Blast from the past thread#2! Episode 31- page 128 - Page 141

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 37

Realization is a key element of any part of your life after making mistakes but denial comes along with it as an icing on the cake because of egoistic nature of some because it takes a whole lot of courage to accept and amend and moves on with experience...Same with forgiveness as its easy to punish but way too hard to forgive...and thats what is going on in this epi.Arnav and Khushi are trying to accept and forget but ego is in their way to make it hard for each other to do so.20 min of egoism...👏

Teej is in full swing .Khushi and her food craving are zooming in full swing too.Poor soul can't survive without food, as food is only her comfort zone from all the distress and anxiety and especially Jalaibi '.Payal as being elder here stops her making any blunder as She is taking place of Buaji😆

I love how in the BG Arnav's SUV stops and the both are unaware of each others regardless they felt presence for a while but fate and destiny has written something else for them'.

Symbolism:Khushi's reflection in his glass window.As she cannot understand the real reason of her and his confusion.Why is she caring and thinking about him and why did not he react and did help her in numerous ways.

As Arnav does not believe in rituals "Mein aapke Bhagwan keh liye nahin 'aapke liye aeya hoon.." (I came for you not for your god)

She is walking making sure she got everything in her Thal and he is walking aimlessly without noticing the surroundings and Fate is smiling at both of them from the top.Loved that shot'.BANG..Every element of the world just stopped and lost in the befuddlement of these two souls.She stumbled'her hand is being caught 'by" whom..without noticing it"Dekh ke nahin Chal'.." and stopped with widened eyes like those eyes wants to take him in fully..as she did not see him so long..and does not want to lose any second to capture his essence his presence in front of her without blinking as she fears he will not be there if she blinks'.

Other side is not different either,he is gazing her without blinking as he wants to gulp her beauty ,her essence, her innosense 'as he will lose all if he let her hand go or blink.Fade Raba Ve joins in'.Both are trying to believe and feel the real presence of each other as they are dreaming of this'

Then she flinched and moved her hand towards her eye as Red sindoor got into her eyes.Without uttering a word she looks at him and sees her hand and he got the message but hesitant to let her go as he is afraid to lose her again'Eyes spoke with each other today and said it all'.. Amazingly they have crossed a mile stone in understanding where ppl take years'😉

He releases her hand and she steps back and turns her face as she does not want him to see her vulnerability , her weakness for him which she can't understand either 'why is she feeling like that?..What just happened?? How can she'.? But his hand is still there like he wants to hold her again'or wants to believe its not a dream she is indeed infront of her'

He comes back in senses too and turns his face too but her Dupatta is playing with his face ,with his emotions as it is extremely happy just like the day in guest house it was waving with cheerfulness and today that cheerfulness wants to touch him..

Pause here:That day in guest house they were marked together with Red blood and today they are marked again with Red Sindoor.In Sheesh Mahal her Dupatta got stuck in his feet and today its touching his face. Just brilliant'In Sheesh Mahal incident he was hasty, during Guest house incident she was hasty ,but today they both are in regression and confusion, but egoistic'and in denial big time'

She is getting irritated and removing Sindoor from her eyes innocently and he is getting irritated with her swinging Dupatta and removing it from his face with Anger..but her innocence melts him and urges him to remove that distress ,that Sindoor from her eyes and hands moves forward as he has right to do so'She jerks back as she does not want him to practice this right yet'Changes his expression as he knows the reason'rages him out but says nothing.. but his gazing does not stop as he can't pull his eyes off of her..😉😊

She goes away from him and he comes to her and stands by her silently and gathers himself '...She steps back which he senses and can't take it anymore , Her words are haunting him"Bhar mein gaye aap aur Bhar mein gye aapki naukri'."he urges to justify himself in front of her "Who jotum nai uss din '."She turns around and leaves with the Thal without looking at him ,without listening him'without saying anything'ouch!'and he stood there with bafflement and astonishment'.Someone like her can do this to Arnav Singh Raizada'Hurt and pain is so visible on his face 'Yes Mr ASR she is the only piece in this world who can do this to you...😆

She is walking forward with her cheerful Dupatta and he is right behind with his Scroogy gaze on her'..Just love them in this egoistic state'..cute and Barun and Sanaya were just brilliant ...👏👏👏

As the pooja is on and he is still in her thinking'.

BG music

"Tu hi bata mere Maula Tu hi Bata mere Raba'...

"Fasle meelon ke hain dono hain alag disha'...

"Khabi yeh mil payinge kisi ko yeh nahin pata..."

" Eik baat uss mein bhi hai to eik baat uss mein bheee hai.."

