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Episode 117-118 : Restless
He felt it at the pit of his stomach, the bechaini, the restlessness, the uneasiness was running through his his entire being. causing him to pace back and forth, tighten his fists and stand still one moment or to sit as the edge of his chase the next. He was on edge alright, his hands covered his mouth as if trying to catch his breath Arnav would then stand up from the chase when that uneasy feeling became unbearable. 👏
He walks towards his open doors and flying curtains where gusty winds seem to want his attention. Perhaps here with an urgent message, asking to be rescued on her behalf.The music, the ambiance, the slow motion, Sobti's expressions are all too perfect! - really well said 👏 couldn agree more...Sobti was truly perfect😉
- too good 👏
He seems to know it has to do with her, and I feel he is so close to picking up his SUV keys and take a drive to the GH to make sure she was ok. - i so so so wish he had gone...seriously wished he'd be able to stop it somehow!!!
If he had let himself go that far...he would find that she was anything but OK.👍🏼
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She would be standing there like a statue, with her right hand forward and paralyzed, a ring on and tears in her eyes. - i really feel for her
A rotten game has been played by a rotten man for his own selfish gains. Exploiting Buaji's weakness for her brother, making her believe that the reason for his sudden illness is the news that his engagement with Khushi is delayed. Buaji's gullible and trusting nature mixed with her bold personality proved dangerous today. 👍🏼 - well said
She announces that this is an auspicious time for the engagement to happen. Payal tried to speak up and Garmin begged for Sashi to get well but she was relentless."i won't listen to anyone, now i'll only do what will save my babua and make him happy"😡
Khushi came home aloof, with a bandage on her ring finger and slew of emotions running through her after all that just took place at the mandir. He came after her just to tend to her injury, then they fought and said they never wants to see eath other again. She was only putting her purse down when she learned Bauji went to the panditji. Khushi was visbly shaken, but not much could sink in before Shyam called everyone in urgency. All that followed can only be described as chaotic and disturbing to say the least.
Buaji asked Shyaam if he got the ring back from the jeweler. Khushi hoping and praying that he didn't have the ring on him, but only a tease😡, he pulled it out. the music tempo speeds up adding to the tragic moment. Khushi' sadness has no limit, horrified at the thought of binding herself to anyone other than her Arnavji. Much to the horror of Payal, Garima and most of all sashi Buaji pressures for the second time, "Arrey Angootih pahenao !" Khushi looks at her father who is trying with all his might to shake his head "no" but unfortunately she sees no red flags - really well written Ami⭐️
As she reaches up, all she can think of is Arnav and all the precious moments she shared with him of recent, the ones that pulled her deeper into his love. the ones that gave her dhak dhaks, the ones that seem to put time on hold and the ones that showed her a side to him she never expected to see...simply magical moments. 👏
❤️ its perfect ⭐️
She slowly slips the ring on Shyaams finger with her thoughts only consumed by Arnav. Tears rolled down. Everyone, including Shyaam can tell she's not happy, but when has Shyaam ever really cared for her happiness or those tears? - i swear 😡
Shyaam holds up the ring ...the one he tricked his wife into to buying..with Arnav Singh Raizada's money... he moves in closer, Buaji has to once again remind khushi to put her hand fwd, and when even that didn't work, "do it for your babuji" trick...leaving KHushi no choice
[one of my fav peices of music that fetch so many emotions, plays for the first time here, hats off Raju singh]
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Her shaky hand goes forward, the bandage on display..."hai re nand kisore"...yep, that finger is already occupied😈. everyone stunned. Khushi thinks back to when Arnav put it on her...this is the when she knows in her heart that she is bound to Arnav with that bandage, she feels the significance of auspicious moment. 😊
Buaji still not one to give up, "put your other hand fwd Khushi!" no response from Khushi, Buaji has to grab her hand and holds it up
And even though Khushi didn't answer his question "hum pahena de na Khushi ji?" Snakewas proceeded to slip the ring on much to the agony of her father..however on the wrong hand and the wrong finger...Khushi's hand freezed away from her as if she doesn't want it to be a part of her anymore.Don't worry Khushi, the ring belongs to Arnav ji! 😃
Evil crosses his arms his victory.
Arnav holds up his index finger that has her blood on it "Khushi"...yes Arnav, you're gut doesn't lie, your Khushi is not ok.👍🏼
She sits sobbing by herself with both hand on her knees. Everything felt so forced for the gold ring on the right, while for the bandage on the left, it all just fell into place even though the one who put it on never asked her permission to put it on her😳.
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She wipes her tears with the hand that graces the bandage when she hears Shyaam coming. She doesn't utter a word, while he tries to act like he understands her. I thought i saw her flinching when he asks "aap teek to hai na?" He gives her a present, she only accepts when she's asked to as a friend. Every ounce of her wants to reject this relationship.. when she broke down as said "teek hai" certainly she didn't expect it all to happen so quickly. She did is for her babuji but more out the hurt, the chot she had been given.
Arnav suffers in agony himself as he holds up his finger that had a drop of her blood, he feels the kamzori (weakness) taking over. he thinks of how easily he ordered her out of his life...no shakkal ...no baat...he tries hard to get a hold of himself but fails miserably.
