FF:Pyaar Ka Rishta Final Chapter updtd Pg 67 - Page 40

Mujhe toh dekho comment karti nahi but update chahiye😆, sorry😳, im loving all the chapters up till now, the last two first my heart went wohooo flying up, at kesar and gulaal in the room and then right back down when i read about them horrid ladies :(...

But well done, your writing beautifully and umm about my request...🤣

Rimjhim,sorry for the delay.will post the update tomorrow.awww thank you so much for the lovely comment 🤗

Arrey it's ok yaar, as Piyu says ..No sorry only hugs 🤗 I can totally understand your dilemma but it's really difficult to wander outside this beautiful GK bubble, Just like you this is my first forum and only show I watched in a long time...and yeh kya we are better half never forget this fact of life...Chal I am awaiting your update eagerly 😍

Chapter 23

It is night time at Gulaal's house. Almost everyone is asleep owing to the tiring day that they had. Only one person is wide awake and it is none other than Gulaal. She is sitting on her bed with her knees close to her chest and her face resting on her bent knees deep in thought. Just then her cell rings. She comes out of her daze and picks up the phone. She looks at the name and tears start flowing. She holds the phone with both her hands,close to her chest and starts sobbing muttering "Kesar,Kesar……..". the phone stops ringing and she continues in her teary voice "main kya karoon Kesar,mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha.pehle jab bhi mujhe koi problem hothi tho tum the meri madadh karne ke liye.aaj bhi main tumse baat karna chahthi hoon.apni pareshaani tumhaare saath share karna chahthi hoon.lekin is baar shaayad yeh sahi nahi hoga.mujhe iske baare mein khudh hi sochna hoga".

She wipes away her tears and smiles sadly as she speaks to herself "aaj tak patha nahi main kisi aur hi duniya mein jee rahi thi jahan maine apne sapnon ka chota sa aashiyaan banaa liya tha jisme sirf main aur Kesar the.lekin aaj Sudha bhabhi ki baaton ne mujhe majboor kar diya ki main apne sapnon ki duniya se baahar aa kar sachai ka saamna karoon."

"mujhe un anjaan logon ki baaton se koi farak nahi padta Kesar,haan us samay main thodi sehem gayi thi par main yeh jaanti hoon ki unki baaton ka sachai se koi vaasta nahi hai."

Gulaal hesitates for a second and continues in a whisper "lekin Sudha bhabhi ki baatein sunkar main darr gayi hoon Kesar.kya sach much hamaare rishte se tumhari zindagi aur bhavishya par bura asar pad sakta hai?main yeh bilkul bardaasht nahi kar paaungi,ki meri wajah se tumhara nuksaan ho.maine hamesha tumhari khushi chahi hai ,Kesar".

Once again tears threaten to overwhelm her but this time she doesn't stop them "shaayad Sudha bhabhi theek keh rahi hain.Talli tumhare liye sahi jeevan saathi rahegi.woh ek bahut achi aur suljhi hui ladki hai jo hamesha tumhara saath degi.aur phir tumhara parivaar bhi tho yehi chahtha hai na.main nahi chahthi ki phir se meri wajah se unka ek aur beta unse bhagaavat kare.yeh sahi nahi hoga.main ithni khudgarz nahi ho sakti ki apni khushi ke liye parivaar ki khushi cheen loon".

Gulaal stands up and looks at herself in the mirror. She remembers all the moments she spent with Kesar. "lekin Kesar,yeh mere liye bahut mushkil hoga kyunki main tumse bahut pyaar karti hoon.tum mera pyaar hi nahi mere sabse ache dost bhi ho.main tumhe kaise kho sakti hoon?main bahut kamzor hoon isliye shaayad main tumhe kisi aur ke saath nahi dekh paaungi.aur isi wajah se mujhe tumse door rehna hoga.kyunki agar main tumhaare kareeb rahungi tho kabhi apne aapko tumse alag nahi kar paaungi.mujhe maaf kar dena Kesar". She falls down in a heap on the floor and continues crying.

Kesar is feeling very restless in his room. He had been trying to call up Gulaal but she was not picking up his calls. He tried one last time with the same disappointing result. He looks at his phone and throws it away in frustration. He had an annoyed expression on his face "kya kar rahi ho Gulaal?aaj tho tum busy nahi hogi phir kyun tum phone nahi utha rahi.aate waqt bhi tumse mil nahi paaya.ab kal subah jaldi jaana bhi hai.socha tumse aaj raat baat karlunga aur mann mein jo bechaini hai use mitaa doonga.lekin tumse baat hi nahi ho paa rahi aur meri bechaini hai ki badhti jaa rahi hai."

