52: An untold story-
Shika what should I make of this... Should I be glad that somewhere what I was have an inkling of this coming proved to be true, or should I be heartbroken that this was the not so perceived ending to Sameer Naina that My heart had once envisioned.
I Hate you for making me love your writings so much, I am so deeply entangled in this wen that now it makes me confused whether I should start arguing with myself... for one moment I want to go against and mock Sameer and Naina for their choices ... while the next moment I feel bad that No, they didn't deserve this and it was destined for the choices that they made in life. I feel both of them weren't so when they were just 2 distinct individuals when they held their own... but then this transformation and helplessness somewhere seeped in when they became a unit which wasn't founded on stronger grounds. But then I argue that they must not have ever felt that they're coming together would lead them to so much hurt and suffering. Individually Sameer was strong, charming, sincere and hard working... but then for some stolen moments with her led him to forsake something that he worked so hard for.
I wouldn't ever take for Sameer committing suicide ... thinking whether it is worth it to give up life for something like this. I know love means a lot and I'm now ay criticizing his love for Naina. But giving up living doesn't ever make sense to me... life is very precious and nothing measures so much that taking away something that was giving as a gift to you by God to give it up.
But then If I think through Sameer's POV then I feel for him. Seeing Naina dying must have broken something in him. Knowing that she lies lifeless there because she couldn't choose him and has scarred him leading her to give up life which was easy for her than standing up against her oppressor or living with the guilt of causing him pain. He saw her die and was so helpless that he couldn't even hold her within himself when she breathed her last. I can relate to this ... seeing death can cause this to some extent. I still remember the first death I experienced in front of me that to of someone I wasn't related to caused me a lot of distress even though I knew it was coming because of the critical condition of the person... But here Sameer experienced the death of someone he loves and cares for so dearly... his first love, his angel, his first step towards unconventional path of life which he never choose for himself but yet let destiny lead him... ... and later which caused him to make a choice against his moral character which he wasn't so much destined to but yet he let go. Cause it was easier to make this choice than live with the image of her lifeless body. Death can make you go sombre and in self-reflection... but I guess in this scenario it just left this full of life and strong persona to go into reclusion and in doom with no hope. Cause if he hadn't seen the scene of her death he would have been living hoping her happiness ... but here he knew there was no happiness cause she choose him and death together but just not life and love.
I felt very sad for Geet. She must be in guilt. Each time she relives it she might be imaging so many scenarios. Each time the end being something different... with him being alive... with both Naina and Sameer living together.,... with her enjoying life's sweet moments with her 2 friends and 1 destined brother.
So many times she must have imagined what if she wouldn't have made that sound to startle him or make him aware of her presence. What if he wouldn't take that step and would have dozed off being drunk and so out of consciousness that would sleep off and she would take him away. What if she would hold on a lit longer and pulled him harder or would have come to the location with her brother or someone stronger enough to help him. But alas this was destined. His death left her in guilt as she was somehow the connection between those 2 people who weren't to be together yet she was witness to the good and bad side of their lives.
Top it all she let the misconceptions of her family to be as there were. Again death left another soul to be on darkness... That she shunned everyone away from her life. She still doesn't know about Naina's death. ... what would this revelation cause her??? Was all this pain and suffering worth it for her ... or was it a destined plan for her to reach another person who is in gloom and both can heal each other as only they can understand the other so well as they are actual reflections ... hope they can keep up to their promises...
One question but still remains... is that how did Geet land up there on the construction site?? Something surely must be still left in the back story.
Shika ... I am so in debate mode with my self... should I Support the characters or see their weaknesses. But then I guess that's why I love how you write cause it makes me see the charcters for what they are... not the picture that would I dream of but something that is a part of each persona we experience and live throughout our journey of this life.
Thanks for entangling me in this Web each time with each update... Hoping to be entangled further more.
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