No two people think alike. And the thoughts of one person are his / her own. Justified only to himself / herself. And every decision and act that we take and do is a result of those thoughts. Thoughts which are influenced by what we see and how we perceive it. This perception is in turn impacted by our past experiences. Now club all these with a constant conflict of mind and heart going on within a person, we see utter chaos.
And that is what we are seeing now in our Sahir Azim Chaudhary. Chaos.
He had been a ruthless businessman in the beginning. Willing to do everything and anything to get what he wants. His goal had been clear and his vision focused. No ambiguity. He had something to prove and prove he would, come hell or high water.
Then in walks in an intern. A slip of a girl who never backed down from him, who stood up to what she thought was right and never hesitated to vocalize her displeasure or pleasure. A stubborn, intelligent designbaaz who with her Allah knows, slipped none too quietly through his defenses and got under his skin. She fired his blood and got his frozen heart thumping again. The guy who never hesitated in tearing apart anyone who came his way couldn't stand the mere thought of her tears. And with every new aspect that came to light about her, his frozen heart melted just a little bit more. He knew it was happening. He knew he shouldn't let it happen. Yet there wasn't a single thing he could do to stop it. All he could do was stand back and watch the fortress around himself fall apart.
And it doesn't stop there. World doesn't revolve around his newly resurrected heart. He still had a promise to keep. An aim to fulfil. Just when it is within reach, two things happen simultaneously. He sees his desire / want / wish (Arzoo) with his own brother. He sees her preferring his brother's company to his own. Her smiles reserved for his brother while she gave him the scowls and fury. Lavished his brother with words of praise and avoided him like the plague. And wait, it doesn't end there. She might even be carrying his brother's child within her.
The nightmare of his life doesn't end with that. His goal would turn to ashes unless he got his brother married to the daughter of the man who is blackmailing him. The daughter - Samaira. Before he could breathe a sigh of relief and curse himself for ever doubting Arzoo, his brother declares that he can't marry Samaira because he loves Arzoo. Zaki loves Arzoo. Does Arzoo love Zaki too? Then what was it that her eyes were telling him all along? Why did they simmer and glow when they looked at him? Why did they glisten with tears when he had been the one hurting? Why did they brim with joy at his success? Flutter at a mere hint of his displeasure? What was all that? And why the silence now? She never kept quiet when silence was required and now, when words were so important, she dares to switch off her vocal cords?
Was she playing with both of them? Trying to get the best catch? How dare she! How dare she make him trust her? How dare she make him forget himself and his past? His vows? How dare she heal his wounds only to inflict deeper ones that gorged his insides? He had been willing to forgo his aim, refuse the deal because he wanted her to be happy. Even if it was with his own brother. And how dare HE let her turn him into such a blubbering fool? Well, he is no fool. He is Sahir Azim Chaudhary. He is not going to let some girl from Lucknow ruin his plans. He will get the deal. No matter what he had to do. They don't call him SHARK for nothing.
Thank you all for reading. This is not a OS or anything of that kind. Just my attempt to get a glimpse of Sahir's thoughts. Love, doubt, hatred, jealousy, desire. Any one of these emotions are enough for a person to lose his rationality. Here Sahir is having all of them within him with no outlet. Add the business deal to it, and you have the perfect justification for what we saw last night and also the precap. Not to mention the latest spoilers.
Mangal Lakshmi
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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