Blast from the Past Thread #7, ep 87, pg 119 - Page 87

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 84!!!!!!!!!

Shyam tries to handle the situation by telling the man that he has another client whom he had to go and meet. The man gets confused but leaves. Shashi looks suspicious (his face was like are you really trying to pull a fast one on me) and Shyam says that contrary to what people feel, a lawyer can't be in the court all the time. If he keeps fighting cases, when will he prepare?(Honestly I swear hedoes not go to work). Shashi smiles and Shyam leaves but Shashi's suspicions refuse to believe him.

I also have the same thought. how can he find time, where he is leading a double life.

Arnav opens his room's door to find La standing there. She comes in and asks if they can leave for the party. Arnav says he doesn't want to go to the party and gets irritated with her saying 'Arnavji, Arnavji' all the time(it really does not sound natural'she is forcing herself'I can see how it is annoying). Not annoying but funny.😆 La says that she won't call him that if he doesn't like but why is he angry with her since morning? Then she says that she's going to the party alone but she will not drink and flirt with anyone else (good girl, khushi thought you well).moreover who needs to flirt with anybody,whose BF is ASR, wh She rests her head on his shoulder and says she'll only miss him. Just then the bell rings. La calls out for a servant and asks him if Khushi has arrived. Arnva gets shocked knowing that Khushi (he got so excited to hear khushi's name) is accompanying La to the party. La goes to do her touch up and Arnav goes to see Khushi.

he just couldn't wait to see Khushi.

Arnav checks Khushi out. She catches him staring at her and he looks away. She recalls ASR screaming at her about her false sympathies and she looks away. Arnav finally starts approaching Khushi and she is unable to meet his eyes. As Arnav reaches her, La comes and says they're getting late and drags Khushi away. ArHi throw helpless glances at each other as Khushi and la walk out of the door.

Both of them were frustrated.

Khushi is feeling awkward in the party. La says she is going further in and Khushi can take her time to join in. Khushi is standing and contemplating about what to do when she recollects Arnav insulting her and gets annoyed with herself for thinking about him. As she turns, she bumps into him. She is about to leave when Arnav calls her. She says La is inside and again starts leaving. He calls her again and she screams at him for trying to talk to her. Arnav finally loses him temper (shocking) and asks her how dare you khushi is like, Kyun nahi kar sakte hum daring?. Aap bhi toh kitni daring karte hain? Daring par kewal aapka naam likha hai kya? Aapne daring ko khareed rakha hai kya. Arnav also shouts some insults at her and turns away and she starts crying. Arnav melts and tries calming himself and reminding himself that he's here to apologise. As he turns back to Khushi, he notices she's gone (she is a ninja too'there is no way you can disappear that quickly without any noise).

true. I actually ignore. You know so many things happen in a fiction which are impossible in real life.it seems like you are watching Ninja movies a lot.😆

Shyam is giving medicines to Shashi. He notices the ring mark on Shyam's finger. Shashi asks Shyam to get some water. As Shyam leaves, Shashi dials Rani Sahiba's number but Shyam returns before contemplated time since Madhumati is getting the water. He hurriedly puts the phone down but it drops. Shyam comes and Shashi immediately reaches out for a book. He apologises and says he knocked the phone over by mistake. It rings and Shyam sees Rani Sahiba calling. Shashi looks at him suspiciously. Madhumati comes with the water and Shyam takes his leave.

Shyam is a sly. He sure suspected something.

Everyone's eating dinner. Manorma comments on Arnav and La being absent. Shyam claims to be present and says he's hungry. Manorma says how everyone in the house is unpredictible except Akash who always does what she tells him to, including marriage . Shyam tells her not to be so confident. One never knows with marriages these days.Anjali says if Akash has no guarantee than neither does their marriage (you got that right'the writers are hinting here). Shyam says he's her slave. And they reach about how Shyam had called her. Shyam is puzzled. He realises that Shashi must've done something and says maybe it was dialed by mistake (DM please save shashi)

shyam will be vindictive now.

