See how broken I am ...4.7

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Do you remember what Shivaay did the next morning after Annika left? He pretended he was all okay and acted as usual. He showed his family and brothers that he wasn't affected by losing Annika.

He had his tadi , we saw him fight Tej for Om. We saw him freeze his mom out , and drive his bike like a demon up to a cliff. Full on gussa he was.

Where did that gussa go as soon as Annika came back? Why is he not showing any anger, no arrogance? One would think he would show her that he went on as usual without her like she didn't even exist.

But no, he wants her to see how much he was affected by her leaving him.

See? I don't throw things anymore.
See? I don't shout and fight anymore.
I don't cook anymore.
I don't drink black coffee anymore.
I stopped feeling anything
after you left.

Take my room away, you can have it.
Dance around me cutely, try to make me smile,
it won't work.
Ruin my kitchen , do what you like,
Take my bed, I'd sleep dreamlessly anyways.
Throw water at me , see my pain.

my happiness went with you.

try your best to bring me back,
I need to feel that you care about me,
Show me, that you missed me too.

(nothing rhymes, sorry)

But that is what it is. He's letting her see how broken up he is. And it is succeeding in bringing her protective side out full force, his Superwoman is armed and ready to fight for him.

She's looking for his faraqs, but she's showing all of hers by trying this hard to win him back.

That day, she hung her head low and let Pinky walk all over her, she left him without a fight.

Today, she stands tall and gives back equal measure to Pinky, uncowed, no fear, no guilt.

Now she will fight for him back, and he will let her. He never gave her the importance in his life, his house before. Now he's allowing her to do whatever she likes in his house.

And not allowing his mother to say a single untoward word about her.

Pinky vs Annika , a battle for Shivaay.
And Shivaay silently gives Annika all the advantages, as the family roots for her.

p/s : I still think he didn't file divorce. the whole Rohit/mangetar jealousy is his insecurity that she has moved on in her heart. Or that she didn't love him as he did her. Hard to believe, but he needs to see that she loves him. And her full attention is giving him that feeling.

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I am so confused after watching today's and yesterday's episodes. The games and the hidden meanings are too difficult to understand . I watch the show when I am off duty or when I am not studying . I can't possibly rack my brains and put in extra effort to think , rethink , contemplate when all we get is half truths , rushed plots and butchered characters . Half of us went crazy when the spoilers came out about the third angle involving separation. The brother-sis duo. Pinky's evil arc is never ending . And if they show that shivaay was involved all this while .. I won't be able to digest that . Everything that he went through and made Annika go through to play along is too much . It's totally unrealistic . The whole family is involved except pinky ?
Annika coming back and being called a chewing gum ! Shivaay threw her out . It should have been him bringing her back . She came back willingly like nothing happened . She always comes back . Shivaay doesn't have to do anything .
Now he is gonna propose to raagini ! For what ? To show Annika that he doesn't care , or for the deal .
Why does shivaay needs a third person to realize his love for Annika . Omru are handling their love by themselves .
They messed uo shivika big time .
I am sorry being so negative but can't help .. harneet is doing this to me .

lovely post my dear anisa!

As usual was waiting for your post to watch the episode. But did I ever mention how beautifully you put it ?
Your posts explain a lot then the episodes itself ! Yes Annika is finally fighting back but then she wasted 3 months and I doubt Shivaay will forget it when Shivaay gets to know the truth. I always wanted Annika to have the respect she deserves in OM and I guess this track is doing that for me. Annika has her own freedom and her own will this time and though I don't like the clothes at all , they signify it. The independent and fiesty Annika.
The most ironic thing is that Shivaay will fall all over in love with Annika but this time not the good Annika who saves his family every time but the one who he has hated all his life , the middle class greedy girl who just cares about money. And this will be the true NKK Test not only for Shivaay but for both of them . Shivaay's love had always a selfish streak in them but this time it will selfless. Free of conditions and requirements , just for Annika herself.
Sirf Annika.

Thanks for the lovely post Anisa di ❤️ 👏

His indifference now is confusing me( i guessed the same what u have put)

Originally posted by: NYCForever

lovely post my dear anisa!

today was a better episode as they played on their insecurities and all too

i am really moving towards thinking that shivaay knows what happened and what anika did but woh uss ke muh se sunnna chahta hai 😆😆

Today's episode was good, actually funny.

The kitchen scene was hilarious. 😆 But then Shivaay didn't react at all. He also quit cooking, someone who was fond of cooking. 😲

I loved how Rudy took indirect digs towards Pinky but Pinky can't stop showering "Love" in Rags.

Shivaay doesn't get effected at all as he is deeply hurt and he has become a heartless soul. He didn't even react to Pani.

But then soon as he found out, Anika has someone in her life he become insecure. He must be thinking, when I couldn't move on in 3 months, how can Anika move on this quick. This led him to check her phone secretly. 😆 Billu ko Farak Padta hai, from fake Rohit.

He was shown getting jealous but then he confused me saying "Anika could do better. Good she moved on!" :/

Your post explains a lot of things...

Originally posted by: AnnzSageflower7

See? I don't throw things anymore.

See? I don't shout and fight anymore.
I don't cook anymore.
I don't drink black coffee anymore.
I stopped feeling anything
after you left.

Take my room away, you can have it.
Dance around me cutely, try to make me smile,
it won't work.
Ruin my kitchen , do what you like,
Take my bed, I'd sleep dreamlessly anyways.
Throw water at me , see my pain.

my happiness went with you.

try your best to bring me back,
I need to feel that you care about me,
Show me, that you missed me too.

(nothing rhymes, sorry)

That's ok😆😆 it really moved me to tears ...😭😭

p/s : I still think he didn't file divorce. the whole Rohit/mangetar jealousy is his insecurity that she has moved on in her heart. Or that she didn't love him as he did her. Hard to believe, but he needs to see that she loves him. And her full attention is giving him that feeling.

that's the reason i don't like this jealousy drama ... he's really insecure regarding her ...and u put it just beautifully ..he doesn't know if she loved him enough ... specially since he is waiting for an explanation & an apology but getting this drama