Kyun na bole mo se mohan kyun
Hai roothe roothe mohan yun
Kaise manaaun haai kaise manaau
She thought about the man in her life. The one who said "I love you". The one who hurt her. Bruised her. Healed her. Loved her in his own way. The one who couldnt take others hurting her. The one who fought for her. The one who took care of her family. The one who loved her fighting with him. The one who hated her blindly obeying him.
Kyun na bole mo se mohan kyun
Hai roothe roothe mohan kyun
Kaise manaaun haai kaise manaau
The one who misunderstood her. The one who turned her world upside down. The one who still trusted her somehow. The one who misunderstood her. Again. N yet she loved him.
Un binn kate naa raina
Unn binn aawe na ik pal chaina
Unn bin jeeun tto kaise main jeeu'n haay..
She loved him when he hurt her. She loved him when he abused her verbally. She loved him when he bruised her. She loved him when he got irritated with her. She loved him when he tried ways not to show his love to her. She loved him who took care of her family. Because she understood her. Because she loved him. Unconditionally.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
She realised he could never think straight when he was angry. She realised his Di's happiness mattered him the most. Even more than that of his own. She realised he couldnt emote his feelings openly. She realised he was impulsive when angry or jealous. She realised he dominated her because he knew she was his own. She realised he loved her.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
She tried stopping the streams of pearls running down her cheeks. She tried consoling her heart. She tried asking for strength from the Almighty. She tried believing that next day would clear out every misunderstanding that ever prevailed betwen them. She tried explaining herself to him.
When you go when you leave
Then you take a little piece of me with you
There's a hole in my soul
Cause you take a little piece of me with you (x2)
Haan Naino ke dwaare aane ke waade baandhe
Aise bolo kaaahe
Chokhat pe dil ki aahat rakhi hai taako pe hai torey saaye
But alas! She was hopelessly, helplessly n irrevocably in love. In love with the Rakshas of her life. In love with her Laad Governor.
Unn binn unhe manaye
Unn bin kabhi jo unko rijhaaye
Unn bin chhale hai mora ye jiya
She had tried fighting with him. She had tried reasoning with him. She had tried explaining to him. She had tried proving him. She had tried every way in the world to make him believe in her. In vain.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
He was a businessman. One who believed what he saw. One who wanted proofs rather than words. One who believed his slimy brother-in-law than his love.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
She tried disliking him. She tried hating him. She tried loathing him. She tried to wipe out her memory of him. She tried to forget the moments spent with him. She tried to forget him.
Haan
Komal badi hai saansan ki dori
Roothe se bhi toot jaaye
Baawan tarah se jee ko manaaya
Khoje ajaunh tori raahe
She tried looking at the brighter side of life. The sunnier side. The side which had no him. None of his memories. None of his essence. None of him.
Unn bin unhe main paaun
Unn bin unhe main garwa lagaaun
Unn bin unhe mora jee lage haay...
But that was not to be. He was the silver lining amongst the dark clouds. He was her sun after a dark night. He was the ray of light in a black room. He was her inspiration. He was her hope. He was her everything.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
All his words came back haunting her. All the venomous poisonous stingiing words came back to her.
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
"You are a gold digger"
"Good thing your parents arent alive."
"You dont have a character"
"Get out"
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
"Khushi...I love you"
Bahe naina Bhare morey Naina
Jhare morey naina
Mohe naina sune naahi kehna, bahe morey naina
He loved her. She loved him. Yet they werent together. Blind rage from his side had caused walls of misunderstanding between them. Unable to prove herself innocent had caused miles of distances between them.
But she wiped her tears. She was a strong lady. She vowed herself. No more tears. No more of wasting the precious pearls on someone who claimed to hate her yet love her n who she loved. He was past now.
She had to look at the morning arising after the night. She had to forget it all now. She promised herself...In vain.
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Love,
Ashum
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