Blast from the Past Thread #12, pg 63, epi 139 - Page 111

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 131

Surprised

This episode is full of surprises from Shyam's surprise for Anjali to Kushi and Arnav being surprised by Payal and Akash. We are finally seeing a suspicious side of Anjali and I am glad. Cheering her on to be the detective, encouraging her suspicion of Shyam. She is finally connecting the dots and Mittalal has caused the ball to roll. She has seen the gift fall out of his pocket and he has acted like nothing is wrong. She is definitely suspicious. I rally for him to be caught!!! What a surprise that would be for him!

But the sly man is much smarter that the naive Anjali.

Akash is in another world; his mind only on meeting Payal. He is wearing his shirt inside out just like when Kushi was preoccupied with her suhag raat and wore her outfit inside out.Good observation. hushi is crazy and Arnav's mischief was making her completely insane. Lavanya is teasing him for blushing and asks him if he has a hot date. Mami repeats hot date? If only she would know she would be surprised! Arnav says he will go with Akash to the office and Akash has no words. He will figure something out. Her keeps looking at his watch time is ticking away, only moments away to meet Payal.

Payal is freaking out at home looking at the clock and panicking. Kushis says she too is running late. Payal gets into the auto dropping her wallet and Kushi follows behind her wondering where she is going but more worried she lost her wallet so she follows her. Boy will she be surprised to see where she is going.

Arnav is driving and Akash is just not making sense. Arnav is perplexed and bewildered; what has happened to Akash? Akash asks to stop here and he leaves the car and goes to a jewelry shop. Arnav sees that Akash has left his phone is the car so he follows him.. He sees Akash picking up payals and is surprised. Akash leaves the shop completely in a daze not seeing Arnav who has called out to him. Arnav is surprised by his strange behavior. He continues to dollow him.

Payal gets out of the auto realizes she has lost her wallet but finds loose change to pay the fare. She proceeds to the caf. Arnav is following and right behind him in an auto is Kushi. This scene is so cute it reminds me of some cute scenes from long ago movies, whom is following whom, passing by, missing each other by a few moments. Sweet.

They have all entered the caf but all we see is Kushi and Arnav looking around but missing each other. They are both looking for their siblings.

Simultaneously they see their siblings and call out,"Akash,Jiji!"

STOP'.

SURPRISE!!!

They turn to see each other!

YOU?

Phonr rings Shyam asks Anjali to get him something from their room. She goes in to'Surprise! Candles, roses and him! This sly fox. 😡 He has caught wind of her suspicion and surprises her and then gifts her with the ring. The celebration is her he says. He places the ring on her finger as per her request. Mr Mittalal has called him and made him aware of meeting Anjali. No surprise for him but for her this time.

At the caf, two siblings have been surprised by their own siblings. "You? What are you doing here?" "Ummm'well'" she begins and then stops'"one minute, why are you asking me, I will ask you! What are you doing here?" He angrily tells her he doesn't have to answer to her. He goes wherever he wishes. She answers him same to you! The waiter asks if they would like a table for two and she mutters yes one for him and another for his arrogance. LOL!!!! The waiter smiles and ASR is not too happy about that. Cute face! They realize they came on a mission and leave in opposite directions.

Payal and Akash see each other. He asks her to sit down and she says she is in a hurry. He tells her that his mother has fixed his marriage and she says so what. He says he doesn't want to marry someone else. He knows she says they can't be together. He asks her to remember the question he had asked her does she dislike him? She is surprised by his question.

Both Arnav and Kushi see their siblings speaking with each other and are'

surprised.

Originally posted by: indi52

i have never celebrated father's day, but yeterday i saw perhaps the deeper unseen meaning of being a father.

less than two week's ago, his younger daughter, all of thirty had decided to take her own life, no one knows why. i went to visit them yesterday, completely forgeting it was father's day... i chatted with my friend, they were going to the cemetery she said, i'd been wanting to go so i asked if they were ok with it if i came along. and so i went to this pretty little place, really pretty i tell you, where my friend, her husband, their son in law who'd just lost so terribly, and a niece, we all sat or stood under the sun with huge umbrellas, around her resting place, a patch of grass grew beautifully on it, pots of flowers, a little white picket fence, candle holders... i can't describe how peaceful and loving the environment was. and there he and his wife recited the prayers that they wished to for their beloved daughter. i could have listened for hours. right at the end he asked for another book of prayers and read about the difficulties (i forget the exact word) of mary when she lost her son. his voice was quiet, with a hope in it almost, as though he hoped his daughter was listening.

they poured water over the grass and flowers, the colourful little windmills all around the cemetery placed by loved ones on the graves, turned and added to the sense of joy.

then his wife said, so where are you taking us for lunch?

i was a bit uncomfortable. but she said... yes, he's taking us out for father's day lunch.

he did, and it was the most lovely meal i'd had on a sunday afternoon in a long time, sitting among genuine, beautiful, strong, loving people, lots of laughter and eating too. when the bill came, his wife insisted he pay... his treat. it was father's day. he smiled sweetly (the man has one of the sweetest smiles ever) and fudged his wife into paying. i hope his daughter felt his love.

sorry if this bothered anyone. but there was so much there i had to jot it down. every day, life teaches you. and there is a line i fell for in ipk that somewhere is about this. amma tells khushi, with reference to marriage, that you figure things out by living this life. jeevan ji-ke. this is about living that life... till we do, we never know.