Arnav is looking around for Khushi. He sees her standing on the porch, crying and feels bad. He goes to talk to her but she starts leaving. Arnav loses his cool and grabs hold of her and tells her not to walk away from him. She finally breaks and tells him to get over and done with what he says. That was one aggressive apology'I would be scared

he was actually yelling, not apologizing!😆

Khushi is stunned. Arnav slowly lets go of her and she taunts him about how difficult it must've been for him, THE ASR, to apologise to her, KKG. Khushi tells him about how her parents had died in an accident when she was 8. She was too young to understand that they were never coming back. She confesses that she still believes that her parents have become stars and that is why, she hangs stars above her bed, she's scared of dark and scared to sleep alone. Even after so many years, she still hopes that everything is a bad nightmare. She tells him that now he knows everything about her. He should say sorry. On the other hand, the usually calm and composed Arnav has tears in his eyes as he listens to Khushi narrate her sad childhood tale. Khushi tells him to leave it. He won't be able to say sorry to her because she is just not up to that standard. Khushi is leaving when Arnav calls out to her. She turns. Arnav composes himself and says 'Sorry' to Khushi. Khushi is stunned. She leaves and Arnav is left alone crying.

it's not that he didn't want to say sorry to Khushi. But he is an introvert guy, who hardly can express his feelings.

Payal asks Khushi if she's cried again. She asks what's wrong. Khushi says she first wants a cup of tea. Payal says she's crazy and will drive others around her mad, too.

Meanwhile, Anjali is also trying to make Arnav say what he's hiding. She says his eyes can't lie. He had cried. Arnav asks her to leave him alone.

Khushi says Arnav had said Sorry also in such a way that she cried and told him everything She compares ASR's sorry to Gold Medal to earn which she had to do so much.

Anjali says something which gets Arnav annoyed. She says Sorry and he says that she's said sorry 5 times. Is it that easy? It's so difficult for him. Anjali asks him if he's fine. He says yes and then no. He thinks he's going mad. Anjali tells him to sleep and goes. Arnav is left wondering

he was perturbed for Khushi.

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Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 80

Sometimes, we don't get what we want. . . But this is a benevolent universe. And once in a while, we do because of FAITH.This is what describes the best Arnav's state of mind as he does not know what does he want as La"ASR ko khud bhi pata nahi keh unhain kya chahiye".He wants Khushi but no marriage and Khushi can't be with him without marriage as her belief system along with her Faith is very persuasive and compelling .This is a fight of his beliefs VS hers.

But nothing is insurmountable in this world. Khushi's immense love made Arnav believe in marriage.

Pause here:She will be convinced with all of his beliefs during remarriage.When he will prove his point by reminding her about all the rituals they did together unintentionally and above all that these rasams have no meaning s if two ppl love each other in a pure way.Khushi gets it as "Hum tou aap hi keh hain...

hamesha

Arnav furiously threw the water as today he got another sweet defeat by nutkhut Khushi.The trail lead is right here in this pic to boil his blood.Mamiji is just following Arnav bitwas's trail of anger today which will trail her to her makeupia and touchupia.Arnav never complains about Khushi to anyone so does she.

never ever.

La to ASR "Tum Theek tou ho na" and she asked this twice [# 2 is a matter of conflict] ASR ,"enough Khushi" but this is La Mr Ahkroo.hmmm so that's what you are expecting from your Temptalicious.right ...to ask you that you are ok.

He gets befuddled but rectified it quickly,"I mean Lavanya" ...La ignores it for a while...

Pause here: Khushi is taking over his heart and mind in such a way that one day he will surrender to it and completely devoure her in front of La unintentionally.'" Mein aisa hi hoon Khushi....." [I am just like that Khushi] and La will completely come out of her self imposed fantasy land "Its Lavanya ASR".That day will be memorable in IPK where one girl will sacrifice her LOVE for the other.

But La and ASR's love was one sided. ASR never loved La.So there was no question of sacrifice. No matter what, she had to get out of ASR's life. ASR never could marry La, coz he is guileless guy. he tried to accept La, but when he failed he surrendered.

Arnav always wants Khushi to have and show concerns for him.During bleeding his hand after knowing her engagement he did not let her touch first but her touch vanished all of his pain and calmed him down.The same is in golgappa scene her touch always melts him.

brilliant observation.

Series of unsuccessful attempts made him furious and he wants to get even with Khushi Kumari Gupta who had guts disconnecting his phone, manipulated him in the kitchen with flour and then misled him with her fake fainting act.You are so done KKG.

He got her the moment she entered having a ball of over joy thoughts of his departure"Jan bachi tou lakhon paye LG bye bye] which turned into the anticlimactic after his sight.Love the glaring end and the receiving end with this exchange of gazes.He slams the door "eik minute"...long pause with ASR BG score increasing the intensity of the scene...and then by stepping forward "Khushi Kumari Gupta"

Khushi totally knows what is coming next, "Lavanyaji I am here".She rushes away hastily and so deos he after her.

