-Rishtey- New Maaneet SS: Updated Pt. 4 Pg. 24 11/28/2013 - Page 4

-Rishtey- Part 1

She smiled thinking how her Ma used to understand her unsaid words as some memories flashed in her mind."Ma...Ma" a cute girl in her 16 age came to her room cribbing and crying like a 3 year old baby, and seeing the only person who was like the light in her dark life, her mother, who was sitting on the bed doing her work, she just went and hugged her tight as she kept crying, while her mother silently creased her back, knowing very well why her daughter had tears in her eyes. "beta every girl has to get married sooner or later" whenever she used to hear this phase from her mother her anger always used to shoot up, this was one of the phase that she hated to hear and that too from her mother, even after knowing and bearing all the pain she got from this relation she is saying all this to her and all she used to say in return to her mother is "I am not going to marry anyone Ma, and u know that my decision will never change not in this life time" and here today she is in her in laws house sitting in this dark room where no light came in...she was dressed up in the most heavier clothes she had ever wore with heavy jewels, but still there was nothing that felt like it's her...not this house nor the people living in this house nd specially not even her husband was her. She stood up and walked like a dead soul across the room letting her heavy embodied sari pallu swipe the floor as her own talk echoed in her ear, making her realize that despite of so much hating all these relation her mother tied her in this marriage relation, even after knowing for her these relation meant nothing but a burden, a cage where she will have to live her life according to her so called in-laws and her so called husband like a Indian pati-varta-patni she will have to do all the things that is a wife duty, and that she had seen her mother doing all these years, even after what she had gone through, even after what she and her mother had to endure coz of that man, whom she consider as dead, but for her mother he was still her pati-parmeshwar and for his safe life she will do anything. "Ma aap kya kar rahe ho" she had asked her mother who was in the kitchen in the early morning at 4 eating. "what the hell is wrong with u Ma, why the hell do u do this to urself always, why the hell are u keeping fast for that bas****, who didn't care a dam about u, he was never and will never be a part in our live, why don't u understand he is dead for us, for world he may be the Thakur Mohindar Partap Singh, but for me and u he is dead" and there was a loud sound of a slap echoing in that small room, while she stood there holding her cheek with her hand. "I hate him Ma, I hate that bas**** and his family"saying that she left banging the door on a baffled Rano, who stood there shedding tears seeing her only daughter hating her own father to such an extent that she consider him as dead, well why wouldn't she what have she ever got from them nothing but hatred, and pain in return as for them she was a curse. "Ma aap mujhe chor ke tu kahi nahi jaoge na...Ma do u also hate me...Ma I snatched all ur happiness na, they were right I am bad, I took away all ur happiness Ma, am really a cursed Ma" thinking about this her eyes got moist but then an smiled also touched her lip as she remembered how she had promised her mother to be always with her. "when I will be a big girl main aap ko kabhi work nahi karne dungi, kabhi nahi...I will be with u forever like a shadow Ma" thinking about the last phase her tears started rolling down her eyes thinking what she had promised to do when she was young but she didn't fulfill her promise to become her Mama shadow, to support her and take care of her just like she had done when she was little.

"Maaa" Geet screamed holding her head in her hands and falls on the grounds. "Maaa" she screamed again banging her fist hand on the floor breaking her choriyan and some pierced into her skins, making it to bleed. "Kyun Ma kyun kiya aap ne aisa, kyun mujhe khud se juda kar diya, kyunnn" She said banging her hand on the floor again, and more broken choriyan pierced into her skin. "ek hi sapna tu bachpan se dekha tha main ne Ma, aap ke saath zindagi bhar rahne ka, par aap ne bhi mujhe khud se alag kar diya, did I really came as a cursed person in ur life that u couldn't even let me make my only one dream turn into reality. Ma main...main in ajnaabiyun ke saath kya karo kaise jeeyun yeha inke saath, mujhe ghutan si hoti hai in logo ke saath Ma, plz come back and take me away from here Ma, plzzz" and she couldn't help herself from fully shedding the tears that she had been holding since she had came into this Khurana Mansion, and starts to cry hugging her knees. Unknown to her the whole KM Family stood at the door seeing her shed tears and seeing her hate them. and one of the elderly women, who was none other than the Savetri Devi, the mother of Vanraj Singh Khurana, tried going near Geet but was stopped by Vanraj saying "Maa Sa let her be alone for some time"

"how can we leave her alone, her hands her hurt, she is bleeding" said Aashvi, the wife of Vanraj Singh Khurana.

Vanraj- Aashvi abhi nahi, u can come later and band-aid her hands, but for now just let her cry, it might make her feel little better" Saying that he took Savetri Devi with him to the breakfast table along with her the rest of the members went too.

"Dad, why is she so sad" Anindita asked, the only daughter of of Khurana family.

Vanraj- nothing beta, she is just missing her mother.

Anindita- but then why she said she hates us.

Aashvi- beta u don't worry about that, she is just having hard time adjusting with us.

Anindita- hmmm, waise where is bahi Sa, haven't seen him since morning.

Aashvi- He had a meeting early morning.

"Mama can I take Babhi Sa breakfast in her room" Anindita said.

Vanraj- sure beta, but make sure don't ask her any questions that will hurt her.

Anindita- ji Dad" saying that she took Geet breakfast to her room.