"Hai Dhoop sa whoh agar to whoh chandini raat si hai..

"Youn jo bhare hain in ke kadam inhain rasta tu hi dikha"

...and here his gaze found her again like that's what they looking for always'...Her closed eyes... ,her innocent face...,her smile is creating a havoc inside him as his eyes can't let go of her at any cost...'as this what he is searching for his whole life...'and that's all he wants..Eyes met again the moment she opens them and her smile fades away after seeing his gaze on her'...She turns away and he does the same with slight annoyance but they both see each other with their corner eyes'...He can't keeps himself away and his gaze comes back on her which was very much noticed by her...just simple but such an intense love scene ever'

As both parties walk and met again"Khushi" Anjali is so pleased to see her and then she connects the dots how they both are MARKED with Red Sindoor."kahin aap dono nai phir Jhagra to hain kiya naa'"(I hope you both did not fight again)Very wise Di but they said everything without saying anything' Arnav and Khushi exchanges their glances for a while when Anjali proudly tells Payal how brave Khushi is and can take care of herself.Arnav gets so annoyed by that and moves away or wants to go away as he knows how capable she is indeed'He looks like small child here who just lost a game and does not want to accept defeat'(Farak Parta Hai..)He inquires her sister to let go if her Pooja is done.Anjali wants both Gupta sisters to join her in Teej Pooja in the evening.So sweet Di'.

Pause here: Anjali always brings these souls together and is going to be the cause of their union.

On ther side new Love is budding around as Akash sees the "Dupatta"in the air and knows she is around.His Payalji'Love how Anajli anticipates along with him to find out who is she?Her teasing towards him is so sweet.

Pause here: Dupatta is a big character as any other object used in this show.It signifies respect which is very well played in between Arnav and Khushi most of the time,Sheesh Mahal, Guest house, Teej, Khushi hides her bruise given by Arnav, drop down dupatta on her by Arnav by mistake as its for La, all the way up kidnapping where he puts it around her neck'..The same way in between Akash and Payal

Mamiji and her taunts towards adds "mirchi" as she says to Khushi"Hamar Bitwa Hain.."(He is my son..) Payal gets disappointed somewhere with this fact.There is no doubt she is very sensible and composed gal.She apologizes with Mamiji for her rude behavior as she was worried for Khushi.Love the way Anjali diffuse the situation."Hum Bari Behnain hi to in chooton keh liye larti hain'"(We elder sisters fight for our youngsters)Love the way how Akash was gazing her Payalji today..

ASR as He is walking with anger towards his SUV and then stops to give look or in other words to tell "Not Fair" you did not let me explain.Just liaten to me once Dammit.!...Her ignorance, coldness ,even her "Chup" towards him is bugging him up.He stops again by opening the door as he never wants to leave her today'ufff! and she can't hide herself from his gaze like these eyes are piercing in her skin...and that is making her uncomfortable too'...as she fixes her Dupatta in her nervousness...😳

Symbolism: Arnav's reflection in the window glass.Apparent situation is not the same as he thinks because he is a man of actionsnot words or emotions.He has no clue that she is being going through a "war" within herself.He is just thinking that she is upset about guest house and misunderstands him in that matter and at the top she did not let him explain his side'...

I felt her sadness and strange confusion when he leaves the premises as she did something wrong'. ...as he did not utter a word and she just finished the whole cracker box on her...And she shouldn't '...They wish as all this never ever happened before ...

Pause here: Both of them feels their mistakes when they are not together but under same frame both don't want to back down .Uhhh 'their ego..(Farak Nahin Parta')

In RM.. Arnav is removing his MARKED signs with anger, Breeze is still touching his face and his hair as he is remembering one face who he does not want to miss in a million.How she does not let him use his right to "Touch"her or to take away her distress.Her turning face from him is that what makes his blood boils in his veins and he closed his Marked fist .All this is unbearable for him.She did not let him explain his side and that is the last nail in the coffin "aaj tak kisi nai mujhse itni badtamizi karne ki jurat nahin ki tumhari itni himat kaise huai Khushi Kumari Gupta"(No body ever behave with me like this How dare you KKG)

I think you gave her that strength ASR because you are holding her hand when she is in any trouble even in your rage or even in her rage which is delivering her a "message" that you will not harm her or you will remove harm for her no matter what'...

Connection:Last episode when she tells him you are the one who gave me this strength with which I am standing tall and all'

Pause here: Look at his expressions he is angry because he can't stand her ignorance towards her but he is not "Rakshus "any more'.Love the way when both of them are angry and they always call each other with their FULL full name.

