Wasn’t she the same girl? What changed now? - Page 4

Originally posted by: sadiltl

I have fans too. see Pooja. This is the reason I go back to KD. (mauka mil gaya. na )

Thanks dear for your encouraging words. I liked KD, what to do. Will try to DM you when you have questions. :P I am not going to watch it anyways. Whatever I watched is stuck to my brain like glue 😡

I'm your fan too ....

The way you explain KD so passionately

Originally posted by: sadiltl

And only one hooman in this forum who fell for Rono

you mean wooden plank uncle 🤣

Originally posted by: sadiltl

Beautifully captured Lakshmi. The reason I like KD story line is these details on human psychology. It is not easy for a 19 year old girl to get married to a person who spoke about his ex love. At that age for a passionate person like sai who is also very morally upright take these things very seriously. Especially if that girl falls in love with the same person and the ex loves with them. There is a history involved Which cannot be forgetton. Whatever memories she makes they come crashing down just because the foundation is rocky. It is full of questions.

Sai being moody clearly shows that she is swinging. She has no peace inside. It is a battle for her! She has no confidence in virats love yet to try and let go of herself. This will definitely take a toll on her mental state. It is natural.

I hope they show these internal struggles of her more clearly by giving monologues.

Rightly said.

@bold Very true and you have really understood her position well.

Exactly, there was an issue with the foundation which is still not addressed the way one would have expected and especially an young girl like her who is totally unaware of relationships and the dynamics involved in it since she has lived with just her Dad and UM. The internal battle within her is causing all the mood swings and she doesn’t even know how to deal with it or fight it.

True, they can focus on her internal struggles and either show some monologues or bring a friend for her with whom she talks these things with.

Absolutely! Sai is not the confident young girl she was before the birthday incident. I remember the evening Aai got her ready...she cried saying she cannot control her anger and why was like that? It was heart breaking. Such scenes come and go...we never take her seriously.

And ironically, Virat is the only person she is free enough to talk with.

I felt terrible for Virat even today when he almost collapsed with worry about Sai.

But I feel terrible even for Sai. She was rude to Virat and I'm getting ready to see her get even more rude when Samrat comes with his story. All these things corroborate what she thinks she senses about the relationship between Virat and Pakhi.

😭 two idiots!!

Originally posted by: Rdigest

So trueee. She has a heart of gold but is misunderstood since she speaks her mind most of time. Sometimes I don't even know what her insecurities are since most of the times she questioned Virat inside their room he never gave her a clear answer. She just let it go and moved ahead. Wonder if she wraps all this in her brain or she truly let's it go .

Oh, she has issues with a lot of things when it comes to Virat and Pakhi and she masks herself with rudeness and indifference that one can’t even see how disturbed she is. Everytime Pakhi tries to assert her rights on Virat, she has got disturbed and everytime Virat supports Pakhi, scolds her and doesn’t scold Pakhi the way he scolds her, she gets disturbed a lot. She couldn’t even tolerate the thought that Virat’s and Pakhi’s thought matches so much and she couldn’t understand him like how Pakhi did. She feels left out, like an odd person out and Pakhi never fails to make her feel that she is the 3rd person in their life, she is not suitable for Virat.

She tries to let it go because that’s the only way she can move forward, that’s the only way she can focus on her studies and dream but it is all in her head always from what I know. She lets it go because he had asked her not to have any expectations from him and she feels that she doesn’t have any rights to express her displeasure. Virat never stopped himself from expressing his displeasure when she talks to a guy or to express his jealousy but Sai has been trying to bottle it all up within her because she thinks that was the agreement between them, because he had once himself asked her if she was feeling jealous and why should she get jealous when it was a deal marriage. I was really surprised when she accepted after the pool incident when he asked him if she is affected when he and Pakhi talks by asking him if he wouldn’t be affected if she talks to some guy. That was the first time that she had even accepted to him. It is really sad that she thinks she has no rights on him to express her jealousy or displeasure and to cover up her jealousy, to stop herself from getting affected by the friends and their relationship, she talks something totally opposite to what she feels like telling Pakhi, I am not interested in Virat sir or you can have him all you want or I don’t exert any kind of rights on him, you can if you want or by asking Virat to go to Pakhi’s room and talk. It is to hide her own feelings, to not show Virat that she has issues with his and Pakhi’s relationship, she projects as if she doesn’t care at all. She wouldn’t have answers to Virat if he asks her why she should get affected. He had already asked in the past too that he had told her about his commitment and his friend and that he would always be friends with her. None of these were clarified to her and till date Pakhi always comes to their room and makes her feel that she has snatched Virat from her, she has done some jaadu on Virat.

