Desolation ...19.6 (replies page 4) - Page 5

Originally posted by: mishti4maan

I decided to be brave and watch the epi today after reading your post.. i am currently a blubbering mess.. i don't know how i'm going to deal with this.. my mother keeps asking me why I look like my whole world has been ripped apart.. i seriously look like someone who is going through the worst breakup lol.. anyway ive decided i'm going to avoid watching for at least the next two months when everything is a bit more settled.. i'm trying to busy myself with working and trying to find another show to preoccupy myself with...

Originally posted by: bworm

Anisa, cheer up love.

It was a beautiful episode. ..so many feels.

Forget the precap...ignorance is bliss.

We will get our shivika back, stronger than ever.

They both were in a bubble, their relationship can't be so weak as not to sustain a small storm. This too shall pass. Let's have faith, the cvs may have to give us Seperatation, but will bring them back together stronger than ever.

🤗

Originally posted by: sky-if

I just loved the scene with Sahil. he will always remain a link between Shivika just like OmRu!❤️

In a way, am glad we are already on to the vamp intro - just need to FF to when these two are trying hard to ignore the other!

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Prankaa was beyond words 🤢 - her brother's life just fell apart and she was concerned that she had to keep Kameeni aunty's respect. bah!

Kameeni right on to her act and asking Pranka not to tell Ranveer or Shivaay - they better not make this a "parallel" between Shivaay's sister and Annika - 'cause for me, PriVeer are distasteful and just not worth being compared to Shivika😕

Originally posted by: blackorwhite

Nice post, Anisa!

Even I liked today's episode.. Shivaay-Sahil-Anika scene was able to help me connect with the angst of their separation a bit BUT if I try connect the dots with the past, even today's episode irritates me.. So, my new motto is 1 episode at a time and this forced separation(I dislike the execution a lot) is a black box for me...not going to analyze or watch it.. 😆 Just assuming they separated.. end of story.. 😆

"It's like Tolstoy said. Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story.

I'm reading a book named Kafka On The Shore... And so many quotes in that book are automatically reminding me of Shivaay and his pain.. and in some cases Anika's... but frankly, I can't connect with her right now because usne apne pair khud kulhadi maari hai.. 😆 Anyways, here are some:

"Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.

Shivaay's FBs are really tearing him up inside.. sometimes the guilt associated with them is.. sometimes the happiness that is associated with them.. both emotions are suffocating him..

"When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about.

"As long as there's such a thing as time, everybody's damaged in the end, changed into something else. It always happens, sooner or later.

This is exactly what is going to happen to both of them after this forced separation.. They are going to change.. *SIGH*

And yes, time will change them into something - the 2.0 versions! 🤣

"Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars. "Time expands, then contracts, all in tune with the stirrings of the heart.

And this is why Shivaay is feeling the pain.. Right now, all the incidents are too fresh in his mind... but slowly they will fade but they will never disappear from his heart completely because they are in tune with the stirring of his heart..As time passes.. the pain will metamorphize into something else

And this is SHIVAAY right now :

"I've built a wall around me, never letting anybody inside and trying not to venture outside myself 😭

Anyways, for me, most of the angst is being projected via the book into these two characters even though the two things are completely unrelated 🤣

What future holds.. all depends on the CVs.. It can go this way or that way - any way they want...They are writing a sequel... so 😆😆

Originally posted by: AnnzSageflower7

Yeah, i went through weekend like that...😆

Don't worry, save your sanity. We'll let you know if anything important happens.

Originally posted by: abhilashasharma

For Shivaay, it was always mind/brain in the front seat and heart in the backseat. For Annika, they walk side by side. At this moment, for Shivaay, its heart in the front seat and mind/brain in the backseat. And Annika, brain/mind a step ahead of her heart.

Seeing Shivaay's behaviour towards his family, why do I feel that he has started to detach himself from them. It looks as if he is just fulfilling his responsibilities, not taking full interest. Its like - 'You want to do it? Go ahead! If its ok with you, ok with me too...' I liked his attitude towards Praanca (Till her non-existent brain is back on its place, Im gonna refer her so 😡) What do you want?... You want to go?... Cool then... Ok ... Like a perfect deal...

For dadi, he was polite. he did not give any special heed to Pinky, Shakti, Jhanvi too... Rudra.. he called him 'Rudy' So I guess he is buying some time to get himself back.. When his mind takes the frontseat like always, he will have usual, normal relationship only with OmRu and Dadi (Not sure about Jhanvi, I need few more scenes to understand!!!)

Did I read too much? Or did he behave like that?! In that case, in few days everyone will understand that Shivaay is not the same Shivaay. Everyone will have their own conscience pricking in their own guilt. Everyone in the family have contributed this state to Shivaay in their own way. OmRu and Jhanvi, though might feel helpless with the promise, bound promise will make them feel guilty as the time goes. Less said about Pinky. CVs better give a proper characterization to Shakti and his whatsoever emotion.

The way he was walking inside his room, ruffling his hair, looking here and there, not knowing what do , restless, feeling confused - he thoroughly looked like a lost child (may I say, lost man, who has nothing left in his life. Very poignant. Like thithli mentioned, he is in a state of denial, he is still looking for things which might make him see her... Like you, I too feel that because of Shivaay's heart ache Annika might go far away from him, I have a feeling she might take Sahil too with her so that none of her memories remains with him. I think that might trigger anger in him that 'You left me... What rights do you have to take away those things which reminds me of you? How dare you?'

Even when he comes to know that Annika was asked to leave by Pinky, he will have the same question to her - 'Tumhare liye unka gussa, meri zaroorat se badkar hai?' I just hope Annika will keep ready a fitting reply by that time. He needs to know that she might have been forced to leave him, but whatever she said, was truth and just bland truth.

This Praanca-Kamini parallel to Annika-Pinky would be interesting to watch, if treated correctly. Knowing CVs it is going to give us only michmichis... When Shivaay comes to know Praanca-Kamini angle, I hope he would be able to relate it to Annika-Pinky angle...

Like you stated, the less said about new entries, more better to us. Its been long since Oberoi Mansion had become vamps ka 'dharamshala'!!!

Originally posted by: AnnzSageflower7

We have no idea about the MS and the rings. we're speculating. But it looks to me like they are really broken up. Neither are going to seek the other out (we'll see if he does today *shrugs*).

Annika cannot go back there because of Pinky and his secret. Shivaay cannot bring her back because she insulted his family so badly. They are separated because of his family. So they keep away their love for each other and try to live on. It's relatable.

I think they will really move on from each other. Frankly Ruzz , this marriage is not an equal one. Yes, they love each other a lot, but he takes advantage of her. She is not a priority to him. He will continue to put his family above her always, pretend that she is equal to them.

If Tia hadn't run away , they wouldn't have married. Fact.

now if he wants her, loves her, he needs to work for it. The right way this time, no ulta backwards way like they did.

I think this the whole point of this track, where he initially is mad and angry. Wants to hurt her by showing her that he has moved on. But after realizing the truth...move heaven and earth to win her over and woe her.

I don't care about Rags. She doesn't scare me. Hmph..😆

Originally posted by: AnnzSageflower7