He smiles to himself and thinks "haan waise pyaar mein tho yeh sab hotha haina- bechaini lekin phir karaar bhi tho miltha hai. main poori koshish karoonga ki jald se jald apna kaam finish karke waapis aa jaaun.aur mujhe apne saamne yoon achanak paakar Gulaal kitni khush ho jaayegi.isliye Kesar beta aisi,waisi baatein apne dimaag mein ghusne math de aur bas apne kaam pe dhyaan laga.ab jaldi se soja,kal jaldi uthna bhi tho hai". Kesar goes to sleep with a small smile on his face thinking about his Gulaal.

Dushyant was sitting at the breakfast Table. He was excited to go back to the office after a long unexpected break. Kesar had gone to Ahmedabad early in the morning so the first day back was going to be tough and busy. But he was excited. He saw Talli come out of the kitchen and serving parathas to everyone. He tries to smile at her but he is shocked to see her pale face and her listless eyes.It is as if every drop of happiness has been sucked out of her.Dushyant wondered "yeh sab meri wajah se hi hua hai.main sham ko unse baat karoonga aur unhe samjhaaunga". Talli had seen Dushyant trying to smile at her but she was in mood to put on a mask of happiness. She was hurt and she did not think she could take it any longer. She was planning to go back to her parents as she felt she could no longer see Dushyant daily and pretend that nothing has happened, that her heart has not been broken.

Talli had booked her tickets to go back home.she had got them for next week. It is almost evening and Dushyantji would be back from office any time now.she thought "main ek baar jaane se pehle unse zaroor baat karungi.mujhe apne baare mein fikr nahi.main khud ko sambhaal loongi.lekin Dushyantji,unhe main yoon tanha aur ghut the hue nahi dekh sakti.main apni taraf se unhe samjhaane ki poori koshish karungi ki woh apni zindagi mein khushi ko ek aur mauka dein.chahe woh mere saath kyun na ho". Just then Sudha entered her room with a smile and says "Talli,main aaj bahut khush hoon.aaj bahut dinon ke baad mujhe aisa lag raha hai ki maine jo bhi sapne dekhe hain tere liye woh sab haqeequat mein badalne waale hai"

Talli is confused "Sudhadi aap kya bol rahi hain?mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha".

Sudha: "arre main tumhari aur Kesar ki shaadi ki baat kar rahi hoon".

Talli: "kya!meri aur Kesar ki……Sudha di aap theek tho hain.yeh aap kya bol rahi hai?us din jab aap mujhse yeh baat kar rahi thi tho mujhe laga ki aap bas mazaak kar rahi hain".

Sudha: "mazaak,nahi is bare mein main bahut serious hoon.aur tumhe bhi samajh aa gaya na ki Dushyantji tumhare liye sahi nahi hain.maine usi din bola tha.ab dekhna Kesar ke saath tumhari shaadi ho jaayegi aur tum dono ek doosre ke saath bahut khush rahoge".

Talli: "Di,bas kijiye.aapko sach mein kuch nahi dikhtha yaa phir aap jaan boojkar apni aankhen bandh kar rahi hain taaki aap sachai ko nazar andaaz kar sakein.aapko dikhta nahi kya ki Kesar aur Gulaal ek doosre se kitna pyaar karte hain.main yahan bahut kam din rahi hoon par main tho dekhte hi pehchaan gayi ki un dono ka rishta kithna gehra hai.aur main yeh bhi batha dena chahthi hoon ki mere dil mein sirf aur sirf Dushyantji hain.main kisi aur ke baare mein soch bhi nahi sakti".

Sudha: "Talli,tu abhi bach hai.Dushyantji ke saath tu khush nahi reh paayegi.meri baat maan….."

Talli cuts her off and replies "nahi di aap meri baat suniye,main bachi nahi hoon.aur apne dil ko achi tarah samajhthi hoon.aur aap Dushyantji ke ithne khilaaf kyun hain?woh ithne ache insaan hain….."

Sudha screams "lekin woh hain tho Raman ke bhai na". She holds on to Talli's face lovingly with tears in her eyes "main nahi chahthi ki meri tarah tumhari zindagi bhi kharaab ho."

Talli looks at her not able to understand and asks "kya hua di kya aap mujhse kuch chupa rahi hain?kya aap khush nahi hain?bathaaiye".

