Originally posted by: vivacious_gurl
Shivaay Is very much in character... He has feelings for her but they rnt deep enuf to change his beliefs yet... Shivaay has always been manipulative and shrewd businessman... So even now he wants to eat the cake n have the pie too... When anika spoke about Ansh n shivika... Ppl thot He imagined their kids... Yes He did.. But at that time thot bout kids with her was kind of michmichi for him as his NKK is too ingrained... N Yes he doesn't know anything about her and her past...the truth about ppl is when they start liking someone... They get into relationships... But if they feel the person doesn't suit their standards n isn't in the belief structure they have, they do break up n marry someone else who suits their std... In such relationships the focus is on me... My needs... N Not the other person's feelings and need...Billu's love at the moment is selfish... While Anika's is selfless... She is getting trampled on from all angles but she is letting it be done just coz she is hopelessly in love but she too can't see a future coz she is scared of Billu's obsession with NKK... She too fears when Billu will know that she is an orphan brought up in an orphanage how will he react... She already can see that her treatment may not be very diff from what pinky gives her... So she knows whr she stands... She is staff... N it is hurting her that after all this, she is still just staff even to Shivaay... Shivaay may hv given her pinky promise that he will make everything right but he doesn't know everything right for anika wud b for him to accept her as she is as his wife infront of all... Give her that desired respect in society...He doesn't think about her feelings at all.. He is Ofcourse playing with her emotions but thinks it's only fair coz he has feelings..She asked for a name to this relationship as Kalavati... He dint give one n dint think it's necessary for him to explain his feelings... That showed anika what he wants.. Ek time pe do nav pe savaar hai Billu...