Maaneet ss- pehle pyaar ka pehla gum! Part 22- pg 20 / march 23. - Page 12

Geet thinking maan too feeling just like her but its her illusion bz she seeing everything with her heart

Part-18

Hum ne the dekhe..
Sath jo milke..
Sapne ruth gaye...

present:

She can never forget that moment, ever in her life. Now also, just remembering it has increased her heartbeats. A strange kind of excitement & thrill fills her heart, each time she remembers his words. They means a lot to her! Those few simple words of his, had left a strong impact on her thinking. It had strengthen her belief that he has feelings for her. And that belief, that trust has made her to leave all her inhibitions & doubts...and let her heart to woven dreams...which were filled with him only.

She felt choked..remembering all her feelings, she had felt that time. They still felt so fresh...like she was feeling everything all over again.

More tears fell...remembering how she was going crazy after that lunch with him. She wasn't able to control herself. And then she used to be lost in her own world...where she could be with him..without any restictions!

She smiled sadly on her condition...She had gone too far in her thinking..in her imagination. She had assumed that she was special for him..that she had rights on him...to get angry with him...to make him agree to her demands..which was nothing but to be with him! And she was sure that he will accept all her wishes.

She bit her lips to control her sobs. She had started to live in a dream...away from reality!
And then she had got a name for her feelings for him.

***

Past:-

she had always loved music & romantic songs. She used to love that meaningful lyrics which express the emotions & feelings so beautifully & effectively.

But now... She can actually relate to them. She knew that those feelings really exist! Listening to those romantic songs...she used to feel that as if it was not just only a song..but its mirror of her own feelings!
And then she used to question her self...that if she was feeling exactly what those songs claimed to be LOVE... Does that mean.. She is in love???
Her feelings for him... Is that Love???

***

They all.. she, her sister and her cousins, were gethered in her room. They were chatting casually. She wasn't much interested in their talks...was just sitting with them.. But her heart & mind was lost somewhere else.

When the topic of their fav actors was being discussed... All claimed that they truly love their fav stars. Then her anjali dii, who was elder to all of them & mature...tried to explain them that it was not love...it was just an attraction or a crush!
The word LOVE caught her attention.. And without realising, she just asked that question which was troubling her from so long.. "Then, what is Love...anju dii???"

Her dii smiled at her and replied, " when you love someone...you want to be with them all the time. You feel happy just being around them. Their one smile makes your day. You want that person to be infront of your eyes always. If you didnt see them for few moments..you will feel restless. You can never be angry with them..even if they hurt you. And if they are angry with you...you will feel as if nothing is left in your life...if they are not with you! And you will do anything to please them...that's LOVE!"

That answer had cleared all her doubts! And she got the name for those feelings which she has been feeling for more than a year now!

She was happy with the new realisation that...SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM!

18

fabulous update

geet still feeling those feelings from past

n how she realise her love for maan

Thank you for the pm

Part 18

Lovely update.... Beautifully written

Past and present well incorporated

She recalls the past and her actions

she misinterpreted his feelings

she allowed her imagination to get the better of her

seems like everything came crashing down

she is in tears

I think she still loves him

Past

she realised it was love after the hearing the discussion about love

she was happy when she got a name to her feelings

update soon

She realize she loved him but she imagining maan too have same feeling now reality came in front of her

Part-19

The realisation that she was in Love... It was itself a very beautiful feeling. Her first love.. Pehla pyaar!
Love has made her experience many new & different emotions..

That excitement..that strange restlessness...that desperation to meet him...that carving to see him..stealing glances at him..then getting nervous if got caught..those increased heartbeats, whenever he was around..that without reason smile..her silly behaviour...writing his name in her note book..thousand time..then scratching it!

Saare khilone...
Kanch ke nikale...
Chhann se..tut gaye..

Along with all these emotions... Love brings something more.. Pain!

They say.. "The one you love the most...has the capability to hurt you the most!"

and that was the case with her too. If his simple words & gesture can make her feel happy & special... Then his little indifference & ignorance was enough to hurt her deeply & make her cry bitterly.
She used to try to ignore that hurt.. But sometimes the pain was too much to bear.

She had noticed him..he was looking upset and he hadn't talked to her from morning. She thought of talking to him in the break.

As soon as the bell rang, she went towards him. He did noticed her coming..but then got busy in his book.

"hi, good morning!"..she greeted as soon as she reached near his desk.

"morning"..he replied without moving his gaze from that book.

She was sure now that he was really upset on something... But on what? Why? She wanted to know.. So she asked,

"kya hua? Tera muh kyun utra hua hai aaj?" .. in their usual style.

"tujhse matlab?" he replied coldly, still didnt looked at her.
She was certainly hurt with his words.

"tu aise kyun bol raha hai? Bataa na.. kya hua?"...she again tried..ignoring that pain in her heart. He didnt replied.

She still tried to behave normally.. "dekh..tu itne jyada bhav khayega na..toh main tujhse baat hi nahi karungi"

...she said in a playful manner...just to tease him. But that didnt workd the way she had expected.

"toh mat kar na! Waise bhi main nahi aaya tha tujhse baat karne..aur na hi mujhe koi interest hai"..he snapped at her rudely.

He looked at her for a second and then again got busy in his work.
But he failed to noticed those tears in her eyes..which his rude behaviour and words has caused!

She just ran back to her seat..knowing very well that if she stayed there even a second more...she wont be able to stop her tears..which threatens to fall any moment.

She dipped her head in her book to avoid facing anyone at that moment. Even after trying so hard, she couldnt stoped those few drops which roll down her cheeks. But she quickly wiped them..not wanting anyone to see them.
After struggling for few moments..she was successful in controlling her emotions...as now a days she was doing it so often!

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very emotional update

realization of love changes everything in geet

maan is not aware of it n also nit near to such feeling for geet so maan behavior making geet happy as well as hurting her very badly

Hi!

Just finished reading all the parts.. right from 1 to 19.

Geet is so innocent and emotional when it comes to Maan.

Its natural to feel a connection with your best friend.. and its the best feeling ever when you realise that you have actually fallen in love with that same person.

But Maan sees Geet only as a friend. Thats sad. He should realise that he shouldn't play with a girls emotions like this.

Waiting to read the next part! Do update soon. And if possible could you PM me when you update next?

Thanks and congrats. Great going!

Part 18

Heart Warming

Geet realizing her feelings are her love for Maan

and she feels happy about it too

Part 19

Emotional Update

Geet still so happy with her new found love

but why Maan suddenly is indifferent towards her

his rude and harsh words did hurt her deeply

and he did not even realize it

now Geet experiences the first feelings of pain