Sudha finally opens her heart out in a small tearful voice," Talli,jis din meri shaadi Raman se hui, main usi din samajh gayi ki woh shaayad shaadi jaise pavitra rishte ka maan nahi rakh paayenge.hamaare beech kabhi pyaar tho tha hi nahi,upar se woh har raat kisi doosri aurat ke saath……mujhe bolthe hue bhi ghinn aa rahi hai.maine bahut koshish ki Talli,ki unke pyaar ko paa sakoon lekin shaayad mujh mein hi koi kami thi jo apne pati ke pyaar ko haasil na kar saki.agar hamara koi bacha hotha tho main is dard ko hans kar seh bhi lethi lekin shaayad bhagwan ko yeh manzoor nahi tha.isliye main nahi chahthi ki tu bhi us dard ko mehsus kare jo ab meri zindagi ka hissa ban chuki hai.Dushyantji kabhi tujhse pyaar nahi kar paayenge.woh ab bhi apne ateeth mein khoye hue hain.lekin Kesar,woh bahut acha ladka hai.uske saath tum bahut khush rahogi…."

Talli: "lekin kya woh mujhe pyaar de paayega?aur kya main usse pyaar kar paaungi?nahi di. Main jaanthi hoon ki aap sirf meri bhalaayi chahthi hain lekin aap se behthar yeh kisko patha hoga ki pyaar ke bina zindagi kitni adhoori aur khaali hothi hai".

Sudha looks at Talli with tears in her eyes. For the first time in a very long time she cries out openly,sobbing, pouring out her pain and frustration which she had kept hidden for a long time.

Talli hugs Sudha and consoles her saying "haan di, ro lijiye.ithne saal aap is dard ke saath jeethi aa rahi hain aur hamein patha bhi nahi chalne diya.ab bas, ro lijiye aap ka mann halka ho jaayega".

Sudha holds onto Talli and continues to cry. One more person had heard Sudha and Talli's conversation standing outside the door. Dushyant had wanted to talk to Talli as he could no longer see her sad face "haan yehi sahi hai.main apne rookhe bartaav se unhe aur dukh nahi pahuncha sakta". And as he was about to knock on her door he heard the conversation. He had wanted to leave but Sudha bhabhi's story just wouldn't let him. He was shocked. He was so wrapped up in his own past that he never noticed anything amiss in Raman bha and Sudha bhabhi's relationship. He had a feeling that maybe everything was not as rosy as it seemed but he never followed his instincts and he blamed himself for that. Sudha bhabhi's pain made him very guilty and he decided to talk to Raman bha about this and walks off.

Finally the day had come for Gulaal to join the office but she did not feel any excitement or happiness at all. She had been looking lost and a vacant expression had taken over her usually bright, animated eyes. Revji and Poonam ba were getting worried. They had never seen her like this before and it scared them. Both of them tried talking to her but she always avoided the talks. Even Roopa was surprised to see the change in her sister. She had become like a statue. The usually chirpy and talkative girl, nowadays did not even speak when spoken to and this made Roopa very sad. She wanted Gulaal to tell her the reason for her sadness but she did not say anything, always trying to laugh it off saying "woh tere door jaane ka gham shaayad mujhe sataa raha hai".

Yesterday Rewa had come to their house to meet Gulaal. They knew that Rewa was close to Gulaal and they hoped that maybe Rewa would be able to get through to her. Rewa had gone to Gulaal's room and she was shocked to see Gulaal. This was not the Gulaal of the recent days. She looked more like the Gulaal, who had been trying to come to terms with her husband's betrayal.

Rewa: "Gulaal,yeh kya hua tumhe?tum ithni udaas kyun lag rahi ho?"

Gulaal smiles seeing Rewa and hugs her trying very hard not to break down in front of her "Rewa,tum kab aayi?aur mujhe kya hua hai?main bilkul theek hoon".

Rewa: "jhoot math bolo Gulaal.tumhe dekh ke tho nahi lagta ki tum khush ho. Aur wahan Kesar bhi kitna pareshaan hai.usi ne bheja hai mujhe,waise main bhi tumhe miss kar rahi thi ok.lekin tum uske calls kyun nahi le rahi ho Gulaal?kya hua?tum dono ke beech kuch jhagda hua hai kya?Gulaal,mera bhai thoda sa ziddi hai aur thoda duffer bhi lekin main jaanti hoon woh tumse bahut pyaar karta hai.isliye usne jo bhi galti ki ho na, use maaf kar do aur please baat kar lo nahi tho woh meri jaan le lega".

Gulaal in a unusually serious tone: "nahi Rewa,kuch nahi hua hai.aur aage bhi kuch nahi hoga.tum log bekaar mein hi pareshaan ho rahe ho.woh kal mujhe join karna haina usi ke tension mein thi aur ghar mein bhi kithna kaam pada hai.shaadi agle hafte hai na.isliye time nahi mila".

Rewa looks at her suspiciously and asks "sach keh rahi ho Gulaal?"

