells her that he hasn't got the ring for her or anyone for that matter. Anjali apologizes and says she'll ask who it belongs to. Shyam asks her if 'that girl' still comes (his face was scary, it looks like he would slap khushi if she was there).😡 Anjali says she agreed after much persuasion and will come any minute. Shyam says it is time for him to leave and he'll get her an even better ring. Anjali says she doesn't want a ring, she just wants his time (yeah, he is never there and she is "alone" in that house, all she wants is his love). They hug (Anjali forgot to close the case, who hugs like that) and the ring falls in a glass of milk. Shyam leaves and HP comes and asks Anjali for Nani's milk and she gives the same glass in which the ring had fallen. The bell rings.

HP opens the door. He sees Khushi crawling on the floor and gets confused. Khushi is looking for the ring. Bua ji calls and asks if she found the ring. She says she hasn't found the ring yet. Bua ji tells her to hurry and not waste her time on phone. She is thinking and turns and bangs into Arnav. All his papers fall. Khushi shouts why he can't see and walk and then realizes who she is talking too. Arnav says this is his house and he will walk the way he likes and if she has a problem then it's her headache. Khushi argues back and says he never apologizes for his mistake and nonstop chatters about it and tells him she will never apologize either especially to him. She walks away looking back at him angrily and he also looks at her angrily. Will khushi find her ring??????

Originally posted by: sohara

superb writing Ami.

All the bold lines are my favorite and you will see my comments in all the place.

lovely pics and collages.

Heart wrenching episode right? Why he hurts her so much, where he knows how special she is. his excruciating words pierced Khushi's heart and so as mine. But I cried for my man as well. I wish i could tell him, forget about everything, just do what your heart says.

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Love this convo ladies .

@viv Love the layers peeling off section,indeed he is a man of layers and that was the reason it was way hard to explore him for any one.Khushi ,a selfless cookie is the only one who could stand in front of him and that strength of her demanding answers and asking questions gave HIM courage to explore himself as he was unaware of himself too.He was lost in his past all the time "gum sum" and that's why he said later"tumhare saath bitae huwe pal yaad rehne lag gaye"...

Every time he puts a mask on ,a layer of deception with which he covers himself to go in cocoon ,she pulls him out and his Harward brain tangles another one but she either in hate or love peeling him layer by layer and the time comes when he has nothing to spun around himself to remain in his shell and the inner sound echoes million times in the air"I luv u" but she does not believe it until she reaches to the point when she can see and feel he is not in a shell any moreand gives in.

Love that he could say that we can go "live in" but he knew her and her values so there was no other option for him to give her what she believes in and still remains in LIVE IN but "uss keh Hisaab se"...If he wouldn't do that ,she would never be with him no matter what.He also did not want to give her pain regardless he was giving her and the pain he was suffering by himself and had no ending either.

Episode 121!!!!

Khushi is telling nani that La is an expert in cooking now (I bet khushi is like you don't need me now so I can leave). Mami tastes the food like she has not eaten in days (for her it could be minutes)🤣 and she taste the daal starts freaking out because it is too hot due to all the mirchi. She tells la that she failed (khushi needs to keep coming now) and mami says that she needs to jump into water to make the fire in her tongue to go away and she leaves from there. Anjali and nani smiles because their plan worked and they hid their smiles and then nani scolds la in a fake ott manner. And she says aapko kuch nahi aata and la says aate se rot banayi hai (oh this girl is smh, but atleast she caught on) La says that you are over acting but she fixes her mistake by saying that she is over reacting. Khushi says that they will make another daal and takes la from there. In the kitchen khushi told la that she should not talk to nani like that. In the dining room area (the lay out of the house is mind boggling) nani asks that was there mirchi in the dal and Anjali told her that mami was doubting la so she put mirchi in the daal, the ladies laugh and nani says that it seems that they are reliving their childhoon. Anjali told her that la wishes khushi should come over daily so they need to make excuses for that. Mami is in the background, well behind the pillar, listening to their conversation and says so that is what is going on behind her back (great she in on the mission to tell khushi). Khushi is serving daal made by her and Anjali praises her. Nani calls Anajli to her room because she needs to talk about engagement stuff. Anjali tells khushi that Arnav will have dinner after his meeting, la phone rings and she leaves (OH NO that means khushi has to see Arnav, I wouldn't complain)😉

Mami takes khushi being alone to her full advantage and tells her to meet her by the mandir, and khushi is left there confused ( I don't blame her). Arnav come to the dining table and looks at khushi and khushi goes from there and murmurs that she gave such important information to him but there he is showing her his anger (poor girl does not know that arnav did not get the info) He starts eating the Daal which la mani and she and HP stops him saying that la made the daal and eat the one khushi made. Arnav being arnav did not listen to him and he eat la's daal and khushi make a face like I told you so but arnav continues to eat it making a face like in your face/what cha gonna do about it. 🤣He starts to hiccup and eats all the daal. He leaves and khushi says that it's good such thing should happen to such people (but he back to prove his point that la is for him and he will do it because people said something against la, kind of like a good friend).

