Originally posted by: kiran_trudecent
yes srush, in the scene whr paan ba was saying all this to gulaal, she was hearing all the things but when this dialogue came from MB that tu ne vasant ko bhi dhoka diya hai... it just struck her so badly... she had the worst shock of her life, Vasant, his family, his dreams, his memories r everything to her, she treasure them more than any other precious treasure can be treasured in this world... n when she was blamed to betray her reason for existence, she lost it... she lost it all...
She has lived his dreams..almost being driven with a kind of supernatural force driving her...as I said few days back..almost like joan of arc...she forgot herself in this whole thing..what kesar told her..the woman in her died somewhere..that is what he has been asking her ever since and today she just got the 'reward' for killing herself..she lost all ..as you said..she lost everything...
all her stamina, power, patience, everything ended... she must have felt like she did the worst crime in the world, she must have felt that she is left alone now n as she thinks, she is the reason behind this... but no, her intentions vr never wrong n yes... kesar knows this...
yes to have lived a belief and based your whole life on that belief and suddenly to be told that it was all bad wrong and a lie ...actually shakes up your entire existence...
kesar... gulaal's biggest support... he knows gulaal's intentions vr never wrong, he knows what vasant is for her n what is the importance of this family for her... he knows that all these years the fire burning inside his heart was also burning in gulaal's heart ... when kesar came back, after a while he was able to take his anger out on gulaal, he was able to convey to gulaal that a fire is burning deep inside him but gulaal never had that opportunity... but today kesar was indirectly pushing her to grab this opportunity, to cry, cry her pain out, cry her fears out, cry out all the sorrows buried inside her heart n most significantly... the fire burning inside her heart can only be extinguished with her tears... its like, us k ansu us aag jo bujha k sab burden apne sath baha le gaye...excellent...you are so right ...the two hears were living apart but were beating in one rhythm ...both lamenting the loss of that one person in their lives and burning themselves in the pyre which was in the fate of Vasant's dead body...only Gulaal kept it buried and Kesar errupted...
That scene in which he pushed her to cry.,...he so knows that feeling..that confrontation had made him vent out the feelings...but she had blocked them..and his lashing on dushy also made him vent out but she could not and then she was subjected to the worst..the accusation of cheating Vasant..she was bound to break...