LAST PART
Maan was not scared for himself.. he worried for her. Small accidents he would survive, but with her pregnancy she just can't be taking any risks.
When they came back to KM.. daadi kept aloof. She was very disturbed with what is happening in her grandsons life. She was to be blamed after all. It was her mistake to have selected Geet as his bride. She was horribly sorry. She didn't even have it in her to visit him in the hospital with Geet around. She felt cheated, defeated & wronged in her life.
Maan exactly knew what was bothering daadi. After geet had fallen a sleep he slowly tucked the spread around her & went to daadi's room. She was still not a sleep. He slowly went in & sat beside her on the floor resting his head slowly in her lap. Daadi's eyes scanned her grandsons scars, the swing that supported his arms. The slight reddish mark near his eyes. Her eyes welled up.. she instantly hugged him & cried.
Daadi ' I am really sorry beta
hum se bahut badi bhul hogayen
humne kya socha tha.. aur yeh sab kya hogaya
Maan just rested hugged her tightly still resting his head on her lap.. wanting to forget this ongoing fear in him. The fear of losing his geet.. the fear she would suddenly get up at night & attack him hurting herself in the bargain. He just wanted to be that old little Maan, who could any time come & hide himself in daadi maas lap away from this harsh world.
Daadi ' pata nahi humne kya sochke geet jaisen ladki doondi aapke liyen
Maan rose & cupped daadi's face.
He looked directly into her eyes ' aap ne kuch galat nahi kiya.
Geet se jyada mujhe pyar karni wali ladki aap iss duniya main nahi doond sakten
daadi bit back her pain ' usse jada nafart karne wali bhi nahi
Maan shied remorsefully
daadi took him in her embrace
Maan ' daadi ma
he spoke like a child
she tried to compose herself
Maan ' daadi ma, aap mujhe promise kijyen aap geet aur humrin bachen ko kabhi aklen nahi chotenge. Chahen kuch bhi ho, aap unka khayal rakenge
daadi cried on his shoulder promising not sure if she could keep it.
Daadi painfully asked ' aur tumhara kaun khayal rakhenga?
Maan ' geet hain na
daadi closed her eyes letting the tears escape
Maan ' geet ka pyar mujhe kabhi kuch nahi hone dega
daadi clutched him fearfully ' Maan aap ussen sach kyun nahi bata deten, kyun nahi bata the ki wo aap nahi Dev tha.. jisne drugs aur dim light main geet ka fayda utaya
Maan spoke up fearfully ' wo mar jaygi daadi ma
wo apne Maan ke alwa kisi aur ki ho hi nahi sakti
wo mujhe ek bar uss gunha ke liyen maaf kar sakti hain
he knew one day, he will be able undo the pain in her heart with all his love & care.
lekin aapne aap ko
both daadi & Maan froze hearing her gasp.
Maan knew she will never be able to forgive herself learning it was not him who misbehaved with her that night. Her love was so beyond all that.. his heart went out to her when she had said.. main tho phir bhi sirf aapki thi.. like it didn't matter he raped her
Maan ran to her at once horrified. Geet looked at daadi & the Maan.
Maan reached to hold her.. she inched back looking at him with happiness.. with tears, with pain.. with anguish. He held her at once terrified of her reaction
she cupped his face mujhe pata tha mera Maan aisen nahi kar sakta
I knew my Maan won't do anything like that
my heart never believed it
he nodded to her every word
wanting to scream he wouldn't ever do anything like that to anyone.
Her love, her trust in him was beyond her, what she went through was unbelievable, still her heart refused to believe her Maan could do anything like that.
*PAST*
A truth that he told brij after hearing his part of the story. Brij had lost all hope in this person, when Maan spoke I never meet my fans. Aur uss din ka show cancel hogaya tha.
Brij gave him a disgusting look. How could this man try to defend himself even now.
