MG SS- STILL WAITING part 13 pg115(25-6-13) - Page 4

part 1
awesome start dear...
my God that was so painful...
poor Geet...
why the heck Maan's family hate her then?
what was the need to marry her?
Maan doesnt deserve forgiveness...
cont soon dear...

so sad n heartbreaking

(Special thanks too sonia diii for most beautiful banner love u diii 😊)

He saw her face...m sorry geet for hurting u soo much ...I m too bad...i used u for our benefit, never thought m destroying someone life...gave u soo much pain... n snatched ur each n everything...She was still in deep slumber due to medication...n weakness...he caressed her face... she blabber in sleep "mumma, nani maa m coming to u, u will love me na...aa rahi hu mai aapke pass" he was shocked...n in guilt to destroy her..she again slept

He again opened her dairy n started reading

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(14^th feb 2010)

M sorry dairy, I was not there n didn't come from some tym. but what to do ...m getting shock pe shock...i was unable to understand n think anything.

U know that full day I was alone in my room...nahh his room...only servents came gave my food n gone...i was feeling sooo alone "itna toh mai aapne ghar me v nahi hoti thi...waha humse koi baat bhale hi nahi karta tha, but they never ignore me...i used to do bfast n dinner wid them" but here nobody like my face too m that bad (a tear again falled from her eyes n soaked in paper). U know I called home...i know they don't care for me but hume papa chooti maa, n aayush or aarav ki bht yaad aa rahi thi...ramu kaka picked the home..he talked wid me 2 min asked about me ...he know y I called soo without asking he said me ...which pricked my heart "betia, saab, memsaab , or baba log Australia gae h chooti me" I cuted the phone...they didn't came to take me for pagphera also n went on holiday'.i again consoled myself n was starring outside the window it was evening...all family members were present there, talking wid each other, they seems to be happy n lovable family, maan ji was also there...smiling wid him...he look cute while smiling...I smiled at my thought...then saw a big car stopped inside mansion n a girl came outside , she is beautiful...n she is the same wid whom I have seen maan ji pic, maan ji rushed to her n hugged her tightly, I didn't liked it, but it doesn't matter...everyone warmly welcomed her...n chatted wid her...i want to go there n be part of it...n don't know what made I stepped out from room n was moving in corridor...but what I saw..was never expected...feeling like floor slipped from my foot...maan ji n that girl were kissing each other...that to passionately , I was rooted to the place...n shading tears..then heard them saying each other "love u..n missed u" I felt betrayed once again by my fate , I wanted to shout but on whom, n who will hear me, all members came inside teased them...so they know about them... "then y on this earth he married my, y when m nothing for them, when he love somebody else, y he destroyed my dreams" aniee dii saw me there standing ...she excused from them n came to me n said in stern tone " what are u doing outside, I told u na, be in ur room" I was unable to say anything...just looking at maan ji n that gal closeness...she dragged me inside room, n said "be in ur room, no need to come out" her behaviour was too changed I thought, I thought, i got a big n caring sister but that was my expectation how in this world it can be fulfilled''I was looking at her for a answer but she left me 'n went

I was waiting for some love, but again fate cheated with me

I was waiting for his love, but got nothing

I was waiting to get a family, but got loneliness

I m once again alone'..it's my destiny, my fate to be alone

Siting on bed staring his pic for hours...my 1^st day in this family got over...wid tears only, smile word is not in my fate..i understand now

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next day I woke up on my usual timing ...wanted to ask soo many questions to him ..so standing near the wardrobe ...waiting for his arrival...he came after half hour...n saw me standing near his wardrobe...he narrowed his eyes in anger...like asking y m here...but ingored n took his towel..n was about to go I clutched his wrist n asked " y u married me, when u love someone else" he was not expecting that I will speak or ask anything...he jerked my hand n hold my shoulders tightly.. "it was paining..u know dairy'still paining".. " how dare u to touch me, haan who gave u ri8 to touch me" I was wriggling in his hold...n tear escaped from my eyes as it was paining soo much "speak up dammit"... "woh I wanted to know y u marry me...when" cuted by him "say thanks to me that I marry u otherwise u r worth for being mrs.khurana...a burden for ur family...who threw u here ...mujhe koi prob. Nhi h tumhe jo karna h karo... Jina hai jeo, marna h toh mar jao, but don't poke ur nose in my life, understand" he said those words..which hurted me like sharp needle on my heart n its bleeding..he left me n took his dress..went have shower ...came outside n went from room. Even he didn't realise also what he said to me, I was burden, I was throwed on them, I m lifeless body, he didn't care I live or die, then y on this earth m alive... " sab jhoot h...sab jhooth...sab mujhse nafrat karte h...kya kia h maine...kya manga tha maine...ku sab mujhse nafrat karte h ...ku mai rahu ya na rahu...kisi ko fark nahi parta..ku baba ji kuuu" shedding continues tears ...i was sitting there whole day...tears were dried from my eyes but heart is still bleeding...today no one came to room...becoz nobody was at home...all went to some party...heard someone saying. After that day I was too numb to say n ask something...n don't want to write to dairy...u know I was n now too feeling alone in these 14 days nor papa called me nor chooti maa...they have forgot me..today m feeling maan ji was ri8, I was burden on them (tears are still flowing)

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What next happened I can't share it too but I want to share wid u as nobody is there for me to hear my words...except u

After 5 days , aniee dii came to me..with someone, I don't know him, actually I don't know any member of this family except aniee dii, mummy ji, papa ji n maan ji.