Audios'see you next time

MOMENT OF THE DAY:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlZYMnafDDM

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BRAVO! RED ADORE , PINK BRILLIANT BLUE FAVORITE SONG!!! AND THE DUPATTA I ALSO AGREE WITH BUT MY TAKE TO ADD TO YOURS IS THAT THE DUPATTA HAS ALWAYS BEEN HER PROTECTION OR SHIELD FOR HER. SHE HAS HELD ON TO IT LIKE A LOST FRIEND OR HAS USED IT TO GAIN HER COURAGE AND BRAVERY. IT FLIES INTO HIS FACE AS A REMINDER TO HIM THAT SHE EXISTS BUT IS WELL GUARDED AND PROTECTED BY DM. IT ALSO ALLOWS HIM TO GET A NICE WHIFF OF HER SCENT AS IT LAYS ACROSS HER NECK AND AS SHE SWEATS HER FEROMONES PLAY HAVOC WITH HIM AS IT GENTLY CARESSES HIS FACE!!

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

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Episode 34

The after effects of Khushi's outburst lingers for both Arnav and Khushi. Both unable to find solace in the things that never fail them, gardening for Arnav and food for Khushi:

Arnav gently trimming a delicate plant, handling it with so much care, while Khushi's words playing inside his head like a broken record..."Bhaad me gaye aap aur bhaad mein gayee ap ki naukri!" each word aggressive and hurtful, her words were undoing any solace he was getting from his beloved garden.

The storm in his head poured out in the form of anger, hurt, frustration ...the poor plant suffered the consequences as he picked it up and threw it on the ground. :( we do see another layer peeled of this character, he can act irrationally and in the moment when he is hurt, a foresight into one of the worst nights on the show maybe...i'm sure everyone knows which night i'm talking about😭

On the other hand, Khushi is unable to enjoy one of her favorite foods, chaat that Shyam makes for her. Food always gave her solace but today thoughts of that silent Rakshash seemed to get in the way of her taste buds...

If Arnav protects Anjali's happiness, she returns the favor just as much by taking great care of his feelings and constantly pushing him to let out what's in his heart so it doesn't eat him up "jo dil mein hai, woh chehre pe kyu nahin hai?" She comes to check up on him, as she knew he wouldn't be ok after the way Khushi had talked to him...

"Are you mad that she didn't give you a chance to defend yourself? you wanted to say sor" Anjali tries to ask before getting interrupted.

"Enough Di!" turning his back to her "maine kabhi kisi ko safai dena zaruri nahi samja, mujhe uss Khushi se kuch nahi kehna, woh mere liye koi maine neh rakhti hai!(i never felt it was necesary to clearify myself, i have nothing to say to that khushi, she doesn't mean anything to me)" ---👏CVs for keeping his "back turning" constant when he lies. Only if Anjali could see her brother eye as he says this.

Knowing he can't hold up his front much longer in front of his sister, "Di, please leave me alone" he begs her after she asks why he gets startled at the mention of Khushi?

On the other side of town, Khushi is making her way home talking to herself of course, her guilt trip increasing by the minute. "...phir hame kharaab kyu lag raha hai?"

❤️d the "hum teek hai" no conviction, "hum teek hai" a bit more conviction, "hum teek nahi hai" ...Bingo! Payal knows something is wrong right away when she opens the door and Khushi is lost in her world. Khushi is still too confused about her feelings and hasn't yet learned to hide her feelings from her sister or the world for that matter. Payal said once "jo dil mein, woh hi chehre pe" Payal asks her if ASR said anything to her and with no inhibitions Khushi blirts out what's in her heart

"uss Arnav Singh Raizada ka khayal baar bar hamaare man mein aa raha ha, pata hai jiji, hamne uss itna sunaya par phir bhi hamar man nahi bhara,man to kar raha hai ki dobaara usse milu...jiji lagta hai hame usse dobaara milna hoga [i keep thinking about that ASR, i yelled and yelled, but i'm not satisfied, i think i want to go meed him again]"

Ofcourse Payal deems her crazy and objects to this idea...😕 but she senses there is more to what her sister is feeling

"ab hame, uss office mein jaane ki koi zarurat nahi, Arnav Sing Raizada se milen ki koi zarurat nahi...to tujhe khush hona chahiya na Khushi [no need to go to the office, the you should be happy Khushi right]?"

❤️ this line, so simple yet thought provoking, how can Khushi be happy when Arnav is hurting?