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 129

"haan di, aap pahuch gayi... ok theek hai," he was speaking to his sister on the phone and as he turned to leave, he stopped.

gust of wind.

he turned slowly, but it seemed as though he'd seen her already, knew the undeniable awaited him there, he just had to look... compulsion, can't look away. he is the tormentor, in command, master of the moment in pursuit of an admission of a faraq and just in case it isn't there, then the deliverer of vengeance, devastation... for not caring when he gave such a damn.

yet in that blood red lehenga, hair open, ethereal, she is the one in control... actually, isn't she the one in control anyway, the one with the power? when she is hurt, she can still look at it fairly reasonably and chat with dm, somehow get back to life. but when it comes to her he seems to lose all his bearings.

beautifully said Indi. I sometimes feel, is it her beauty that makes him pull towards her, or its' her innocent heart? Didn't he feel a yearn when she fell on his arms in the sheesh mahal?

why can't his eyes stop smouldering when he looks at her. why is there a hint of complaint behind the stoked passion... who are you, why are you so far away, why won't you let me matter to you, why aren't you mine?

amazing! you said his right emotions.

the wind was hollowing, billowing out, surging.

"la-avanya ji, hum..." and she sensed him too, one hand on chunni, awkwardness within, beyond the mirror curtain he is there. sheesh mahal, the house of mirrors, a dream world of mirrors here... a make believe sheesh mahal? there was the sunday store room; then their room in nainital, a haven in the middle of nowhere; now in a sprawling, crowded shop their private enclosure of mirrors; in a jungle some day, a bucolic hut with all they need... then maa's glowing garden; and finally, a room with the sky within.

awesome Indi, you said it all in one paragraph.

why this slipping into fantasy spaces? where only the two and a feeling were present? the constant stepping away from the three dimensions that seemed to invite us to leave hard reality behind too... was it to underscore the non-material nature of love... say it strides another space, a space not measurable in real estate terms but equally valid? and perhaps more essential.👏👏👏

i also feel it had an impact on the viewer. i started thinking of the two together... away from everyone else, and at the risk of sounding nauseatingly mushy, got to say, i let them into a space money can't buy... my "dil." i have never wept over tv characters before... in fact, i am not the sort who cries at films. yet asr touches my insides, and khushi too. i actually spent a whole day feeling terrible about what transpired in 129/130. but let's go back to the two. she has just seen him...

me too Indi, can't get enough of them. I got terrible scolding from my family to spend too much time in Arnav-Khushi. Kash they would knew my feelings for them.

and rabba ve came in, gentle, tender, probing to test the mood; the clear innocent notes of a lightly touched piano.

she was taken aback, embarrassed, shy.

he was dumbfounded... then the three horizontal lines began to appear on his forehead, a trademark asr muscle movement... along with it, eyes growing fiery brown, concentrated...

her hands fidgeted... trademark khushi when nervous, perturbed..

he started moving toward her exactly as he had the day he saw her in a red saree in his office... immersed in her, not really conscious of what he's doing... just being reeled in as though by an invisible rope... that day too her eyes had been troubled, and she had no idea how enchanting she looked. her hair was open, a dark deep red made her look even more vulnerable, innocent... he couldn't help but drown in the sensation.

he was just mesmerized and carried away with her beauty.

she squirmed, flustered

she drew her dupatta, again the dupatta, protectively over her.

when he lifted his hands to part the mirror curtains and enter the enchanted space, why did i get a feeling of a suhaag raat, of a man coming to claim his woman in the most ancient, elemental sense of the word?

good thought and moreover she was in a bridal attire. when she wears red he can't resist himself, like how he couldn't on the diawli night.

he walked right up to her and stared unabashedly. she looked away, a little uncomfortable, very conscious of that gaze... as if of its own volition his hand lifted.

as it did i felt a moment of contact... in his involuntary reach out, in her immediate registering of it and furtively stepping back, they had already touched each other.

what was he going to do? touch her? before one could think, she'd looked at him funnily and stepped out of reach.

and a hardened expression replaced his smitten, mesmerized look.

did he change his mind at this moment? or was he planning to hurt her all along? my bet, he was not thinking at all once he saw his woman in red...it was her stepping back and that "what are you doing" look that catapulted his brain into focus and the meanness came racing out.

that she got under his skin or nudged his dormant dil is one thing, but khushi kumari gupta really invaded arnav singh raizada's most prized possession. his dimaag. she had entered that and played with the synapses, and every once in a while they stopped functioning in her presence... especially when she looked so innocent, so lovely, so... oh all he wanted was her, the why when where of it didn't matter, she overtook his whole mind, he couldn't see beyond that.

this asr could not tolerate. this control she had over his brain. he had to do something about it.

gah, i think he wanted to push that lock of hair back from her face, his hand rose much higher than where the tag hung...

then he reached down and pulled up the tag.

and the devil in him returned with glee.

"utna bhi bura nahin hai... par tum aur tumhara fiance afford nahin kar paaoge." it's not bad, but you and your fiance won't be able to afford it.

she looked up and she knew he was out to hurt her now.

