'Main hoon na Anika': Shivika - Page 5

Originally posted by: Sakkiyah

Awesome post

Originally posted by: vivacious_gurl

Geetu it had to happen right...he has to know about her past...he now knows sahil's physical disability...he wil know about her being an orphan...and then about chutki...he has to know her past... ofcourse he wont accept her coz of his NKAK rant... but he will know about her and somewhr within himself will be guilty that she suffered so muh already n to top it he made her suffer ...once the ONS MU gets cleared he will feel even more guilty that despite no fault of hers ...(he considres her as characterless n person of low morals na..after that ONS MU) he has tortured her more... after all her past n him still not accepting her...her leaving him n tia doing something will result in his heart condition worsening...n thats when anika will return n he will confess his feelings

Originally posted by: geet.a

Thank you BW!!

Remember you mentioned it yday also, you wanted a hesitation??

I think this was a step closer to that!

Yeah!! I have been cribbing about this for quite some time now 😆 And hence I loved today's episode...

Btw I think you mentioned somewhere that the SSO ka violence(during the wedding) was an idea of the creator of SSO's character but it did not seem like something that the character would do... And I completely wholeheartedly agree with it..

Disclaimer: I'm not defending SSO But Jo Bheji Thi Dua was more in his character(and I think I can forgive him for this - it is redeemable).. In this scene also, he took drastic actions to hurt Anika emotionally(which I'm totally against) but you could also see the (head vs heart)conflict in him and you could see that he was hurting as well.. And hence, that scene had such a great impact.. 😊

I love what you have written too!!

Shivaay is like everyone else, a conflicted individual, isn't it?

He has deep feelings, and yet he has ideologies that are deeply ingrained and in that battle, he keeps hurting those he loves, and himself...and in moments, does things that are almost, if not completely, 'redeemable' as most would say😆

Yup.. Very confused conflicted individual.. In addition to those rigid ideologies, it's his "emotions" that fail him.. Anger, Jealousy, Love, Care, Frustration.. He just can't understand his own emotions and hence, he can't express them either..

Additionally, he instinctively reacts to Anika.. He experiences so many emotions when he is with her that he just can decipher them.. System overload ho jata hai uska.. 😊 So, he loses control and "without thinking" does the first thing that he can think of, which generally is the thing he should not do, which in his heart he knows he should not do 😆

Originally posted by: Onyx.

Geetu, so good to see you back. Shivika were back in their element today😆 But tbh, I would have liked that lift scene better if they didn't add in random flashbacks. There was no need for flashbacks there.. editors are champs in ruining good moments in the show.😵 I actually got more feels from the morning after: the way they were acting like a typical married couple..him on business calls, her on the bed

p.s. I laughed so hard when SSO lied and said 'tum khud aayi, mujhe bed se hataya aur bed pe sogayi'🤣 The way he said it with a straight face lol

Originally posted by: SRKian

Geet,u r back!! i missed u🤗

i luved da epi. we knew dis SSO still exits somewhr beneath da ruthless SSO nd m so glad ki we gt 2 c a glimpse of dis caring SSO more dan shiv(dow i m angry wid him as well,u c my liking 4 him keeps on fluctuating😆) m angry wid cvs nd dadi

anyways,awesome post as always nd i read ur reply 2 A.C nd m glad ki u nd i've kinda similar thoughts when it comes 2 da current SSO😳 nice 2 knw m nt da 1y 1 who feels its more of da cvs fault dan da charz.😆

hope u'll b regular 4n nw on .ab toh Miyan bhai bhi ageye😉😉

Originally posted by: BlueJasmine

he was weak inside fr always...he trained himself to be as ruthless as possible to hide that weaker self frm the eyes of the world...to be the great wall of SSO he was needed to wear a mask fr the rest of the world till now...but it is difficult now...intolerable I guess ,to wear tht mask in his own house...own room...anywhere SHE is around & awake...he is tired of this now...so his logical brain has find a solution to get rid of this painful situation...but his heart is more powerful sometimes which don't wanna let her go ...may what he thinks abt her...may what it takes to keep her in front of his eyes ...his affection fr her is more stronger than his hatered ( or somthing lyk a disgust tht she wronged him &he still love her ...how can he be so fool to not to look through the real motive of tht mere girl...wht he observed abt her was all wrong! - these are bothering him right now)

Originally posted by: blackorwhite