ASR," La went to office"...His killing daggers and her scared bafflement was way too intense.

Khushi,"I have some work with Mamiji upstairs"

Her ignorance towards him deliberately was the final nail which she could ever put in his shell.

ASR trapped her in their room and poolside"their Eternal heavan" .Intensity of this scene is crucial as he trapped her in between two doors and then in between his two arms.

Pause here:significantly as he called her name one time on two occasions and number 1 is the new beginning to cross all the obstacles to reach to their reward and #2 is conflict.so here is the beginning of their relationship which is going to be trapped for him in between Khushi and Di as he is going to trap her in between her sister's love and his love which he was trapped in for not telling Khushi on the terrace. Khushi will be trapped in between first her and Shyamji because of Anjali and Shyamji, and then her sister Payal and Arnav during forced marriage until they will cross all the obstacles to reach to their oneness.

After running back and forth in between these two doors ...Arnav,"tum apni hud se bohot agey bhad chuki ho KKG..."[you have crossed all of your limits]

Khushi by collecting her courage, "humain upar jana hai"[I have to go upstairs]

Arnav,"meri baat abhi khutam nahin huai hai..tum nain mera phone katne ki himmat kaise ki"...[I did not finish yet]

Khushi,"humain janain dijiye"[Let me go]

Akhroo you are asking her or telling her that she has crossed all the limits and had severe damaged on your hard shell where she has entered unintentionally but you cannot throw her out even intentionally besides the fact you did throw her pearls out, throw her out of your house, and throw your daggers on her by throwing money but still PEACE is no where to be found.

Khushi in her frantic and flabbergasted and at the top in uneasiness state because of his close proximity, looks here and there to find someone.

Arnav,"bol lo jitna bolna hai, ...chilla lo jitna chillana hai...jub tak meri baat khutam nahin ho jati tum yahan se hill nahin saktin....[say whatever you want and scream as much as you can but you can't go anywhere without listening me]

Hmmm ...Akhroo you want her to listen to your heart forcefully but that's how things don't work.Time had been frozenfor these two as I mentioned so many times.She did not let him finish explaining his side over and over and marked him for "Hamesha keh liye" so he wants things at his terms now.Now he will say what he had to say as this is revenge time.

Arnav,"Ghar mein koi dikh nahin raha iss liyeh keh ghar mein koi hai nahin... Samjhi tum[you can't see any one because no one is home]

He barked at her ok its me or it seems he is internally relieved for no one to be home.[my pov]

Akhroo wants to take the advantage to throw his frustration at her as his views about marriage is clashing with her and her beliefs and FAITH is shaking his atheistic WALLS as his belief system is only ACTION not WORDS and especially given and provided by the society norms as Rasams and Riwage.

His turbulent past made him shrewd and ruthless.

Arnav with his BG score intensifying her fears,"tum ho kaun jiss se baat karne keh liyeh itna kuch karna parta hai...[why it is so hard to talk to you]Here we go store room moment---again

Bingo! so you are admitting she is so special and prominent to your heart to approach her unintentionally as you don't wanna hurt her but you still do Akhroo

He knew she is important, since the day they met. Did you remember when Khushi used to work for AR, La once said, why you are giving so much importance to an ordinary employee!

ASR,"sirf Di ki wajah se mein tumhain bardashat kar raha hoon warna....[I am just tolerating you because of Di or else]She looks at him right in his eyes with perplexity but did not say a word.

ASR,"apna kaam karo...apne paise lo aur chup chap ghar jao...aur apni shadi keh ideas apne paas rakho..."

[do your work ,take your money and go home and keep your marriage ideas to yourself]

There you go he hit the target with this.No more fear, bafflement just strong Faith which puts her at the edge to stand in front of ASR without thinking about consequences....Khushi,"Shadi ka idea humara banayea huwa nahin hai Mr Arnav Singh Raizada...[marriage is not my idea Me ASR] They both always call each other with with FULL name in anger.Both hands come down and a strong bewitched aberrant grasp on his face.She moves forward with confidence.

"I did not make this ritual,this is God's blessings, the most pure relation of this world ever.When someone wants to spend his whole life with the other..does not want to be separated even after death... Prays to have every distress of his partner..if necessary then he can sacrifice his life for her or vice versa...and your life ends with this promise...but you can't understand this because you make relationships according to your needs.May be this is a new thinking for you but according to me "apka character hi dheela hai"[you don't have a strong character].They both gave each others a serious and intensive look with passiveness and anger.