She sees it like Virat is thinking that Pakhi is misunderstanding his and Sai’s relationship and that is why he is not telling Pakhi anything much. She is thinking that Virat and Pakhi are having a misunderstanding, that Pakhi is misunderstanding Virat a lot and he is upset that he is getting misunderstood by Pakhi.

Whenever she has got carried away with emotions, whenever she has felt that things are changing between Virat and her, it comes to a halt with something or the other and so she chides herself to have misunderstood or to have forgotten the reality of their relationship. Hence, she starts to think that whatever Virat is doing, he is doing it since she is his responsibility, as his duty and not out of love, he is being loyal to Pakhi, has only feelings for Pakhi.

This anniversary celebration is the first thing she felt otherwise because there is no necessity for him to do it, as this cannot be one’s responsibility and that is why she freaked out. This was confusing and conflicting her own understanding of their relationship.

Originally posted by: laksh

Oh, she has issues with a lot of things when it comes to Virat and Pakhi and she masks herself with rudeness and indifference that one can’t even see how disturbed she is. Everytime Pakhi tries to assert her rights on Virat, she has got disturbed and everytime Virat supports Pakhi, scolds her and doesn’t scold Pakhi the way he scolds her, she gets disturbed a lot. She couldn’t even tolerate the thought that Virat’s and Pakhi’s thought matches so much and she couldn’t understand him like how Pakhi did. She feels left out, like an odd person out and Pakhi never fails to make her feel that she is the 3rd person in their life, she is not suitable for Virat.

She tries to let it go because that’s the only way she can move forward, that’s the only way she can focus on her studies and dream but it is all in her head always from what I know. She lets it go because he had asked her not to have any expectations from him and she feels that she doesn’t have any rights to express her displeasure. Virat never stopped himself from expressing his displeasure when she talks to a guy or to express his jealousy but Sai has been trying to bottle it all up within her because she thinks that was the agreement between them, because he had once himself asked her if she was feeling jealous and why should she get jealous when it was a deal marriage. I was really surprised when she accepted after the pool incident when he asked him if she is affected when he and Pakhi talks by asking him if he wouldn’t be affected if she talks to some guy. That was the first time that she had even accepted to him. It is really sad that she thinks she has no rights on him to express her jealousy or displeasure and to cover up her jealousy, to stop herself from getting affected by the friends and their relationship, she talks something totally opposite to what she feels like telling Pakhi, I am not interested in Virat sir or you can have him all you want or I don’t exert any kind of rights on him, you can if you want or by asking Virat to go to Pakhi’s room and talk. It is to hide her own feelings, to not show Virat that she has issues with his and Pakhi’s relationship, she projects as if she doesn’t care at all. She wouldn’t have answers to Virat if he asks her why she should get affected. He had already asked in the past too that he had told her about his commitment and his friend and that he would always be friends with her. None of these were clarified to her and till date Pakhi always comes to their room and makes her feel that she has snatched Virat from her, she has done some jaadu on Virat.

She sees it like Virat is thinking that Pakhi is misunderstanding his and Sai’s relationship and that is why he is not telling Pakhi anything much. She is thinking that Virat and Pakhi are having a misunderstanding, that Pakhi is misunderstanding Virat a lot and he is upset that he is getting misunderstood by Pakhi.

Whenever she has got carried away with emotions, whenever she has felt that things are changing between Virat and her, it comes to a halt with something or the other and so she chides herself to have misunderstood or to have forgotten the reality of their relationship. Hence, she starts to think that whatever Virat is doing, he is doing it since she is his responsibility, as his duty and not out of love, he is being loyal to Pakhi, has only feelings for Pakhi.

This anniversary celebration is the first thing she felt otherwise because there is no necessity for him to do it, as this cannot be one’s responsibility and that is why she freaked out. This was confusing and conflicting her own understanding of their relationship.

Wonderfully put. Sai has been possessive over Virat since the GC days yaar. Even then she didn’t like that he was talking to Pakhi. Once they got married, despite the vaadas and everything else, she was still upset on their wedding night when Pakhi came into their room. She didn’t like that Virat told her she needs to be trained by her. She was always rude and abrupt with Pakhi at the beginning. This is why, honestly, the vaada has been useless since the beginning. Virat tried to stick to his words, but he was a lost cause. He was already falling for Sai even before they got married, just like she was for him. The way he looks at her during the wedding reception and is in awe of her is not the way someone looks at their zimidari. The only thing that the vaada has done is create a roadblock in Sai’s mind…because while Virat seems to have let himself fallen entirely in love and moved past his words completely, Sai, no matter how much she has tried to control it, has been doing the same…you can’t control how your heart feels…

