Hazaaron Khwahishein Aisi (3) New Ch - 170 - Page 96

I am visiting this page after a long time and realised I missed so much of my favorite ff. Now I have so much to read.

Originally posted by: Commelina

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Originally posted by: Commelina

Hey I'm doing great Alhamdulillah... Like you said I agree with you not getting time and all ... Reading something new is far thing I'm not getting a few minutes for myself after managing this house it's that much crazy for me...

First of all, wishing you a Happy Ramadan. May the divine blessings of Allah guide you and protect you and shower you with happiness and health. This month must be very busy for you then I can understand. I hope you are taking care of your health too.

It's been ages of that story if you read anything under my name as I don't see myself writing anything anymore *** hiding my face*** that was some crazy impulsive phase I felt like writing for sometime and then could not go with the flow and lost interest... that's just it no need to bother about reading and all they are not worth it as it's incomplete also thread must be closed... My first story was in the anniversary thread so I think you stumbled upon the second one which is closed now...

Now, now no need to hide your face. Some things are beautiful even in their incompleteness. You not feeling the urge to write anymore does not and cannot change the fact that when you write it's filled with beauty , with emotions and that every story you write whether on impulse or whim it is a part of our very own Marium and thus will be cherished by me.

Anniversary thread I don't think I have read. The one that I read was about first love and written from Maan and Geet's point of view.

And about catching up I'll try after few weeks if we survive this phase also as it's Ramadan I hardly get free time...

This virus is attacking all those places I've been brought up where I was born and now few building behind my own... Like a month ago I was scared of dying and thought maybe I have only one month or so in hand totally unprepared for the situation and now I'm getting used to this idea of leaving the world and meeting your creator so not getting much scared now...

How are your thoughts in this situation?

Now, now Marium I understand how anxious you must be but let's continuously strive to be positive and hopeful. I am sure you must be taking all the precautions on your side, and yet I will reiterate please stay at home and practice sanitation as much as you can. Practice social distancing.

And Marium dear, you are a young and lively girl, why would you think about morbid stuffs like death and coming to terms with it things. You will live to be a hundred and would be this old lady narrating to your grandchildren how you survived this phase for the nth time maybe. Having memorised the story already, they would be bored to sleep and yet you would not know when to stop.😆 Also, you have to read about several more Maans falling in love with their Geets. You have to find your own Mr.Khurana so why would you think about other things. Just concentrate on better things. Yes, people are dying, agreed but some people are recovering too. Let's hold onto hope and positive thoughts and thoughts of good food, hopes of some really intense fictions being written in our forum and ah, our Mr.Rights. 😛😃

-A hopeless romantic.

As for my own thoughts, I was paranoid in the initial days. Would keep googling counts in my country and in my state, my city. An innocent sneeze would have me shivering with fear. But then started getting busy with my things and cut down on my google trips.

I don't take mobile at this time much or visit forum but today specially for you I am visiting..

You left your google trips! And for me it's still in the process... I do check this counting too less now compared to last month...

You will find me crazy if you see inside my head about living long in this world about this topic... I don't know why I have always thought I am never going to live long maybe die in childhood time or something but you know what when one day I thought what I'm fourteen and still alive how is it possible? And was my instinct wrong all this time and I was upset and crying on this how stupid and ungrateful I was then I feel like banging my own head if I recall some part of stupid me... I don't cry anymore hehe maybe Mamma's scolding worked and Allah blessed with some sense lately Alhamdulillah but still that living long having a future ahead doesn't suit much with me I'm taking it slowly and see how it goes... Anyway ye dunia dari mujhe raas nahi aati *sigh*

Well I'm weird anyway but thank you so much for your beautiful wishes I pray Allah will vanish this virus from this earth somehow and everything will get back to normal...

Yeah you read that 2nd story MG shots which is incomplete... And that was so stupid full of mistake all I see there if I look back or read that again don't waste your time on that I don't do that anymore too haha... My first one was better than that people do the second one better and I did the opposite hence lost the will to complete...

Originally posted by: Commelina

Hey latecomer, I hope your mother is recovering well and feeling better now. Please ask her to take all the precautions and eat plenty of good food so that her bones heal fast. Tell her, we are all wishing her good health and a speedy recovery.

Sure, it must be too much of pressure on your especially with your mother being unfit. All the responsibility of the house must have fallen on you.

You know what is more aggravating, that parents when they are indisposed, you will tell them to rest, eat well, take care, stay in bed but they won't sit still. They think they are superhumans. 😆

Exams being postponed, I feel you. I had exams lined up too but with the lockdown, now we stare at an uncertain future. Every examination body is hoping to conduct exams in July but with cases spiking I don't see how that's going to happen. And if that happens there's going to be a deluge of exams.

The worst thing about examinations getting postponed is that you lose momentum and preparation starts slacking.

As for rotis, I share the same predicament as your. Have being rolling rotis myself. 😆 I don't how and when I got designated as the official roti maker but the moment the clock strikes dinnertime, everybody is looking expectantly at me. I enter the kitchen hoping it's sabzi this time but no it's always roti/parathas/puris that I am assigned to make.😆

Its tough times indeed, latecomer. And lock down can very easily prey upon our vulnerable minds and unleash on us all that is negative and depressing. Especially since our routines have been disrupted and we are getting free time but don't know how to manage our days and make it productive.

