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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: charlotte74

The hug

Anjali has just told her that she has to be strong for her family. Khushi wipes her tears and walks away from them to sit in another part of the hospital giving vent to her fears about her dearest babuji. Then suddenly she looks up. Was it her dhak-dhak that warned her? He is there looking remorseful for having abandoned her in the middle of the street.
Then the most unexpected thing happens --- because neither expected this.
Khushi gets up from he chair and runs toward him and crashes into his chest, her arms holding on to him for dear life as she breaks down, her tears soaking into his shirt as she says --
"Ab humse yeh sabkuch nahi hota"
She has shocked him by this admission about her fears. He lifts his hands to touch her, let her know he is there for her. But he stops short. He is afraid of the extent of his feelings. A man who had not felt in a long long time.
Now that fear slowly transfers to her as well as she realizes what she has done. She doesn't know why she is unburdening to him. She steps back, turns around and runs away as fast as her legs could take her leaving a stunned Arnav looking on.
At the end of this scene it is not only Arnav but me as well who is left stunned looking at how these two souls touched for the briefest of time, joined together in pain.
Simply and utterly beautiful.


awww awww awww Charlotte, luv luv luv it, power packed as anticipated :) all in purple was amazing and you last line gave me goose bumps, i also felt their souls touch each other today especially when the looked at each other right before she steps back, Uff waht a scene!
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

Friendly Disclaimer: My words, thoughts and ideas are mine only, please do not copy. You are welcome to use it, but credit accordingly. Thank you!




"Shakti dena Devi Maiya shakti dena"
"Give me strength Devi Maiya"

Like an answered prayer, the wind brings him to her, the "mehsoos" overcomes her, a sense of comfort in it as she takes a deep breath before looking up and finding him standing there.



As she looked at him, all her pain like a mirror transfers over on his face.
"Khushi" his call as always from somewhere deep inside, this time a "tum teek ho (are you ok?)" tone in it..



She hears his call and immediately she stands up, takes a few small steps before they turn into fast ones like she can't stay away a second longer, almost crashing into him, she finds his strong broad shoulders and rests her weeping face. Her arms wrap tightly around him .



"Rabba ve" He feels all she feels while she breaks down and reveals the side of herself she hides from everyone else behind the brave front

"nahi hai himmat a hamme, nahi hai himmat, tut gaye hai hum, nahi hot hamse yeh sab, ek baar pehle bhi ham apne babuji ko kho chuke hai, hamse dobaara nahi hoga. Nahi hai himmat, ham puri tarah se tut chuke hai

Translation: "I'm not brave, i'm not brave, I"m broken, I can't do all of this, I've lost my dad once before,i can't go through it again, i'm not brave, I'm broken in every way



All of the pain exuded by her words was absorbed by him like sponge, he took in all the excrusiation of it.



His heart broke behind his closed eyes when she said she was broken in every way and automatically his arms reached up to wrap them around her . But something puts a freeze on them. Later he would have gigantic regrets for this moment.
"kyu nahi rakh paya uss pe haath mein? woh roh rahi thi, shayad chahti this ki mein uss se kucchh kahu, yeh kahu ki sab teek ho jaayega...aur mein, mein uske aansoo dekhta reh gaya. Kya ho gaya tha mujhe?

Translation: "Why couldn't i put my hand on her? she was crying, probably wanting me to tell her everything will be ok...and i just stood there looking at her tears"



Why couldn't he let his guard down? Could his own words be haunting him? "Arnav Singh Raizada itna kamzor nahi hai"? or Maybe the proof is in the fresh wound from Nainital that shows when he closes his fist in agony when he can't get himself to hug her back.



When he got back from the trip, he was angry frustrated at himself for his reaction towards a man who merely pushed Khushi, so angry that he kicked her out of the car when they reached Dehli. Most likely to drive her away as he normally does when he finds himself losing control. These confusing scary feeling are fresh as his wound is, hugging her back would only defeat the purpose of driving her away wouldn't it?...but what of the the pain he feels for her? and her tears? On one hand he wants to staying control but on the other he wants so so so so so badly to be there for her.