Pause here:He is the one who will feel and do exactly what is she describing here.During kidnapping...He sacrificed himself by hiding Khushi...He couldn't let her go easily when she sacrificed herself for him'Khushi mein tumhara bina...

This time she hit the target which he is not ready to accept easily as she is ready to leave...

can't agree more. And Khushi's sacrifice is myriad.That's why their love is divine and eternal.

ASR with clenching teeth and anger hold her wrist as he is no mood to let go off her .He swirled her around ,"kis ne kaha meri baat khatam ho gyei hai... mein tumhain bata hoon character Dheela kise kehtain hain"....[I tell you what is the meaning of low character]...

Khushi frantically by stammering, "Humara matlab woh ...woh nahin tha" [I did'nt mean that]..

ASR yanking her against his hard core by gripping her wrist firmly," tou kya matlab tha tumhara'[then what do you mean by that]...

Pause here:Again Khushi's face is covering his half eye,[eye of Horus] he is her protector all along.

She looked into his deep brown eyes where she can read his swelling burning desires for her which scares her a bit and her tears delivers her message to him as he is hawking and trailing each and every curve of her expression which melts him internally but he is no mood to let her go today as he never wants to lose this moment of proximity of her.Their breaths were brushing each other without any distance among them physically regardless of their mentally distance .His expressions changes with each and every drop of her tear which is trailing down his inner turmoil for her.He is burning with it each day ,each moment, with each and every breath of his by thinking, talking and trailing this one name "Khushi" who is becoming his "Khushi" unintentionally but he wants to keep his armored shell intact because of his past fears no matter what.

Brilliant description

Her lowering gazes down as message has been delivered and his changing expressions is evident of that

Pause here: Khushi is becoming his healer slowly by slowly as "Tumhare saath bitaye huway lamhe yaad rehnai lag gaiye"[ I just remember the moments which I spent with you" ...and Khushi,"Hum nain apke saath aisa koi lamha bitaya hi nahin jiska humain afsos ho"[I did not spend any moment with you which I regret]

-Today he swirled her around with anger but it will change into "bharosa nahin hai mujh par"after Haldi[you don't believe in me]after a sequence of long list of anger ones...

They both give each other serious answers of their questions which change both of them and as always she lowers down her gazes down as she is saying "sorry" of what she did and he accepts it to let go of her right before La comes in.His gazes does not leave her until he was ready to do so.La gets scared for her but she excuses herself and comes to aside where she finds his mark on her again right on her wrist.

Pause here:He gave her mark when he broke her bangle in guest house and today with his grip.That day he got marked by the same bangle and today by her tears which put his peace on halt for ever."Hamesha"

If she is unrest by having his mark on her ,he is restless by giving her and again her tears are leaving him wounded anyway .

his compunction was killing him.

Pause here: Arnav,"kyuon karta hoon ...hamesha uski ankh mein ansoon..." [why do I always become a reason of her tears]her tears just drop on his skin like a splashing hot oil.

In GH. Slithery moves are so on "Raizada house se tou apko nikal nahin sake par apni zindagi mein lane ka pura intizam kar chuke hain"[I couldn't throw you out of RM but did full prep to make you mine]

"Delhi mein rishtedar and paying guest here" [ relatives in Delhi and paying guest here] good job Babuji this Slither needs someone like you to put on halt.Just wait DM is so on for you...

Babuji sure made Shyam's motives difficult.

Babuji started connecting dots from Lukhnow till now because it can't be a coincident.He labeled him "Slither" and I labeled Babuji"Salvager"...he is a true father of Khushi no matter what'because he is finding "gadbad" in "Shyam Maohar Jha"...Too bad I am taking his full name in anger too...😡😡😡

In RM, Khushi in her distress and tribulation of past moments when La notices her "mark" and asks her"are you ok".Again Khushi is not going to say a word for her prominent majesty after all she is his queen no matter what.During the exchanging of bulb ,fuse becomes a problem for everyone especially for Mamiji because Khushi is a new "Bhoot" in her life and later Payal will be serving the responsibility.

🤣 Mamiji and her melodrama!

"Iss ghar mein har woh cheese jo ghalat hoti hai uskeh peeche KKG kyon hoti hai"[what ever goes wrong in this house why KKG is behind it]He is still on..."iss ghar mein kuch aur kharab karna baki hai ..ya..lavanya keh Dimagh mein khuch aur bharna baki hai...[Is there anything else needs to be out of place in this house or La's mind to fill with your stupidity]Even La's explanation couldn't stop him gazing at Khushi...