Shyam made me uneasy , eating off of Khushi's plate eeewwewww, lying to someone about not being in Deihli, and the way he was looking at her... *shivers*

Souvenirs from their initial meetings in each other's hands! Khushi finds his mannat key and he finds the beads he ripped from her blouse..."khushi" he utters to himself, tightly closing and protecting them in this fist and "Arnav Singh Raizada" on her lips, two beautiful signs of unfinished business with each other? both secretly keeping their fingers hoping!

Arnav lost in thought, even when he turns for Anjali as she comes to get him for dinner.Similar to the look he had his office, when La was fixing his tie as his thoughs were emerged in Khushi IMO :) seems he's more at peace after seeing, touching, holding those beads, what say?

Anjali tells Arnav she wants to have a big puja at the mandir "tab to unhe aana hi padega na?(then he'll have to come)" she also asks him if he's got a chance to talk to his jijaji, and if he reached Delhi yet." hmmm, Shyam lied to someone that he is not in Deihli yet. If i was watching the first time, this is when the wheels in my head would start to turn.

DROOL CORNER!!!!!

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

I can actually feel their magnetism through the computer screen/ TV. I believe that Barun and Sanaya have a relationship outside of work that is very special. Both are comedians and their relation is one of a strong bond like siblings and although I believe they have this special sibling type/ best friend relation on the outside of work both are brilliantly talented actors which portray the magical connection of Arnav and Kushi to such an extent that many people believe they are having an affair; to which I say rubbish. These two actors are brilliant and they just got it SPOT ON, CORRECT, MAGNETIC PULL that blew us all away and we want more! They created their characters the way Gul and fellow writers wrote them but the chemistry was acted and they just connected to each other and where able to portray that on screen. It is a gift they both have and not many actors have IT! Oscar/ Golden Globe/ Emmy worthy they both are in my opinion.

As far as Arnav's wish I think it would depend on the day but mostly I would love to believe his torture of Kushi would just wind upbeing feathering light kisses up and down her neck covered by that Dupatta!!!!

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

teehee, i am a copywriter and when not on a project, plenty of forum time. i am lucky plus i work 9 to 1 these days. teacher? that's a challenging job. wonderful that you find the time to do these in depths in between all your work. i do enjoy your pauses and deep looks a lot. 😳

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

"To iss cheeze ki sallary milti hai tumhe? IPK analysis karne ki aur forums pe apne drools jama ne ki?"

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agreed with Arshi, totally jealous!! i'm a sys admin, so for me when it rains it pours!!!! and it's been raining alot lately. hoping things calm down soon

ArshiH, what grade do you teach? i have to friends that are teachers and all i can say is bless you ppl!

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

Hey Ami

RED stands out for me.Good points.PINK adores and agrees with them fully.HE was indeed looking Khushi as I said in mine in Anjali face just like La in the office good reference.Yes Khushi can't be happy if Arnav is not happy.

Both are restless and can't have solace without each other but realization will pour on them a little more patience ,we still have lot to achieve in their Nok Jhonks.❤️

Originally posted by: indi52

ami,

this episode was a killer, especially that little sojourn into their thoughts of each other, pearls and key in hand, rabba vey all around. beautiful take, delicious drool corner. oh just look at him in the first shot. how are we to survive this 😆. in purple, please add my eeeuuuwww to yours. shyam is disgusting.

i liked your connecting asr's irrational act now to what would happen that worst night of all. you are right, this definitely was a hint, when the man is cut in a deep tender place, he loses it. at this point, the poignant pull of first attraction growing stronger, he wants her he doesn't know why, she reaches places others can't and he has no clue why, only there is something a little helpless and vulnerable within... especially after the red saree, the rain, and certainly the night of the guest house. her diatribe hurts unbearably turns into his classic defence: anger. and the plant takes the wrath.

imagine his state the day he wants to tell her "faraq kyon padta hai" and goes to the terrace. poor poor asr.

@Cynthia

Originally posted by: indi52

"To iss cheeze ki sallary milti hai tumhe? IPK analysis karne ki aur forums pe apne drools jama ne ki?"

🤣

agreed with Arshi, totally jealous!! i'm a sys admin, so for me when it rains it pours!!!! and it's been raining alot lately. hoping things calm down soon

ArshiH, what grade do you teach? i have to friends that are teachers and all i can say is bless you ppl!

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

haha good one Ami . 😆 I teach 7-12 middle through HS PHYSICS and at the same time in the evening twice a week college students in academy near my district office as you mentioned its been rainy these days...hard to survive as I am single--- with kids and two old parents.Yes it is not an easy job .The only reason I liked it because I can enjoy time with my kids but Fate has something else written for me...still crossing my fingers to keep up untill my kids are on their feet then what ever...