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Originally posted by: nikkirocksss

I 'm Eagerly waiting for nxt update dear...

update karo

Originally posted by: sheetalvasa

Nice teaser...

Kaisi ho Shona ?

After a long time...!

Waiting for update...

Teri tasveeron se bhi baatein..
Hone lagi hai..
Kab suraj nikala aur kab chaand..
Khabar bhi nahi hai..

If those two weeks, which he has spent without talking to her, were tough for him then these last 3 days were even worst! Though he had already known the fact that he would miss her in this 11days vaction..still experiencing it was much more difficult. From past 3days, he had done nothing but missing her like anything. He was totally obivious to his surroundings...lost in her compeletly.
But the brighter side of all this was..that these 3days away from her gave him the much needed time with himself. Before, he used to avoid thinking about his feelings for her by distracting himself, but now he wasnt able to ignore them anymore. He felt so lonely without her being around him. Plus..His emotions were at their peak..their intensity forced him to acknowledge them..not letting him to run away anymore!

Besides, earlier he had a reason OR should say, he had a fear which always stoped him from acknowledging & accepting his feelings for her. But now he didnt has that reason, that fear anymore..as he has already faced his biggest fear..fear of loosing her friendship! So now, he wasnt affraid anymore. What else could happen now? And nothing could be worst then what already has happened...he was sure about it! May be thats why..coz of this belief & surity.. For the very first time, he let his heart free of all the restrictions and allowed it to feel & express what it actually desire's. For the first time, he didnt tried to surpress his emotions..instead, he dared to listen to his heart's pleas..which kept chanting & repeating her name only!
For a change..he let his heart take over his mind.. And in result of it.. Here he was, standing just a couple of blocks away from her house.

His heart has been carving for her single glimpes and he couldnt deny its wish anymore...so surrending to his heart finally, he decided to follow what it says.
He stood at the corner of her lane..with a desperate heart & longing eyes. He didnt had much options, nor he could go to her house to meet her..so he thought to just walk by her house and try his luck.
Its crazy..but he hoped that somehow she would come out and he would be graced with her sight. He knew that there was no gurantee that she would be coming out at that exact time..still he could try atleast..right?
He took steps as slow as possible. All the while eyes stuck at her house..heart beating furiously, fingers crossed..only one wish in his heart & a prayer on his lips.. "please babaji...bas ek baar..please.."..he prayed with desperation. As he reached near her house..for a second..his heart urged him to just go and ring the bell & meet her directly. But the wiser part of him..stoped him from doing so.. Coz he knew that, that wont be a good move at all!

When he was crossing her house, his feet were moving ahead but his wasnt looking where he was going..as his gaze was fixed at the door of her house..hoping that she will be coming out any second. But unfortunetly, nothing of that sort happened!
He was extreamly disappointed. His hopes were dying, his heart was getting restless with each step he took away from her house. He kept looking back every now & then..waiting for her one glimpes but it seems that Babaji was not ready to grant his wish, just yet.
Reaching at the other end of the lane, he truned around and looked at the house once again..searching for her one last time..and again he found nothing but disappointment. The whole lane looked dark & empty..just the same way as his life felt at that exact moment...sighing in defeat, he left with a heavy heart.