He was mesmerized by Khushi's beauty. he was not listening or seeing anything in that moment.

Khushi lights the candle which stops Arnav as he sees his bewitching beauty which gives light to his dark life as she symbolizes "charta Suraj"'[rising sun] by Khushi and only Khushi,

Symbolism:Anjali,"hum Jai Parakash ko keh ke karwa dain gey"[Jai Prakash will do it] Jai means victory and Parakash means Light meaning "Victory of Light"

Connection:Arnav is getting victory over Darkness with this light known as Khushi whose nutkhut ways brought Arnav in the light before and will be conquer his darkness too.[Nutkhut BalGopal is playing his role]She is lightening his life all along.

His dagger gazes were not unnoticed by Khushi and she couldn't resist giving him baffled and sweet look either as "Her heart skips beats for him even unintentionally".Her heavily breathing were not unnoticed by Arna too. They both are in their stances but as he always "mehsoos" her distress her "Pareshani" and here is the same as she is wondering about his "ajeeb" behavior without noticing candle and hot wax which is inclining to burn her.He rushes at her safety but not La.La couldn't resist unnoticing this either "jub tum nain mujhe girte huwai dekha tou meri help kyuon nahin kari"[ why didn't you save me while I was falling]This gives Khushi a new dimension about Arnav

Pause here:Later "jaise yeh Saroo dikhte hain waise bilkul bi nahin hain"[He is not as mean as he looks like]during Shyam revelation'

bikul nahi. specially during Payash wedding time and when their long lasting MU finally solved, we witnessed the most romantic man in Arnav.

CONNECTION:#1 represents the beginning as La is starting noticing his behavior near Khushi and his concerns before she saw his attention to her but in anger but now his concerns for Khushi will make her think as "mein janti thi ...shayed accept nahin karna chahti thi.. Khud se jhoot bolti rahi ...keh mujhe who jhoot bhi chach lagne laga..[I knew it as I alwaya lying to myself which seems truth to me]

How ASR used to stare at khushi any one would notice it.

Khushi noticed his attitude towards her and put her in strange stance."Her RajKumar aur Shaitan eik hi insaan hain"

Pause here: He is going to save her from the burnt of Shyam even in his rage by burning her Faith on him in Forced marriage but she will be saved by wondering his "ajeeb" behavior and without knowing the reason behind it

He helped La for bringing her down where the preparation of their parents's anniversary changes the colors of his face.He comes back to his room on his Laptop with The Past which is excruciating and is making present more unbearable for him .His focus is drained out with that dark wedding which finished with one scream only..."Maa"....and beaming tears just flow by breaking the strong armored shell of ASR as Arnav is always there behind bars hiding in this darkness.His "Maa jaisi behan"[his sis like his mom]puts hand on him the way he does on her in the time of need and distress and loses his control by hugging her.[sorry guys hard to write this for me I feel pain in my core]Anjali is right "Don't say anything" just let it flow...to release the dark memories associated with pain.A bro who is strong for his Di..."mein Theek hoon Di"

the pain is too excruciating.

Pause here:Today he only opens his wounds infront of Anjali but can't releases himself from these bars but one day he will do it infront of Khushi and that day on his wounds of PAST will get "Marham" his medicine

And khushi healed his pain.

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Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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82- PART of 83

Parents'Anniversary PART 2

Happiness and sadness are the two sides of the same coin. Every person experiences both sides so as to maintain the natural equilibrium. Sadness is a feeling which strikes the heart of humans when there is an undesired result or when he/she lost something very precious.This is exactly Arnav [king]and [queen]Khushi's life story.They both have lost their parents and this side of the coin is always there for them no matter what ,the only thing matters how to deal with it to move on with their lives.

Story of [rooks]Anjali and Shyam along with the story of [pawns] Gupta and Raizada's family [with Bishops(Nani and Arnav's mom) involvement ] is filled with these two sides of the coin.

Humein Aansu Se Zakhmo Ko Dhona Nahi Aata

Milti Hai Khushi To Use Khona Nahi Aata

Seh Lete Hai Har Ghum Hans Ke

Log Kehte Hai Humein Rona Nahi Aata

By shayari

TRANSLATION:

I CAN'T CLEAN MY WOUNDS WITH TEARS

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOSE HAPPINESS WHEN COMES TO ME

I EMBRACE ALL GRIEF WITH SMILE

BUT STILL PEOPLE SAY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CRY

These two epis have plots side by side...

