Neil's expessive best: Kesar's final goodbye - Page 4

Originally posted by: *Reemz*

WORD! She couldn't even say goodbye on the phone and this was NOT out of any coldness or selfishness...or maybe it was the latter because for her own sake, she couldn't bid goodbye to him. It wasn't about being not bothered! It was about being TOO bothered...!

EXACTLY! You've nailed it, Reemz!👏👏...

Originally posted by: Anjalg

Of course they are different Nur! They are not supposed to be the same but Kesar sure in hell does not deserve the pain and she knows she is the cause of this pain! He has decided to leave and go away and part of his decision is because he wants her to move forward as well. I keep saying this - she is selfless and strong but Kesar has always played second fiddle in her life. He had been trying to say goodbye to her...he was her backbone when the entire family threw her out...she could not put her emotional stuff on the backburner for once and go meet him?

I bet if she heard MB was leaving for good she would have been there i one jiffy knowing full well that Kesar would be around as well...

Originally posted by: nureat01

Exactly...Anjal, the answer to your WHY is right there...can it really be so simple as everyone telling her and she will accept? No, today she was battling herself...and honestly THAT is what makes for the emotional high point...Gulaal has ALWAYS been a headstrong/stubborn woman...she has NEVER given in easily...LEAST of all to her OWN emotions...she is TERRIFIED of facing her own emotions...that fear was STARK on her face today in my opinion.

The very fact that it is so difficult for her IS because this is KESAR...She easily brushed aside Dushyant and anyone else and moved on...but in the case of Kesar, she doesn't even have courage to speak with him?? Why?? BECAUSE what she feels for him terrifies her...and yet she keeps on yearning...the fact that she went to that house, the way her hands tried to hold on to his before he pulled out...all of this shows Gulaal's emotions today clearly.

And honestly this isn't a comparison of Kesar's love for Gulaal to hers for him...they will always be DIFFERENT...they will never be expressed in the same way either...today they showed all of Gulaal's emotions in NUANCES.

Nur: So an accident and Vasant;s ghost will be the high point??😆 Ummm...what she has not been able to accept in over a month is something she will accept in one ME?

Originally posted by: nureat01

Anjal yaar, come on...if she went to go meet him, wouldn't that make things all too convenient?? I honestly think the fact that she couldn't even bear to meet him shows how rattled she is and that is what makes her emotions more profound.

Wouldn't it have been worse if she had coolly gone to meet him and behaved as she had at the pooja and then gone home to eat some elaichi toffees?

Does it not matter that today she wasn't INDIFFERENT...today she was an emotional wreck in many ways...I feel this is huge.

Originally posted by: *Reemz*

But that's what we're saying na...! She CAN say goodbye to MB and the rest of the family but she has not got the guts to say bye to Kesar.

She isn't being selfless at all here. It's quite the opposite! She appreciates everything that he has done for but HOW does she say bye when she doesn't want to say it AT ALL!

Guys!! How is this believable?? She was over for a puja one episode back and she met him, said goodbye, made him walk her home and now suddenly she does not have the courage to face him because of what PB has been hammering into her? She lived in that house for so many months in one room as Kesu's wife, lied to SF...today in one episode because of what her mom said and the fact that Kesu is leaving...she does not have the courage to say bye?

Originally posted by: Anjalg

Nur: So an accident and Vasant;s ghost will be the high point??😆 Ummm...what she has not been able to accept in over a month is something she will accept in one ME?

Originally posted by: Anjalg

Nur: So an accident and Vasant;s ghost will be the high point??😆 Ummm...what she has not been able to accept in over a month is something she will accept in one ME?

Anjal yaar, I dunno how to explain myself better on this...maybe you are totally put off from the show already and I guess that is understandable.

But let's not just fixate on the accident and Vasant's ghost part of it...today's epi had neither of those things (Gulaal's reaction to the accident has not been shown yet)...but the emotions of the characters were in sync...why are you not noticing that? Forget about the Vasant ghost thing in the ME for a bit...yes I know we've had articles and whatnot but let's wait to see the actual scene.

It remains to be shown HOW the catalyst is shown...today Gulaal was already so broken at his leaving even before she will get news of his accident...doesn't that mean anything?

Originally posted by: *Reemz*

It takes one moment to realize...just that one moment. Anj, you and I have both said that Gulaal has been in love with Kesar for a very long time so it's all about that one hit to her conscious mind.

Kesar accepted he loved Gulaal with a flick of a coin too ;)

Very true😆...It takes but a moment for the jolt of realization...there can't be a logical path to it...least of all when it's the case of Gulaal...yes she has all the facts in front of her but her mind is not able to fully accept cuz it's always been headstrong.

Originally posted by: Anjalg

Guys!! How is this believable?? She was over for a puja one episode back and she met him, said goodbye, made him walk her home and now suddenly she does not have the courage to face him because of what PB has been hammering into her? She lived in that house for so many months in one room as Kesu's wife, lied to SF...today in one episode because of what her mom said and the fact that Kesu is leaving...she does not have the courage to say bye?