"Babhi Sa" Anindita said knocking of the door, hoping she would at least say something, but she didn't, She slowly opened the door and found Geet still sitting there, with her head bend between her knees and crying. Anindita kept the food plate on the nearby table and went to Geet and sat next to her. and said "Babhi Sa" and slowly creased her head making Geet to look at her, for once seeing Geet red eyes which only spit hatred scared Anindita and thought she will scream but Geet did nothing except jerking her hand off of her and moved away from her. "Babhi Sa, I have brought ur breakfast, aap kuch kha lo" Anindita said bringing the food to her. Geet just turned back facing to her. "Babhi Sa plz thoda sa kha lo" Anindita said placing the plate in front of her, but Geet once again turned and without noticing her feet falls on the broken bangles and it pierced through her skin making Geet to hiss in pain for a sec but she didn't removed her feel, and pressed her feet more on the broken bangles to pierced more as it was somewhat soothing her aching heart. Anindita winced in pain seeing her bleeding feet and she just ran out of the room leaving the food there.

"Mama Babhi Sa" Anindita came crying to the breakfast table. Aashvi gets scared and said "kya huwa"

Anindita- Mama Babhi Sa is hurting herself. I...I just saw her hurting herself when her feet accidentally stepped on the broken bangles and the next moment she pressed her feet more on the bangles making her feet to bleed.

Aashvi- Anindita u stay here I will go and check on her" and just as she was about to go, she heard Maan saying "Mama u stay here I will go and check on her" Aashvi turned to see him standing at the entrance of dining room. "Hmm u go I will get the first-aid kit " Aashvi said going to her room. Maan also went to his room.

"Geet" Maan called her making Geet to shut her eyes tightly not wanting to see his face. "Geet" Maan again called but seeing no response from her he quietly bent down and scooped her in his arm and brought her to the bed, then he went and turned on the light as the room was dark and then went in the bathroom and brought warm water and soft clothes and came in and sat facing her, but Geet just turned her face side way. Maan took her hand in his but Geet jerks it away from him giving him a glare. Maan again tires it but Geet just jerks her hand out of his, and after getting fed up with her childish act Maan holds her hand and in a jerk pulls her toward himself. "Look Geet don't make me angry, just let me clean ur wound and after that I won't touch u" Maan said sternly looking in her eyes. "Leave me" Geet said sternly just like him.

Maan- not till I clean ur wound.

Geet- U have no right

Maan- don't tell me what right I have on u and what not

Geet- anything related to me is just my business and just my right

Maan- and anything related to my wife is my business and I have every right on her which a husband have.

Geet pushes him back and shouts "No ur not my husband, ur nothing to me, main aap ko kya main is rishte ko bhi nahi manti, it's all a burden on me that my mother forced me into, I hate this very word of the so called husband" Maan calms himself, knowing if he also gets angry then he won't be able to control her. He comes back to her and holds her hand tightly in his as he stared in her eyes and slowly took the wet soft clothes and started wiping her almost dried blood. Aashvi stood at the door seeing everything, she quietly went in and kept first-aid kit next to Maan and said "Maan I will send urs and Geet beta food here, u both have ur breakfast here" saying that she took the tray that Anindita had brought and left from their while Maan slowly one by one too the broken bangles out of her hand and feet. "Dard main bhi agar hum apne liye na sahi dosron ke liye muskura le tu dosron ki khushi deakh khud thodi khushi mil jati hai" Maan said wiping the blood from her feet.

""Zindagi kabhi kisi ki asan nahi hoti jeene ke liye, everyone has some problems to faces in their life everyday but that doesn't mean that we stop living our lives fearing those problems" saying that Maan looked at her but still there was no reaction from her, no emotion no feeling was shown in her eyes. "zindagi agar jeene ka naam hai tu uske saath saath hamin ghum aur khushi bhi deti hai, life changes it phases Geet, kabhi dard deti hai tu kabhi khushi" Maan said as he warped the Cotton Gauze after applying the medicine, just then there was a knock on the door, "Come in" Maan said and one of the servant came in bringing the food for both, Maan singled him to keep the food on the table and he left the room. Maan went to bathroom and cleaned himself too and then came back in the room. He went and took Geet food out in one plate and brought to her, Geet didn't even looked at it, making Maan more angry, but he keeps his anger cool and dips a roti in mutter-paneer and bring it near her lip, but Geet being Geet, she didn't even bother to give it a look, Maan forcefully made her face him and forcefully opened her mouth and puts the bite in her mouth. "Geet I have told u before too, If u keeps on doing things like this, then I am left with no other option but to force u to do that thing" saying that he once again puts a bite in her mouth, while tears rolled down her eyes, she was hating everything, his presence, his touch, his caring toward her, this family love for her, their caring, she was hating everything. Nothing made her believe that she had now became this family member too, as her past always reminded she was an unwanted person to her own family and to this world, she was nothing but a burden on everyone. Even if she wanted to believe in all this what was happening with her in these 1 month, but her heart and mind just never agreed with her, making her hatred toward this family and everyone more. She was tired, tired of hating everything in her life, there was nothing in her life that she liked it, everything in her life made her to hate it, let it be either a mare thing or a person, forget about any other person, she hated her own self to such an extent that whenever she asked something from God, all she asked for was to give an end to her life.

So here is the first part of my new SS as a New Year gift.

Wishing u all a very Happy New Year. May this new years bring in lots of happiness in ur life.

Next: PART 2

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