PLOT #1

King and Queen's sad moments[continue from part 1]

Khushi rushes through the door to be free from the immense pain given by Arnav by closing the door at her without her fault.Her steps are faster than her dropping tears when Naniji calls her to put halt on both.She in her standstill does not know what to do but with her golden heart how can she see the elderly Naniji struggling with all and this.Naiji asks her to fill up Ganga Jal for Sharat and she knows the meaning of it as Arnav made it very clear to her.

Symbolism and connection:This is related with the flour which Khushi just spread all over him in the kitchen but also spread on her feet too.In some casts in India they wash Bride's feet with milk and flour.Khushi is doing all the rituals one by one.Its pure FATE and today she is taking blessings indirectly from His parents as she is here on their death anniversary and She is the elder Bahu Arnav's wife and she is preparing it as this is her right.FATE is playing big role here.

Arnav stops her furiously "Sharadh ki tyari sirf ghar wale karte hain...Aaj ka din mere liyeh bohot important aur aaj keh din mujhe tumhari shakal dekhna pade mujhe bilkul pasand nahin hai[Only family members do the prep of Sharadh,Today's day is very important for me and I don't want to see your face today]

Convulsion of Khush's pain reaches its hikes and she rushes towards the doorway with eyes filled with tears and Arnav stood there ruthlessly as he wants to hate her for thinking of him that low.

Anjali stops Khushi again and asks her lovingly and with concern, the reason of leaving as someone said something to her but she never did nor will do mentioning Arnav's name.Anjali understands she can't take this pain as she is an orphan too and all of this is increasing her distress.She tries to pacify Khushi while Arnav rages over this but stupefies at Anjali's words"aapko apne Amma aur Bauji ki yaad aa rahi hai"[you are missing your parents] He couldn't move or blink while watching two important people in his life crying and sharing their common pain .

Reverberation of his words make him realize his mistake and he wants to rectify it but she is gone .He tries to find her and gets a glimpse of her face filled with pain which brings agony in him but she leaves him with this affliction and gripping hurt because he knows the real meaning of this pain he gave her and this time he has to rectify it.

Symbolism and Connection:Arnav's reflection while he was in pain but reflection is approximately same as him ,

Acc to Egyptians reflections are like reflecting on one's thoughts and actions in an eternal process of self-evaluation and this time Arnav is in this process as reflection tells you what is currently true.He is self evaluating himself to rectify his mistake.

Also there are two vases while he is coming down and # 2 represents a famine # as it relates to closeness, harmony, and sensitivity.Sensual awareness among couple.That's what Arnav and Khushi are being going through.

Khushi's pain has no end today when she finds out her Babuji's condition.She can't see her Babuji like that as she has lost her parents but her immense love shows the power of love this family has given her.

Pause here[Connected Dots]:Khushi was only eight when Garima brought her when she got married with Shashiji as Buaji says in epi 2 and since then Shahiji gave her love more than anyone even more than Garima.She is so close to him and very much vulnerable to tell him all which she shares with DM the same way Arnav is vulnerable to his Di for now but Khushi will be more than her as I explained in epi 80.He was hugging her while crying without opening up but he opens his heart filled with pains to Khushi regardless in anger in epi 81 and will tell her about his Mom's suicide too later and that day he will be free from this burden on his chest.At the same time Khushi is the only one he takes to his sacred Garden where his mother is in between roses ,the rose which he gives her on her Bday even if TODAY he does not want her to attend their Barsi[death anniversary] . Not only that he will believe in stars [both will see stars together and telepathy moment]as parents and will create for her the Galaxy where his mother and her mother will be together.[Saath Saath]

Khushi's affliction has no limit today as someone scratches her wounds again and he is no other than her Arnavji.Sitting right besides her Babuji a girl of eight years old again wants her Babuji to embrace her the same way he did ten years ago.She can't leave him or see him in this pain as she already lost her parents and she can't go through the same agony again.

Pause here:"hum apne Amma aur Bauji ko eik bar kho chuke hain ..hum se Dubara yeh sab nahin hoga.."[I lost my parents once and I can't bear that pain again]Khushi says these to Arnav while hugging him and then again while sitting besides him.

PLOT#2

[Rooks]Anjali and Shyam's sad moments

Anjali wants her husband right besides her as this is her important day.She calls her artful and crafty hubby more than enough time but each time sly has

illusory and deceptive answer to deviate her questions as he can't go there while Khushi is there this is a sad moment for him as he can't keep up with this."Dhobi ka kuta na ghar ka na ghat ka"...[sly]🤣🤣

Anjali,'"you did'nt come on Teej ,wasn't present at time of wedding anniversary but I didn't say anything.But today if you are not here then..."Love her the way she disconnected him.