At this point Khushi comes to her senses and look at the shoulder her head was resting, slowly she looks up and he looks down.
What a powerful moment within a powerful moment. How intimately and closely their eyes gazed each other, questioning each other, but for a brief second i feel like they have the answers as they look into each other's soul through their eyes.


Before long, the extend of what just happened is realized by Khushi, fear on her face, she quickly steps back behind the boundaries she crossed. When he called her from within, it was Khushi's within that took the call and ran to him, unlike Khushi, her soul knows no boundaries when it comes to him. Both look at each other overwhelmed with what just happened.
Looking at her tearing face, as they never fail to cause him pain, he seems ready to offer her the comfort. He takes a step towards her, the wooshing sound again indicating an internal call
"Khushi"
his hand extended wanting to reach out but its too late, she steps back, fear of her own feelings consume her, she runs away from him as fast as she ran towards him.




" Kyu roye hum unke saamne? kyun hame sir rakhne ke liye unke kande ki zarurat padi?"
"Why did i cry in front of him? why did i need his shoulders to cry on?"

Before she stepped out on that bench, Anjali had shown confidence in her bravery, little did Anjali know the fragility behind that brave face. She went outside to gather strength, then he showed up. Maybe subconsciously, she thought of his tears from the night he came to apologize, those tears let her know he felt her pain of losing parents. Its possible a sense that he understood allowed her to completely breakdown on his shoulder, but hadn't he just kicked her out of his car? certainly its the bigger planned out thing at play here.

The answer to both of of their Kyu's could be is quiet simple if only they would allow them selves to accept it. The very next day Khushi would brush this off as a moment of weakness, and while this moment does makes Arnav's feeling more tender towards her for now, the repercussions will be felt when he completely loses control by the poolside on Diwali night when she wears red again. A moment which he will brush off as one of weakness "kyu kamzor pad gaya mein?"

Till they accept, let the party continue, DOUBLE CENTURY here we come!!!!


DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









❤️❤️❤️ as he gets lost in Khushi's thoughts and comforts her the way he wishes he did




double century... funny you should mention that, i was just thinking, must ask supriya to do a super collage for it. sapno ki duniya is where we seem to be living and am taking khushi's advice and not budging.

beautiful look at the most crazy tender moments of 100. the kyun in them, the kamzor in them. some day the questions will end so will the judgmental note. i love your edits, especially of the two looking at each other, that was such a super scene. great review, i just felt a wee bit sorry for la today, no clue as to what's happening, so secure in her world. but the two were brill and couldn't move my thoughts beyond them.
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Horizon

HI. @Red: great POV.. you hit the nail in the head.. and bring to notice an important aspect of this scene.. how pleasantly /interestingly different they are from their usual avatars! And wasn't that a treat to watch!
@Blue: That's me.. me and me! don't really have much to add this already fantastically imaginative writers here... but was not able to be away from this thread for long... probably adat se majboor of the past several months... of talking, walking, sleeping and savoring IPK!!


@Horizon, what rubbish you talk dear, you have plenty to add, and all of us can vouch for the intersting convos you bring for all of us. due to lack of time i haven't been able to participate as much as i would like but i see all the wonderful post b/w you and the others. so glad to have you!
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: laruma

Hello blasters!! Hearty congratulations on a perfect century. Yes, a simply perfect century with a ton of SIXERs hit way way out of the park! That applies to both, this wonderful blaster thread and the one of a kind unique show its about.

