MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 30

Its crazy! ...how can anyone smile while being so nervous?? She was having mixed feelings...some time nervousness...some time restlessness...& some time that strange excitment...and at the same time, she was trying hard to stop that "stupid smile" which was not living her lips...even for a second.
She didnt wanted him to see her like that... smiling like a stupid without any reason. She was biting her lips in a attempt to stop that smile.. all the time.

She wanted to talk to him. There were so many things running in her heart & mind... But she did not know...what to say?? How to start??
Everytime she thought to say something...just one look at him..and her heart would beat more faster...her mind would stop working...and she couldnt speak anything.
She tried few more times...but it didnt worked at all. So...she stoped trying and decided to just enjoy the feel of being with him!
That was the "second best walk" of her life. Never did she thought that a simple regular walk to the school... Can be this much "special"!

They reached school and went to their class. They took their respective seats... She couldnt stop herself from looking at him every now n then.
When the class started, she was forced to divert her attention...and she did not liked that disturbance. She was not able to concentrate on anything. Even in the middle of the class...her heart wished a quick glance at him. And she was so helpless...that she did what her heart said...when the teacher was looking other way.
She repeated that few times sucessfully. He was busy...may be marking points in text book! It was so exciting & thrilling...she has never experinced anything like this before... But there was a fear also...she was feeling scared of getting caught like that.

Every time she used to promise to herself that.."its the last time...just last one!" but again after next few minutes...her heart would deny her earlier promise... And she would be only too egar to fullfil its demand once again.
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It was just the start only! Very soon it became her routine to stare at him...making sure not to get caught...specially by him.
And if he wouldnt be around...even for few minutes. She would get restless and her eyes would start searching him ever where.

Once... There History class just finished. As soon as the teacher went out of the classroom...she turned to look at him.
But she felt dissapointed, when she didnt find him at his seat. She looked around restlessly for him...he was at his friends desk...he was laughing on something...may be his friend was mimiking History teacher.
She kept looking at him...lost in his laughing & smiling face. When he noticed her looking at him...he raised his eyebrows...asking her "what happened?"
she felt caught! What was she supposed say?? So, she just shook her head, saying "nothing!" and quickly turned around... But not before showing him her tongue.
It was really silly n childish...why she did that?? without any reason?? She herself didnt have any answer!
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It seems like...it was normal for her to do these Silly, Stupid & Crazy things.. now a days...Specially when he was around.