SYMBOLISM &CONNECTION: Water,[Pani...Jal] Shyam's entrance with dropping water and putting Ghee in the fire.

Water is associated with purity but water is an element usually associated with girls and women also. It can also be used to show love or concern. Characters and things that are shown to have a 'watery' quality to them usually have a blue-colored theme to them. Blue color of water as Shyam's bracelet .He is in love or more of having lust of a girl.

Ghee[boiled butter and strained] symbolizes sacrification along with the use in marriage ceremony and funeral to purify dead. Arnav is going to sacrifice his Love for his Di .

Water spills,ghee goes to fire and Shyam enters"Dhan aur Mun Chunchul hai, miritue sache hai"[ Money and heart are naught but death is is a truth] Hatts off to creators how beautiful they connected these things together.Water and his character is so cleverly connected here.

Anjali's tears for her parents or for her agonizing sly hubby who never stands right besides him makes me vexatious for her.His astute , artful , and insidious moves are going to hurt almost anyone especially Anjali's parents especially her mother whose spirit is not only in pain for her son but also for her daughter too.

PLOT#3

Gupta [Pawns]Family's sad moments

Shyam is playing his slimy games with house ladies while Babuji is playing his sagacious game given by the grace of DM.He feels pain in his arm and chest and fells down unconsciously.God sometimes plays game with our heart and minds in such a way that you have to leave it him because of lack of answers .Divine power is making Shyam a reason of survival here.He brings the doctor and tries to give courage to the family too even in his Slithery way.Payal he can't call RM to tell Khushi come home "iski pol na khul jayegi"[he will be exposed] as RaniSahiba is calling over and over.

Buaji praises Shyam way too much and same as Amma as Shyam is the one who saved his life.Arggg ..He is winning heart over here to get Khushi.

Pause here:Doctor tells Shyam about the medication and warns him about the heart attack. He is a healer now and killer later because he is not going to tell family about meds and he will use his heart trouble to kill him.

Hate his moves today as he is totally disgusting.😡😡😡

Babuji even in this condition did not forget to recall the duty as a father.He picked up his phone which he made Payal leaving there to get another pillow for him.Meanwhile Slither notices he left his phone in the bedroom and he comes in and gets suspicious at Babuji as in this condition and moving on his bed But before he could do anything Khushi comes in and embraces with her father .Babuji calms her down.Sly takes his phone and goes out but I hated him lusting over Khushi while she was embraces her father...Yuck! Dirty man with dirty thinking.Cheap creep!!😡😡😡

He calls RaniSahiba as "Maidan Saaf hai"[everything is clear] and he can go to his money but mone does not want to talk to him...

PLOT # 4

Raizadas[Pawns] with Bishops

"Meri aankhon mein tu muskuraye

Meri Dadkan pey hain tere saye"

Naniji [Bishop#1 ] sitting in distress with her grandson Akash.Her pain has no limit so is her courage and strength.She lost her child Arnav's mother but got courage to raise her two kids with Love and affection.Her tears does not show weakness but shows the loss she feels for her kids as a mother because she has seen ups and downs while raising them.Akash is his right hand as he was sitting on her right side.He is her son's child but she always keeps Arnav and Anjali up front no matter what.Her lives with her through her eyes Arnav and Anjali who are close to Nani's heart.Mamiji and Mamaji love these kids like on one can and Mamiji's concerns for Dmadji makes absolutely sense ,he must be present right besides Anajli at this fragile moment.Arnav's hand on his sister as"Dair se sahi par zaroor ayenge"[it will be late but he will be here.]

Arnav's Mom[Bishop #2} is always with him .She knows his pain and always show him the way.Because of her attachment he was always close to her heart and Arnav's eyes are always searching for her even these are close under that scream"Maa".The pain he closes in his fist grabs his Mom's spirit and gives him sign I am here with you don't worry.Her "Rooh" Atma [spirit] is in tremulous seeing her son in agony as her painful memories are still fresh as the day one in his head.

Pause here:Acc to some beliefs during praying for dead ,pure and good spirits [Rooh][Atmas]come and visit you and they are not happy if they see you crying so its better to pray to God May God bless them with his blessings in their after life rather than cry and make it difficult for them.