Gulaal avoids her eyes and replies "haan baba,sach keh rahi hoon.ab baith yahaan.chal baatein karte hain.main Roopa ko bhi bulaa lethi hoon.khoob gappe ladaayenge". Gulaal tries to force a smile on her face. Rewa understands that she is hiding something but decides to leave it for now because she knew that gulaal would never talk.

Revji and Poonam ba looked at their daughter's listless eyes as she took their blessings. Gulaal was smiling but a sadness lingered "chaliye jaldi mujhe aashirwad dijiye.aur baa dahi bhi tho dijiye taaki mera pehla din acha guzre". Poonam ba smiles back a little and feeds her a spoonful of dahi(curd)

Gulaal: "bas ab aap dekhna mera pehla din bahut acha guzrega.acha main chalthi hoon.Yogesh bha baahar intezaar kar rahe hain".

Gulaal reached the office in time and soon she is assigned a work place. She looked around hesitantly if HE was there, of course she knew that he was not, but still she had this uneasy feeling that he was nearby. A few days before she had been sad that Kesar would not be there in the office on her first day. But now she was thankful for his absence. She needed time to strengthen her resolve otherwise she knew that one look at him and she would forget everything. She did not think she was ready to be near him just yet.

She, along with few others, was to receive a training program for the first month. For the first time she forgot her personal problems and completely immersed herself in learning. Gulaal enjoyed it. Soon It was lunchtime and many had gone out to have lunch but Gulaal stayed back as she was not feeling hungry and right now she did not feel like mingling with her new co-workers. As she is working a peon comes to her "madam woh Kesar sir ke cabin mein ek black colour ki file hai jo aapka padhna zaroori hai".

Gulaal is confused "cabin mein.aap leke aayiye na.main kaise jaa sakti hoon wahan. Woh tho nahin hain na wahan".

Peon: "nahi madam, Kesar sir chaahthe hain ki aap khud jaake us file ko lein.unhone mujhe phone pe yehi kaha tha".

Gulaal still puzzled: "acha theek hai.main jaake le loongi".

Gulaal quickly walks to Kesar's cabin and enters it hesitantly. She had never seen it before and so looks around and unknowingly a small smile appears on her face. This was her Kesar's cabin-just standing here made her feel his presence all around her. she closed her eyes for a minute and enjoyed the feeling. Suddenly she feels a strong pair of hands enveloping her from behind and a very familiar voice, very near her ear whispering huskily "surprise".

There might be lot of mistakes in this one.did not check it properly.sorry😭

Next update on monday 😃Enjoy your weekend😊

edit:

Hey Mini🤗what a heart breaking chappi yaar,I really felt sorry for all the characters even Sudha now that's something coming from me only in last chappi I wanted her to be on her death bed 🤢

So starting with Gulaal she is using her brain 😲 thank god for small mercies, and is correctly ignoring those women ki bak bak but when it comes to Sudha and family she cannot disregard them simply by turning deaf I think this line apply aptly to her dilemma "I can fight the entire world for you, but mere thought of you having to fight your dear ones for me makes entire struggle worthless and selfish" I can understand why she wants to even consider the possibility of parting ways only for his future and his happiness, but she forgets one thing here and that w/o her there cannot be any future and happiness this time it will be for her to realise and make amends and for Kesar to give her that space and time.

Sudha's concern for her sister after having suffered for years in meaningless and loveless marriage is quite understandable. I now know why she thinks Dushy is same as his brother because of his complete withdrawal from family matters and having heard this conversation and his guilt towards his indifference albeit not deliberate will make him wonder about his inability to come out of his past...and start living in present and for the people who love him unconditionally and Talli's one liner..about being in relationship where there is no love wow👏 I really like her here...

Ah! Gulaal if you can sense him around then he is definitely around😳 gal listen to your heart it will never lie I am looking forward to what happens in the cabin next

Beautiful chappi Mini😍, very emotional and brought out one fact of life "We all have good and bad within us, it's part we chose to act upon will turn us into person we are" awaiting Monday's update...

Good that gulaal is not taking the two ladies words seriously..but sudha ki baath koh serious lene ki kya zaroorath...ab woh kesar se dhoor rahegi na..ab kesar kaise rahega usse dhoor...

Kesar n his eagerness to talk to her is very kesarish...we all love him like this na...

Talli n Sudha convo is really good...talli has given a good gyaan to sudha...sudha has a very sad married life...but how can she think that talli will be happy after marrying kesar without any love between them...ab bas usse kuch akhal aaye...dushy listened their convo..ab lagtha hai he will do some thing na...

Kesar ka surprise entry...me loved it yaar...ab bas kesar ki cabin ka scene ka ithzaar hai...ab jaldi se update kar...