Mami is waiting for khushi and she picks up that paper about the meeting time and she thinks it is another planning time between nani, anji, and la. She notices footsteps and miskakes them as khushi. And it turns out to be nani and mami says that she has proof also and nani snatches that paper.

In Nani's room, anji and her are discussing about themami fiasco to which nani says that she told mami if she will tell khushi about this then she will not give bangles to akashi's wife (yeah nani got sure know mami's weak side). Nani says she was talking about some proof and anjli reads it and thinks that it is for ASR and calls HP to give it to arnav. Arrrnav is on the phone and scolding poor aman and tells him that he left the message and he gets arnavy. HHHe ttthrows that paper in anger and khushi comes there with milk and she clears her throat for his attention and then replays the situation and hands him the glass of him to him (how sweet of her, acting like a wife already). He takes the glass and throws it in the pool (a simple NO or a head shake to the side would have given the same expression). He moves forward and she moves back and she is about to fall but arnav catches her. They have an eyelock. And let's her go and she leaves. In the kitchen she is murmuring to herself and she sees HP pouring mild for arnav and now she is pissed. Then she hears arnav on the phone and to torture him, sharts making loud noices and he gets disturbeb. Hut puts the phone on hold and sees khushi making the noise. He calls out for Anjali. Arnav asked what is happening and why is there so much noise. Anjali comes and says that there are no noice and he turns around to see that khushi has vanished. Anjali was like chotey tum bhi na, and leaves. Khushi is hiding behind the counter, giggling. Then by mistakes drops the stick thing that mashes stuff. called a pestle Arnav notices the noise in that direction and goes there.

Anjali goes to nani and nani shows her some necklaces and other jewelry that were giving to her on her marriage. She then says that she cannot find the kanghan of arnav's mom as she wished to give them to arnav's wife.

In the kitchen arnav finds khushi. Will arnav break his vow of silence and blast khushi??? good question

Originally posted by: viv04

Thank you everyone for the thought provoking comments.

She feels special in the vicinity of this alpha male, yet stands by her check list. For him, this exotic beauty and brains comes with a price tag of its own kind. She makes it tough for him, he gets tougher on her and there begins their arduous journey.

Their opposing ideologies, yet an inbuilt connection and mutual level of comfort leads to heated painful arguments. These are the ultimate intimate moments when he unconsciously invites her to peek into his private core. She gets the strength to bombard him with vital constructive questions. He misuses this liberty to hurt her with destructive answers. The man can hide away from the world, run away from himself, but fails to escape from the person he loves. Everytime he thinks he has created a barrier, he has unintentionally brought himself a step closer to her and his own self. The distance is closed when he can no longer spin anymore as in Arshie's words.

In the long run it's K's victory over A. She has been constantly molding him from the gazebo sorry somewhere in the beginning to the ritualistic temple marriage words somewhere at the cross roads. She finally feels secure in his arms when he can openly express her significance (she is the reason of her existence), her role (she fills the emptiness), her status (tum meri maa ki bahu ho) and her parent's presence (when he points out at the stars symbolizing meri maa aur tumhari amma). He has healed himself and is healing her of the pain he had inflicted. They have uncovered the divine bonding destined to complete each other. He wakes up the woman inside her, she liberates the child in him.

Somewhere he had to hurt and be hurt to learn to love and be loved. The ability to trust, honor and embrace love with open arms comes only next to the ability to love and believe ones own self.

Originally posted by: viv04

@Barundiwani

Enjoyed your 129. Your take on A's lehnga and price tag attack is special. The man attacks her status, as that's the only weak point he finds in her. At the same time he knows he has fallen for a middle class girl who is richer than any upper class girl in all senses. Emotionally draining and visually dreamy episode!

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

ARSHI"S INDEX

EPISODE PART 133-134

Beginning of trust...

