Originally posted by: indi52
anchal,
i know exactly what you mean.
woke up this morning thinking of asr and his anger. the very quality of it. how it pushed her away yet pulled her hard to him. pulled me. it was disorienting to think i wouldn't see that anger again. felt like death, in the most real sense of the word, of something special, essential almost to my life.
this has never happened to me before. certainly not for a serial and an imaginary character.
ipk was a part of my life. the only 20 odd minutes of television i absolutely had to watch every day. it took me away to another space. another reality almost. it allowed me to breathe in a different atmosphere. and that beautiful deep depiction of love, i so often felt that would do more to bring peace and harmony to this world rather than pompous summit meetings.
when i first started waiting for it i was surprised. not like me. then the repeats on youtube up to 3 am sometimes, straight after telecast ending at 12.30am. my daughter would make fun of me.
when post marriage khushi ott started, couldn't take it. but knew i couldn't not watch. so i came to the forum. and found all of you.
most importantly priya and her crooner.
how we rejoiced and celebrated the show there. as priya guided the day with allusion, quotation, caps, and most important, her reflections on the episode. we spoke of many things through ipk. became close.
all because the team at ipk that actually worked on it meant to and did deliver. because the barun sanaya pair worked so damn well, it not only hooked viewers it also inspired creators. you could feel it. and who wouldn't be energised working on a "hit" show.
right through everything i've stayed on and ipk has become inseparable from my day's experience. and now this.
how terrible it feels.
just terrible. especially when i awake from deep sleep.