He rushes promptly to his tissue box, he needs to get the mark off, she needs to go...the first tissue couldn't take the mark off "I said leave dammit!" ...
He scrubs desperately with one after the another, the tissues piled up as tries to wipe out everything since the moment she fell into his arms for the first time...the first time he hugged her in the rain to protect her, him dropping her from his office, then how he pins her against the wall in the GH,...the morning of teej, sindoor everywhere,
He gets even more furious with the tissues they refuse to do its job, vigorously throwing the tissues on the groung
more memories come flooding, how he rescues a fainting khushi from falling, the storage room, a rabba ve moment when her earring gets caught on his shirt, then how closely he pulled her when his desires got the most of him, the first time he said sorry. how she came running to him at the hospital, when they fell on the rangoli together...all of these
memories are stamped in his heart, yet he fights with all he's got to wipe them away...alas he loses the war. The whole tissue box is picked up and tossed. She just won't go, now in his mind he is putting payal on her ankles, then the moment he is closets to her, he leans in for a kiss, her face in his hands.
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It all becomes too painful, he just needs to sit down, close his eyes and give in to the excruciating agony. There is nothing more he can do..or is there? he sits back up with determination and promises himself "nahi karoonga usse yaad, aaj ke baad kabhi uske baare mein nahi sochunga"
hmmm...where have i heard a similar statement? oh yah, from Khushi right before he showed up at the mandir...and his promise doesn't go far either. He can try to control himself but how will he control his conscious in his sleep? - aw well said 😳
- shoo cute
As he lays asleep in his bed, he can hear himself telling her to get out of his life "aaj se meri zindagi se nikkal jaao. Na tumse baat karni hai, na tumhari shakkal dekhni hai" he jumps up just like he did when he feared she was going to Lucknow. He'll do the same at the GH later when he makes a habit of holding her hand through the night and she slides it out to get up in the morning😳. He calls out her name as if he can't live without her. The idea of not seeing her again terrifies him.
- losin her is his worst nightmare...the picture truly portrays tht 👏
wonder how much more he would linger in her thoughts had Anali not opened his curtains and blinded him. "Di, what the hell!" ya really Di, what the hell!
After a nice yelling session and shocking Arnav she reminds him of their tradition during Bhai dooj. "taki mujhe kisi ki boori nazar na lage, waise idea accha ha, rasm ke bahaane apni saari frustration nikaal do"
gotta love that ASR sarcasm, never gets lost on him as great part of him like his anger. The puja is done and Anjali finishes her rituals with her brothers.
The thing is, even if Arnav would try to forget her, he forgets that in addition to his, Khushi has also won the hearts of three other people in that house.😉
After maami fails to answer a question La has on bhai dooj, "Chamkili" name comes up, Arnav's sensitized ears go up, then La remembers that she will no longer come. and i think the words for the expression on his face is called disappointment ...
he was missing her badly. Anjali talks about Khushi becoming a habit to which nani adds that she wishes this kind of habit on everyone. Well, Khushi had certainly become Arnav's habit. A bad one if you ask him, a habit he has been trying to break since the night he swore he wouldn't let a girl make a difference, since he threw the photos from the calendar shoot after getting lost in them, since he threw the pearls out, since he tried to keep her from working in his home, since he broke her heart on Diwali night and the most recent, since he tried to wipe her blood from his finger with all the tissues he had...He had been trying hard to get rid of his habit. - Very nice 👏
So you can't blame the guy for getting angry when he hears Anjali talk about how good it feels to have her around " Khushi is in her name"...pure torture. He is trying to forget how good her mehsoos feels around him.
"ENOUGH DI, please stop it! bahut ho gaya "Khushi Khushi" why don't you guys understand ki woh jaa chuki hai, she's gone now" wonder who he is trying convince more, them or himself.
"Anjali now unhappy with his behavior, "Chote I saw how you spoke to her yesterday, so much anger for one person, you should talk with manners...you may be seeing the person for the last time, and after they leave you realize how wrong you were"
slight eye movements at the last part indicate his concern over the exact thing. As soon as everyone leaves, He closes his eyes, and we see just how much his own rough words to her on what could be his last words to her, really bothers him.
Though personally would've like to see them both separated and suffer without eachother a bit longer, giving them the chance to really miss each other😆, - ASR will go mad...if he hadn seen her bck at home
I'm glad that Khushi will be back, for his sake. Thanks to Anjali, Nani and La teaming up to bring her back...very fitting they've always been instrumental in bringing these two love birds together...
- this is amazing...⭐️ awesome expressions
No wonder mami is left out. But I am forever thankful to mamiji for making my tillak- handsome smile today.😳
Anjali calls Khushi, pretending of an emergency, it works but i think anything would've worked. She wanted to go back there too...how disappointed she was when Buaji reminded her this morning "kaam pe nahi jaana hai" right after she learns that the vein from ring finger goes straight to the heart...she had thought about him, and him putting the bandage on her. I guess in a way, like that vein, their connection always leads them to each other, their hearts.
Both missing the mehsoos of each other badly..laws of attraction at work again😉
DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (shadewa last time, tillak this time, Lord have mercy 😳)!
Ami amazing review 👏
👏 your picture edits were awesome ⭐️
Anupamaa
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