"mein aapke elawah kissi keh saathe Khush nahi reh sakta"

{I can't be happy living without you"]

Akash's provocative way of making Payal to acknowledge her feelings for him actually did awake Arnav's true feelings for Khushi which he is denying or lying for over and over'.."jisse pyar nahin karti uske saath Khush kaise reh payegi"[How can she live with someone she doesn't love]He said those words for Khushi in agony but did describe his stance and over here he is proving it after realization and acknowledgement in a deeper way.

Arnav drops Khushi home after shaking hand as a signature on this deal of bringing two hearts together.My grabber was his concerns and longing to say something to her as it took him a while to gather himself but she as usually diverts the whole story with her childish acts which amuses him as always.His softness and pliability is very much noticeable and he was way deep in his concerns but main grabber is ,he listens to her regardless being irritated by her.

One side Khushi is playing mind games to reach to the hearts and other side Arnav is playing mind games to reach to the minds but beauty is both are achieving same goal .Khushi and her childish antics are worth watching and delectable.The frustration of Payal towards poor Akash with agony throws light on her heart and mind's stance.I love Khushi ,she is a fighter despite of all the humiliations,antoganism,and longing ,her smile does spread joy in everyone's life.

Arnav with determination of cracking deal for Akash seems pretty mellow and amiable here,very unlike to his character doing things in his style and not agreeing upon with the client.hmmm..Aren't you already doing what your sweet client asking you to do'.and you are liking it too.Hey Devi Maiya! ..

Akash's condition for getting answer is pretty drizzling and quavering.He diffuses Arnav's thoughts with Khushi's which makes Arnav to give him a weird look.

Symbolisms and connections:1-Arnav mentions #3 with his gesture as 3 is a masculine # with success.Yes they will be successful by these sweet schemes.

2-Khushi asks to call 4-times and the clock tells time 4:00pm too.it means lust and love 'here love is flying without wings among these 4 birds.

Great connections!

3-Khushi mentions Libra sign of Zodiac..It is 7^th sign in the Zodiac and represents SHIFT and Libra is ruled by Venus who is known as seductress so Love is in the air and shift of relations is inevitable.

4-when Arnav arrives ,time is 4:15...4 is for love but 15 is the Devil Rider in Tarot cards and Devil represents in failure but reversed is release from something binding.

CONNECTION is deep as Arnav ad Khushi'love seems failure but that failure approaches to Arnav's heart to release him from his binding past..Simply amazing!

Arnav plays along the game with Khushi and oh boy..He gets trapped again by Payal's smartness'"aapne unhain jate huwe dekha tou roka kyuon nahin'kaise Bhai hain aap."[Why didn't you stop him'What kind of brother you are ?] Howard Brain goes speechless and with frustration.."ab kya boloon mein'"[What I supposed to say now?]Khushi barges in with begging'Love these hubby and wify gestures without any hesitations and with lots of winks.Khushi's overacting infuriated him though at some points but he was speechless by seeing her plan at place.

They become successful bringing Payal to the top of the hill.Her "bechaini" is amuzing Khushi and Arnav pretty well,'Khushi,"unhon ne socha hoga bina cashme ke bhaghair unchai na dikhe tou dar kam lage ga.. aur koodne mein bhi aasani hogi'Kyuon Arnavji"[he must be thinking without glasses it will be easy to jump without looking down clearly]'Arnav and his irritations all melt down with a beautiful smile while turning his face which didn't go unnoticed by Khushi too.His smile brings smile and peace on her face just like hers on his face.

Khushi's excitement made her holding his hands unintentionally which he feels as a bliss and gives her his intense meaningful look and she receives it by taking her hands off as this "engagement" is lingering at the back of her head .One thing was very visible and that was his "bechaini" whole time like he wants to say or do something but again she is not his any more.

Payal confesses her love for Akash which brings them both to a hug but this proximity breaks down quickly while finding out ,it was all a part of scheme but Akash make her realize her love for him.

My grabber was the moment when Akash mentions class difference and his longing for Payal"Mein itna janta hoon'mein sirf aapke saath Khush reh sakata hoon"[I know I can only be happy with you"] Arnav goes in deep thoughts of realization about him and Khushi by giving her side intense look.

Some peaceful realizations perks up in Khushi when Arnav takes responsibility of the family,["Ghar walon ko mein sambhal loonga"] ,especially Mamiji.Her peaceful smile says a lot.Both siblings and their hugs assure their future a new and an exuberant direction.Arnav and Khushi's happiness lie in the happiness of others as always.