Trust me I find some of the days so depressing that I don't do anything at all and other days I am as active and cheerful as one of the koels of my area who doesn't know rest and would start kuhu-kuhu-ing from three in the morning itself. We can't shoo away the depression always now but we can hope and try that the happy and focused days are more in number than the depressing ones. I was having a hard time focusing too but I stopped making big plans and expecting too much and I am just trying to make and finish small goals. Can't say I've become perfect but yeah, I am trying. I hope you will too, for yourself.

Please take care of yourself latecomer. Eat and drink plenty. It's summer time and since you are with responsibilities it's easier to forgo meals and not take care yourself or just not feel hungry. We need to be stronger ever than before.

As for corona, By God's grace, our district is a green zone and I fervently hope it remains so. There's a growth in the number of cases in our state, though plus with migrant labourers returning the state govt hasn't relaxed the restrictions at any place whether green zone or not.

Just praying that all of this ends soon and our things return to normalcy.

Till then, hang in tight there and be hopeful. Also, if anytime you feel bad you can drop in a pm or a comment here. We will together deal with those negative thoughts. ❤️

I really appreciate your kind words they are already doing wonders to my mood ...your wishes for my mother will be conveyed to her tomorrow morning as she is asleep now. Well she would be curious to know you...for she love to spend more time with my friends.

Her recovering rate is slow due to hampered medical attention during lockdown. Cast couldn't be taken out on time and untimely access to physiotherapy has extended the recuperation as clinic and hospital are still close in my district

As for my depressed state..I am much better now. Bout of emotion come and go for me too but sometimes its overwhelming staying at home has only aggravated the situation.

With present situation it seems plausible that July may become a synonym for exam...with mounting pressure I hope to get back on track with studies.

I would love to get such soothing and mood uplifting messages again and again but I brood a lot...dear. Empty your inbox lots of my msg are coming in.

This meant a lot ...

Lots of love

Hi commelina. I recently just came across your story hazarion khawaishey and I am hooked. I would love to read more. You really rekindled my live for mg ffs again ❤. I believe you are continuing the story or your blog. I have put in a request on wordpress. I would be very happy if you would grant me access. I have the same user name Thanks 😁😁😁

My blog name is I'm. A. Clover as well please do add ne

Originally posted by: Im.A.Clover

Hi commelina. I recently just came across your story hazarion khawaishey and I am hooked. I would love to read more. You really rekindled my live for mg ffs again ❤. I believe you are continuing the story or your blog. I have put in a request on wordpress. I would be very happy if you would grant me access. I have the same user name Thanks 😁😁😁

My blog name is I'm. A. Clover as well please do add ne

Hi Clover. Welcome to HKA family. Glad you liked the story and that it rekindled your love for MG.

I don't have any extra chapters on my blog. Sorry to disappoint you there.

Originally posted by: Commelina

Thank you are asking. I hope you are well too.

I am fine thanks.

I have been reading short stories written by you, there is one by Palindrome - Life Partner, one-shots by Ms. Lizzie, she also had another story - Girl Friday, but looks like it has been removed, and a few stories that were available as pdf long back. I am not sure if they are even available here any more, since a lot of writers have gotten their accounts blocked, but I have those pdfs.

As for the shows, I have been watching Malgudi days a lot off late, and cartoons from the 90s, shows like Tu Tu Main Main and all, things that are fun to watch and light on emotions.

Originally posted by: Cartoon.Buff

I have been reading short stories written by you, there is one by Palindrome - Life Partner, one-shots by Ms. Lizzie, she also had another story - Girl Friday, but looks like it has been removed, and a few stories that were available as pdf long back. I am not sure if they are even available here any more, since a lot of writers have gotten their accounts blocked, but I have those pdfs.

As for the shows, I have been watching Malgudi days a lot off late, and cartoons from the 90s, shows like Tu Tu Main Main and all, things that are fun to watch and light on emotions.

Life Partner is a good story. . I had enjoyed reading too. In fact when you mention it now, I am still forced to think whether the slap was justified or not.

Lizzie's works I haven't followed but there's this period when her thread would keep popping and she would be posting every alternate days and I would think, How does she do that? Lucky readers

Old stories and writers I haven't read much because I joined late. I am made to believe that there were various good works and authors but they aren't here anymore.

Malgudi Days, wow, great choice. As for cartoons, living up to your name, eh?😆

Originally posted by: Commelina

Life Partner is a good story. . I had enjoyed reading too. In fact when you mention it now, I am still forced to think whether the slap was justified or not.

Lizzie's works I haven't followed but there's this period when her thread would keep popping and she would be posting every alternate days and I would think, How does she do that? Lucky readers

Old stories and writers I haven't read much because I joined late. I am made to believe that there were various good works and authors but they aren't here anymore.

Malgudi Days, wow, great choice. As for cartoons, living up to your name, eh?😆

I agree, even I am not fully convinced that the slap was justified. While I totally understand the narration of Geet's mother, he slapped her cause he thought of her as his own, but I don't quite agree with it.

To me, becoming physically violent is innate to every person. It is how we condition ourselves that determines our level of aggression. I am sure all of us have at some point felt so angry that we want to hurt the other person physically, I would admit that at least I have. But thankfully even when I am raging mad I can control my actions, no matter who the person is, even more so when it is someone close to me, I would never want to hurt them.

Maybe it works differently for different people, but if you ask me, it was still wrong of Maan to slap her.

Hahaha, yeah, I still love to watch cartoons, hence my username. 😆