Hai Vista😃
Sorry for commenting late on the latest and Awesome topic "Badly done Mr.Thakur"
Being busy and feeling sleepy all the time due to the medication ,my brain is bit dulll for the last few days. Yesterday night i did comment on Dreamy's and today on ur's.
OK i will tell what i have been feeling since i did read ur topic on the same day its posted.
After reading ur post , i did feel that i dont need to comment on this as u already told and nothing left to comment on it but pressed like button and thought to appreciate on this topic later with few words.
I always prefer to read rather than comment on urs and Dreamy's posts/topics.As there is nothing left to say but to appreciate ur work. But few things im feeling to say as i got time now to share with all of u.
I would like to talk about the title "Badly done Mr. Thakur"
Do U believe this is the first time he done badly? Me never consider Avi as a changed man. His transformation is just for the time sake as he is emotional fool and takes every decision and telling something or his vows what ever he does with hot headed always. Ppl who takes/makes decisions or promises based on the emotions would never keep them as they keep change their minds time to time.
Did u see the way he been to back to bhayyaji mode immediately after the death of Arpi, thinking she betrayed her and felt he really did some thing that's not his interest but to keep his wife happy he made that promise or vow to become a common man is completely against his wish and obeyed to Bj on his way back to Bhayyaji.
Me thinks he never changed his old ways. Whatever we seen is to make his wife happy as he feels he is obliged to her for what she done for him by shooting RV , she saved him. His presepective of Arpi began changing since that time but not a Bhayyaji he nver changed. He really got sympathitic with his wife for her situation and began telling or showing wee bit love (me say its not true as what ever love he was showing is just he was saved by her, as he never thought he would see the mouth of death as he himself proud/ arrogance about him as no one can beat him what ever he does, even the Police /the Law.
He got lot of khammand that he is always a winner but not a looser, whether its home or outside world. He knows he gets muchmore respect than any Governmnet high officials / ministers who ever in Lalanpur, he is the supreme no one can change his place,he does everything by its hook or crook. He never defeated by his enemy, know one dared to tell him what he exactly is, coz everybody respecting him , may be some ppl with fear as we have seen how ppl of Lallanpur scared to him when he is around. Its reallly shame that he considers its a respect or honour from ppl, but dont think what they exactly thinks about. ofcourse he never thinks about others just does whatever he minds on his own.
Even though he said he loved her , several times he never considered her as equal to him or supported her until she saved him from death. This is one of the reasons i really dont like AST character. But always loved to see his real transformation.
I really dont say he really transformed at the moment, he alwys shows his old ways when he sees the things against him , whether its Arpi or RV . Here the enemy showed and i would say dared to show his real personnality of this AST coz Rv can see his death.Till now He was blindfolded by his arrogance , anger and the fake respect(though he gets some respect from the ppl who he helped)by his ppl .
I would say its fake coz, no one respects a man who makes their lives fearful ones with his actions. He was good at beating the bad ppl but still in most of the ppl's prespective he is a fierceful goonda, Bhayyaji. The role AST got some affection coz its only portrayed by Ashish looks doesnot showing the real form of Bhayyaji .coz of his looks the character wasn't looking as it should be.In reality ppl never showed sympathy if he lost his wife coz of his foolishness. Rather they appreciate or happy for what had happened to him but shower their sympathy for his wife, who totally deserves it.
When he learned that RV was the culprit and behind Arpi's death, he was on avenge mode to beat him to death but not killing him with the gun. He always like to blame others for their mistakes as he seen them doing bad deeds but never thought never had a self check.
He always proud himself as he was thinking he is flawless, nobody can touch him coz of his good deeds .
He was consumed by anger , hatred and arrogance with hot headed he couldn't bear some one showing him who he actually is. He does over pouring his anger whenever he felts he was insulted for what he been doing .We can see this kinda nature with Arpi whenever she tried to make him to realise what hebeen doing.He never in a state to accept his defeat or his mistakes but behaves as been blindfolded with his foolishness.
Here RV was another reason for his anger. Not coz he is responsible for his wife's death. He killed him coz he showed him who the real culprit behind his beloved wife's death, he himself resposible for leaving haweli and committed suicide. He couldn't bear that he is loosing in his enemy's hands where he can see himself as looser. So he showed his anger by killing RV.Still AST aka Bhayyaji not in a state to accept the truth, but as usual he did what he likes to do. He himself satisfied with the Killing of RV making evry one belive that he done nothing wrong with the killing of RV. Still he behaving as if he is the true lover of Arpi, making ppl think that he is innocent and he has nothing to do with her death. But the RV's words killing him inside very badly for his guilt the way he behaved with Arpi, couldnot letting him living with peace for a second.
Me trust his transformation only takes place when he himself confess the truth what he did to Arpi and when he hateshimself and try to show his true love even aftr her death by changing his ways, by self chek alwys. But still i can see the ego in his heart and mind stilll not letting him to confess the truth but he pretending as if he really loves her by showing his greif.As he never done a self check, coz everybody around him always appreciating , encouraging him , supporting him what ever he does for the sake of their benefit but never tried or dared to Question him or did tell him what he exactly doing. When he comes out of misconception about himself , as he still loves himself more than any one else. The hatred for himself for what he been will only bring the true transformation in future.
So far the truth wasn't unknown that how he was responsible to Arpi's death, as only BJ&PJ knows . We know they never open their mouth regarding this matter.
When he himself confess to the Rai's family and the Ppl's hatred towards him will bring his senses back and help him as the real loving husband or a perfect man (as Ashish said) .
Sorry vista , i dont know what i have wrote in this post as sometimes , i felt sleepy while typing as my brain is not very active though my hands typing , i will do edit later when i feel active)
Sorry if the bak bak doesn't make any sense, as now im in senseless mood😆
Edited by BenNevis - 14 years ago
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