"what a pity...par aaj main bahut achhe mood mein hoon... so what the hell. main tumhe kharid ke de deta hoon...apne fiance se kahna arnav singh raizada ne engagement present diya hai..."

what a pity... but today i am in a very good mood.. so what the hell. i'll buy it for you... tell your fiance that arnav singh raizada gave an engagement gift.

then he plunged in the dagger and turned it at the same time.

"after all, tumne lavanya aur mere liye itna kuch kiya hai... gift nahin toh tip samajh ke le lo..." after all, you have done so much for la and myself... if not a gift, consider it a tip. to insure privilege. the privilege of being insulted by him.

a little pause before "tip" and the slightest sardonic smile... he's aiming for maximum damage...

good observation. Gosh he is devil.

but khushi is not wilting. she's had enough. she's not going to give him the satisfaction of that stunned, tearful look she had when he played his necklace trick. something you really liked, i gave lavanya, hope tumhe koi faraq nahin padta. what had he given la? something she'd liked despite herself... no not that necklace, you silly man... but in the complex and convoluted game of emotions they play, they both know that. but this time he's insinuating a price tag can be put on her, her desires, she's for sale... almost.

in a cold, quiet voice, with an edge of return fire, she replied,

"nahin chahiye... lekin poochne ke liye shukriya.. aur aapne bhi theek kaha tha utna bhi boora nahin hai lekin utna khaas bhi nahin hai.. hume yeh pasand nahin hai..."

i don't want... but thanks for asking... and you were also right, it's not bad, but it's not that special either... i don't like it...

tears in her voice. but she had played back a move at him. she rejected his pasand as he'd rejected hers with the ring earlier at rm. his nostrils flared, his lips pursed, he wanted to lash back but the phone rang... he glared threateningly and left...

then came the tears.

she sat by herself holding that chit of a paper which he'd made into such a deadly weapon and cried. la was so sweetly clueless rushing around and trying on things...

"chamkili, in dino aisa lag raha hai jaise main ek dream world mein rah rahi hoon," chamkili, these days i get the feeling i am living in a dream world.

he'd finished his call and was in front of the mirror curtains at the doorway, he just stood there watching her suffering, she looked at the price tag, no doubt remembering the egregious insult... strains of sitar delineate the riffs of pain echoing in her...👏

and through her tears, a young helpless girl spoke her innermost feelings, unprotected as she was before the harshness of this real world... a trembling voice from deep within, sanaya at the height of her art, never allowing the moment to catch melodrama...

she is brilliant indeed.

"sapno ki duniya mein rahana hi achcha hai, lavanya ji...kyunki asli duniya mein sirf dil toot-te hain..."

it is better to stay in a world of dreams, because in the real world, only hearts break.

heart break.

he had taken her all the way to this never before seen place. his gift... or maybe his tip.

her broken, shattered mirrors within, seems to cut his heart... the one he believes he doesn't have... and a tear drop drenches a price tag. the priceless one sits before him and weeps and he who is the expert at knowing the price of things but unable to gauge the value of some... suffers watching her. reflections of each other, no distortion if you have the heart to see.

there was no price tag for the scene either...

rabba ve and the most solemn tones of background score.

he parted the curtains again... maybe this time to come and heal her, even surrender... his eyes seemed to go red with tears. tears? yes, they were that.

his hand came up again as if to tell her not to feel so bad... he couldn't... instead he felt all of her pain... each and every bit of it... in him. he could never hurt her and not feel the hurt himself...

a balled fist opened slowly... a girl unaware wept quietly... mirrors swayed and reflected and glittered...he turned and left, still in pain... almost uncontrollable. the glass curtains swung and made noise, she looked up startled... who's there.

asr left soon afterwards, leaving his girl friend perplexed... yet a certain calm had entered khushi after the tears had flowed. she said to la, if you wish to wear something, do so, don't worry what others say and her face was composed. she was learning to steel herself against the onslaught, at least on the surface... she of course, had no idea that someone else too was crying in that corner of mirrors and dreams.

she will come to know later.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 132

The Deal

In the cafe a young man takes a deep breath and falls to his knees asking a woman to love him forever but she can't answer. He shares his feelings of undying love to her while their siblings watch from across the room in shock. He begs her to tell him she loves him.

"Jiji", Kushi calls her. She asks her about Akash and she didn't even tell her. Now LG has to become involved. He asks Akash if he has lost it and adds, with HER sister? The two are now going to have a battle. Kushi says Akash spoke about marriage first. Her sister hasn't even answered. Akash tries to continue his conversation with Payal but the two knuckleheads continue their battle. 😆 He tells the sisters, plural, to stop day dreaming. He begs Akash that he didn't mention marriage. The waiter comes in and lightens the situation by asking if they would like two couple tables. ASR says to him angrily do you find us as couples? The waiter gets flustered yes, no. Mineral water or soda?

