1: LUCID
"Geet?
The word cut into my ears like a knife then expanded as it approached through the tunnel lifting the heavy dense fog that blanketed my brain. I groaned in complaint.
"Geet!
The fog started to roll from side to side. I felt sick.
"Geet! She's waking up! My child. At last, she is waking up!
The nebula of charcoal dust disengaged and floated up. I reached for it and grabbed with both my hands, but it slipped through my fingers. A terrible cramp seized my stomach. My fix. I needed it now. The button. Where was it?
"Geet?
The name, the voice, scratched my memory. My senses veered toward the source. I had to blink a few times before she came into focus. A woman sat in the drab blue hospital chair next to my bed. She was striking. Maybe in her forties or younger--thirties. I couldn't tell. Her skin was porcelain smooth and tight, the color of wheat fields. Yet her eyes were old and tired---ebony diamonds at the bottom of a deep dark well. I saw her lips move.
"Geet my child. My darling. It's me, your mama. Don't you recognize me?
Her pretty cheeks drooped when I didn't respond. Then she smiled and I felt something flutter in my chest. "See who's here? Your Tim. Her brilliant eyes transformed. They glowed warm and proud as she looked at a small child who crawled into her lap.
He was little, barely a toddler and beautiful. Not unlike the cherub I have occasionally encountered in my dreams. (I dream a lot, you see). Round and plump. Apple red cheeks shining with drool, his angel face framed with burgundy ringlets and eyes a bright sky blue. They were watching me.
I stared back.
He rocked forward in his make-shift seat of the woman's lap. A pair of pudgy little arms grabbed for the air. I reached out to him but my hands were trapped, shackled to the bed. I fought to break free when a red hot rod pierced my side and twisted over and over. I saw my leg jerking. I saw it but didn't feel it.
"Geet! the woman yelled.
Then, I believe I heard the child scream.
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