What an episode, a showcase of great talent! Barun and Sanaya yet again hit the ball out of the park. They both were so different than their usual selves. The usual sanka, bubbly Khushi is no where to be seen. Her sorrow and breakdown was executed perfectly by Sanaya, it made me want to cry. And Arnav's shock, sadness and regret for doing what he did or for not doing what he actually should have done to soothe her was another sixer. For me the episode was a perfect 100! Well, it's always that way when the talented and drool worthy Barun is around. 😆
I've been a silent reader ever since the beginning of the thread. Been silent because I didn't think I have much to contribute to this power house of such good writers. But wanted to break my silence on this special 100th episode celebration. Mainly because I want to thank all you wonderful ladies for doing such a great job of keeping the show alive. I simply love all your posts. Thank you!



hi laruma,

thank you for breaking your silence. thanks for reading too. enjoyed your thoughts. and all the sixers. it was so good to hear from you. 100 was i agree a perfect episode. so satisfying just in itself. see you and do drop in whenever. write, if you like. or maybe we'll just get a gust of wind and know, hmmm laruma was here. 😳
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52



double century... funny you should mention that, i was just thinking, must ask supriya to do a super collage for it. sapno ki duniya is where we seem to be living and am taking khushi's advice and not budging.

beautiful look at the most crazy tender moments of 100. the kyun in them, the kamzor in them. some day the questions will end so will the judgmental note. i love your edits, especially of the two looking at each other, that was such a super scene. great review, i just felt a wee bit sorry for la today, no clue as to what's happening, so secure in her world. but the two were brill and couldn't move my thoughts beyond them.


lol, Doubl century will be here before we know it, doesn't feel like we've gone through 100 epis. I"m sure Sup will make something amazing!

Thank you thank you! great to see the pinks and purples :) and also the nice comment on the edits, that shot of them looking really touched me, something so profound was communicated there, free for us to intemperate. La, yes i've been feeling bad for her since the Kanya puja, and today to no fault of his own when Arnav hugged her the way he wanted to hug Khushi, i really felt bad
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: wiwy

Hey Blasters!⭐️
As always you are my inspiration When I saw what a brilliant idea Indi and Durgey had come up with to celebrate the one hundredth episode of IPKKND, I was so touched❤️. The posts by Arshi, Katelyn, Chalhov, Anita, Sohara, BD, Horizon, Rebecca, Charlotte and all dear friends gave me a feeling of belonging to a team unparalleled on the Forum🤗! So I decided to do my little bit in this BFTP Centenary Celebrations🥳! My heart is doing dhak dhak for this is my first attempt at analysing one of my favourite scenes from IPKKND! The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100! Hope you like it! 😊



The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100

Babuji was in hospital. He had had a paralytic attack. He might not be able to speak again, walk again, not recover at all ! And now that Khushi had returned from Nainital, her family inadvertently looked at her for solace, to shoulder the mountain-like responsibilities of her family in distress, to find a way out somehow. "Aap bahut himmatwali hain. Aapko hi to apne parivaar ko sambhalna hain", Anjali gently reminded her while consoling the Guptas at the hospital.

But no one realized that Khushi was in pain. Her parents had died when she was very young leaving her all alone. She could not afford to lose her loving adopted father, not now, not ever! She felt drained of all strength The very thought of having to go through the process of darkness, emptiness, loneliness all over again seemed unbearably painful, sapping her of her vitality, pushing her into an abyss she feared. So she closed her eyes to block out those terrible thoughts and prayed aloud, "Shakti dena Devi Maiyya, shakti dena."

And suddenly, a familiar gust of wind. She opened her eyes and looked up from the hospital chair she had slumped into, and there it was, what she had prayed for, her Shakti, her strength of mind, heart and soul, her Arnavji! As calm as the blue pullover he was wearing, his hair slightly blowing in the breeze, his brown caramel eyes beckoned her, as if saying, "Khushi!" I am here for you!👏👏

An unknown feeling washed over her. The last time she had seen him was when he had rudely ordered her out of his car on their way back from Nainital. But she did not for a moment think about her humiliation at his hands. He was here now, he had come for her! Her brain went numb and her heart took over and she simply ran to her man like there was no tomorrow and hugged him tight for dear life and all the pent-up pain poured out into sobs, small ones at first and then big ones spilling on to his blue visage. "Nahin hai himmat hum main.Nahin hota hai humse yeh sab. Hum poori tarah se toot chuke hain", she cried on his shoulder.

