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congrates on new thread dear

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congo for the new thread dear

Originally posted by: neha512

aj ki update kha se ayii ????

any chance of update today

Ok then will read in the morning!
Lambaa sa update dena!!!
Kanjoosi maat karna ! Ha???

Originally posted by: memyselfndI

Ok then will read in the morning!
Lambaa sa update dena!!!
Kanjoosi maat karna ! Ha???

PART 38

It had been 4 months and not once did maan talked with geet. She will call him every day, even knowing that he will never pick it up or by chance if she calls him on landline and he picks it up, he will fake some reason of being busy and would cut the call.

She had even gone home back on weekends but before she could enter, he will somehow know and will go away before itself and won't return back entire weekend. She was hurt and pained with the aloofness he was showing towards her without even knowing the proper reason why she said that, he had totally thrown her out of his life it seems.

But she couldn't help to feel worried seeing his anger, he always had a rough anger, but it never lasted more than few hours- atleast that's what she had noticed all along. But now it seems she is seeing a totally new person. She would always keep a tab on him, what he is doing?? Is he having his food on time?? Is he keeping good with his health??? And in this it was nakul kaka who would keep informing her about his routines to the best of his knowledge.

But the indifference had started taking toll on her. She started being aloof with her friends, many a time they would have to drag her forcefully for some outing, but she would still keep herself confide in silence. Initially all were shocked when with her changed behavior all of a sudden after diwali holidays, they had even tried to talk with her to know what the issue is, but she would just fake them a smile saying she is ok.

Geet would keep herself lost remembering the golden days when life started to feel like a fairy tale, but then it proved to be a dream which was now broken, and all of a sudden a new realization entered her heart, a realization that god has forgotten to write happiness in her destiny. She didn't have the love of others in her life and probably that's the reason everyone left her, let it be her own parents, her chacha-chachi, her suhana dii, her friends in delhi and now Maan.

She remembered the initial days when she didn't used to open up to him fearing the pain it will bring later but it was he who made her trust him, made her believe that he will e with her till eternity, but he lied, he too left her and with the pain which is more bitter and unbearable than those given by others. Kash, she wouldn't had trusted him then and life would have been much better then.

4 months and she hadn't once seen his face nor heard him speak, but then the memories never left her. Those will keep ringing in her brain, reminding her of the time they spent together and reminding her how much he had been hurt due to her behavior in past and now too, but she was in pain too, then and now too.

Meera looked at geet who sat with books on bed, but her mind was roaming somewhere else. It had been like that only since past few months and she was getting worried for her. At least before she had restricted herself with them, but now she is playing with her studies too. Their finals are in a week and still geet hadn't revised anything. Though she had scored 80+ in tests but it wasn't what she used to score before.

Even teachers had noticed the change in her and many had advised her to concentrate on studies as her 12^th scholarship depends on it, but it seems it fell on bare ears. Meera was frustrated and finally not able to see her playing with her career, she moved to geet and stood in front of her but she seemed oblivious to her presence.

Getting angry, she shook her roughly, thus bringing her back to reality. "geet what's wrong yaar" shouted meera loudly. "kuch nhi, everything is ok" "ha that's why you were so lost that you didn't even noticed my presence since last few minutes" barked meera.

Geet looked away and then saw the book and said, "ha wo I was studying na, that's why didn't saw you" "yeah you were studying so engrossed that in last one hour, you were re-reading the same page, right" geet stood up and went near the window, clearly showing she doesn't want to talk, but meera was in no mood to hear no now.

"geet its ok if you don't want to tell your problem, but atleast think about yourself and your career. If you didn't clear your exams with nice marks, this scholarship on which you are studying here will be taken back, then what will you do in the middle of nowhere, bol" "meera I am studying na, why are you getting so worried, I remember everything" geet lied. Though she knows the basic of everything but nothing was that perfect to give exams and score top marks. But what could she do, her mind isn't focusing on anything other than him these days, it seems she is turning crazy now and would need a shrink soon.

"oh if you remember everything, then tell me about the elasticity of demand and supply" said meera in a challenging tone folding her hands on her chest. Geet fumbled on the very first word as she tried to remember what is really was. She could remember few graphs and logics but then her tongue failed to express it.

Meera went closer to geet and cupped her face, "you don't remember na, is that the geet who used to tell anything and everything without even thinking for a minute. Geet its just a week and your future will depend on it. And did you forgot about the promise you made to yourself and maan bhai" geet looked back to meera hearing maan's name. "geet you promised na ki you will self-finance your studies and that's the reason you won this scholarship, ab if in 12^th you didn't get that scholarship, it will totally disappoint him and prove him that you didn't fulfill your promise. Do you want that??"

Geet immediately shook her head in no; of course she couldn't afford to angry him more when she already had harmed him much. She looked back at the books that laid carelessly on bed and started revising everything, and she was thankful that she remember more than 75%, just a nice revision is needed.

Meera smiled seeing geet engrossed back in studies, but she wondered what had happened in that week, that had changed her so much.