Originally posted by: Shristhi2002

True. Like I am excited to travel even a day before my exams😆

But, you have put out well how Sai has shown a change. Sai ki acchai , her morals, uski soch abhi bhi zinda hai, but shayad Sai Joshi marr rahi hai roz .😭

Okay, I have a vile another perception as well, You know, when you are always questioned for something ,even when lawfully you hold your right on it, then I guess a person naturally begins to get irritated with that thing and then question themselves that why on earth they have associated themselves with the thing. Maybe that is what might be happening with Sai now. She is not able to put it through in words, but everyday, she is definitely growing fond of the person, she is getting fond of Virat, but the fact that Virat is hers, yet she has no rights over him, is making her out of place, doubt herself, irritate her maybe🤔🤔 Yes, Sai is guilty for sure, but I want to know whether sometimes, like very few times, Sai also feels chained somewhere🤔🤔

A vile example, but it's like, when your parents deny you things saying you are too old or too young for that. We feel why can't we grow fast or why did we grow fast. Toh, yeh bhi hosakta hai kya. Okay I am blabbering and not making sense, but just came up my mind as a thought. 😆

Cuz, This is how I feel when I am in Sai's position when it comes to some things 🥺

So sweet Shristhi, I get what you are saying and I have also thought if this could be the case 😀.

I had written another write up, a small kind of story to show Sai’s state of mind, Sai’s way to deal with her deal marriage actually. It more or less shows the theory you have said but not the same one.

As I have mentioned above, I have given it a thought where Sai thinks or curses herself to have got linked to Virat but I don’t think that she is irritated as why on earth she is associated with him or is liking him but instead chooses to give a solution to the problem to maintain distance from him, to push him away too if needed.

Actually, I am going to write a post about this, will tag you in it. It is one way to look at her internal conflicts actually.

Excellent post...

Even I have been thinking the same.. She is not her in usual self..

That happy go girl some where missing.. I used to love her brashness earlier now it turned out rude..

I loved her unapologetic attitude which is turning arrogance..

A lot a has happened since then. She has been targeted many times for things she was never responsible.. Especially after ousting there are lot of changes in her attitude..Still she was going back to her old self then again she was harassed by PP and Kaku gang for no apparent reason....

She hardly has any friends who can counsel her. Ashwini would blast Pakhi only but she should at least try to understand Sai and Virat. I found mohit useless yesterday..

She is mere clueless teen who is going through a lots everyday. She is that orphan who's earth below shattered and she knows this family is for the namesake just like her husband..That very thought breaks her everyday and doesn't let her enjoy ..

I watched few old episodes post their marriage she was treated like mere doormat.. Virat constantly made her feel like he is doing some ahsan on her.. Ashwini ,Devi and shivani have been there with her like rock..

I was eager to samrat and Sai bond but today Samrat seemed a weirdo .

Originally posted by: laksh

Oh, she has issues with a lot of things when it comes to Virat and Pakhi and she masks herself with rudeness and indifference that one can’t even see how disturbed she is. Everytime Pakhi tries to assert her rights on Virat, she has got disturbed and everytime Virat supports Pakhi, scolds her and doesn’t scold Pakhi the way he scolds her, she gets disturbed a lot. She couldn’t even tolerate the thought that Virat’s and Pakhi’s thought matches so much and she couldn’t understand him like how Pakhi did. She feels left out, like an odd person out and Pakhi never fails to make her feel that she is the 3rd person in their life, she is not suitable for Virat.

She tries to let it go because that’s the only way she can move forward, that’s the only way she can focus on her studies and dream but it is all in her head always from what I know. She lets it go because he had asked her not to have any expectations from him and she feels that she doesn’t have any rights to express her displeasure. Virat never stopped himself from expressing his displeasure when she talks to a guy or to express his jealousy but Sai has been trying to bottle it all up within her because she thinks that was the agreement between them, because he had once himself asked her if she was feeling jealous and why should she get jealous when it was a deal marriage. I was really surprised when she accepted after the pool incident when he asked him if she is affected when he and Pakhi talks by asking him if he wouldn’t be affected if she talks to some guy. That was the first time that she had even accepted to him. It is really sad that she thinks she has no rights on him to express her jealousy or displeasure and to cover up her jealousy, to stop herself from getting affected by the friends and their relationship, she talks something totally opposite to what she feels like telling Pakhi, I am not interested in Virat sir or you can have him all you want or I don’t exert any kind of rights on him, you can if you want or by asking Virat to go to Pakhi’s room and talk. It is to hide her own feelings, to not show Virat that she has issues with his and Pakhi’s relationship, she projects as if she doesn’t care at all. She wouldn’t have answers to Virat if he asks her why she should get affected. He had already asked in the past too that he had told her about his commitment and his friend and that he would always be friends with her. None of these were clarified to her and till date Pakhi always comes to their room and makes her feel that she has snatched Virat from her, she has done some jaadu on Virat.

