Originally posted by: MariumChoudhary
I don't take mobile at this time much or visit forum but today specially for you I am visiting..
You left your google trips! And for me it's still in the process... I do check this counting too less now compared to last month...
You will find me crazy if you see inside my head about living long in this world about this topic... I don't know why I have always thought I am never going to live long maybe die in childhood time or something but you know what when one day I thought what I'm fourteen and still alive how is it possible? And was my instinct wrong all this time and I was upset and crying on this how stupid and ungrateful I was then I feel like banging my own head if I recall some part of stupid me... I don't cry anymore hehe maybe Mamma's scolding worked and Allah blessed with some sense lately Alhamdulillah but still that living long having a future ahead doesn't suit much with me I'm taking it slowly and see how it goes... Anyway ye dunia dari mujhe raas nahi aati *sigh*
Well I'm weird anyway but thank you so much for your beautiful wishes I pray Allah will vanish this virus from this earth somehow and everything will get back to normal...
Yeah you read that 2nd story MG shots which is incomplete... And that was so stupid full of mistake all I see there if I look back or read that again don't waste your time on that I don't do that anymore too haha... My first one was better than that people do the second one better and I did the opposite hence lost the will to complete...
Hey there Marium.
I feel so flattered to know that you took that extra effort to message me. Thank you, sweets.
No, I don't find you crazy AT ALL. Don't all of us have dark thoughts from time to time. It must have been really hard for you to deal with those thoughts from such a young age. So proud that you've been managing all those morbid thoughts all alone by yourself and have come to be grown up as a kind and thoughtful human being. You've been brave Marium.
Also very glad Aunty scolding did wonders and brought your mind to the see the brighter side of things. Yes, take it as slow as you want but be happy always for you deserve all the happiness in the world. Allah sure will agree with me.😃 Duniya dari ka kya hai, kisi ko ras nahi aati 😆😉
If you like the first one better I will read that. Can I get the link for that, please?
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