PONDERING POINT-REMEMBERArnav's Mom is the one who is going to guide him during his marriage day regardless of Dadi and Shyam unanimous effort to destroy it.

MOMENT OF THE DAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdp0wyf7js4

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdp0wyf7js4[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Originally posted by: sohara

@Ami.

first of all edit my lines.

I meant hotwa in white makes me insane. I was really getting delirious while watching his sexy pics.😆

Thanks dear!! loved all of your comments, i'm glad you liked :) about Arnav with kids, i totaly agree that he didn't not like them but he was uncomfortable around them and this was consistent with Babli (don't want to think of that track) ..anyhew, i just felt that just because he's not as angry and grouchy doesn't mean he starts to mesh well with kids right away, i wish he gradually warmed up to Aarav instead of being buddy buddy right away...i would've been nice to see him as a dad to a baby, holding it in his arms for the first time...esp a baby girl..awww.

Yup it was also my wish to see both Arnav and Khushi as parents.Coz both of them lost their parents in tender age.

LOL yah, we're jealous of that little girl...what does that say about us..character dheela?? atleast i'm no alone

Gosh we are impossible, all loose character girls. But what can we do Barun is simply irresistible!

But poor us, he is married!😭

i don't want to be named a home wrecker.😈

btw, i'm looking for your 81/82/83, didn't see it in my PM would you mind sending me the links pleej!!

Actually i didn't PM my last three updates. OK so I'm PMing you..

Originally posted by: ..Anita..

Episode 85!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anjali is making a list and the whole family is gathered around her along with la and mami ji. and arnav is climbing down the stairs. As a servant is going, he spills coffee/tea on Arnav'and the poor man gets the fright of his life as he thinks but shockingly arnav spares the poor man and orders him to make another one'and the mami rightly says that the sun has risen from the west today

nothing, but Khushi's influence

Then Khushi, who is suddenly in a good mood and attacks the kitchen' Payal is wondering how come khushi is all happy when she was sad the other night. Then garima is like since bua ji is gone you are acting out'I have no clue how she handled you. Then garima leaves and khushi tells her that she is happy because arnav sayed sorry. khushi was delectable that LG was nice with her.In her room khushi looks at the mirror and saw that her arm is brused and she thought of last night'she goes out with her dupatta wrapped around her'her mom asked why and she said she is cold'garima said that sanka devi is the perfect name for her.

But they didn't know that Sanka devi hides her pain from the world.

the whole of Raizada Mansion is still wondering how come we have the sun rising from the and Anjali is all praise for la and of course Nani puts la down,,,and then la goes to Arnav and is helping him get ready for the office'arnav gets annoyed and tells her to stop acting like his wife'and la gets sad. And arnav climbs down the stairs cursing JP for not doing his job as he was told (he is just one person who is taking care of the house). haha, other servants were there, bunches of Prakash brothers, OP, JP, HP and Rahim chacha too. Khushi walks in and anji asked why is she wrapped in a dupatta and before khushi can answer it, someone calls Anjali. Arnav walks right past her but her dupaata gets suck on his laptop and falls down. Then he hands her the dupaata and as she was putting it on, he sees that her arm is bruised and he says Sorry and then walks off'Khushi was shocked and was like he said sorry twice in two days'
La comes in and said that ASR yelled at her'and khushi was still in her world'and la took her out of it and told her why asr yelled at her.

Shashi went to shyam's work and was enquiring about him with some lawyer'apparently shyam is an awesome lawyer who helps the normal people'who would have thought'I got surprised to hear that. I thought he might taught the man to say so. shashi found out that his family is in delhi'as shashi was leaving'shyam is in his lawyer suit (again shocking he goes to work)'I also wonder, how?walk right past each other'shashi is wondering why shyam is a PG if he has family here'.and when shyam went to his station the other lawyer was like did you see your nw client'shyam was like know and then he notices shashi' (please save the man)

Payash had a sweet conversation on the phone'and after he finished akash said that he will only think of marriage after bhai gets married after mami asked if he will still marry of her choice'mami is worried that her son will be a bachelor all his life.

mami is funny

Khushi gives la a make over and dress her up as a bride on her wedding day'kind of confused by this act but whatever'.khushi was explaining about marriage and la was like I never knew how beautiful it is'right when khushi was about to leave'ASR enters the how and khushi was leaving the room and ASR is right there but he has not seen her yet'the episode ends on khushi's shocked face. How will arnav react to La and khushi's plan????

This time la and khushi both will be butchered!😈