MG SS- STILL WAITING part 13 pg115(25-6-13)

Maan rushed to hospital'...holding a girl in him arms..lean n thin n was shouting for doc'...nurse came with stretcher n maan made her lie on it'.he was pacing up n down outside the ICU 'doc came n asked "who is she"

"My wife" it came automatically from his mouth in the 3 years of marriage he never think her as his wife n now saying my wife..he was surprised

Doc- "she is sinking mr. khurana"

"What r u saying doc,what happened to her" how can she sink...'after running no it can't be possible he thought

"U said she is ur wife ri8" he nodded then doc continue ..." then how in this earth u don't know she is suffering from blood cancer..." what are u saying doc. He was shocked'

"Did she never said u anything, okk what is her age ..she is looking young" doc said'when I heared her n let her speck in front of me..to know what is happening wid her'n her age'I don't remb. He thought

" mr. khurana plzz be fast say what is her age" after thinking for 5 min he remb. When he got married she was 18 n now its 3 yrs soo she must be 21 "21 doc 'she is 21"

Doc was shocked " she is only 21'okk" let me check her

"Doc plzz save her'..don't think of money'call world's best surgeon but save her plzz" he broked in tears

"I will try mr.khurana my best"

"Can I see her doc."

"Ya but don't disturb her now I have given her injection she is sleeping"

"Ok" he moved inside 'to see her'she has become more lean n thin..her face lost her glow'...when I 1^st saw her in my bed sleeping cuddling wid a photo frame...'she was glowing her innocence was ogling from her'n today she is looking like a Skelton...he can't see her more soo he moved from there..in guilt of destroying her life'.while moving his hand touched her bag n I fell ..., he gathered the things n was starring at them'.there were some pics n a diary'...i looked each n every pic..then opened her dairy'...(will tell later kiski pics h )

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M still waiting for my love

M still waiting for his one look

M still waiting to be known as his

M still waiting for a family

M still waiting to be mom of my kids

M still waiting to go to my mom

M still waiting...n will wait till last breath

To My Dairy,

(1^st feb'2010)

U know all about me na, I never got single piece of love in my love, but I always hope for best as mumma used to say, "be positive beta u will get everything in life when time come", n I believe on each n every word of my mumma, so m still waiting ...

U know today m gonna to get married, I haven't seen him, but my siblings were talking, he is handsome, good looking, n a powerful yet respectful person'...m happy for the 1^st tym after my mumma left me''I was 8 that tym'..when she left me''n chotti maa(I love her too so much after mumma left, when papa bring her,I was somewhere happy to get mother, but alas It was my wish, how will it be true, she never looked at me,I was alone when I needed a mother,I was alone when I need her consoling, only I talked wid my nani maa, now 4 years before she too left me alone) never loved me as I m a girl...n she have 2 sons...n dad too love them soo much'..i miss my dad love to after mumma left me''...m all alone but I was happy atlest to be wid them, they never treat me spl. But never show difference too...."bas fark yehi tha who humse kuch kehte hi nahi the" I never needed big things in my life just love but feeling I was worth of it...now m 18 n dad fixed my marriage'..i want to study''n become a doctor as my mumma wished'but my dad asked me something in these 10 years...''how can I say no to him'he talked my 1^st tym after mumma left 'I was soo happy that my papa came to talk wid me but it was just m hallucinating, he came n said "I fixed ur marriage geet,so be ready after 2 days u r getting married" actually I was a order '..n I obeyed it''..nobody asked what I want or not'''.in these 2 day also'..i was waiting for their love, thought m going away from them'..hope they will at least talk wid me''but no one came to me 'just servants came n gave my things '.n left

M still waiting for a single word of love from my papa

M still waiting for his single fatherly touch

M still waiting for his one look

M still waiting for some love from my chooti maa

M still waiting for few words'.as all mother say to her daughter, before marriage

M still waiting for my siblings to come n hug me n say "dii,we will miss u"

But no one came in sometym, I will be away from them''m siting alone in my room wid a heavy dress n jewellery but'...i didn't need it, m carving for love

Nani maa used to say "beta, don't worry ur prince charming..n his family will love u" hope I can get some love wid them

Bye dairy

Now I share more after my marriage ceremony...in my new home...till them miss me

GEET HANDA

From tomm' I will write something else'..(wrote last line wid smile)😊

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Hellooo Mr. dairy, (2^nd feb 2010)

U know today m a married woman...but still think..m only 18 na soo how can I will be women..let it be... .now hear after that... 'u is the one who hear my words'

U know...i thought now chotii maa will come to take me'...but some girls came ...n take me down while my face was hide under a long veil'...i can't see soo much but can see through the lil net of my duppata ...i was made in sit mandap...then garland exchange,then all rituals'...my dad n chooti maa'...came n did my kanydaan'...i was crying but'...no one noticed it'...or don't want to doo it ...'.i was remembering my mumma n nani maa'...then he made me wear...'black beeds n then filled my partition with vermillion, then pheras, I thought 'he will held my hand but na'...he didn't '..then tym of bidai'..i went to my mumma n nani maa photo cried there...'but nobody console me or come to me...'I was searching for my dad n chooti maa...'but they were busy'...no one came( a tear drop fell on page) not even my siblings '..i was standing alone near my mumma photo'...'as I never had soo many frnd soo nobody was near me...my best frnd was also not there...she was also angry wid me...n didn't come...I missed her too.,,..can't even see her last tym...