Finally the results were out and geet scored second position again, but her percentage was a little down than last time. The first thing she did was to call him, she waited as the cell rang and rang and then it disconnected. She again tried, but failed yet again. Disappointed she messaged him her score and position in class, hoping to get a call from him but her cell never rang back.

She ran to the college washroom, as she locked herself in one of the toilets and looked back at her cell. "everyday I message you my daily deeds, everyday I try to believe that you will call me atleast once or reply my message, but ab to lagta hai ki you don't even look at them. Sockte hoge pagal hai jo roj mujhe message karti hai, par kya karu mai, ab kuch bhi mere bas me nhi. Kya kuch lavz hamare beech sab khatm kar sakte hai, kya jo kuch hua wo sab bemaine ho gya aapke liye"

["everyday I message you my daily deeds, everyday I try to believe that you will call me atleast once or reply my message, but ab to lagta hai ki you don't even look at them. And will laugh thinking I had gone crazy to message you everyday, but what can I do, it had gone out of my control now. Does few words can end everything that was between us, does everything that happened doesn't matter at all to you now]

"come geet we are planning to go caf in marine drive today to celebrate, and you are coming too this time" said rohan as he pulled her by hand with him. "rohan I want to stay alone please" geet said as she tried to pull back her hand from his, but he tightened his hold. "what had happened to you geet, why are you avoiding us these days ha. You even didn't help me in studies too, nor do you spend time with anyone of us. Don't you want to befriend us anymore?" said rohan fully frustrated. "rohan it isn't like that, just leave me alone for sometime please" said geet on the verge of tears.

Rohan immediately dropped his hand as he looked at tears that filled her eyes and he felt pained with those drops. He immediately moved closer to assure her but she stepped back as she ran away to hostel leaving him standing in middle confused with himself.

Maan looked at his cell that beeped with another message of hers. His inbox were filled with her messages only, every message of hers were like a lifeline of his now. He reread them probably hundreds time a day, memorizing every word of hers. Only he knew how difficult it was to not talk with her. Everyday he would have a fight with himself to not pick up her call, when she would ring him atleast 5 times a day.

But what can he do, he doesn't have in himself to hear any more of her leave-me-alone or go-away type of words. It was just too much for him to go away when he knew she is in here waiting for him day and night. Her pain, her aloofness, he know everything about her from meera, he ensured to call her once in 2-3 days and will trap her in his words and get information about geet, but he didn't have in himself to go and sooth her, when he himself needs someone who could hold him and assure him that one day everything would be as better as it should be.

He looked at the message, desperately waiting to know her result and an excitement filled in him just reading that she still scored the best. It felt it is his achievement. He immediately asked nakul to make some kheer, her favourite sweet so that he could celebrate her victory. Even nakul was shocked to see such sudden excitement in his boss, and immediately kept milk on stove to boil, after all his happiness is a rear thing now.

Maan went in his room and took out her picture which he had kept in the far corner of his cupboard and hugged it tightly imagining her in its place. "I am so happy mishty, I knew you will do it again" he said as he kissed her lips on the frame.

He hugged it tightly, forgetting every pain, every hurt that the person gave him, probably it didn't mattered that much at the moment. Nakul saw him holding a photo and talking with it, maybe it's his lady-loves photo, he thought and went away keeping kheer on the side table.

Maan took the bowl and kept geet's photo in front of him and said, kash tum yha hoti aur mujhe ape hatho se khilati [ I hope you would have been here and fed me with your hands today]' he looked away as a pain gripped his heart, "umm no, no sadness today, a sits my mishty's lucky day" saying so he gulped down the entire bowl, relishing every spoon of it.

Geet called nakul as usual in evening to know about maan, whether he had his lunch on time and was okey or not?? Nakul excitedly took the phone and said, "today he was way too happy bte, its felt as if he got his life back which was missing since last few days" geet couldn't help feel butterflies in her stomach as she thought he must have seen her result and that's when she heard nakul speak, "waise bte why didn't you told me that he loves someone, today he was so excited and was talking with the photo of a someone and it appeared as if he loves that person to no extent"

Floor slipped below geet's feet as she heard nakul saying about him loving someone. She dropped the cell as she felt her knees week and broke down in tears. "geet you there!!! Geet!!!" nakul said trying to hear any response but got none and kept back the phone.

"kaise jasbat hai ye,

jo kisi dusri ki khushi aapko hasa de.

Aur kisi aur ke gam aapko rulade.

Unke yaad me bahaye hue aasu,

Jo ek pal me bhula karde.

Wo waqt jo guzre the saath,

Aapke jeene ki buniyad ban jae,

Aur aapke sapne,

Kisi aur ki jindagi aabad karde.

Wo mile, wo bichre

Par wo ehsaas har pal wo dor bandhta gya inke beech,

Ki aaj uski ek jhalak pe inki jindagi mohtaj karde."

(written by me😆)

For the first time I felt emotional while writing this part, please comment on it guys and let me know how it was' I really hope to receive your review on it'. Please

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