And he. He raised his hands to hug her back, to console her, but his arms stopped short of hugging her, his fingers fisted in confused hesitation, reluctant at this public display of emotion, so very true of his conditioning as the heartless, emotionless ASR. Later, in the privacy of his room, a tormented guilty soul derided himself, " Kyun nahin rakh paya usspe hath main? Wo ro rahi thi. Shayad chhahti thi main use kuch kahoon? Shayad yeh kahoon ki sab theek ho jayega. Aur main...main usske aansoon dekhta reh gaya. Kya ho gaya tha mujhe?kyun usska ek ek aansoon..."

Yes. Her tears always affected him. The mighty ASR had no planned, calculated, clinical solution for her tears. He had no clue how to deal with this ocean that welled up inside him everytime tears welled up in her eyes!So he just stood there, no not hugging her but lending her his broad, strong shoulders to cry on, his wound from Nainital fresh, oozing blood, a telltale sign that faraq padta hain. He shut his eyes to the rest of the world and took in her pain when it became uncontrollable, just letting her weep till she was done. He understood her tears, her hug, as some years ago he had felt the same pain and yearned for a shoulder to lean on. But instead he had taken upon himself to wipe his Di's tears and gulp down his own. Overnight an adolescent boy had grown into a hard man.

She came to her senses when she was spent, and suddenly realizing what she had done, broke the embrace as suddenly as she had rushed into his arms and crashed into him. But he did not want to let her go. He was hurt. Why did she snatch herself away so? "Khushi?" Those words of consolation on the tip of his tongue were never said. But at that moment when her world came crashing down upon her, her heart bursting with pain, her mind panic-stricken, to pray for strength and to get it there and then was nothing short of Devi Maiyya's blessing! And that is what true love is...it's a blessing. A prayer answered. That is why, Khushi "..ko sar rakhne ke liye unke kandho ki zaroorat padi." He, who was her love, her man, her protector.

And when he came to the hospital again to pay Babuji's bill, he rectified his earlier lapse of not hugging her back. When she broke down again in front of him, in spite of chiding herself earlier,he placed his hand on her head. As if to say, I am your rakshak. Your every aansoon is precious to me. I won't let the pain that engulfed me touch you again. Don't worry. Sab theek ho jayega.

😊 😊 😊 😊 😊 😊 😊

Toh Wiwy ridler poetess ko likhna bhi ata hai???

Kya baat! very very very nice and insightful first attempt, why don't you do this more often?? you can see with all the purples how much i luved it. and mmmuuwwaaas for this line of yours.

As calm as the blue pullover he was wearing, his hair slightly blowing in the breeze, his brown caramel eyes beckoned her, as if saying, "Khushi!" I am here for you!👏👏


that calming blue did anything but calm me down, my hormones literally dance for him sometimes


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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha


@Indi and Ami
What a journey ,since last day I am indulged in those moments and then I cam across Ami's Drools 😳and your nice words lighter than air and deeper than ocean👏 which gave me courage and incentive to write and yes Ami's drool to find out how to capture snaps and do crazy stuff.Million thnx for bringing out of me the person who always wanted to do something just for myself and this is here.So so true we were strangers and in these couple of months it seems we know each other forever.WE used to have so many people like you mentioned and yes Doc and Risha do deserve a big bear hug with a some serious awards for such a brilliant idea.

In red I wish they both come here and see how crazy their fans are and in second red I am not after a married man I am after an Iconic character because if anyone brought me back to Indian TV its him and Sanaya.