But then Maan begged him to take him to his mumbai office. Maan who couldn't even walk until then.. marched straight in & bashed the guy.
Brij was shocked. He dragged this guy out & kicked him brutally.
By now Maan had all the details of how his own step brother is been using his name to ruin girls life. Maan had already engaged high level officials when he was getting unnecessarily dragged it not molestation cases when he was not even in the city.
His assistant drove him to the venue.. the green room where most of the cases happened. It was a typical set up. Mirrors, dimmed light, drinks, drugs.. they searched into the piles of discarded belongings of many girls.
Brij instantly recognized geets pink bag. Maan looked at it like the most precious thing in the word. A little girls whole world was in that. A crushed rose.. a toned letter.. purse with some change.
Daadi had warned him not to let the blood sucking duo dev & his mother close. But Maan was blinded by the love they pretended to shower on him. Being deprived of a family since childhood he embraced them with all his love. But they had started showing their true colors within few days. Daadi never let then in their Mansion so they were settled in Mumbai taking care of Mumbai office. Maan had over looked his money mishandling but never ever thought he could do something so sinful.
Maan felt himself responsible for his every deed. Yes had he looked into matter earlier not running away from it. He had shut himself to all the relations with their betrayal. It was because of them he hated relations, he didn't believe in love any more.
After almost killing Dev with his bare hands & handing him over to police. He begged Brij & daadi not to tell anything to geet. He was ready to take her hatredness for rest of his life but not her breaking down. He doesn't even know what she could do to herself.
*PAST*
Geet hugged him like crazy like she was seeing him for the first time. Her eyes had so much of more love if that was even possible. All this days he had seen so much love & depth.. he couldn't even imagine there could be more.. & he just got the glimpse of that innocent girl jumping in joy of finding the key to her fantasy land. She so painfully looked at each bruises. She loving caressed them.. kissing every pain away.
He hugged her tightly her hands clutched him tightly her heart was delighted. Mujhe pata tha tum aisen kabhi nahi kar sakten
mera Maan aisen kabhi nahi kar sakta
kabhi nahi
she cried
she was blushing, shying like it was first time in his embrace. Don't know how long she sat in his embrace next to the steps wanting to believe it.. & then suddenly her hand became numb.. cold.. the warmth that had come holding him was all lost at once. She pushed herself away from him. She fell back.. trembling.. she began to frenetically hitting herself.. like she hated herself.. her skin.. her every cell.. she went back.. slowly.. down the step looking every where but him..
geet he cried..
she just turned & ran out
she took the car & drove like crazy. Maan closed his painfully .. this was the most dreadful moment. He didn't know how was he going to handle her.
He followed along the path. She drove to the cliff & ran out like crazy
Maan reached just in time & begged her falling on his knees
jaan please
nahi.. main tumharen layak nahi rahien
like a small kid she pointed at some person in backward.. ussne mujhe
she rubbed her hand away.. every part of her body..
all this while she had hated him.. but it all came back on her with double the intensity
Maan couldn't bare to see her like this
geet .. he screamed
he hugged her just when she kept her foot off the cliff
please jaan
nahi.. she snapped her hand
please jaan merin liyen.. I can't live without u
humerin baby ke liyen he softly caressed her stomach
her heart almost stopped. She had not a sec thought about the baby. She hugged him frightfully.
I love u jaan. I really love u a lot
she clanged on to him crazily wanting to run away from her past.. her pain.
It was almost dawn when they finally settled in the bed. He couldn't believe the way she shied coming close to him. Like it was their first time. Her cheeks her cherry red, her nose was cutely pink. Her eyes
were not daring to look at him & how cutely she nibbled her lips. He could just sit & adore her. He just took her in his arms at once, loving every cell of her, making her forget every past. The passion that filled her heart & soul was so true there was no space for any pain. Their burning hearts ceased in their embrace!!! diljale!!!
THE END
can't think of an epilogue for this one
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muskan
Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
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