"Geet, he is my husband ARJUN, I know u don't know him" I simply said "Namaste jiju"... "hii geet" he said warmly

"Geet, sorry for that day, I shouted on u without ur mistake"

"No dii, plzz don't say sorry u r elder than me, n u have ri8 to shout on me, n wase v diii m habituated about all this soo, don't feel guilty for shouting on me" I said smiling

"No, geet I know I have done a mistake" I cuted her in between " in relation m elder than u na dii?"

"Yes, u r elder than me in relation"

"So, it's a order from ur bhabhi, never say sorry to me, m not used to of it plzzz diii, n sorry for being rude" she hugged me instantly " u r sooo gud geet" "n u too" I said smiling in tears...I again got my elder sis back, I was soo happy, now I don't need anything...both dii n jiju was leaving "diii, can I ask u something" she looked at me like m going to ask about that day " don't worry dii, I will not ask anything, which u can't ans me, just asking is maan ji angry wid me soo much, wohh 5 days se aae nahi h room me soo asking, if u don't want to ans its ok, n one promise from today, I won't come down, I will be in room itself, if maan ji have prob. Wid me in staying in same room, then plzz say him to live in his room only, I will stay in somewhere else, n will never bother him, pakka promise dii" she came near me n cupped my face n said "geet, I don't know bhai is angry or what, but he has gonne for a meeting n will return after 15, n don't think soo much geet, he don't have any prob. In sharing the room, n more over now it's ur room be here, no need to go anywhere, samjhi aap" I nodded simply

"Wase geet, u don't look gud while crying" jiju tried to make atmosphere light... I wiped my tears "that's like a gud girl, soo tell me till where u have studied" "jiju, I have complete 12^th" "soo u was doing b.sc"

"Noo, wohh last year chooti maa was ill, soo I was unable to get admission in any collage, soo I was preparing for medical entrance exams" said sadly

"Did u applied somewhere"... "jii, n having exam in april, but I don't think I can study futher"

"Y thinking soo, give the list of books u need, I will bring for u" but jiju, maan ji will get angry"

"Don't worry he won't just give list fast, I will bring in evening" I smiled n runned to the table n write all books name in 2 mins only n gave it too him " thanks jiju"

"Noo need" he said smiling n leave

( adding some others conversation too that is not in her dairy, hope u all won't mind reading it, becoz geet sab kuch nahi janti h na, being in room so adding)

"Aapne aesa ku kaha geet se, arjun...aap jante ho na who avi aage nahi padh sakti toh khwab ku dikha rahe ho use, phir tut jaega bachi ka dil"

"Janta hu annie, she can't study more, but can't u see her face, in week only she is looking pale, depressed, tumne hi kaha that she is continuously crying from 5 days, tumhe nahi lagta, bina galti ke hum use bht badi saza de rahe h, ek 18 saal ki larki ki jindgai me gum bhar die h, or yeh v jante h aage ab who kabhi khush nahi rahegi, kya hum use 2 pal ki v khushi nahi de sakte h, hire moti toh nahi, chand kitabe hi laa ke de raha hu use mai anniee, n I don't think yaha kisi ko v matlab h use, soo plz don't think much sweetheart"

"Hmm u ri8 arjun, all are using her, for their benefit, n never thought the small girl is what suffering from, u know when that day she saw bhai kissing sam, I can see hurt, pain, betrayed in her eyes, when I shouted her at, she was numb but her eyes were only asking y did he marry me when he loves somebody else, mere pass koi jawab nahi tha arjun, n next day when she asked from bro he too shouted badly on her n said her half truth that, she was burden for her family, I have seen her crying, we know arjun she never got love from her family after mom departure, but giving her more pain...m feeling like killing her everyday" said while crying

"Don't cry aniee, we tried soo much, but u know nothing is in our hand, but we can make her smile sometym , hainaa" aniee nodded "take care of her n I will bring her all books..till evening at least help her in setting her clothes, they are still in bags"

"Hmm, ok bye"

Bye

"Hope god gives her strength ...for her life which she is going to live here, a bad life, full of pain" aniee prayed from god n went to help geet in setting her things

Precap- unexpected thing will happen wid geet

(1996 words)

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N sorry for mistakes

Note- okk guys comings parts are full of sadness...soo aapne risk pe padhna, n if u read then comment n like to plzz haan, 1^st tym m writing something like this, which make myself cry 3-4 times while writing

N more more things DREAMS OR LOVE? On hold becoz of low response, n EK LARKI KI DASSTA... too one place u give me more than 50 n 70 like n one only 30 L soo abhi nahi dugi updates unke sorry from whom, who are waiting let me1st comp. the epilogue of MR.PERFECT then only will think

N lots of hugs for whom who liked it n comments..did I really make u cry , okk waiting for this one . ,. did I write wid same pain or not, plzz if find lack of pain tell me ...but don't ignore, mai tym nikal ke likh rahi hu, when I have my exams plzzz haan ...m waiting

pms later not feeling well today

wow maine kaha rona acha hai as its cleans your eyes.. iskeliyeh ithna rulana zaroori nahi sweetheart.. thoda kum karlena ageki story mein 😭

it was really beautifull... waiting...

prachi i will kill ths maan n thn do nt blame me k😡

nice storyline. felt bad for geet. very emotional update. please update the next part soon.

reading it i'm😭
nothing else to say
pls update d nxt part soon.
i expect a happy ending for it
itni sadnes ke baad happy ending toh banta he