He says to Kushi he won't allow his brother to go into a relationship with HER sister! She says the same. Kushi tells Akash not to feel bad but the refusal is because of him, ASR. She tells him she will find many grooms for her sister. He says then start looking because he is not interested in making his brother a confectioner. Everyone in the caf laughs. And she doesn't want her sister to be under the control of a dictator, she says it seems the British have forgotten to take you along. The caf customers laugh again.He asks her what did she say LG? And she says confectioner? Both Payal and Akash ask their siblings to stop, it is a matter between them. Akash says she hasn't accepted yet. Payal says and she won't. Her answer is NO! Akash says but he loves her. She asks love? What do you know about me that you love me she asks him. She asks him if he knows why she came to Delhi from Lucknow it was because her marriage broke at the last minute. Arnav's eyes go wide. Kushi looks worried. Does he know what her parents had to go through because of this? You don't know but HE? HE knows everything. She looks at ASR and says she is talking about the day that'Kushi stops her. Payal is in tears. Kushi shakes her head no, don't continue; anyways her answer is NO. She turns away from him and as we all know that is indicative in IPK of lies!!! She loves him but won't say. They leave the men there, Kushi looking back at Arnav. His jaw clenches, guilt much?

Khushi was feeling bad for Arnav. But I'm happy that Arnav came to know about the sufferings of Khushi's family, what was caused because of him.

Akash and Arnav are in the car and Akash sighs. He is visibly upset. Akash asks about the meeting and ASR says he will manage over the phone. Akash gets out of the car all forlorn and ASR is perplexed. ASR gets out of the car and remembers Payals words, he pictures in his mind Kushi falling into his arms the night of his fashion show at Sheesh Mahal. Her running out of the room he locked her in and them discussing her dowry, the wedding and how it may break. He said so let it break. He broke her pearl dori that night. He is visibly pained by these memories and feeling guilt, pain and remorse it seems. Why didn't he listen, she was telling the truth. He slams his fist on his car.

Kushi is on the phone with Anjali but she won't be going in today for Payal is very upset. Kushi goes to speak with Payal but she doesn't want to talk about it. She wants to be left alone.

Kushi is having a conversation with DM and doesn't understand why her sister didn't tell her anything. She shares all her feelings with her sister. She asks the Goddess to take care of her sister for she is worried about her.

Akash is looking at the payals he bought for Payal. He hopes he could change her mind. ASR comes down the stairs to see an upset Akash. Instead of facing it and his guilt he gpoes to turn around but Akash sees him. He sees how upset Akash is and goes to him. Akash tells him he has refused him for the second time but he is unable to accept it. He says that she wants to know how he fell in love when he doesn't know her but he asks his brother is there any reason to fall in love. He asks him about Payal's broken marriage. Akash tells him it makes no difference to him because he loves her a lot. Arnav asks him are you sure about your feelings for this girl? He says he loves her and Arnav says he doesn't understand about love matters. He just wants to know if he wants to spend the rest of his life with this girl. Will you regret this? Akash answers never, he will love her forever. Okay, then it's done; Arnav says he will make the deal final. ASR gets on the phone.

Kushi's phone rings; it is him! She tellshim her sister has already said no. He says his brother is not ready to accept that answer and he must meet her in that caf in half an hour. She says she won't meet him and hangs up. Through gritted teeth he says her name slowly, KKG. She hangs up "cursing" him too! "Who does he think he is!"

Payal goes to the cupboard and Akash's gifted dupatta falls on her head. She is talking to herself not knowing Kushi is looking on. She says what will her consent do when their destiny is not to be together. She asks for his forgiveness; how many times has she refused and broken his heart? She breaks down in tears holding the scarf close to her. Kushi remembers when Akash gave her the dupatta for her sister, when Happy tells Payal about Akash coming for his car and she smiles when she realizes that Payal loves Akash. She tries to call Arnav and he is trying to call her. "What the?" he is sooo angry he can't get through to her. She must be talking with her fianc, which makes him even angrier. She gets through to himfinally and his first words to her were whom was she talking to, like it is his right to ask her that question. She says never mind and they meet that night, same hotel, same waiter. 😆

"Table for two?" He warily questions them. Arnav attempts to pull out the chair for Kushi, she goes around to the other chair, he goes to the chair and she says she is sitting there. He says he knows that is why he is pulling out the chair. Chivalry obviously isn't dead when ASR is around! He asks what she wants to order and she says tea. He says to the waiter tea and black coffee and she jumps to tell the waiter "NO SUGAR" for his coffee. How sweet! Kushi tells him he was right and he answers, he is never wrong. The tea and coffee come but her tea is black and he says she makes her own. She mumbles then what do they get paid for if she has to make it they would have been better off at a tea stall, but atleast they gave a biscuit for free. She attempts opening it with her teeth! He says if her conversation is over about tea and biscuits could they please discuss Payal and Akash. Kushi tells him that payal has been upset ever since she refuse Akash's proposal. All she wants is her sister to be happy. He agrees that it would be good for Akash as well.

He thinks this deal will be good.

Originally posted by: wiwy

Riddle No. 13:😉

What did Arnav say to Shyam on his hands and knees in Di's room?

(This is a easy one, isn't it ?😉 )

Answer to Riddle No. 13 (wiwy ishtyle) :

Arnav, on his hand and knees, said to Shyam: What the🤬!Come out from under Di's bed and fight like a man!😡 😡

Episode 131

Surprised

This episode is full of surprises from Shyam's surprise for Anjali to Kushi and Arnav being surprised by Payal and Akash. We are finally seeing a suspicious side of Anjali and I am glad.👍🏼 Cheering her on to be the detective, encouraging her suspicion of Shyam. She is finally connecting the dots and Mittalal has caused the ball to roll. She has seen the gift fall out of his pocket and he has acted like nothing is wrong. She is definitely suspicious. I rally for him to be caught!!! What a surprise that would be for him! - well said 👏

Akash is in another world; his mind only on meeting Payal. He is wearing his shirt inside out just like when Kushi was preoccupied with her suhag raat and wore her outfit inside out😆. - good connection

Lavanya is teasing him for blushing and asks him if he has a hot date. Mami repeats hot date? If only she would know she would be surprised! Arnav says he will go with Akash to the office and Akash has no words. He will figure something out. Her keeps looking at his watch time is ticking away, only moments away to meet Payal.