Thnx for liking the post on front page❤️


What a sweet post Arshi, thanks you for the nice things said. I also thank both you and Indi for prompting me to dig a little deeper into the feelings and put them into words. its been very therapeutic to say the least 😊

@Indi, not sure how i missed your comment in purple , but hell to the yes, sarun needs to come on here and say hi. If Barun wants to say more after meeting me so be it...yes i know hum jaisi ladkiyan...character dheela...kya karen? aadat se majboor!🤣
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: DurgaS

@Arshi

Tu hi bata mere maula is such a soul-stirring Sufiyana Kalam. The song describes Arshi so beautifully. Lovely write-up about the song. Thank you for those videos. And its so amazing that you had already planned to post this for the 100th epi. Good job! 👍🏼


Thnx Durga yes I am one heck of a crazy woman who is after this done show and does all these crazy things-oh well too late no one can change me now.Damage has been done.Love this craze which brought me to you all beautiful people to hang with.Love you for loving me the way I am.

I love Sufiana Kalam Durga too much and all so how can I miss this opportunity😳.Thnx for liking it.😊
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: chalhov

Thnx chahlov 😊❤️ for the info and thnx for chan chan info.👍🏼 @Arshi I usually do updates watching on TV quickly just the basic story line and 1st impressions is there no depths Thanks for commenting


@Chalhov, i did try to watch the first epi just for Sanaya, was excited about all the guju in the show 😆 I kept waiting for Arnav to peep through somewhere and be mesmerized with the beauty...and kept making too many comparisons. You're right there is no depth. maybe when i have free time i may watch just for her and her only. we'll see.
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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: DurgaS

What a journey it has been! Congratulations to everyone for BFTP's 100th IPK episode. A very special thanks to Doc and Risha for initiating this thread. thanks.gif If not for this idea of these amazing girls, many of us would have been left depressed and disheartened for the loss of the show. tears.gif On the BFTP, watching the episodes, vms, sbs/sbb; discussing, analysing, getting amazed at the sheer talent of the individuals on the show - all these have brought back the cheer and joy in the lives of all of us, just as they were when the show was on air. cheerleader.gif
When, I saw Doc's post about BFTP in the last week of IPK, I was curious, wondering how this will work out. scratchhead2.gifNevertheless, I was there when the thread started on Dec 2. Initially, the response seemed to be good, but gradually participation slowed down. There were less discussions and more off-topic chattings. However, there were a few who stayed on. But then, there came a time, when Doc felt that this was not going on very well and thought of stopping. I feel, from that point, the thread picked up. More and more came in, willing to keep this thread going. First Sia and then Indi took the responsibility of carrying the thread forward.smiley-gen165.gif
During the 4th thread, I decided to leave my inhibitions behind and joined the forum solely for the purpose of commenting on the discussions of this thread. Poems were something I used to write during college. All these years, I would make a few parodies or 2 liners/4 liners, just to amuse my folks, but never wrote anything down. The day after I had joined was Valentines Day, heart_beat1.gif so thought of simply writing something on the occasion. Honestly, did not expect so many people to like my poem. That's when I decided to write poems on the episodes whenever I could. Thus, started my poetic journey on the thread. fanfic.gif
I still can't believe this. no.gif I had joined to make comments here and there occasionally, but within 2 months, I ended up writing about 30 poems, making close to 500 posts and walking along shoulder to shoulder with all you talented women.
All because of the love for the show 'Iss pyaar ko kya naam doon?' rolleyes.gif wink3.gif heart_beat1.gif


❤️What a post Durga yes same as you though I started from the beginning but had no idea what are we doing here as it seemed to me as a chatting box most of the time and I did not know any one but Indi and not that much either we did some exchange of thoughts in some posts.So how I supposed to even chat as I mentioned I am like my father but one of the biggest difference is I don't talk much so what to say? is a big question for me in the very beginning.Then I saw small comments about the show and slowly slowly I picked up my pace and now I am making people tired by reading my posts😆 but I am having so much fun hanging out with you here whenever time permits as you notice I come make post and answer or comment and there you go as right now at job during Lunch .😊

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