AY,
We all know and accept that NKK is what defines Shivaay. His NKK is not the issue. Nor the fact that he cannot see a future with Annika .. Are, even Annika cannot see a future with him. .That is one of the reasons for KKT birth. She is giving him enough reasons to end their marriage.
I am not pissed off at his "Cannot See Annika as mother of my children" dialogue either ..The fact that he said this, shows that he is thinking of his marriage to Annika and a possibility of a "FUTURE" with her . A future where there will be children. Right now he cannot accept the fact that his wife, mother of his children will be some one who is a nobody.. But Annika will always be a nobody..no fault of her but that is the FACT..
Shivaay today "STATED" once again that, nkk is important to him, it is what he is and he will never change. The relationship he has with Annika is a BENAAM one and it will be continued like that (to be continued) ..
In all this conversation, Shivaay did not at any point gave us reason to believe that he may change his mind, or, there is even a remote chance of him accepting Annika
One thing that clearly came through was , he is not going to let her go. No matter what!
Here is what is upsetting me..
When he is very clear that there is no future , why play farak farak? Why give the girl hopes for a future together? Why chase her down, just to throw the NKK at her face?
She is willing to let go of this relationship. She is willing to give him his freedom back.. Why hold her back, especially when u know u will never accept her and will have no future with her ?
Why take away the chance of a future from Annika?
Annika will never be good enough for him. What more can she do to make him overcome his NKK? And why should she?
Annika (KKT) was very upset that she could not give him children. Agree, may be this was all a play act by Annika bit still , Shivaay cannot take away the Khushi of motherhood from her .. May be it is not imp to him, if he never has childern, but what about her?
SSO is being very cruel. He is once again deciding for her.. Being selfish. He is just playing with her emotions.. SAD!!!
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Thanks for your very objective analysis AY and it was really needed. You have put it so well and your are right if you see the mother of his children statement ...comes from his belief of blood line and what not...it makes sense.
However just like you said it's his hypocrisy (just like you had mentioned) which is unbearable. ThithliDhost has voiced exactly what I feel about this.
We never forgot what matters for Shivaay but he is really confused about what he wants...Like you said it can only be the independent and strong Anika who can set things right.