Payal is freaking out at home looking at the clock and panicking. Kushis says she too is running late. Payal gets into the auto dropping her wallet and Kushi follows behind her wondering where she is going but more worried she lost her wallet so she follows her. Boy will she be surprised to see where she is going.

Arnav is driving and Akash is just not making sense. Arnav is perplexed and bewildered; what has happened to Akash? Akash asks to stop here and he leaves the car and goes to a jewelry shop. Arnav sees that Akash has left his phone is the car so he follows him.. He sees Akash picking up payals and is surprised. Akash leaves the shop completely in a daze not seeing Arnav who has called out to him. Arnav is surprised by his strange behavior. He continues to dollow him.

Payal gets out of the auto realizes she has lost her wallet but finds loose change to pay the fare. She proceeds to the caf. Arnav is following and right behind him in an auto is Kushi. This scene is so cute it reminds me of some cute scenes from long ago movies, whom is following whom, passing by, missing each other by a few moments. Sweet. - aww yeah tht was really sweet 😃

They have all entered the caf but all we see is Kushi and Arnav looking around but missing each other. They are both looking for their siblings.

Simultaneously they see their siblings and call out,"Akash,Jiji!"

STOP'.

SURPRISE!!!

They turn to see each other!

YOU? - 👏👏

Phonr rings Shyam asks Anjali to get him something from their room. She goes in to'Surprise! Candles, roses and him! This sly fox. He has caught wind of her suspicion and surprises her and then gifts her with the ring. The celebration is her he says. He places the ring on her finger as per her request. Mr Mittalal has called him and made him aware of meeting Anjali. No surprise for him but for her this time.

At the caf, two siblings have been surprised by their own siblings. "You? What are you doing here?" "Ummm'well'" she begins and then stops'"one minute, why are you asking me, I will ask you! What are you doing here?" He angrily tells her he doesn't have to answer to her. He goes wherever he wishes. She answers him same to you! The waiter asks if they would like a table for two and she mutters yes one for him and another for his arrogance. LOL!!!! 🤣 The waiter smiles and ASR is not too happy about that. Cute face! They realize they came on a mission and leave in opposite directions.

Payal and Akash see each other. He asks her to sit down and she says she is in a hurry. He tells her that his mother has fixed his marriage and she says so what. He says he doesn't want to marry someone else. He knows she says they can't be together. He asks her to remember the question he had asked her does she dislike him? She is surprised by his question.

Both Arnav and Kushi see their siblings speaking with each other and are'

surprised.

Cynthia...really good one 👏👏

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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Episode PART 129-Part 130

REALIZATION OF ASR

Dream world or fantasy land filled with fairy tales which satisfies our life with happiness with convivial endings but reality is different and acrimonious. Khushi's fantasy,dreamy land filled with thorns on Diwali night when her fragile and innocent heart broke into million pieces and no one heard the noise under the sound of those crackers except Arnav who himself was the censurable for that.

"Sapnon ki duniyan mein rehna hi accha hai kyuonke asli Duniya mein sirf dil toot te hain"

khushi's words today made him realize the audacity of his actions on Diwali night for which he might felt the pain and he did but the how did she consummate and contend with it ,he found it today but still is unaware of the depth of it.

Symbolisms and connections:Khushi and Arnav's reflection in the mirror is side ways and they both are unaware of true picture of real matter, her decision and at the top of Shyam's evilness for him and his decision for La for Khushi are still ambiguous.

Pause here:Shyam calls to confirm and Again Motilal is in the picture as pure trusting love of Anjali is getting first seed of suspicion in her mind in the shop today which our CV gulped down to even bother to connect later.

Motilal jeweler meets Anjali and plants the seed of thought of this [chakarvyue] ring in her mind as Shyam bought it from them ,the very same ring he denied upon.Her metagrobolized condition was worth watching as her blindness getting some light but she is adamant to remain blind with her belief.Even Mamiji and Naniji couldn't remain unnoticed.

From Arnav,Giving her New challenge is to keep her near his sight which looks like more for him as he can't bear her to be with anyone else.He decided to be with them during shopping of engagement dresses .He gives her his signature turned look and made it very clear what is his intentions are second time .He is measuring her "bechaini" by her corner eyes .He wants her to react and at the same time punishing her along with himself just because he loves her so much but can't accept that because of his own self created armor guards he is pushing his own luck.

His eyes and their thirst of Khushi never leave any chance to throw his daggers at her and its not gone unnoticed by her either.Both are lingering with hankering and yearning desires along with anger and disappointment mixed with some spice of avaricious and covetous cravings for her from his side and astounded staggering thoughts for him from hers.

The amazing part is he wants to remove her hurdles but she is adamant not to be in that process and how can she as he is other woman's man now.

