Originally posted by: momma1128
If ever there was a day where I understood why ASR was so pissed off, it was today. Whereas before we had to chalk up his raging personality as a byproduct of his painful past (or lack of adequate fiber or sweets), today I got his rage.
Here is a self made man, ego the size of Mount Gibraltar, battling himself when it comes to Khushi. He is trying, oh how he is trying to be the rude boss, but he can't and he curses himself for it. She has come into his home to give her resignation by telling him to take his job and shove it while he can enjoy his first class ticket to hell, and he hasn't had a chance to respond. Not only that each and every time he has tried to have a conversation with her, she has walked away.
Side note on Khushi's walking away - I still don't get this - she is itching for this guy, she is dreaming about him, she is palating while telling herself don't do it and admits that she feels something is unfinished - and even still she doesn't allow a conversation. And please don't say it's because he treated her so badly she doesn't want to speak to him because she had no problem telling him in the storeroom he needs to stop giving gyan to other people and if that be the case, she shouldn't have expected him to be gentlemanly and given her the first cup of water. If you are going to dish it, be prepared to take it. (and actually this goes for ASR also - they each are so bad at this)
Okay back on ASR (not literally, but I know how many people are relishing the idea). In the storeroom, he is very clearly at a loss of how to deal with her, he keeps saying listen, literally chasing her until he corners her and says listen to what I have to say - so she tells him open the door first. So, Arnav Clark Singh Kent Raizada bashes down the door because he takes her at her word, and lo - she says she's not listening to him and walks out and also adds in and I'm leaving for Lucknow, leaving him gobsmacked and yelling her name.
So, what we have in ASR is the fallout of the resignation, of him being attracted to her, of him feeling vulnerable, of him hating himself for feeling like this, of him wanting to speak to her, and of him feeling manipulated when he opens the door and she walks out telling him she's leaving town. The only way a man like ASR can process this is through his go to emotion - anger.
So he goes home and he is FUMING at all the emotions he can't get a handle on and the things left unsaid. I got your anger today ASR, you are entitled to it. Now learn to cope.
Anupamaa
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