They both gazes at each other while walking down the hill as they both seeing each other at Akash and Payal's place hovering over those moments.

Pause here:Look at this pic which says a lot and it's a future indication.Akash and Payal together and ARHI have distance as they will have this distance for a while till the end of Kidnapping but Payesh are the reason till the very end to keep em together.This threat and contract over Payesh really glued them pretty well whole this time.

Arnav's appeasement seeing her smiling and Khushi's obliged look was well received from both ends. Akash puts the BALM on Payal's wounds,"Jijaji kehte hain 'kesa bhi zakhum ho iss se haar hi jata hai"[any kind of wound can get heal with this balm]'hmmm ,''hint ..hint..

Yes when Buaji tells Khushi Shyam Babu gave her a special Marham[balm] and tells her the exact words and puts Khushi's smart brain on the run to solve this riddle'Who said these exact words'???

Arnav and Akash enters home successful.Arnav's peaceful expressions delivers his "sukoon" [peace] seeing his brother captivated with blithe and same is on the other side.Khushi's has no limit of jubilance seeing her Jiji's zestful joy.Akash thanks Arnav for working with Khushi and accepting her plan'"mein mana kahan tha.."[when did I agree] as he refuses to bow down the terms of Khushi'uhhh'Dulha akad ki dukan hai' '.Akash,"Khushiji thodi pagal hain na 'eik dum alag hain who.."[Khushi is mad but kind a different']

Arnav with blissful joy and a sigh jolt by thinking Khushi which brings a peaceful smile on his face,"Haan pagal tou hai '"[Yes she is mad..]...She is, that's why she loves a man like you if you ask me'.Yummilicious!

Other side Payal in an inquisitive way,"Arnavji bilkul waise nahin hain jaisa hum ne socha tha'"[Arnaji is not like the way we think]'Khushi in deep blissful thoughts pensively but smiling,"haan waise nahin hain'"[Yes he is like that]

Both of them with aspiration of each others hankering ,fascinating land with longing desires but aching within because of their self imposed guards which they both want to break but don't know how'???

Pause here:One thing is so apprehensive that both of them have started TRUST and FAITH in each other'He did exactly what she was dictating him while being annoying and she had full faith that he will take care of everything'"eik atoot Vishwas" which started from the stars gazings,,,

True indeed Arshi, great connection

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: During Anjali's miscarriage she uses this for giving him courage and strength"aap sab kuch sambhal leinge"[You will take care of everything'..At that time she knows her man fully inside out'

Akash's refusal to marry Ms India instead of Ms Payalji was taken a back seat plan for Mamiji but the whole family took him with both hands for his decision.Arnav astonishes at Akash's confident but happy as he will take a stand.He gives him his assurance hug.

Mamiji's phone call to Payal drops the bomb shell to payal and she calls Akash to forget her which embittered Khushi and she calls her LG.Arnav's abeyance hearing all this was very much visible but it didn't sit with Khushi.

She comes straight to her LG to give him a surprise.She accuses him for not doing things the right way and how this all is making her Jiji upset "Humain aap pe Vishwaas hi nahin karna chahiye tha"[I shouldn't trust you].The most important grabber is Arnav's concerns over her agony and not trusting him and that he can't tolerate.He tells her to take a deep breath and assures her he will take care of everything.She accuses him and her lack of trust in him exasperates him .She starts pacing and wants to act another filmy play to convince Mami but it doesn't sit with Arnav .Hillarious 60% act Arnav Bitwa'You need 40% "abhiyas" for reaching 100%.

Pause here:His making her calm down,her listening to him and then her bringing his anger meter down is the "trust" '"atoot Vishwas" which they don't realize it yet but exists strongly in between them.

PONDRING CONNECTED DOTS: This is the beginning of Arnav's "shhh" to make his Khushi calm down whenever she is angry and upset'.From now on till Karva chauth..This "shhh" is going to melt evryone's heart

Khushi does postulates a factual truth in front of Arnav ,"There is some one some where is made for everybody"hmmm'.but her filmy lecture and "Khuch Khuch hota hai" is totally "What Crap" for him'

Pause here:She does make him realize that he can't do everything alone and can't be right which later he will make her realize"har kaam tum akaile nahin kar saktin"[You can't do everything alone]