La tries some clothes on Khushi and Fate again brings a bride in front of her groom who just can't stay away from her beauty.He forgets to blink and The piano tone of Raba Ve mingles in with the misty wind which tears their souls apart to stop em for each other in this frozen moment the very same way as on Diwali night.👏

He steps forward and removes extra thread lines coming in his view to reach her and her vexation was pushing her seeing every where but him.She covers her self as his hot gazes are melting her in this process .He wants to touch her as his hand reach her unintentionally to remove her locks from her face the way he did during Diwali night.& calender shoot!! 😃

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She steps back which ignites the flickering flame of his angry and taunting mode and by lowering his hand he grabs the price tag with smirk.

"utna bhi bure nahin hai 'par tum aur tumhara fianc afford nahin kar pao gey 'mein tumhain khareed keh de daita hoon..apne finace se kehna Arnav Singh Raizada ne engagement present Diya hai'.Gift nahin tou tip samjh keh Rakh lo"

Translation: not bad but you and your finace will not be able to afford it.So what the hell I buy it for you tell your fianc ASR bought it as an engagement gift'or you can keep it as a tip'..

Khushi in her convulsion and with broken heart but still with certitude snatches away the price tag,"Nahin chahiyeh par poochne keh liye shukriya'.[no I don't want but thnx for asking]'you were right its not that bad but its not special either'I don't like it"

Khushi with dauntlessness in her broken voice and attitude delivers her answer.Way to go Khushi! He leaves with his flaring nostrils and this time she does not take her glaring off of him either.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: He will be having AR desighner Lehnga choli during SR and for her wedding, her wish green one with lots of poms poms'.ASR will be Arnav doing all these for his Khushi.

The red is always his turning head point as he stood still first time in office seeing red all the way down to Karva chauth night

Khushi's laceration rolls down with incessant tears.La's expression of her joy as she is at cloud nine in her dream world all the time these days causes desolation and mayhem in Khushi. "Sapno ki Duniya mein hi rehna acha hai Lavanyaji kyuonkeh asli Duniya mein sirf Dil toot te hain"[Its better to live n dreamland as in reality your heart breaks] '

Arnav who was witnessing her deep commotion and anarchy shamble condition which washes his inner turmoil with his tears.He wants to hold her to remove all her pain but his hands stops in the air and then turns into fist with maelstrom with closed eyes as her tears shatteres mighty ASR shell of ego.

He leaves along with tears.Today he is cognizant of her shattered condition which he caused on Diwali night ,the night of Diyas which she brighten for him but he changed into darkness for her and for hiself too in return.Khushi's heart broke on Diwali's night and today again he ravishingly broke the strength of red beauty the very same way'but she is a fighter'..isn't she?...She did feel his presence full of agony as her heart and mind turns at his unheard voice.

Arnav leaves with his stammering voice and acts with convulsion and just like him Khushi is in her stammering condition with La as she knows the reason and very well aware of that'.He can't bear her tears which always act like a splattering hot oil on him'Period..

Reverberation of events swirls around him along with their meeting BG tune for hurting her badly."Kyuon karta hoon mein aisa'hamesha usski ankhon mein ansoo'kyuon uski har baat se itni taqleef hoti hai mujhe'laikin ab aisa nahin hoga 'kyuonkeh mein aisa hone nahin doonga"

Translation: Why do I always do that? Why do I cause tears in her eyes? Why it bothers me? But now it won't happen'because I won't let that happen.

La bought khushi's kind a dress as Khushi gave her courage against ASR"if you like it then buy it and don't worry about others".Every one at home loves the dress except ASR .

He bursts out at La for having a dress like Khushi"Eik tou mein phele hi'..[I am already trying ']He can't finish his sentence after seeing Khushi as he can't let go off of Khushi from his heart and mind ,day and night as everything reminds him off her.He orders La to change the dress.He walks away with his BG score loud and clear with big steps.Khushi a selfless cookie can't see La in this state and knows he is extra angry these days because of her.

Pause here:Today he is annoyed "jhooti mooti" at these poms and he will be taking these with him while leaving to London[even though these were not present on her dress😆] and will be holding lovingly remembering her in his palm'.uhhh'😕

Arnav pacing back and forth when she comes in who he wants to forget and open the door .He knows without looking and slowly turns "get out" by gulping down his anxiety and agony[like he is trying to say that just get out of my mind,heart and life some how].Khushi"No I need to talk to you"

Arnav steadily with his acrimony,"keep talking but I don't wanna hear" and turns his back to her after sliding the door as he never faces the truth and reality.

Khushi by opening the door ,"Its important for me to talk to you for clearing the misunderstanding'La bought the dress acc to my wish so if you wanna be angry so be with me"[Why do I smell ,he wanted to hear something else regarding with this Ghalat Fehmi misunderstanding]

Arnav in deep agonizing and bewilderment state,"Don't tell me how I supposed to talk with La'none of your business "'steps forward to close the door again when

Khusi calmly,"apke aas paas keh log apse kitna pyar karte hain apko bilkul bhi andaza nahin hai na'aap jante bhi hain apke inn kadwe bol se unke dil phe kya bitti hai'

Translation: You have no idea ppl around u love u so much ..do u have any idea ur bitterness words cut through their hearts]

Arnav by lowering gazes absorbing the truth.

Khushi continues persistenly,"Hum jante hain aap hum pe gussa hain.."

