It's pure catharsis to read this and I'm so glad I came across it!
Pretty amazing the way you could convey the numbness, the void, the feeling of nothing.
Two things Aryan said that got me really choked and emotional was the subtle reference to her accepting him as a being and then when he says she'll never be able to get back to him since he is no longer anything. The poetic justice this latter thing has, no words to describe it!
It's so heart-breaking to see that Aryan has zoned out of existence so much that not even seeing her with a child, a child that could have potentially been theirs, the laughter and the happiness that could have been theirs and yet all he felt was nothing.
This character deserves so much more but alas, it is what it is.
Reading this really helped me to sort out my sentiments and cool down, so a huge thank you for penning this one.