Annie dii came to me(she is really a kind hearted, my hubby's small sis but elder than me n married) held my shoulder n said ..."don't cry geet" n took me to the car '...n made me si...t'my eyes were still searching for my papa'...he didn't came to me for a single moment or looked at me'...m that bad ...'''then I saw chooti maa..coming toward car, I was happy atleast she came'...but before I touch her or cry holding her, she whispered in my ear "geet, from now behave like a mature women with them, n don't any mistake in ur childness,becoz now u r not a child" n left from there'' I thought she will cares my head lovely n talk to me 'but alas never expect more''.aniee dii took passenger seat n my hubby sat beside me'..but unfortunately I don't know his name too'...'there was no wedding card nothing were done on my wedding'...he was looking at his phone n doing something''...he didn't looked at me '.i thought..he must be tired now''...I was happy, to go in new family'...n waiting for my grihprawesh...we reached his mansion'...I read there was written KHURANA MANSION it was a big mansion'...i liked it...car stopped near door, aniie dii help me to come out'...i saw his retreating figure..he went away somewhere..inside mansion...'.aniee dii too took me inside n made me seat in his room'... I was expecting a lots of member waiting for me'..n do rituals n tease me... 'but no one was there n no rituals again I expected...it was a big room'...my bags were there...while leaving aniee dii said "geet, ur dinner is placed there...have it after changing n sleep ..u must be tired" I was looking at her...she understands n say "he went for a urgent meeting, will be here after 3 hrs,soo sleep" I smiled at her n she too receipted n left.

I opened my bag ,took my night dress, went inside washroom, had a bath changed n came to room, silently had my food'...with tears in my eye'...i was missing my papa,chooti maa n siblings'...in 10 years they never talked wid me but they were there'...n today, no one is here''no one came to ask me ask '...m I comfortable or not'...again I thought they must be tired n slept. ..I was not feeling sleepy so moved each n every corner of the room'...saw his pics'...he is really handsome, smart, with sharp figures'.toned body n all...'' but still I don't know his name...'I want to know...'.i was seeing each n everywhere then saw a wall...full of certificates ...i went there n saw his name, so my hubby name is MAAN SINGH KHURANA n now I m GEET MAAN SIGNH KHURANA I smiled slyly ''...then moved to another room attached with mine''it was his gym 'I was leaving from there but one wall took my attention, went there n saw his pics with a girl...'..1^st I felt jealous then thought must be his sibling as there were more pics of his family n all

Again went in room'...took my mumma n nani maa pic wid me, talked wid them'n don't know when slept...'woke as my usual tym at 6 in morning'...he was still not here'then heard some sound from...gym...n at last saw him..doing workouts...he was wearing his vest n track pant...n his muscels were showing...had a gr8 body...i admired for sometym...then went to to take shower as two more men joined him...i don't know them, they must be his brother or in-laws ...i came out wearing a red colour chudi...i don't know how to wear saree'...i don't know how to wear saree...nobody taught me also...i filled my partition...n was combing my hair...saw him entering the room...he didn't gave a glance to me (made sad face) went near his wardrobe took his dress n went in washroom...i heard knock on door went to open it while covering my head with duppata... it was aniee dii she wished me good morning sweetly n I too wished her n touched her feet...then she stopped me by saying "geet, I might be elder to u but, in relation u r elder so don't touch my feet plzz" I nodded...she was looking at me intentionally...like asking y suit... "woh dii, I don't know how to wear saree, no one taught me soo I wear suit, m sorry...I will try to wear saree from now, m sorry" she cupped my face "y r u saying sorry...n u can wear whatever u want nobody will stop u" I hugged her instantly...she too recprocated it'..n said "have ur breakfast, come"..then we saw him..coming out...I didn't heard his voice too till know(complaining face) n I heard it like baba ji heard me

"aniee...tell arjun to be ready we have a meeting" she nodded n went by saying "bhai ur breakfast" cuted by him "I m coming down"..... I looked at both of them...as both left me once again alone...I was unable to ask also anything

I didn't understand y they gave my breakfast here...as I moved out of room in corridor n saw downstairs all were having it together...smiling, teasingly having a big family but nobody came too meet me also, n send my bfast too...heard my mother-in-law saying"uska bfast upar hi bhejwa dena aniee'.n plzz use yeh v samjha dena don't need to show her face to us be in room"my expectation again hurted me... m again feeling alone, nobody here also like me, they y he married me'when I doesn't matter ...I came back to my room had bfast silently while crying talked again wid mumma n nani maa'n here sitting wid u my dairy ... ur frnd is once again left alone...(shedding lots of tears closed the dairy)

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Uff... likh lia...cried while writing starting lolz...m too emotional hehehhe

Waiting for response then only thought of next...if it will be till 50 likes then will write otherwise will left it

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LOVED ITTT

very very emotional...

I am also thinking that why Maan married Geet if he don't love her and family also don't want to see her...

present Geet has blood cancer...will she be alright...

I am ready to read any painful story if end is happy ending...

waiting for next part...

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