Bingo and his gazes angles straight in her eyes by keeping the misunderstandings and ego guards up,"tum apne aapko samjhti kya ho 'tumhain lagta hai mein jo karta hoon tumhari wajha se karta hoon'aagar tumhain lagta ha keh mujhe tumhare hone na hone se koi fadak padta hai tou forget it'you don't even exist for me'tum ho ya na ho ..kuch kaho ya kuch karo..mujhe uss se koi fadak nahin padta .sumjhin tum"

Translation: What do u think of urself..you think I do everything because of you..you don't even exist for me'it doesn't matter to me whatever u say or do 'understand

PAUSE HERE: Wait a minute so you are admitting this all in a reverse mode'..because every action of yours reflect her existence in your life's decisions these days dear Chote.

PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS: On Diwali night"Koi matlab nahin hain" and today"you don't even exist for me'tum ho ya na ho ...mujhe uss se koi fadak nahin padta .sumjhin tum" is enough to shake her trust on certain aspects of this "humain kya aur kyuon huwa hai 'DM} Later'She is getting interwined in her thought process'.in this entangled magnetized pull of him.which leads "hum bhulana chahte hain par bhula nahi pate" on Holi...

This will be changing"Khushi se door jane mein itni taqleef kyuon ho rahi hai" on airport to "Khushi mein tumhare bina jee nahin paoonga" till "Khushi and Arnav khabi alag nahin ho sakte"

Khushi flinched back because of his hurdling on her while screaming .He turns around as he knows what he just have done again'

He hurt her again regardless he just promises to himself he won't and he knows it ,closes his eyes by sensing her uneven breathing due to crying and convulsion'He turns around to see her or in other words wanna remove her pain from her face but just freezes looking at her state.

Khushi's tears flow incessantly but by wiping her tears and gathering her courage but looking down, "hum jante hain humre hone na hone se aapko koi fadak nahin padta..par hum yeh bhool gaye thai keh aap ASR hain aur kissi ka dil dukhane keh baad aap khabi maafi nahin mangte"

Translation:I know you don't care about the fact that I exist or not..but I forgot that you are ASR and you don't apologize after hurting or breaking someone's heart"

Pause here: Amazingly she taught him a lesson by keeping her eyes down so he won't get embarrassed or angry so she can convey the message but she learnt that lowering voice with firm yet calm tone does the effect.

She closes the door by giving him meaningful look and leaves him trailing her out as usually.He has no idea how much he hurts her but as "mein aisa hi hoon..mujhe khabi pata hi nahin chalata" is saving him from my side.

Symbolism and connection: They both have reflection on the glass but both are facing each other and hovering reflections of each others too.THIS is the point from where they both always will be together in every part of their life either in hate or love facing each others in all aspects''

ASR snaps out twice today.He realizes and gulps down his awakening moment and apologizes to La by looking at Khushi because he knows he owes her a big one just like the night he said sorry to her first time but today he does not need any practice.

Khushi's eyes get the peace and bafflement at his words but not "sukoon" as she can't see him in La's arms.She leaves and his yearning eyes wants her to embrace [the fact she loves him and he does for her] and his unsaid prayers make her turning around for him as she is listening to his heart..but he turns his face for not showing his vulnerability. She sees them and walks away leaving him trailing her all the way'''always in longing her proximity but today his pain brought unseen tears in his eyes.

PAUSE HERE: His realization of his mistakes was written all over as he comes and while seeing and measuring Khushi with his corner eyes he talks to La but every word is for his Khushi."agar tumhain pasand hain tou tumhain pehna chahiye"[you should wear if you like] as he is telling her what he couldn't deliver her in the store.

He was again in that wandering moment ,kiss chees ki bani hai" while trailing her way as he witnessed her gulping down the possessiveness of him in the proximity of La.

Other side Khushi and her "Dukh Sukh " with DM is clearly evident how her life is pre occupied with her LG."Ab hum unke bara mein sochainge hi nahin'humain nahin pata humain kya huwa hai aur kyuon huwa hai'humain kissi sawal ka jawab hi nahin chahiye"[I will never think about him'I don't know what and why happened to me but I don't need any answer ] and "I will be fine after their engagement" hmmm'lets see my dear..

Both of them made promises to break as NEW day is rising with lots of new hopes and twists ''..

NEW BEGINNING'.continue next

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Episode 120!!!!
Payal asks Khushi if she is worried about her marriage. Khushi confesses that she doesn't want to get married this early specially since Babuji is so ill and Payal should ideally get married first (yes, some logic here, and I totally agree'I thought they cannot afford stuff but here they are planning a wedding). Payal teases her saying that Buaji wants to get rid of the Sanka Devi so they're getting her married so early Khushi gets shocked (I think payal is pained that she is not getting married first'it is my opinion'if I was her I would upset why am I not getting married first , that is just me'also she wants to make khushi feel better, and maybe that is what bua ji is doing) and says she'll get punished for this and starts tickling Payal (I do like their bonding).

