Originally posted by: boreddamsel
CVs, I don't know what you want from me, seriously..
I cannot.. cannot take such strong emotions.. please .. you will honestly kill me one day..Same here yaar. I cried for both of them today.CVs are emotionally blackmailing us.Today's episode.. has affected me so strongly.. I don't know what to say.. I don't think any episode until today has.. I'm so glad I didn't get a chance to watch it before my meeting.. else I don't htink I would have been able to concentrate in the meeting!Sorry for the delay.. I just finished watching the episode.When Buaji started with her accusations I was like wonderful.. great.. just what I wanted.. and then I was wrong.. along came Dadi 😡I was boiling with such anger.. such anger.. what can I say.. I was sitting in the lab trying to eat my lunch.. and I couldnt eat, 'coz I wanted to shout.. and scream.. and dump my food on my laptop and my hands were aching to throw the laptop against the floor... and also punch it..Take a chill pill. every thing will be fine.I must say Dadi was amazing today.. her expressions, her words reminded me of ASR.. but even then I never hated ASR.. Dadi.. I don't know if I have ever hated anyone.. oh wait, I have..The insults.. the accusations of "how a girl can influence a guy", the accusations of how "she is after his money" ... I know how it feels.. and I know the anger that boils in you.. which Khushi didn't show... given she is not as ill-tempered as me..Oh Gosh Khushi is an angel. Real people are not like her.She is too sacrificing,too innocent! She is also too much obedient to fight back elders."sanksari ladki"!and then I cried.. when Khushi stood up and hid the slap and Arnav saw it and she hugged him.. I cried.. I broke into tears.. I could not take that..I cried, cried and cried. How she got emotional when she saw him, hold him in a strong embrace tried to find comfort.There was a plea in her eyes plz take me with you . Her heart was already heavy after that night. She wanted to embrace him right then,but couldn't. finally when she got him she couldn't stop herself.and then when Arnav said this marriage is happening.. first to Buaji and then to Dadi.. I cheered.. very happily.. would have whistled, if I knew how to whistle!Arnav knows how to handle the situation in ASR's style.and then the best part.. the few minutes that I have genuinely almost been happy ever since February 14th! when Arnav finally remembered the torture and regretted it.. and I cried again during the precap.. but still.. still.. he is apologizing to Khushi.. Arnav, that is not what you should do 😡 tell everyone.. please please I'm begging you (and yes I'm crying as I write this) I'm begging you.. please tell everyone and stop letting people accuse her.. that is when you have truly apologized.. you dont need to apologize to her.. she forgave you a long time back.. she understands you.. she knows why you did all that.. and she forgave you.. I never wanted the redemption track 'coz thats not necessary.. but what you need to do.. to "redeem" yourself.. is to tell everyone that you threatened her.. and the day you do it Arnav is when I will truly truly love you.. 'coz like I always say I am truly happy when Khushi is happy..The most wanted redemption started. We know how forgiving Khushi is!She can do anything for her beloved people.Though she forgot and forgave Arnav, but Arnav can't forgive himself, coz he loves her too much. How he can forgive himself for hurting her innocent Khushi so much!and now ok.. I'm going to need a few seconds to control my emotions..phew..ok.. now.. here goesarr rrr rrr ggg ggg hhh hhh ... 😡 😡 😡CVs s s ss s s s sW.H.A.T T.H.E H.E.L.L what happened over night?What is wrong with you? Why do you need to ruin it for us this much?I thought we will at least get a good few rabba ve's until the suhaag raat.I was wrong, wasn't I.. you wont even give me that.. but why?Coz they are very stingy showing Rabba ve or they may love to torture us Dekhna he to dekho.hahaha.Ok and that was still ok..But what the.. Arti, control yourself..what the.. control.. what the.. control.. what the f .. stop! ok.. no .. wont say it! you have to contorl this swearing, girl!Seriously so Garima is involved in the past. you just have ot separate these two, right.. you just cannot let them live in peace can you? can you ? can you?😡Ok.. you know what.. I don't even want to say anything else.. I am just so angry. .so angry right now! I dont know what I will break.. I just want to hike up to the mountain peak(was plannign to do it today, but there is going to be a thunderstorm..) I just want to hike up and scream at the top of my voice and uproot a tree and throw it down..Chill baby,everything will be fine.Arnav is with Khushi so no fear😃ok Fuzzy.. sorry for this post.. everyone who knows me knows I am cheerful.. lakraj80 you just asked me yesterday.. but sorry.. I'm truly sorry for such an angry post today.. I just cannot take this crap.. I'm really really mad!Hopefully there will be a good episode tomorrow.This is the habit of CVs, first they give us pain and then pacify us later. So let's be optimistic.Fuzzy, I didn't even read your post.. I dont want to.. 'coz I dont want to be reminded of what happened in teh episode today..and you know what I take my today's OS back.. that should have been Dadi instead of Shyam.. and no, I would not even give her to you.. I will finish her off with my own bare hands..
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