Originally posted by: BarunDiwani
Friendly Disclaimer: My words, thoughts and ideas are mine only, please do not copy. You are welcome to use it, but credit accordingly. Thank you!Episode 34The after effects of Khushi's outburst lingers for both Arnav and Khushi. Both unable to find solace in the things that never fail them, gardening for Arnav and food for Khushi:Arnav gently trimming a delicate plant, handling it with so much care, while Khushi's words playing inside his head like a broken record..."Bhaad me gaye aap aur bhaad mein gayee ap ki naukri!" each word aggressive and hurtful, her words were undoing any solace he was getting from his beloved garden.The storm in his head poured out in the form of anger, hurt, frustration ...the poor plant suffered the consequences as he picked it up and threw it on the ground. :( we do see another layer peeled of this character, he can act irrationally and in the moment when he is hurt, a foresight into one of the worst nights on the show maybe...i'm sure everyone knows which night i'm talking about😭On the other hand, Khushi is unable to enjoy one of her favorite foods, chaat that Shyam makes for her. Food always gave her solace but today thoughts of that silent Rakshash seemed to get in the way of her taste buds...If Arnav protects Anjali's happiness, she returns the favor just as much by taking great care of his feelings and constantly pushing him to let out what's in his heart so it doesn't eat him up "jo dil mein hai, woh chehre pe kyu nahin hai?" She comes to check up on him, as she knew he wouldn't be ok after the way Khushi had talked to him..."Are you mad that she didn't give you a chance to defend yourself? you wanted to say sor" Anjali tries to ask before getting interrupted."Enough Di!" turning his back to her "maine kabhi kisi ko safai dena zaruri nahi samja, mujhe uss Khushi se kuch nahi kehna, woh mere liye koi maine neh rakhti hai!(i never felt it was necesary to clearify myself, i have nothing to say to that khushi, she doesn't mean anything to me)" ---👏CVs for keeping his "back turning" constant when he lies. Only if Anjali could see her brother eye as he says this.Knowing he can't hold up his front much longer in front of his sister, "Di, please leave me alone" he begs her after she asks why he gets startled at the mention of Khushi?On the other side of town, Khushi is making her way home talking to herself of course, her guilt trip increasing by the minute. "...phir hame kharaab kyu lag raha hai?"❤️d the "hum teek hai" no conviction, "hum teek hai" a bit more conviction, "hum teek nahi hai" ...Bingo! Payal knows something is wrong right away when she opens the door and Khushi is lost in her world. Khushi is still too confused about her feelings and hasn't yet learned to hide her feelings from her sister or the world for that matter. Payal said once "jo dil mein, woh hi chehre pe" Payal asks her if ASR said anything to her and with no inhibitions Khushi blirts out what's in her heart"uss Arnav Singh Raizada ka khayal baar bar hamaare man mein aa raha ha, pata hai jiji, hamne uss itna sunaya par phir bhi hamar man nahi bhara,man to kar raha hai ki dobaara usse milu...jiji lagta hai hame usse dobaara milna hoga [i keep thinking about that ASR, i yelled and yelled, but i'm not satisfied, i think i want to go meed him again]"Ofcourse Payal deems her crazy and objects to this idea...😕 but she senses there is more to what her sister is feeling"ab hame, uss office mein jaane ki koi zarurat nahi, Arnav Sing Raizada se milen ki koi zarurat nahi...to tujhe khush hona chahiya na Khushi [no need to go to the office, the you should be happy Khushi right]?"❤️ this line, so simple yet thought provoking, how can Khushi be happy when Arnav is hurting?Shyam made me uneasy , eating off of Khushi's plate eeewwewww, lying to someone about not being in Deihli, and the way he was looking at her... *shivers*Souvenirs from their initial meetings in each other's hands! Khushi finds his mannat key and he finds the beads he ripped from her blouse..."khushi" he utters to himself, tightly closing and protecting them in this fist and "Arnav Singh Raizada" on her lips, two beautiful signs of unfinished business with each other? both secretly keeping their fingers hoping!Arnav lost in thought, even when he turns for Anjali as she comes to get him for dinner.Similar to the look he had his office, when La was fixing his tie as his thoughs were emerged in Khushi IMO :) seems he's more at peace after seeing, touching, holding those beads, what say?Anjali tells Arnav she wants to have a big puja at the mandir "tab to unhe aana hi padega na?(then he'll have to come)" she also asks him if he's got a chance to talk to his jijaji, and if he reached Delhi yet." hmmm, Shyam lied to someone that he is not in Deihli yet. If i was watching the first time, this is when the wheels in my head would start to turn.DROOL CORNER!!!!!
Red I loved agree pink absolutely Adore brilliant more please more!!! Blue so true I noticed too and agree 100% !!!! Love drooling!
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