Next morning, as Shyam goes inside the bathroom (I guess he is on one of those business trips again'is it me or does he go to the gupta's house in the day and make up some excuse for work at night so he can send time with his atm machine, oops I mean his wife), Anjali takes his messy clothes and leaves(awww such a sweet wife). Shyam comes out and realizes he doesn't have the ring on his finger (why would he have it on his finger that would make his genius wife suspicious for live a few seconds😆) and starts looking for it. But he gets worried as he remembers he'd put it in his pant pocket. Anjali gives the clothes for washing to HP. HP requests her to check the pockets first as last time Arnav had left something inside and then gotten mad at him (what a smart servant). Meanwhile, Shyam realizes that it may be with the dhobi. Anjali checks the pockets and finds some stuff. As she is checking another pant, Shyam comes and gets tensed. Anjali takes a paper out from Shyam's reaction that it's something she shouldn't see. Anjali gets puzzled seeing Motilal Jewelers (that is a guess). Shyam says that this is the receipt because he gave the ring for polishing (nice save'I don't think it takes that long for a ring to get polished'it's been like a week). Anjali says she'll get it but Shyam says he will do it himself (how many lies he has to make to cover up his one secret). He also takes the pant and says he wants to get it dry cleaned. HP says he'll take care of it. Meanwhile, Shyam takes the ring out so he agrees. As Shyam is about to leave, Anjali asks him if she is hiding something. He gave the ring for polishing without telling her and now he is not even letting her pick it up (there goes her five seconds of suspicion). Shyam says he is getting married again. Anjali starts laughing and says it is a very poor joke (well he did tell her the truth'she should not get mad if she actually finds out the truth, he did tell her). Shyam has an evil look and then he hugs her. He thinks that he's told her the truth but she doesn't believe him only (how sick). Anjali tells him never to talk like this even in humor otherwise she'll die ad hugs him again (lady be more independent). Shyam looks at her with "guilt" and apologizes. Shyam says he should go. Anjali says to wait for 5 mins since she'd stopped him midway and he agrees (oh her and her superstitions).

Arnav is talking on the phone. La says she is so happy that ASR's office is getting renovated. Now he'll be home (starting to act like his wife I see😡). Even Anjali says that she wants Arnav to be home till his wedding (uh he has a business to run so you and your hubby can waste his money)🤣. Nani gives La a copy of Ramcharitra Manas (I think that is right) and says thanks to Khushi, she'll have a knowledge of it. Anjali says that they're telling Khushi a white lie. Manorma overhears this and questions them.La is about to say something but Anjali covers up saying that they were talking about white shoes(is that the best should could come up with, I will give her credit for that creativity). La gets confused and asks if they were really talking about shoes because her shoes are black (she is worse than mami ji). She has white shoes though Manorma looks at her suspiciously but the door bell rings). La says it must be chamkili. Nani says her name is Khushi. La asks why she is scolding her as Khushi isn't even here yet and Anjali pinches her. Manorma gets more suspicious.

Khushi comes in the RM and almost bangs into ASR. They recall their confrontation in the kitchen. They try to move out of each other's way but keep getting in it. Finally ASR pushes her and leaves.
Everyone gets the cue and Nani starts scolding La. La gets confused but realizes Khushi is here and they continue arguing. Anjali asks Khushi to help. Khushi takes La to the temple and Nani and Anjali also leave. Manorma's suspicions are appearing she will be 007 now.

Khushi compliments La that she is a fast learner and her work will get over fast. This strikes La. The phone rings and La requests her to take it since she is reading. Khushi goes and La calls Anjali.
Khushi takes the call and someone gives her a message for Arnav. Khushi tries to avoid but in vain. She wonders how she will give him the message when they don't even talk. She realizes that it is 11:50 and the meeting is in 10 minutes.

Arnav comes inside and Khushi thinks she can't say anything. She blocks his way and starts giving him hand signals trying to convey the message and Arnav has his typical 'W*F?' face. Finally, he leaves and Khushi gets tensed realizing only 5 minutes are left. She takes a paper to write the message. La comes and tries to take her away so she quickly scribbles the message and asks OP to take the paper and ask Arnav to read it is important. But the paper falls and HP takes the Ramchritra Manas instead (HP is super, maybe because khushi is calling him by the wrong name).

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Manorma comes to Anjali and tells her the Ramcharitra Manas is done but Khushi is still here, what's the catch? Anjali says there is nothing like that but Nani is calling her to talk about Akash's wedding. Manorma gets excited and leaves (good one anji). La comes and tells Anjali that she has told Khushi that she has made the food and she is worried about Nani's reaction. But Anjali says that the food is very good, how will Nani get upset? And if Mami doubts then it'll be a problem since then she'll tell Khushi everything.

Arnav is asking HP why Khushi has given him this book to read? HP says that she said it's urgent. Arnav wonders if she is mad. HP asks if he should go and ask her (LOL).Arnav asks him to shut up and leave. (maybe khushi is indirectly telling him that he should be a better person).

Everyone's getting ready for lunch. Khushi asks HP if he gave that to Arnav. HP says Arnav got very upset but took whatever she gave. Khushi murmurs that that's nothing new (tru dat). Khushi tells La that the food smells great, why she is tensed? (well because their plan will fizzle if nani likes it) Nani says only good smell of food doesn't make a meal worthwhile (that is a good point). Manorma comes and says the food is amazing. She tastes again and says everything is delicious. Khushi says that La has made great food. Manorma says now Khushi is not needed. Nani, La and Anjali get tensed seeing their plan fail and Khushi is a bit upset at the insult. Will the trio's plan fail??? Or will a miracle happen that will save them?