Meanwhile Mami accuses Payal for complaining Akash which antagonizes him and he leaves home which drops bombshell to every one in RM.Arnav and Khushi are ready for this or not with their filmy act'continue NEXT

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Episode 129:

"sapno ki duniya mein rehna hi acchha hai Lavanyaji, kyu ki asli duniya mein sirf dil tut te hai"

"Its better to stay in a dream world Lavanyaji, because in the real world only hearts break"

my heart broke when i heard Khushi say those words the first time, and every time after the effect of this profound statement remains the same. He had shattered her world of dreams in just a few minutes, to push her away, ironically today he breaks her heart because she is too far away, out of reach with that ring. In this war that resumes, he ruthlessly attacks and attacks and goes for the kill completely forgetting he dies with her with each blow.

As she weeped and said those words to La, i felt her cut was deeper and not just limited to him. The girl who dreamt with her jiji under the stars about their future husbands or the girl that ran out with all her excitement to wish upon a shooting star, truly genuinely put her trust in these things as "Baat vishwaas ki hai" right? Could it be that for her this "vishwaas" offered her protection or a shield from the "bedard" real world as Arnav views it. After surviving her first massive heart break in the "asli duniya" at the age of only 8, perhaps dreaming helped her heal with the help of two bright stars in the sky. Maybe i'm thinking too much into this, but as a dreamer myself, this like is much to real and surely relatable to many who watched the show.

It was La who once again acted as cupid and forced Khushi into a bridal outfit. an outfit with red in it and if that wasn't enough "let your hair out" she insisted, havn't a clue of the havok Khushi's open hair causes on her to-be-fiance, then she practically pushes her in front of him..poor La, she was only going for the full length mirror not the full length laad governer!

He is just getting off the phone with his Di when that wind, that wonderful gust of wind forces him to look in her direction. Through the shiney beaded strands, there she stood and her reflections in the mirror. Before long, the mehsoos reached her and she felt his eyes on her. She's seen this look in his eyes before...twice.

The look as if he's high on her beauty, the nasha shows in his slow blinks. She looks away and fiddles with her pallu, he makes her so nervous with his constant gaze, but she allows his eyes on her... she could've ran back to the changing room to put her regular clothes on but she chose to stay. So he looks on, the much familiar admiration of her beauty from bottom to top, she filled his eyes with sensuality again.

She grips her dupatta, and glides her finger down to up, eventually fearlessly looking back at him...these aroused feelings all too new for her but so evident how badly she want to reciprocate. She marks his slow steps towards her, she expands her pallu to cover the rest of her torso .

he parts the beaded partition to have a closer look like he always has to with a slight pleased smile on his face (what girl wouldn't want to be looked at like this dammit?).

Then he gently lifts his hand up, to touch her velvety face i assume, but she moves back snapping him out of his trans. The quick thinking ASR drops his hand down to the price tag, he knew he would find something there to continue his attack on her in this war of pyaar and nafrat.

34999 rs. said the price tag. He starts his second "vaar"(attack) of the day.

"utna bhi boora nahi hai, par tum aur tumhara fiance afford nahi kar paoge, "

"Its not so bad, but you and your fianc won't be able to afford it"

oh the need to keep taking jabs at a man he's never met... jealousy, what a passionate emotion it is. He continues the blow, "what a pity...par aaj mein bahut acche mood mein hoon so what the hell? mein tumhe kharid ke dedeta hoon, apne fiance se ki Arnav Singh Raizada ne engagement present diya hai"

So many layers to this one line, he wants to buy the lehnga for Khushi because he loves her in it, but he insults her fianc again AND he feels the need to let her fiance know of him doesn't he? by buying this for Khushi would also send message to the man that "stole" her away.

Still in his quest for faraq his ruthless vaar pushes limits on the quiet, sad eyed, hurt, girl

"After all tumne mere aur Lavanya ke liye itna kuchh kiya hai, gift nahi, to tip samajh ke le lo" in an instant, with a deadly smirk, he reduced her to a servant. Indirectly, reminding her once again of her hesiyat, her aukaad. Clueless himself as to how far he had gone, after all he had insulted her middle class status over and over since day 1, but this time he went too far and it broke her inside.