She sees it like Virat is thinking that Pakhi is misunderstanding his and Sai’s relationship and that is why he is not telling Pakhi anything much. She is thinking that Virat and Pakhi are having a misunderstanding, that Pakhi is misunderstanding Virat a lot and he is upset that he is getting misunderstood by Pakhi.

Whenever she has got carried away with emotions, whenever she has felt that things are changing between Virat and her, it comes to a halt with something or the other and so she chides herself to have misunderstood or to have forgotten the reality of their relationship. Hence, she starts to think that whatever Virat is doing, he is doing it since she is his responsibility, as his duty and not out of love, he is being loyal to Pakhi, has only feelings for Pakhi.

This anniversary celebration is the first thing she felt otherwise because there is no necessity for him to do it, as this cannot be one’s responsibility and that is why she freaked out. This was confusing and conflicting her own understanding of their relationship.

Beautifully summarised. Love reading it. ❤️

I can't imagine how this girl has been remaining so stoic through all this mess...

Originally posted by: laksh

Oh, she has issues with a lot of things when it comes to Virat and Pakhi and she masks herself with rudeness and indifference that one can’t even see how disturbed she is. Everytime Pakhi tries to assert her rights on Virat, she has got disturbed and everytime Virat supports Pakhi, scolds her and doesn’t scold Pakhi the way he scolds her, she gets disturbed a lot. She couldn’t even tolerate the thought that Virat’s and Pakhi’s thought matches so much and she couldn’t understand him like how Pakhi did. She feels left out, like an odd person out and Pakhi never fails to make her feel that she is the 3rd person in their life, she is not suitable for Virat.

She tries to let it go because that’s the only way she can move forward, that’s the only way she can focus on her studies and dream but it is all in her head always from what I know. She lets it go because he had asked her not to have any expectations from him and she feels that she doesn’t have any rights to express her displeasure. Virat never stopped himself from expressing his displeasure when she talks to a guy or to express his jealousy but Sai has been trying to bottle it all up within her because she thinks that was the agreement between them, because he had once himself asked her if she was feeling jealous and why should she get jealous when it was a deal marriage. I was really surprised when she accepted after the pool incident when he asked him if she is affected when he and Pakhi talks by asking him if he wouldn’t be affected if she talks to some guy. That was the first time that she had even accepted to him. It is really sad that she thinks she has no rights on him to express her jealousy or displeasure and to cover up her jealousy, to stop herself from getting affected by the friends and their relationship, she talks something totally opposite to what she feels like telling Pakhi, I am not interested in Virat sir or you can have him all you want or I don’t exert any kind of rights on him, you can if you want or by asking Virat to go to Pakhi’s room and talk. It is to hide her own feelings, to not show Virat that she has issues with his and Pakhi’s relationship, she projects as if she doesn’t care at all. She wouldn’t have answers to Virat if he asks her why she should get affected. He had already asked in the past too that he had told her about his commitment and his friend and that he would always be friends with her. None of these were clarified to her and till date Pakhi always comes to their room and makes her feel that she has snatched Virat from her, she has done some jaadu on Virat.

She sees it like Virat is thinking that Pakhi is misunderstanding his and Sai’s relationship and that is why he is not telling Pakhi anything much. She is thinking that Virat and Pakhi are having a misunderstanding, that Pakhi is misunderstanding Virat a lot and he is upset that he is getting misunderstood by Pakhi.

Whenever she has got carried away with emotions, whenever she has felt that things are changing between Virat and her, it comes to a halt with something or the other and so she chides herself to have misunderstood or to have forgotten the reality of their relationship. Hence, she starts to think that whatever Virat is doing, he is doing it since she is his responsibility, as his duty and not out of love, he is being loyal to Pakhi, has only feelings for Pakhi.

This anniversary celebration is the first thing she felt otherwise because there is no necessity for him to do it, as this cannot be one’s responsibility and that is why she freaked out. This was confusing and conflicting her own understanding of their relationship.

You have explained Sais turmoil , her actions reactions so well😢. Poor baby no one to call her own other than the relationships she formed with Virats family.

Since there aren't many monologues for her other than the one in the hospital where she recalls Aaba and cries, wonder if she ever thinks what would have her life been like had she not got into this relationship. Or she is so attached to him that the thought itself is scary for her since she would lose all the other relations aswell.