She wouldn't dare show him the broken pieces of her heart though, it took all she had but she answered back. She takes back the price tag from his hand

"Nahin chahiye, lekin puchh ne ke liye shukriya, aur aapne teek kaha tha, utna bhi boora nahi hai, lekin utna khaas bhi nahi hai, hamme yeh pasand nahi hai"

The smirk disapeared because the lehenga was khaas to him, but her rejection of this choice and refusal to accept it was an hidden insult to him...also the way she talks to him with such formality must get to him. Since they met, they both have fought like they are only each others to fight with, never letting others like La get in the way, but now while he continues to hurt her with full rights still as she his his to fight with, her formal addressing makes her feel distant from him. His nostrils flare up, also hurt sine he can only stare at her with no comeback. Soon his phone rings and leaves, not a second went by as rest of her tears came pouring out. La comes out breifly, engulfed in trying out her next dress, she doesn't notice Khushi's sad face.

Khushi slowly finds a place to sit, his sharp words run through her mind and cut through her heart. He, on the phone, but comes to a halt after seeing his Khushi just sitting there tearing up, looking at the price tag. It may have just hit him how far he went

"Chamkili, I feel like i'm living in dream world" and excited La completely oblivious to all that's happened shares with her friend. The price tag still in her hold, Khushi lets out her anguish "sapno ki duniya mein rehna hi acchha hai Lavanyaji, kyu ki asli duniya mein sirf dil tut te hai"

One of the most profound dialogues in the show, delivered with perfect pitch of heart break and emotion by Sanaya.

Her tears drop on the price tag, hurting him 1000X more. Remorse sets in looking at her incredible sadness that he caused, wanted to just take it away. He wants her to have faraq, what ever the cost but the only problem is, a bad side effect of tons of pain and faraq to himself... too much pain and faraq. If this was the worst he had hurt her, it was the worst he felt, it would also be the closest he would come to wiping her tears with his own hands.

As he watched her sob, he couldn't help but once again part the beaded partition, and step towards her, lifting his hand to wipe those tears away, to hold her in his arms and just wanting to take away all the pain that he inflicted...all the while, fighting the tears in his own eyes... soon the hand that reached out to her turns into a fist indicating his agonizing attempt at gaining some composure. Enduring and gulping down her pain, he cries with her, as much crying a man like Arnav Singh Raizada is capable of.

Just a sad scene all around. Only after closing his eyes, some composure returns, just enough to loosen the fist and walk away...fast. She hadn't noticed his presence, maybe because the depth of her pain, but she did feel him in the dangling beaded partition he left behind. She knew he was there just like the night of Janmastami when he came to check up on her at the GH.

Soon after he would call La's phone, which has been put on speaker as per her request, "Lavanya, mein jaa raha hoon" (I'm leaving). The abruptness of it all surprises Khushi

"haan mein...mein ruk nahi...matlab mujse ruka nahi jaayega, i..i cant stay...i have to go"

he says erratic hand tapping on the steering wheel. Since when does Arnav Singh Raizada get flustered completing a simple sentences? Khushi can't see her rattled up laad governor, but i hope she senses how shaken up he is? and that it has to do with her broken heart...the unbarablity of it all! How could he stay and look her in the eyes he bought such tears to ?

He hangs up and tosses the bluetooth aside, and flashes back to her words dipped in heartbreak "sapno ki duniya mein rehna hi acchha hai Lavanyaji, kyu ki asli duniya mein sirf dil tut te hai" they bug him to no end and by the time he makes it home he thinks back to all the other times he has hurt her badly "

"Yeh mat sochna ki ek amir aadmi tumhari payal ko apni seene se laga kar baitha tha" ("Don't think that a rich man held you payal close to his heart" )

"kahin aisa na ho ki jisse tumne raiz samajh ke fasaya, ha, iss bracelet ki tarah sasta ho" (Make sure the man you entrapped thinking he's rich turns out be cheap like the bracelet)

He thinks back to the way he made her apologize for that ring and finally the words that did both of them in today "Gift nahin to tip samajh ke le lo" (if not as a gift, accept it as a tip )

He hits the driving wheel

"kyu karta hoon mein aisa? hamesh uski aakhon mein aansoo? kyu uski har baat se itni takleef hoti hai mujhe?"

"Why do i do this? always bringing tears to her eyes, why does every little thing cause me pain?

"ab aisa nahin hoga" (this wont happen anymore) One of many "koshish" he confessed to Khushi later during kidnapping, to not fall in love with her...he won't allow her every tear, every baat to cause him taqleef "kyu ki mein aisa hone nahi doonga" (because i won't let it happen)...so determined he is...can't help but feel sorry for the guy. He genuinely doesn't want her to make such a difference, but she does and it's this faraq that will ultimately beat him at his own war.

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